Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57) 問題：我5/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：愛 Love 這週有兩天的塔羅牌是『愛』，感覺真是美好。 宇宙呼應著我發散出的愛。 宇宙回應著我播送出的愛。 宇宙說，我也愛妳，Alyson。 這週其實非常的忙碌，沒有一天可以睡飽，從週一到週日，每天都需要上課。 雖然非常疲憊，非常倦。 阻擋不了興奮與滿足愉悅的心情。 志工培訓課程第二階段昨日開始啟動。 第一堂課的課程內容就非常專業與艱澀。 我和朋友們之間開玩笑說，「第一階段的課程內容和第二階段的課程內容，這”階”一下子，跳好高，好大。看來，這是巨人的階梯呀。」 學習讓我們慢慢地成長，成長為也是巨人的模樣。 然後，我們再牽著別人的手，帶著，陪著成長。 支撐著這麼多的付出與分享，就是因”有愛”。 今天的老師，像是一座礦山，蘊藏豐富，引經據典。 每個人筆記寫滿滿。 之前較少發言的同學，在今天，開始主動，真是讓人覺得很開心的轉變。 老師在課堂上沒有藏私的教導，我們用熱切的眼神，振筆疾書的寫筆記，熱情踴躍的發言與分享。 在這樣的氛圍中，不用擔心被批判，被評價，被教育，被攻擊，被指責。 好好地說話，溫柔地眼神，溫和地語調，溫暖地用字。 即使我們在討論的不是風花雪月，我們在學習的是嚴肅地課程。 可以付出，可以協助他人，可以學習，可以分享，一件事情有這麼多的價值。 我很感謝，感恩。 有這樣的機會參與和學習。 當付出愛的時候，我們自己也是被愛著。 愛，是心中坦然的展現，不管是接收還是付出。 愛，是花朵綻放的美麗，不管是交流還是互動。 愛，是粘著劑，將你的心，我的心，他的心，大家善的心，緊緊黏在一起，化為一股強大的能量，且堅硬不可催。 愛，是你有我，我有你，風吹雨打，時光冉冉，陪伴對方，一起走下去。 Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot: Love (52-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/19 Card drawn: Love This week, two days featured the tarot card ‘Love’, which feels truly wonderful. The universe resonates with the love I emit. The universe responds to the love I broadcast. The universe says, "I love you too, Alyson." This week has been extremely busy, with no chance to get enough sleep from Monday to Sunday, as I have classes every day. Despite being very tired and exhausted, I can't help but feel excited and content. The second phase of volunteer training started yesterday. The first class was already very professional and challenging. My friends and I joked, "The content of the first phase compared to the second phase is like taking a huge leap. This seems like a giant's staircase." Learning helps us grow slowly, becoming like giants ourselves. Then, we can take others by the hand, leading and accompanying them in their growth. What sustains all this effort and sharing is ‘love’. Today's teacher was like a mine rich in resources, quoting extensively from various sources. Everyone took copious notes. Even students who rarely spoke up before started to participate actively today, which was a delightful change. The teacher selflessly shared their knowledge, and we eagerly took notes with fervor, actively participating and sharing. In such an atmosphere, there's no need to worry about criticism, judgment, correction, attack, or blame. We speak kindly, with gentle eyes, a soft tone, and warm words. Even though we are not discussing romantic or poetic subjects, we are learning serious courses. Being able to contribute, to assist others, to learn, and to share brings so much value to a single thing. I am very thankful and grateful to have the opportunity to participate and learn. When we give love, we are also loved. Love is the serene expression in our hearts, whether receiving or giving. Love is the beauty of flowers blooming, whether in exchange or interaction. Love is the adhesive that binds your heart, my heart, his heart, and everyone’s good hearts together into a powerful and unbreakable force. Love is having you and having me, weathering the wind and rain, as time passes, accompanying each other, and walking together. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Love

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion 你是嚴格對待自己的人嗎？ 你是嚴肅要求他人的人嗎？ 你是凡事都認真看待的人嗎？ 你是每句話都在心裡牢牢記著的人嗎？ 當你沒達到自己設定的目標時，你有什麼感受？第一個冒出來的心情是哪一種？是否會分析失敗的原因？這樣的失敗又讓你如何看待自己？ 生自己的氣？ 對自己感到失望？ 當這麼多的負面情緒與想法在腦袋裡亂竄的時候，是否曾有過一絲絲的溫柔閃過？是否曾有想告訴自己一些體己話，「你做得很棒」，「你已盡了最大的努力」。 慈悲，我們會給予長者，給予弱者，給予父母，給予小孩，給予朋友。 慈悲，我們最常忘記給予自己。 在過去拼命的工作生涯中，當有臨時狀況發生的時候，我常會苛責自己，覺得自己能力太差，思慮粗糙，沒有事先設想好可能會發生的所有情況。 於是，在每次的專案活動結束後，我總是將剛結束的相關資料再翻閱一次，並將下次可注意的事情寫完整。 然後，在電腦資料夾裡預設一個下次類似專案的資料夾，裡面存放著我現在對於未來一年後類似活動的預設計劃草稿。 可能就是因為如此在那幾年裡我的身體每半年崩垮掉一次，每次需長達一週以上的時間才能慢慢恢復。 這幾天的身體和心理狀況，很是糟糕，無法進食，連藥粉或者是藥水，身體都會自主排斥的無法吞嚥，還會因過度抗拒而吐，體力更是無法支撐，只能昏睡。 多年後，我放過自己，離開了那個高壓的工作環境。 之前的嚴重內耗，身體反撲得厲害。 需付出的代價，直到今日仍未還清。 苦不堪言，也只能自己承受。 這真是自作虐，就難活的清爽自在。 看著身邊的朋友們，好多人對自己的要求始終都很高。 小說寫著霸道總裁總是很高、很帥、很冷漠，不管是哪項都是”很”這個最高等級。 現實生活中，在職場上，靠著自己拚到一個位置的人，都是很認真、很賣命、很勞碌，也是哪項都是”很”這個等級。 還會被要求高情商、高度協調、高度配合、高度抗壓、高度耐操。 看著社會上那麼多人拚著命，賣著健康的努力，也沒什麼事發生，自己也會是那個幸運兒吧。 可，誰又能保證誰不會是那個”萬中選一”的呢？ 在你的心中，你認為「慈悲」是什麼？ 你如何看待「慈悲」？ 在悲傷的時刻，還能惦記到別人的好，這是共情，是體貼，也是一種慈悲。 倘若在憤怒之際，怒火要噴天時，突然想到對方過去的貼心和彼此間曾有過的笑容，瞬間冷靜下來了，我覺這是一種對他人和對自己的慈悲。 我覺得若眼前的人是曾經欺侮過你，辜負過你的人，懇求你的協助和放下昔日的糾葛，而你，放下了，也放過了，這不只是慈悲；若用這幾年的網路小說用詞，這是聖母神佛層級的大愛，我自認為做不到。 領航者塔羅對於『慈悲』這張牌是這樣認為的 ~ 在愛的世界裡，你是善於為愛注入溫暖和祥和能量的，有你在的場子，大家都會感受到和樂和喜悅。 總是有強大的共情力和同理心，在你的心中及懷抱裡，總是有更多的諒解與更多的寬容。 慈悲有著一隻黃金佛手印，這手印賦予著抽到牌的人，運用慈愛、療癒力及安定力量，去協助與療癒跟你請求指引的人。 因為心懷慈悲，心胸寬大，財運總是會跟隨著善良的人。 財富，範圍不是只有金錢與俗稱的財產，還有許多非具體或實際的。 常有機緣與陌生之人有場愉快的邂垢，就是一種美好的財富。 佛教認為「慈悲」是複合詞，由四無量心的「慈」與「悲」合成，其意義相近。 在網路上看到一位佛教宗師對於「慈悲」的講解，與我內心的以為很是貼近。 「慈悲，原是佛教用語，拆開來看，「慈」是把快樂給人，「悲」是拔一切眾生苦。眾生有苦，我們幫助他解決，帶給他快樂，這個心就叫「慈悲心」。金菩提宗師教導大家：「真正的慈悲就是特別的愛，就像母親呵護孩子一樣的精神特質，包含關懷、包容、真誠、愛心，還有一顆善解人意之心。」慈悲所產生的愛是非常廣博的，他對所有生命都心懷慈悲，從自然界中的山川、河流、鮮花、動物，到任何需要幫助的人，都具有一種憐憫、慈悲之心。」 基督教 「慈悲是讓一個人得到比他應得的還更寬容的對待。 透過耶穌基督的贖罪，才可能有慈悲。 我們的天父知道我們有弱點和罪。 祂寬恕我們的罪，幫助我們回去與祂同住，這就是慈悲的表現。」 不管是哪一種信仰，或是沒有任何信仰。 我覺「慈悲」，是從小我，小愛出發，懂得愛自己的人，不須提醒，自然能夠覺察到別人的用心和難處，會因理解、體諒而溫柔。 慈悲就如同”善”，像漣漪一圈一圈擴散了出去，永不停歇。 資料來源：金菩提宗師 https://www.jinbodhi.org/79729/ Today's Tarot: Compassion Are you someone who holds yourself to strict standards? Are you demanding of others? Do you take everything seriously? Do you hold onto every word spoken? When you don't reach your set goals, how do you feel? What's the first emotion that surfaces? Do you analyze the reasons for failure? How does such failure make you see yourself? Do you get angry with yourself? Do you feel disappointed? Amidst the chaos of so many negative emotions and thoughts swirling in your mind, have you ever felt a hint of tenderness? Have you ever wanted to tell yourself some comforting words like "You did great" or "You've done your best"? Compassion, we give it to elders, to the weak, to parents, to children, to friends. Compassion, the one we often forget to give to ourselves. During my years of relentless work, whenever unexpected situations arose, I often blamed myself, feeling inadequate and poorly prepared, failing to anticipate all possible scenarios. So, after every project, I would review the relevant materials and jot down things to pay attention to next time. Then, I would create a folder in my computer for similar future projects, storing drafts of plans for activities similar to what I had just finished. Perhaps because of this, my body collapsed every six months during those years, taking over a week each time to slowly recover. These past few days, my physical and mental condition has been terrible, unable to eat, unable to swallow even powdered medicine or liquid without my body rejecting it, even vomiting due to excessive resistance, and my strength unable to sustain me, only able to fall into a deep sleep. Years later, I forgave myself and left that high-pressure work environment. The severe internal strain from before led to a strong backlash from my body. The price to pay, still not fully settled until today. It's unbearable, but I have to endure it myself. It's truly self-inflicted suffering, making it difficult to live comfortably and freely. Looking at my friends around me, so many of them have high demands on themselves. Novels depict dominant CEOs as tall, handsome, and aloof, everything being "very" to the highest degree. In real life, those who rise through the ranks in the workplace through their own efforts are very serious, hardworking, and diligent, also embodying "very" in every aspect. They are also expected to have high emotional intelligence, high coordination ability, high cooperation, high resistance to pressure, and high endurance. Seeing so many people in society striving and sacrificing their health without much happening, could I also be one of the lucky ones? But who can guarantee that one won't be the "one in a million"? In your heart, what do you think "compassion" is? How do you view "compassion"? In moments of sadness, being able to remember the good in others is empathy, thoughtfulness, and also a form of compassion. If in anger, when the flames are about to erupt, suddenly remembering the intimacy of the past and the smiles shared, instantly calming down, I think this is a form of compassion for both others and oneself. If the person in front of you is someone who has once mistreated you, disappointed you, and now seeks your help and forgiveness, and you, being able to let go and forgive, this is not just compassion; in terms of the internet novels of recent years, this is a level of great love akin to a saint or a deity, something I believe I couldn't achieve. According to the Navigator Tarot, this card "Compassion" is seen as follows ~ In the world of love, you are adept at infusing warmth and peaceful energy into love. Wherever you are, everyone will feel joy and happiness. You always possess strong empathy and compassion. In your heart and arms, there is always more understanding and tolerance. Compassion bears a golden Buddha's palm imprint. This imprint endows the one drawing the card with the ability to use love, healing, and stabilizing power to assist and heal those who seek guidance from you. Because of compassion and generosity, wealth always follows the kind-hearted. Wealth, its scope is not limited to just money and material possessions, there are also many intangible or abstract forms. There are often opportunities to have pleasant encounters with strangers, which is a kind of beautiful wealth. In Buddhism, "compassion" is a compound word, composed of the "loving-kindness" (maitri) and "compassion" (karuna) of the Four Immeasurables, with similar meanings. I saw an explanation of "compassion" by a Buddhist master on the internet, which resonated deeply with my inner thoughts. He said: "Compassion, originally a Buddhist term, when broken down, 'loving-kindness' is giving happiness to others, and 'compassion' is alleviating the suffering of all beings. When beings suffer, we help them solve their problems and bring them happiness. This heart is called 'compassionate.' Master Jin Bodhi teaches us: 'True compassion is a special kind of love, like the spirit of a mother caring for her child, including caring, tolerance, sincerity, love, and understanding of others.' The love generated by compassion is very extensive, with compassion for all life, from the mountains and rivers of the natural world, to flowers, animals, and any people in need, having a heart of compassion and mercy." In Christianity, "Compassion" is treating someone more leniently than they deserve. Compassion is only possible through the atonement of Jesus Christ. Our Father knows our weaknesses and sins. He forgives our sins and helps us return to dwell with Him, which is the expression of compassion. Regardless of the faith, or lack thereof, I believe "compassion" starts from loving oneself and understanding oneself, without needing reminders, naturally able to perceive others' intentions and difficulties, responding with gentleness due to understanding and empathy. Compassion is like "goodness," spreading out like ripples, never ceasing. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Compassion

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity 昨天午後，空氣中還有一絲正午的悶熱氣息尚未散去。 剛採買完一週食物，回到家，有點呃，有點累，有點倦。 又是一陣小忙碌，把東西整理好，坐在客廳沙發裡。 不想勞動了。 不想腦動了。 就先這樣靜靜地，呆呆地，空空地，讓時間溜過去。 睡著了。 醒了，因口渴。 繼續，又睡著了。 醒了，因在沙發上不舒服。 一身汗臭，不想弄髒床，繼續窩在沙發。 又睡著了。 再度醒來，半天時機間已過去，微微橘紅的雲邊在遠方，被灰階的雲朵遮蓋住，連光芒都迷濛。 再度忙碌起來，準備晚餐，準備便當，整理清潔。 這人煙火氣挺扎實的。 坐下來，吃了水果，喝了熱茶。 對我來說，一週的開始在週日夜晚打開塔羅的那一刻。 今日的塔羅牌是『創造力』。 今天的腦袋世界會很精彩。 『19 世紀的美國作家華萊士·D·沃特爾斯 (Wallace D. Wattles) 曾聲稱：「思考是所有勞動中最艱難、最累人的。」有項新研究表明，思考得太用力和時間太長真的會耗盡你的大腦，就像運動會消耗身體一樣。』 因此認為，創造力的發生在擁有充足的休息之後。 經過週末假日調養生息，全身細胞充滿了能量與營養，創造力也就蠢蠢欲動，急著想脫網衝出。 我認為，這是好事。 『法國巴黎 Pitié-Salpêtrière 大學的臨床心理學家 Mathias Pessiglione 解釋說：「在有影響力的理論中表明，疲勞是大腦製造的一種錯覺，讓我們停止正在做的任何事情並轉向更令人滿意的活動。但我們的研究結果表明，認知工作會導致真正的功能改變——有害物質的積累——所以疲勞確實是一個讓我們停止工作的信號，但目的是保持大腦功能的完整性。」』 創造力活絡是件讓我感到興奮的情景。 創造力，產生有趣的點子或巧思，讓愛情、感情加溫。 創造力，在無趣的工作裡創造一些小趣味，讓有趣的事情為平凡生活添加生動氣息。 創造力，是尚未被雕塑的水晶、寶石。 繽紛的色彩吸引人的注目，被期待著經過設計、切雕磨後的模樣。 創造力讓每個人生動活潑起來，眼神晶瑩，剔透，就像是閃閃發亮的希望。 今天，我們暫時拋開理智，拋下規則，試著用心智看世界。 也許我們會有很棒的收穫，關於創造力，關於新構想，關於打破舊習。 2024 0527 Tarot of the Day: Creativity Yesterday afternoon, the lingering heat of noon was still palpable in the air. After shopping for a week's worth of groceries, I came back home feeling a bit, well, tired and weary. After a brief period of busywork putting everything away, I sat down on the living room sofa. I didn’t want to do any more physical work. I didn’t want to think either. So, I just sat there quietly, blankly, letting time pass. I fell asleep. Woke up, thirsty. Continued, fell asleep again. Woke up, uncomfortable on the sofa. Sweaty and smelly, not wanting to dirty my bed, I continued to nestle on the sofa. Fell asleep again. Woke up again, half a day had passed. The edges of the clouds were tinged with orange-red in the distance, shrouded by gray clouds, making even the light look hazy. Got busy again, preparing dinner, preparing lunchboxes, cleaning up. This bustling human atmosphere felt solid. Sat down, ate some fruit, drank hot tea. For me, the week begins the moment I open my Tarot deck on Sunday night. Today's Tarot card is 'Creativity.' Today, my mind will be vibrant and lively. "The American writer Wallace D. Wattles claimed in the 19th century: 'Thinking is the hardest and most exhausting labor of all.' A new study suggests that thinking too hard and for too long can really exhaust your brain, much like physical exercise tires out the body." Therefore, it is believed that creativity occurs after ample rest. After a weekend of rest and recuperation, the cells in the body are brimming with energy and nutrients, making creativity eager to burst forth. I think this is a good thing. "Clinical psychologist Mathias Pessiglione from the Pitié-Salpêtrière University in Paris explains: 'Influential theories suggest that fatigue is a kind of illusion produced by the brain to make us stop whatever we are doing and turn to a more gratifying activity. But our results show that cognitive work leads to true functional alterations—accumulation of noxious substances—so fatigue indeed is a signal that makes us stop working but for the purpose of preserving the integrity of brain functioning.'" The excitement of active creativity is a scenario that excites me. Creativity generates interesting ideas or clever thoughts that can warm up love and emotions. Creativity brings little joys to dull work, adding vibrant touches to mundane life. Creativity is like unsculpted crystals and gems, their vibrant colors attracting attention, anticipated to reveal their designed and polished forms. Creativity makes every life vivid and lively, with sparkling eyes, clear and bright, like shining hope. Today, let's temporarily set aside reason, abandon rules, and try to view the world with our minds. Perhaps we will have wonderful harvests about creativity, new ideas, and breaking old habits. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Creativity

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57) 問題：我4/26的未來日記主題 抽牌：豐收 Harvest 總算又到了星期五之夜。 還沒累垮，太好了。 週五晚上的這個時間點，對我而言，就也表示這地獄週我已走到一半路途了，週六的此時，才是我完整走完整個地獄週。 然後，週日好好休息一天，下週一，繼續像苦行僧般的學習、學習、學習。 未來日記的第三週主題是隱士。 今天的副題抽到的塔羅牌是『豐收』。 這光是字面上的意思，就已讓我感覺到美好。 那今日，若真是有豐收的成就，可要好好地慶祝。 這週的課程，對我而言比上週吃力許多，很有壓力。 又有一位同學因覺得跟不上老師的教學進度，心理壓力很大而申請退訓。 本班學員數已是最後的雙位數 ~ 十人。 今晨，雨勢已減弱，路上車潮多，上課遲到，挺不好意思的。 今天課程的內容，聽得懂，跟不上，不管如何追趕，就是跟不上。 還好休息時間，同學來相助，非常有耐心將細節一個一個講解，讓我學習到更多。 這是豐收無誤。 豐收牌 ~ 就像大自然的四季輪迴，是過去努力的成熟結果，就等著我們辛勤收割去。 記得，豐收，不會從天上掉下來，是一路走來彎腰勞動才有的，且還有最後一哩路(勞動收割)，才是確確實實的成果豐收。 這張塔羅牌也是在訴說，結實累累的果實，在樹上，在地上，再不進行採收，果實會腐敗，會掉落，會腐爛，完全失去原有的價值。 提醒著，別貪心，有這些收成已是豐盈，已足夠。 再等待下去，收成不僅不會增加，反而會毀壞，最終是失去。 「想怎麼收穫，先看怎麼栽。」 曾有腦神經的科學研究： 「忍耐是與獎勵迴路有關聯的。獎勵迴路是大腦紋狀體、前額葉皮層和邊緣系統等區域負責處理的。當人完成充滿挑戰任務時，獎勵迴路會釋放多巴胺等神經傳導質，產生愉悅及滿足感，接著會強化人的行為，讓人更願意承擔忍耐。」 雅各書五章7節說：「弟兄們哪，你們要忍耐，直到主來。看哪，農夫忍耐等候地裡寶貴的出產，直到得了秋雨春雨。」 Alyson's 4/27 Tarot: Harvest (29-57) Question: My theme for 4/26 in my future diary Card Drawn: Harvest Finally, it's Friday night again. I'm not completely worn out yet, which is great. For me, this time on Friday night signifies that I've reached the halfway point of this hellish week, and by this time on Saturday, I'll have completed the entire week. Then, a well-deserved rest on Sunday, and next Monday, it's back to learning, learning, learning like a penitent monk. The theme for the third week of my future diary is the Hermit. Today's sub-theme drawn from the tarot is "Harvest." Just the literal meaning alone makes me feel good. So, if there's truly a harvest of achievements today, it's time to celebrate. This week's classes have been much more challenging for me compared to last week, very stressful. Another classmate applied for withdrawal due to feeling unable to keep up with the teacher's pace, experiencing significant psychological pressure. The number of students in our class has dwindled to the final double digits - ten people. This morning, the rain has subsided, but the traffic was heavy, making me late for class, which I felt quite embarrassed about. I could understand today's class content, but I couldn't keep up, no matter how hard I tried. Fortunately, during break time, classmates came to help, patiently explaining each detail to me, allowing me to learn more. This is definitely a harvest. The Harvest card – Like the cycles of nature's seasons, it's the matured result of past efforts, waiting for us to harvest diligently. Remember, the harvest won't fall from the sky; it comes from bending down and laboring along the way, and the final mile (the labor of harvest) is where the real harvest is. This tarot card also speaks of the abundant fruits on trees and on the ground. Without harvesting, the fruits will rot, fall, and decay, losing their original value entirely. It reminds us not to be greedy; having these harvests is already abundant, already enough. Waiting further will not increase the harvest but rather destroy it, ultimately leading to loss. "How you harvest depends on how you plant." There's a neurological study: "Patience is associated with the reward circuit. The reward circuit is responsible for processing in areas such as the striatum, prefrontal cortex, and limbic system. When a person completes a challenging task, the reward circuit releases neurotransmitters like dopamine, creating pleasure and satisfaction, reinforcing the behavior and making people more willing to endure patience." James 5:7 in the Bible says, "Be patient, therefore, brothers, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, being patient about it, until it receives the early and the late rains." #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play 學習課程的內容對我來說實在是蠻困難的。 今天忍不住跟班主任說，看著大家的背影，追得好辛苦。 班主任苦笑回覆說，妳得繼續撐著。苦，得忍著。不然要賠錢的。 聽到這話，我也只能握緊拳頭，默默低著頭進教室裡繼續上課。 好久沒有這樣的心情了 ~ 開心迎接週五的心情。 真是太棒了！ 今天，是週五，地獄學習週我撐過了第二次。 下次，就是第三次需要再度經歷的苦熬日子了。 不過，那也是兩天後的事情。 今晚，就來歡樂放鬆一下啦。 昨天就計畫了，週五的晚餐要吃點不一樣的。 鹹酥雞？炸雞？還是披薩呢？ 好想念有夥伴，與朋友同公司工作的情景。 週五晚，可以相約吃晚餐，喝咖啡，聊得天南地北都不怕累。 現在，買了披薩還要考慮吃不完，怎麼辦。 宇宙知道我們經過一週的努力工作，認真學習，都挺累得。 宇宙說 ~ 魔鬼之樂之夜！開趴囉！ 就是歡樂，就是激情，就是興奮不已。 喝一杯，喝兩杯，喝得天花亂墜，小心危險，注意安全。 犒賞自己，慰勞自己，辛苦了！ https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147134758 當然可以慶祝的，自己身上經歷的辛勞，自己最清楚，自己不重視，不對自己好些，要等誰呵護妳呢？ 等一等，不可怕。 恐怖的是，慢慢等，慢慢等，等到花兒都謝落了，還沒等來。 慶祝生命力 ~ 慶祝辛勤努力 ~ 慶祝歡喜收穫 ~ 慶祝豐收喜樂 ~ 若要送走悲傷，就用歡笑與愉快吧。 若要提振精神，就用歡樂與開懷吧。 若要破除舊有，就用喜樂與更新吧。 今天是二十四節氣的穀雨。 據說是黃帝向全國百姓和丞相宣布倉頡造字的成就，在這一天，天空下起了一場雨，雨中帶著許許多多的穀米。 在這節氣裡，有些事情要注意： l 不要生氣 忽冷忽熱的天氣，讓我們的身體光是適應就耗費不少元氣，別再加重身體的負擔。 l 不要穿太少衣物 還沒到完全夏天，小心夜間露水重，別著涼。 l 不要去森林 冬眠的動物們已甦醒，肚子很空很餓的他們，單獨或成群結隊外出覓食了。別去驚擾他們的饗宴。 l 注意濕氣 雨下完了，太陽還沒來，青苔倒是先趕上了。 濕，讓環境增加了危險，讓身體增加了黏滯感，不清爽，不舒服。 l 注意傳染病 春風吹呀吹，吹到妳我的心窩，也吹起了無法斷絕根部的雜草及等待風起的病毒。 小心，還是戴起口罩，保護自己吧。 l 別輕易去山區 春雷動，春雨落。 在山中，在山谷，在溪河裡。 暴漲，不知會是何時何地。 不熟悉，別亂入。 熟悉，別輕忽。 在這個重要的節氣，請妥善照顧好自己的健康與安全。 Tarot Reading for April 19, 2024: Devils Play The content of my study course is quite challenging for me. Today, I couldn't help but tell the homeroom teacher that chasing after everyone's backs was so exhausting. The homeroom teacher smiled bitterly and replied, "You have to keep holding on. Endure the bitterness, or else you'll lose money." Hearing this, I could only clench my fists tightly, silently lower my head, and continue attending classes in the classroom. It's been a while since I felt like this - eagerly welcoming the mood for Friday. It's just great! Today is Friday, and I survived the second week of hellish learning. Next time, it will be the third time I have to endure such hardship again. But that's two days away. Tonight, let's relax and have some fun. I planned it yesterday; I want something different for Friday dinner. Fried chicken? Pizza? I miss having companions, working in the same company as friends. On Friday evenings, we could arrange to have dinner together, drink coffee, and chat endlessly without getting tired. Now, after buying pizza, I have to consider what to do if we can't finish it. The universe knows we've worked hard all week, studied seriously, and we're all quite tired. The universe says, "The night of devil's play! Let's party!" It's all about joy, passion, and excitement. Have a drink, have two, indulge until you're dizzy. Be careful, it's dangerous. Reward yourself, comfort yourself, you've worked hard! Of course, you can celebrate; you know best the hardships you've experienced, if you don't value yourself, who else will take care of you? Wait a moment, it's not scary. What's terrifying is waiting slowly, waiting until the flowers wither, and still not getting what you waited for. Celebrate vitality, Celebrate hard work, Celebrate joyous harvest, Celebrate abundant joy. If you want to bid farewell to sadness, use laughter and joy. If you want to boost your spirits, use joy and openness. If you want to break free from the old, use joy and renewal. Today is the Grain Rain, one of the twenty-four solar terms. It is said that on this day, Emperor Huang announced the achievement of Cangjie in creating characters, and it rained heavily with lots of grains. During this solar term, there are some things to note: *Don't get angry. The sudden changes in temperature make our bodies consume a lot of energy just to adapt, don't burden yourself further. *Don't wear too little clothing. It's not fully summer yet, be careful of heavy night dew, don't catch a cold. *Avoid going into the forest. Hibernating animals have woken up and are very hungry. They are going out alone or in groups to find food. Don't disturb their feast. *Watch out for humidity. After the rain, before the sun comes out, moss has already appeared. The dampness makes the environment more dangerous, and the body feels sticky and uncomfortable. *Be mindful of contagious diseases. The spring breeze blows, blowing into your and my hearts, also blowing up the weeds and viruses waiting for the wind. Be careful, wear your mask to protect yourself. *Don't easily go to mountainous areas. Spring thunder, spring rain. In the mountains, in the valleys, in the streams. Flash floods, we don't know when or where. If you're not familiar, don't enter. If you're familiar, don't underestimate it. During this important solar term, please take good care of your health and safety. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #DevilsPlay

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57) 問題：我5/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：守護者 Guardian 我現在的學習生活，沒有什麼新鮮事可記錄，可分享。 每日無非就是被一堆不懂的技能轟炸，每堂課都處於頭痛狀態，每次休息時間就呈現十足反差的無腦情況。 這段時光，我守護著自己想要學習的信念，想要認真的心態。 也許現在所學的，日後所用之處不多，且現在發展的高科技，關於AI，只要每月付費購買，也能有很棒的作品。 可，我想守護自己手作的質樸與珍貴。 我很笨，對於科技總是不懂，也就不能夠有效運用。 我像是心停留在上一個世代，那個世代，無論如何複雜的美食，個個都是手工，所以個個個頭都不盡相同。 我的心很著迷這樣的風景。 我的嘴很迷戀這樣的風味。 現在，窗外的風，使勁地吹，捲起了窗簾布，捲起了我落在額頭兩側的髮絲。 這夜，有點沉，很靜，明明還未到深夜，卻有著它的靜謐。 這樣清冷的氛圍，讓我腦袋更為清醒，毫無睡意。 我思索著今日同學向我傾訴他的內心。 能讓他感到信任與放鬆，這樣的交流，我珍惜。 而這也是我自己需要保守好的天賦與能力。 我的「未來日記」即將進入第六週。 一日一天地過，不覺時光匆匆。 看著日記清單上寫著”第六週”字樣時，猛然一驚，這塔羅與「未來日記」的實驗寫著寫著也有了一個半月。 這時間，是穿著溜冰鞋滑了過去吧，有那麼一丁點快速。 宇宙對於我的「未來日記」第六週的主題是『守護者』。 任重而道遠的期許呀。 卻也是我心之所嚮的歸處。 我想守護 ~ 每一顆善良的心。 每一個認真努力善良的人。 每一份體貼用心的心意與心思。 我想照護每一顆受傷的心靈。 我想呵護每一個認真努力善良的好人。 我想珍惜每一份體貼用心的那美好的心意與心思。 當然，我也希望我的溫柔與體貼，也能夠被看見而有善的回應，被珍藏而有美麗的回饋。 心智，是我們每個人身上非常珍貴的寶物，像水晶般，美麗，多彩，閃亮且有著堅韌與強大的能量。 心智，需要鍛鍊，需要訓練，才能為己所用，為己所有。 這麼迷人的東西，不僅絢爛到自己的眼，也奪了他人的目光。 需要好好保護，避免被覬覦，受到困惑，因幻覺而失去信念，因失敗而無法堅定心智，因狹隘而無法堅持態度，因大意而無法堅守初心與初衷。 而，我們也都知道水晶具有療癒之功能。 水晶也有著直覺力。 在我們的心中那顆閃閃發光的水晶，透過我們的傳遞與輸出，將內心的溫柔感染他人，為自己，也為他人進行思想與心智的洗滌，讓我們更清晰覺知用心守護的寶貝有多珍貴。 Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot: Guardian (40-57) Question: My 5/08 Future Diary theme Draw: Guardian There isn’t much new or exciting happening in my current learning routine to jot down or share. Each day feels like being bombarded with a bunch of unfamiliar skills, leaving me with a constant headache in every class and brain-numbing downtime. During this period, I'm guarding my belief in what I want to learn and my desire for a serious attitude. Perhaps what I'm learning now won't be of much use in the future, and with the development of high-tech and AI, one can simply subscribe monthly to access great work. But I want to cherish and protect the simplicity and preciousness of my handmade creations. I'm not very adept with technology; I always seem to struggle and can't effectively utilize it. It's like my heart is stuck in the previous generation, where every intricate dish was handmade, making each one unique. I'm captivated by such scenes, and my taste buds long for those flavors. Now, the wind outside is blowing fiercely, pulling at the curtains and strands of hair on my forehead. The night feels heavy and quiet, even though it's not yet late, it has its own tranquility. This crisp atmosphere clears my mind, leaving me wide awake with no hint of sleepiness. I ponder on the heartfelt conversation I had with a classmate today. I cherish such exchanges where he felt trusted and relaxed, as it’s a talent and ability I need to safeguard for myself. My "Future Diary" is about to enter its sixth week. Days pass by swiftly, and seeing "Week 6" written on the diary checklist startled me; the Tarot and the experimental writing of the "Future Diary" have been going on for a month and a half. Time seems to have flown by like skating in ice skates, just a tad too fast. The universe has designated "Guardian" as the theme for the sixth week of my "Future Diary." It's a lofty expectation, but it's also the direction my heart longs for. I want to safeguard: Every kind heart. Every person who strives to be kind and diligent. Every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. I want to nurture every wounded soul. I want to cherish every kind and diligent good person. I want to treasure every thoughtful and caring intention and thought. Of course, I also hope that my gentleness and thoughtfulness can be seen and responded to kindly, and that they are appreciated and reciprocated beautifully. The mind is a precious treasure within each of us, like a crystal—beautiful, colorful, shining, and possessing resilient and powerful energy. The mind needs training and discipline to be harnessed for our own benefit. This captivating essence not only dazzles our own eyes but also captures the attention of others. It needs to be safeguarded against coveting, confusion, loss of faith due to illusions, wavering due to failures, and loss of steadfastness and original intentions due to narrow-mindedness or carelessness. We all know that crystals have healing properties and intuition. In our hearts, the shining crystal can influence others through our transmission and output, cleansing thoughts and minds, making us aware of how precious it is to guard our treasures with care. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Guardian

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever 耶！過了今日，就又要開始好幾天連續休假。 春遊，正是現在很適合的事情。 天氣很舒服，心情也跟著鬆鬆然的飄著。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145382254 今日來個最後衝刺，達標！ 若沒有，怪自己太混，太磨譏，太散漫了。 放假前，把今日效率拉高，衝一波。 日子的盼望，在於平時的打拼。 有人說，不能把希望訂得太過薄弱，顯得志氣小，沒勁。 有人就是適合跳很高，飛很遠。 有人就是習慣靜靜地，慢慢地。 無論怎樣，都好。 大家的期盼，不同，只要欣喜，無論哪樣，都好。 長久以來 土星的紀律 木星的擴展 眾人的辛勞 團隊的合作 大家的共識 投入了資源、金錢、精神、心力和時間 勝利成就在不遠前方，等著成功歡呼聲！ 有時，沒到一定程度，實在看不出努力的方向對不對。 有時，像個天真孩子，只懂悶頭努力，反而更能等待到一片光亮。 成就，有很多樣貌。 財富是一種，人脈是一種。 職位是一種，名氣是一種。 我偏偏喜歡的不是上面列出的任何一種。 我喜歡的成就是，沒給父母丟臉，沒讓晚輩覺丟人。 當朋友想起我的時候是笑顏。 當敵人想到我的時候會汗顏。 我堅持的原則很傻。 傻得讓人覺可笑。 至今，我仍不後悔。 從事人力資源的工作，做到客觀、公正、沒有私心，很難，我很努力將自己的好名聲維持在一定的高度。 我追求的最高成就 ~ 無愧。 有了無愧，不怕偶遇。 達到無愧，不怕打雷。 做到無愧，不怕蓋棺論定。 既無愧，也就能坦然立於天地。 2024/04/03 Tarot Reading: Achiever Hey! After today, it's time for several consecutive days off. Spring outings are just right now. The weather is pleasant, and the mood is relaxed. Today, let's make a final push and reach the goal! If not, blame yourself for being too lazy, too procrastinating, too scattered. Before the holiday, let's increase efficiency for today and make a final push. The hope of days lies in the usual hard work. Some say, don't set hopes too weak, it shows a lack of ambition. Some are suited to jump high, fly far. Some are accustomed to quiet, slow progress. Whichever way, it's all good. Everyone's expectations are different, as long as they are joyful, it's all good. For a long time, The discipline of Saturn, The expansion of Jupiter, The hard work of everyone, The cooperation of the team, The consensus of everyone, Investment of resources, money, spirit, effort, and time. Victory and achievement are just ahead, waiting for the cheers of success! Sometimes, until a certain point, it's hard to see if the effort is right. Sometimes, like an innocent child, only head-down effort can wait for a bright future. Achievement comes in many forms. Wealth is one, connections are another. Position is one, fame is one. But what I like is none of the above. The achievement I like is not embarrassing my parents, not making the younger generation feel ashamed. When friends think of me, they smile. When enemies think of me, they sweat. The principle I adhere to is very silly. Silly enough to be laughable. Yet, to this day, I have no regrets. Working in human resources, achieving objectivity, fairness, and selflessness is difficult. I work hard to maintain my good reputation at a certain level. My ultimate pursuit - to be without regret. With no regret, I fear no encounters. Having reached a state of no regret, I fear no thunder. Being without regret, I fear no posthumous judgment. Being without regret, I can stand confidently in the world. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Achiever

Alyson’s 4/03 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (5-57)

Alyson’s 4/03 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (5-57) 問題：我4/02的未來日記主題 抽牌：豐收 Harvest https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145387285 發現從休息開始至今二年多的時光裡，一直在調整，想找到或建立適合現在的自己。 以前，不怕，因有爸爸。 現在，怕，也得自己處理。 以前，低潮，不怕，有爸爸在。 現在，失落，怕，該怎麼辦？ 去年，我把自己封閉在家。 今年，我把自己推了出門。 去哪？ 去市場。 去操場。 去有人的地方。 這是我自己非常清楚知道的改變。 我的『未來日記』第一階段要先「改變」。 改變與豐收，一個是因，一個是果，然後又互成為對方的因和果。 古代的九個太陽，是種詛咒 現代的九個木星，是種祝福 這張「豐收」的塔羅牌，是讓人想到心情飛揚，若是穿著裙子，就會想轉圈圈的裙擺擺揚，然後，定住，撒花慶祝。 冰箱裡沒有新鮮青菜。 打算今天出門跑一趟。 這市場是去年才開始去的，不熟悉。去過幾次後，也開始慢慢找到自己喜歡的攤子。 固定買青菜的有四攤。 每次都會買一卷潤餅當午餐。 之前軟排骨用得很好吃的那攤已不再。 一開始以為較便宜的水果攤，其實是賣很貴的。 每一次的前往，都是一次次的學習與累積。 每一次的採買，都是豐收，都是改變。 在市場裡，能更感受到季節的交替，天氣的變化。 想吃的，想買的，也有可能會失望，找不到，然後學習調整。 有時，老天會教你如何”改變”。 當辛勞努力之後，宇宙允諾的豐盈 最艱苦的工作已完成，只待收割 對於沒有具體勞動的我，哪來的豐收？ 我自己現在是這樣看得，我的豐收，不一定是物品，不一定是具體，不一定是有形。 我的豐收，在於接觸的人，沾染到他們的歡樂，是喜豐收。 我的豐收，在於流淌的事，沾染到這些的人氣，是喜豐收。 我的豐收，在於穿過的想，沾染到腦袋的思考，是喜豐收。 腳程是很緩慢，但越來越有感。 思考是很雜亂，但越理越明白。 欣賞、讚賞自己辛苦後的成果 為這纍纍結果評個高分 當我不一樣，我就是得更加勇敢。 當我不一樣，我就是得更努力闖盪。 當我不一樣，我就是得失敗後馬上思量。 當我不一樣，我就是得事事掛心上，樣樣學精光。 該看的書一大落，沒能有太多時間在感傷。 我已是枚歐巴桑，落淚也不可能有人為我心傷。 好想學習那位女孩好情商。 好想擁有那位學者好智商。 認知到自己不足的困窘，隨著年紀，隨著閱讀，隨著理解別人的一些模樣，更顯得蒼白無力。 心中有點懊惱，怎以往沒能多學習一些。 還好，現在知道了，也有時間，一點一點再累積。 一位媽媽在她兒子開口撒嬌說，晚餐想吃什麼時，馬上豪氣答應。這位媽媽說她有這樣的經濟能力，且兒子撒嬌想要跟她吃飯，有什麼比這更重要，更幸福的事情。 一位大姐在我們一起買水果的攤子前面跟我分享在那個市場哩，她的採買經驗，哪攤的好吃，哪攤的品質好。這是美好的交流。 今天，內心有許多感想，一項項皆像是收成的果實。 在市場看到的，遇到的笑臉，也是收穫。 這些，不是豐收，是什麼。 Alyson's 4/03 Tarot: Harvest (5-57) Question: Theme of my diary entry on 4/02 Card drawn: Harvest I've found that during the two-plus years since I began resting, I've been adjusting, trying to find or build a version of myself that fits the present. In the past, I wasn't afraid because I had my father. Now, I'm afraid, and I have to deal with it myself. In the past, when I hit a low, I wasn't afraid because my father was there. Now, I feel lost, afraid. What should I do? Last year, I kept myself closed at home. This year, I pushed myself out the door. To where? To the market. To the playground. To places where there are people. This is a change I'm very clear about. The first stage of my "Future Diary" is to "change." Change and harvest, one is the cause, the other is the result, and then they become each other's cause and effect. The nine suns of ancient times were a curse. The nine Jupiters of modern times are a blessing. This "Harvest" tarot card makes one think of exuberant feelings, like twirling in a skirt, and then stopping, throwing flowers to celebrate. There are no fresh vegetables in the fridge. I plan to go out for a run today. I started going to this market just last year, so I'm not familiar with it. After going a few times, I've slowly started to find the stalls I like. There are four stalls where I usually buy vegetables. I always buy a roll of pancakes for lunch. The stall where I used to buy delicious soft ribs is no longer there. I initially thought the fruit stall was cheaper, but it's actually quite expensive. Every trip is a learning experience and accumulation. Every purchase is a harvest, a change. In the market, I can feel the changing seasons, the weather. Things I want to eat, want to buy, may be disappointing, unable to find, and then I learn to adjust. Sometimes, heaven teaches you how to "change." After hard work, the universe promises abundance. The most difficult work has been completed, only waiting to harvest. For me, who hasn't done any physical labor, where does the harvest come from? This is how I see it now: my harvest may not be tangible items. My harvest lies in the people I meet, the joy I share with them, is a harvest of joy. My harvest lies in the things I encounter, the enthusiasm I pass on to others, is a harvest of happiness. My harvest lies in the thoughts I have, the insights I gain, is a harvest of wisdom. The journey is slow, but I feel more and more. The thinking is chaotic, but the clearer it becomes. Appreciating and acknowledging the results of my hard work, Giving high marks to these abundant results. When I'm different, I have to be braver. When I'm different, I have to work harder. When I'm different, I have to reflect immediately after failure. When I'm different, I have to care about everything, learn everything thoroughly. A lot of books to read, not enough time to be sentimental. I'm already a middle-aged woman, there's no one to hurt for me when I cry. I really want to learn from that girl's emotional intelligence. I really want to have the intellect of that scholar. Realizing my own shortcomings, as I grow older, as I read, as I understand others' experiences, it becomes more apparent. There's a bit of regret in my heart, why didn't I learn more in the past. Fortunately, I know now, and there is time, slowly accumulating bit by bit. A mother, when her son sweetly asks what he wants for dinner, immediately agrees. She says she has the emotional ability to do this, and her son's desire to have dinner with her is more important and happier than anything else. An older sister shares her shopping experience with me in front of the fruit stall we're buying from together, telling me which stalls have delicious food and good quality. It's a beautiful exchange. Today, there are many thoughts in my heart, each one seems like the fruit of the harvest. The smiling faces I see in the market are also a harvest. If these aren't harvests, then what are they? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master 「DcreamCatcher-Tarot」是我未來塔羅工作室的英文名字。 工作室的中文名字是「捕夢人」。 每個工作天，我會抽兩張塔羅牌閱讀， 運用閱讀牌卡時的直覺力與洞悉能力， 設計當日的塔羅閱讀心靈記錄卡片，同時也將過程描述成文章。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為白色： 這張卡片記錄是，向宇宙呼喊，請宇宙傳遞給大家的祝福或提醒。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為黑色： 這卡片記錄的是向宇宙提問後，根據抽到的塔羅進行閱讀的記錄。 "DreamCatcher-Tarot" is the English name for my future Tarot studio. The studio's Chinese name is "捕夢人". Every workday, I will draw two Tarot cards for readings, utilizing my intuition and insight while interpreting the cards. I will design Tarot reading soul record cards for the day and describe the process in articles. One Tarot soul record card, with a white background, records calling out to the universe, conveying blessings or reminders to everyone. One Tarot soul record card, with a black background, records the reading based on the Tarot drawn after asking questions to the universe. https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143479882 一直想著，我的個人能力、經驗及專業，具有變現力嗎？ 要如何將這些成為具有變現價值的事情？ 休息期間有點長，快將近二年了，內在想要拚搏的野性和想無憂生存的獸性都消逝無蹤了。 這段時間裡，我瘦了很多，卻也又胖回了不少。 去年的此時，還在研究如何從自己的生活、飲食、運動且不吃藥的情況下，讓遺傳性膽固醇降低。 我還真有成功。 每當有類似成功的事情發生，即使再小的事情，我都想像著在自己心中撒滿了花朵，開心極了。 這種時候，還真會打心底對自己產生無比的信心，凡事，大事，小事，姐都不怕，只要給姐時間，姐能一件一件克服並成功。 靠著事情磨練技藝，這累積，不難。 最難的是觀念、想法、心態和思維。 就如同普通人不懂有錢人的思維那樣，一輩子打工族的我，要如何懂得創業者的心思呢？ 光是不驚覺的想到，就覺得頭殼開始冒煙。 若真深思熟慮、研究呢？ 若想老年生活更加無憂，現在的負重前行是必須的。 打工族難道就沒有出頭天？ 當然有，肯定有，絕對有。 只是這等好事從來輪不到我。 歷經二十多年工作經驗值，老闆們對我總是這樣表面看似重視，實則隨意呼悠。 只因我們做事態度總是使命必達。 只因我們問題處理總是迎刃而解。 只因我們關係應對總是進退有據。 只因我們關於自己總是不好爭取。 因此，我得學習，學習創造，學習建構，學習承擔自己的所有。 若你也想試試，一起加油。 I've been constantly pondering whether my personal abilities, experiences, and expertise have monetizable potential. How can I turn these into something of value? The break has been quite long, nearing two years now, and the wild ambition to strive and the beastly desire for carefree survival have vanished without a trace. During this time, I've lost a lot of weight, but also gained quite a bit back. This time last year, I was still figuring out how to lower my hereditary cholesterol without medication, solely through adjustments in my lifestyle, diet, and exercise. And I actually succeeded. Every time something similar happens, no matter how small, I imagine my heart blooming with flowers, feeling incredibly happy. In these moments, I truly develop immense confidence in myself from the bottom of my heart. I'm not afraid of anything, big or small; as long as I'm given time, I can overcome and succeed in anything. Skills are accumulated through the grind of tasks, which isn't difficult. What's most challenging are concepts, ideas, attitudes, and thoughts. Just like how ordinary people don't understand the mindset of the wealthy, how can someone like me, who's been a wage earner all their life, understand the mindset of an entrepreneur? Even just considering it absentmindedly makes my head spin. What if I truly delve into it and study? If I want a worry-free life in old age, bearing burdens now is necessary. Doesn't the working class ever succeed? Of course, they do, they definitely do, without a doubt. It's just that such good fortune never seems to come my way. With over twenty years of work experience, bosses always seem to superficially value me, but in reality, they just casually manipulate. Simply because we always approach tasks with a sense of duty, Solve problems effortlessly, handle relationships with tact, but when it comes to ourselves, we never advocate. So, I need to learn, learn to create, learn to construct, learn to take responsibility for everything. If you want to give it a try too, let's cheer each other on. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

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Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

Alyson’s 5/09 Tarot：守護者 Guardian (40-57)

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever

Alyson’s 4/03 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (5-57)

Alyson’s 4/03 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (5-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master