2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation 今天週五，大家的心情如何呢？ 我呀，經過滿滿扎實的四天學習時光，不容易呀，總算挨到了最後一天的學習日，真是累極了。 每一天的學習時間，確實讓腦袋和右手非常疲憊，可也有趣極了。 下午記不住上午教導的。 這週忘了上週剛學過的。 課堂時間，我老得哀嚎，搞不懂，用不會。 下了課，喝幾口水，緩緩一直憋著的氣。 如果今天的你，像我一樣，累倦了，那是正常。 畢竟，累積快滿一週的疲憊。 今天的塔羅牌是『停滯』。 所有的情感全都停了，滯了，無法流動。 即使面對的是自己，也是一樣的。 因為疲憊。 因為枯乏。 像是突然來了一波冰冷的空氣，將眼睛所及之處，全都給凍結了。 心，累了。 精神，累了。 身體，累了。 心智，累了。 今天適合低調，跟自己獨處，休息一下。 將剩餘的一點精力積穳起來，也許週末假日需要較為高昂的精神去面對。 把停滯的時間轉個念，成為了休息時間，不被打擾的時間。 藉此檢視一下，審視一下。 來個心靈斷捨離。 Today's Tarot: Stagnation How's everyone feeling this Friday? As for me, after four solid days of studying, it hasn't been easy. Finally, I've reached the last day of the study week, and I'm exhausted. Each day of studying has left my brain and right hand feeling incredibly tired, yet it's been quite interesting. I can't remember what was taught in the morning this afternoon. I've forgotten what I learned last week this week. In class, I'm just lamenting, not understanding, unable to use it. After class, I take a few sips of water, slowly releasing the pent-up frustration. If you're feeling tired like me today, it's normal. After all, fatigue is building up almost a week long. Today's Tarot card is 'Stagnation.' All emotions are halted, stagnant, unable to flow. Even facing oneself feels the same. Because of exhaustion. Because of depletion. It's like a sudden wave of cold air, freezing everything in sight. The heart is tired. The spirit is tired. The body is tired. The mind is tired. Today is suitable for keeping a low profile, spending time alone, resting for a while. Gather the remaining energy, perhaps the weekend requires a more upbeat spirit to face. Transform this stagnant time into a moment of rest, a time without disturbance. Use it to reflect, to examine. Have a spiritual decluttering. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Stagnation

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57) 問題：我5/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 昨晚睡得早，今早醒得晚。 這一來一回應是比平時多睡了兩個多小時，感覺像是賺到了健康似的，開心。 若有失眠過，就更能體會我的喜悅。 有時候，不是不想睡，是無法入睡。 有時候，不是不想睡，是沒時間睡。 今天的「未來日記」抽到的塔羅牌是『宇宙』。 二十二張塔羅主牌的最後一張。 宇宙，給我的感覺 ~ 浩瀚。 神秘。 深藍黑色。 深藍色。 遠遠處傳來蹦蹦的聲音，是撞擊聲，是爆炸聲，是火花聲。 但，沒有人聲。 是沒有生機的地方。 是沒有氣息的地方。 是讓人尊敬、害怕、尊崇、敬畏的地方。 『宇宙』這張塔羅牌 ~ 我，其實，就是宇宙。 換句話說，你，也是宇宙。 我們各自有各自的小宇宙。 在小宇宙裡，看見的，皆是確實的存在，且是完整、完美的存在。 充滿著可能性，也是尚未完成開發、尚未完整進化、尚未完全成形。 今天，甚麼事情都有不同的可能性。 延伸而言，事情的發展，也都有不同的可能性。 宇宙，是處於走在完成的路上，卻也是在崩毀的路上。 你想要怎樣的世界，就讓你的宇宙朝那憧憬前進。 宇宙的高我，希望我們成長，希望我們更有覺知，更懂覺察。 在成形的歷程，困惑、猶豫、迷惘，都會一而再，再而三，戴著不同的面具出現，並打擊著心智與信念。 走過迷霧，走出森林，走向豁然開朗的柳暗花明之村，需要學習。 學習傾聽。學習接納。 學習敏銳。學習接收。 學習心靜。學習內觀。 學習淨心。學習覺知。 學習覺察。學習內化。 學習進化。學習協力。 學習明白與接受生生世世的輪迴乃宇宙運行之通則。 學習明白與接受陰陽太極的消長乃宇宙運行之能量。 學習 ~ 我思，我在。我不思，我依然在。我不在，我還是在。 Alyson's 5/07 Tarot: Universe (39-57) Question: Theme for my diary on 5/07 Card drawn: Universe I went to bed early last night and woke up late this morning. The back-and-forth resulted in getting more than two extra hours of sleep compared to usual, feeling like I've gained some health, which makes me happy. For those who have experienced insomnia, they can understand my joy even more. Sometimes it's not that we don't want to sleep; it's that we can't fall asleep. Sometimes it's not that we don't want to sleep; it's that we don't have time to sleep. Today's "Future Diary" drew the Tarot card 'Universe.' The final card of the twenty-two Major Arcana. The Universe, it feels like to me ~ Vast. Mysterious. Deep blue-black. Deep blue. Far-off sounds of banging, explosions, sparks. But no voices. It's a place devoid of life. A place devoid of breath. A place that commands respect, fear, reverence, awe. This Tarot card, 'Universe' ~ I am, in fact, the universe. In other words, you are also the universe. Each of us has our own little universe. In our little universes, what we see is real and complete. Full of possibilities, yet to be fully developed, yet to evolve fully, yet to be fully formed. Today, everything has different possibilities. Furthermore, the development of things also has different possibilities. The universe is on a path to completion, yet also on a path to destruction. The kind of world you desire, let your universe move towards that aspiration. The higher self of the universe hopes we grow, hopes we become more aware, more mindful. In the process of formation, confusion, hesitation, bewilderment, they will repeatedly appear wearing different masks and challenge the mind and beliefs. To walk through the fog, out of the woods, towards the village of enlightenment requires learning. Learn to listen. Learn to accept. Learn to be sensitive. Learn to receive. Learn to calm the mind. Learn introspection. Learn to purify the heart. Learn mindfulness. Learn to observe. Learn internalization. Learn evolution. Learn cooperation. Learn to understand and accept the cycle of life, the rule of the universe. Learn to understand and accept the ebb and flow of yin and yang, the energy of the universe. Learn ~ I think, therefore I am. I don't think, yet I am still. I am not, yet I am still. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

2024 0520今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0520今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion 外面震耳欲聾，已經很久很久沒在街道間聽到作法事的聲音。 我很好，沒有因聽到這樣的聲音，心情受到影響。 這聲音是我的回憶之一，也是許多朋友在回憶裡的事情。 哀戚的表情，跪拜紅痛的雙膝。 聽著佛經唱誦聲，心中疑惑，這聽不懂的文，真有幫助？ 以前年輕，年齡尚小，不懂事。 死亡，是許多人家裡的禁忌話題，過往，在我家也是一樣。 對於送別死亡要忙碌的事情，老一輩的人從來不說，我們也沒得問。 直到，死別降臨在自己家裡。 恍神地聽著葬儀社的建議，恍惚地點頭。 決定的事情到底是為了甚麼原因而需要，而必要，依然不知悉。 嗩吶聲在風微微吹動的夜晚，一聲一波傳遞到窗前。 今天的塔羅牌是『慈悲』。 同時間腦海裡浮現了一個問題，「慈悲和善良，要如何區別？如何運用？」 慈悲，是佛教用語。 慈是指給予眾生安樂；而悲是指拔除眾生的痛苦。後來也延伸有慈愛、悲憫的意思。 一位佛教師父說，「慈悲是選擇，善良是本能。慈悲跟善良之間是有共性的，但是慈悲是理智的結果。」 慈悲，掛念於心，掛心於口，掛口於念。 慈悲，有溫暖和祥和的能量。 慈悲，帶有同理心，體諒與寬容。 真誠地，坦率地，面對問題。 檢討、反省，了解問題。 坦率地，嚴格地，改正、調整問題。 寬容地，溫柔地，迎接新的自己。 Today's Tarot for May 20, 2024: Compassion The outside world is deafeningly loud; it's been a long time since I last heard the sounds of ritual practices in the streets. I'm fine, my mood isn't affected by these sounds. This sound is one of my memories, and it is also a part of the memories of many friends. Mourning expressions, knees red and sore from kneeling. Listening to the chanting of Buddhist scriptures, I wonder, does this incomprehensible text really help? When I was younger, still a child, I didn't understand much. Death was a taboo topic in many families, and it was the same in mine. The older generation never spoke about the busy tasks of farewelling death, and we didn't get to ask. That was until death visited my own family. Numbly listening to the funeral home's suggestions, I nodded dazedly. Even now, I do not fully understand the reasons or necessity behind the decisions made. The sound of suona in the gently blowing night wind spreads to the window. Today's tarot card is "Compassion." Simultaneously, a question arises in my mind, "How do we distinguish between compassion and kindness? How do we apply them?" Compassion is a term used in Buddhism. "Compassion" in this context means giving joy and removing suffering for all beings. Later, it extended to mean loving-kindness and empathy. A Buddhist teacher once said, "Compassion is a choice, kindness is an instinct. There is a commonality between compassion and kindness, but compassion is the result of rationality." Compassion is carried in the heart, spoken from the mouth, and thought in the mind. Compassion has the energy of warmth and peace. Compassion involves empathy, understanding, and tolerance. Face issues sincerely and honestly. Review and reflect to understand the problem. Correct and adjust issues candidly and strictly. Embrace the new self with tolerance and gentleness. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Compassion

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57) 問題：我4/18的未來日記主題 抽牌：聰穎 Brilliance 如果是在清晨時聽到天空下起了豪大雨，趕緊起床把電風扇關掉，避免因太濕冷而著涼的即時反應是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天想著下豪大雨，路上鐵定塞車，提早出門，所以沒有嚴重遲到的即時行動是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天課程內容是以照片編輯、修圖、美化為主，而因之前喜歡用手機拍照並分享在社群媒體，所以有一小部分基礎較知道的熟練操作是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因午前看到教室外的地面已乾燥不少而於中午休息時間在外面大樹下小散步，所以有呼吸到清新空氣並哼唱著歌的即時開心是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因連續幾日準備餐盒已覺疲乏，跟同學聊到明天就帶泡麵，輕便又香氣十足，所以有適時放過自己的偷懶態度是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 https://www.popdaily.com.tw/forum/diary/1494166 「聰穎」這張塔羅牌是水晶王牌，是Ace喔。 「聰穎」裡有象徵心智上覺醒的黃水晶。 洞見，豁然開朗與頓時明白。 如同我今日ㄧ連串的直接反應，直覺行為，Ace是象徵單純意識轉化為想法。 而我今日不只是轉化為想法而已，每個決定都馬上用行動直接回應。 如果，今日的這些，都是”聰穎”的想法、覺醒與行動。 我認為，今日是貼附在「未來日記」的塔羅牌上的分享。 「聰穎」還有提醒，與生俱來的天賦已展現，相信自己獨特的天賦，並從中去創造。 改變自己總是想太多，執行太少的巢臼。 改變自己總是丟三落四，記憶太弱的慘狀。 改變自己總是忍不住與人抬槓，然後分心，忘了重心的窘況。 聰穎，提醒了我 ~ 相信自己的直覺。 記得自己的直觀。 做出自己的直力。 日後可以收割的成果，會碩大且甜美。 Alyson's 4/19 Tarot: Brilliance (21-57) Question: The theme of my diary for 4/18 Card Drawn: Brilliance If waking up to a heavy rain in the early morning and quickly turning off the electric fan to avoid catching a cold due to the damp and cold is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If anticipating heavy rain today and expecting traffic jams on the road, leaving early to avoid being severely late is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If having a small portion of basic skills in photo editing, retouching, and beautification due to a previous interest in taking photos with a smartphone and sharing them on social media is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. If feeling happy instantly during the lunch break while taking a short walk under the big tree outside after noticing that the ground outside the classroom had dried considerably is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" aligns with this Tarot card. If feeling tired of preparing lunch boxes for several days in a row and deciding with classmates to bring instant noodles tomorrow, which are convenient and fragrant, is considered a timely indulgence in laziness, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. The Tarot card "Brilliance" is the Ace of Crystals. "Brilliance" contains a yellow crystal symbolizing awakening in the mind. Insight, enlightenment, and sudden understanding. Just like my series of immediate reactions today, intuitive actions, the Ace symbolizes the transformation of pure consciousness into ideas. And today, it's not just a transformation into ideas; every decision is immediately followed by action. If all of today's thoughts, awakenings, and actions are considered "brilliant." I believe today's entries are shared on the Tarot card attached to the "diary of the future." "Brilliance" also reminds us that innate talents have been revealed, believe in your unique talents, and create from them. The rut of thinking too much and doing too little when it comes to changing oneself. The plight of always being scatterbrained and having a weak memory when it comes to change. The awkwardness of always unable to resist arguing with others, then getting distracted and forgetting the main focus when it comes to change. Brilliance reminds me ~ Trust your instincts. Remember your intuition. Act with your direct strength. The fruits to be harvested in the future will be substantial and sweet. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Brilliance

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment 昨天的我，頭痛了整天。 前一晚，又是一個難以入眠的夜。 連清晨幾點開始落下的豪雨都意識清明，聽得清清楚楚。 這樣的日子有點難熬。 下一回，還會不會讓自己落入如此窘境？ 難說，難說。 人，很辛苦的體驗是從經驗中學習。 我，很笨著的老是未能從經驗中的學習，讓自己下次要避免這樣的事再發生。 昨晚跟多年不見的朋友碰面，兩人一起吃個飯，聊著近況，很舒服的時光。 輕鬆的心情，讓人不想面對明天，還有後天，還有好幾個後天的緊湊學習日子。 矛盾的人呀！ 沒事時，覺無聊。 要忙的事情堆擠一起時，又期盼趕緊結束這沒完沒了的感覺。 日子總是有時匆忙，有時從容。 生活總是有時恬淡，有時張揚。 滿足，有時是因接受，有時則是因付出。 豐富的美食佳餚，好酒甜果，美麗盛開的花朵，知足的心情，在與他人情感交流後，滿滿。 滿足，在豐收後。 人緣好。 財富豐。 事業通。 生活足。 好好享受這樣的美好。 這是辛勞的你，應得的。 這是很棒的你，值得的。 2024/05/29 Today's Tarot: Fulfillment Yesterday, I had a headache all day long. The night before was yet another sleepless night. I was fully aware of the heavy rain that started to fall early in the morning, hearing every drop clearly. Days like this are a bit tough to endure. Will I let myself fall into such a predicament again next time? Hard to say, hard to say. People often learn through tough experiences. I, on the other hand, am rather slow in learning from experience, always failing to prevent such things from happening again. Last night, I met up with a friend I hadn't seen in years. We had dinner together, chatted about recent events—it was a very comfortable time. A relaxed state of mind makes one not want to face tomorrow, the day after, and the many packed days of learning ahead. How contradictory! When there's nothing to do, I feel bored. When tasks pile up, I can't wait for this endless feeling to end. Some days are rushed, some are leisurely. Life sometimes feels calm, other times, exuberant. Fulfillment can come from acceptance at times, and from giving at others. With rich delicacies, fine wine and sweet fruit, beautifully blooming flowers, and a contented heart, one feels fulfilled after connecting emotionally with others. Fulfillment comes after a harvest. Good relationships. Abundant wealth. A thriving career. A life well-satisfied. Enjoy this beauty to the fullest. This is what you, who work so hard, deserve. This is what you, who are so wonderful, are worthy of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fulfillment

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity 昨日有小小的不開心。 上課教室空調因過去空間配置與現在的方式不一樣，導致左右兩邊像是冰山和赤道。 左邊舒適宜人時，右邊得穿上戴帽外套，冷風還會從袖口、褲管口灌進，冷吱吱的。 若是右邊溫度感受舒服，那左邊就會像被掐喉般，悶得透不過氣來。 因此，右邊同學去調整了空調設定，左邊同學不開心，自己又不想說這事，用一個很可笑的理由要我去跟右邊同學溝通。 我拒絕了。 我表示，這是小事，你可以直接跟他溝通的。 這與我跟那位同學交情比較好，無關。 沒把這事放在心上的我，在休息時間跟左邊同學打招呼，被他刻意忽視，不理會。 我就這樣被列入他冷暴力的名單裡。 多無辜呀。 對於不成熟、不理智的人，我們很多時候真的是莫可奈何。 我當然可不以為意，但同學的態度確實有讓我感到難過和不舒服。 在過去幾週一起上課的期間裡，這位同學很常找我協助他，在休息時間一直拉著我要聽他說一些負面心情的話。 他說，他沒有可以說說話的人。 他今天的反應讓我反思過去幾週我對他的包容與體諒是不是太多了。 不過這樣多次互動，也就較清楚知道，課程結束後與他不會成為朋友我也不會有小小的難過。 結果，今天的塔羅牌抽到『負面性』。 若你也有這樣的情緒，不妨抽絲剝繭一下，想想是甚麼事情，甚麼原因造成的。 我現在的這課程蠻吃力的，週一確實會是大家要為新的一週學習課程重新調整步調，週二大部分同學都已可進入狀況。 不過，週二的課程內容很繁瑣，非常細緻的各種人工智能指令。 還沒上課，我的心已感到比平時多些煩躁。 可能積累了這段時間的疲憊，也沒能找到時間好好休息，我的心情就也輕鬆不起來，直盼望著這週趕緊結束，趕快過去。 我好再度迎接”無所事事的美好歲月”。 『負面性』 ~ 總看到對方的缺點。 昨天的我，是。 總覺得對方過於負面。 昨天的我，是。 最近開始抱怨自己，批評別人。 關於自己，我是。 關於他人，有一點點 … 其實也就是有。 學習 ~ 學習對負面思緒說”不”。 學習對負面情緒說”滾”。 學習對負面腦袋說”斷”。 學習對負面體驗說”捨”。 學習對負面批判說”離”。 學習看見光，享受光的明亮。 學習感受愛，沉浸愛的溫暖。 學習辨真實，相信實的穩固。 學習悟真理，了解真的坦率。 Tarot for Today, 2024-06-18: Negativity Yesterday, there was a bit of unhappiness. In the classroom, the air conditioning setup didn't match the current space layout, causing the left and right sides to feel like an iceberg and the equator, respectively. When the left side felt comfortable, people on the right had to wear hooded jackets, with cold air seeping in through sleeves and pant legs. If the right side felt comfortable, the left side would feel suffocatingly hot. As a result, a student on the right adjusted the air conditioning settings, which made the students on the left unhappy. Instead of voicing this issue, one of them asked me to speak to the student on the right, using a ridiculous excuse. I refused. I said this was a small matter that they could handle directly. This had nothing to do with the fact that I was better friends with the student on the right. I didn't dwell on this, but during the break, when I greeted the student on the left, they deliberately ignored me. Just like that, I was added to their silent treatment list. How innocent I am. Dealing with immature and irrational people often leaves us helpless. While I can shrug it off, the student's attitude did make me feel sad and uncomfortable. Over the past few weeks of class, this student often sought my help and constantly pulled me aside during breaks to vent their negative feelings. They said they had no one else to talk to. Their reaction today made me reflect on whether I had been too tolerant and understanding over the past few weeks. However, after these repeated interactions, it's clear that once the course is over, I won't feel sad about not becoming friends with them. As it turns out, today's tarot card is "Negativity." If you also have such emotions, try to dissect and analyze what events and reasons caused them. This course I'm taking is quite challenging, and Mondays are when everyone has to readjust to the new week's learning pace. By Tuesday, most students are already in the groove. However, Tuesday's course content is very detailed and intricate with various AI commands. Even before class started, I felt more restless than usual. Perhaps due to accumulated fatigue and not finding time to rest properly, I haven't been able to lighten my mood, and I'm just hoping this week will end quickly so I can return to "the beautiful days of doing nothing." Negativity Always seeing others' flaws. Yesterday, that was me. Always feeling that others are too negative. Yesterday, that was me. Recently starting to complain about myself, criticize others. About myself, yes. About others, a little bit...actually, yes. Learning Learn to say "no" to negative thoughts. Learn to say "go away" to negative emotions. Learn to say "cut off" to negative thinking. Learn to say "let go" to negative experiences. Learn to say "leave" to negative criticism. Learn to see the light, enjoy the brightness of light. Learn to feel love, immerse in the warmth of love. Learn to recognize truth, believe in the solidity of truth. Learn to understand truth, appreciate the honesty of truth. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Negativity

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57) 問題：我5/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：愛 Love 這週有兩天的塔羅牌是『愛』，感覺真是美好。 宇宙呼應著我發散出的愛。 宇宙回應著我播送出的愛。 宇宙說，我也愛妳，Alyson。 這週其實非常的忙碌，沒有一天可以睡飽，從週一到週日，每天都需要上課。 雖然非常疲憊，非常倦。 阻擋不了興奮與滿足愉悅的心情。 志工培訓課程第二階段昨日開始啟動。 第一堂課的課程內容就非常專業與艱澀。 我和朋友們之間開玩笑說，「第一階段的課程內容和第二階段的課程內容，這”階”一下子，跳好高，好大。看來，這是巨人的階梯呀。」 學習讓我們慢慢地成長，成長為也是巨人的模樣。 然後，我們再牽著別人的手，帶著，陪著成長。 支撐著這麼多的付出與分享，就是因”有愛”。 今天的老師，像是一座礦山，蘊藏豐富，引經據典。 每個人筆記寫滿滿。 之前較少發言的同學，在今天，開始主動，真是讓人覺得很開心的轉變。 老師在課堂上沒有藏私的教導，我們用熱切的眼神，振筆疾書的寫筆記，熱情踴躍的發言與分享。 在這樣的氛圍中，不用擔心被批判，被評價，被教育，被攻擊，被指責。 好好地說話，溫柔地眼神，溫和地語調，溫暖地用字。 即使我們在討論的不是風花雪月，我們在學習的是嚴肅地課程。 可以付出，可以協助他人，可以學習，可以分享，一件事情有這麼多的價值。 我很感謝，感恩。 有這樣的機會參與和學習。 當付出愛的時候，我們自己也是被愛著。 愛，是心中坦然的展現，不管是接收還是付出。 愛，是花朵綻放的美麗，不管是交流還是互動。 愛，是粘著劑，將你的心，我的心，他的心，大家善的心，緊緊黏在一起，化為一股強大的能量，且堅硬不可催。 愛，是你有我，我有你，風吹雨打，時光冉冉，陪伴對方，一起走下去。 Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot: Love (52-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/19 Card drawn: Love This week, two days featured the tarot card ‘Love’, which feels truly wonderful. The universe resonates with the love I emit. The universe responds to the love I broadcast. The universe says, "I love you too, Alyson." This week has been extremely busy, with no chance to get enough sleep from Monday to Sunday, as I have classes every day. Despite being very tired and exhausted, I can't help but feel excited and content. The second phase of volunteer training started yesterday. The first class was already very professional and challenging. My friends and I joked, "The content of the first phase compared to the second phase is like taking a huge leap. This seems like a giant's staircase." Learning helps us grow slowly, becoming like giants ourselves. Then, we can take others by the hand, leading and accompanying them in their growth. What sustains all this effort and sharing is ‘love’. Today's teacher was like a mine rich in resources, quoting extensively from various sources. Everyone took copious notes. Even students who rarely spoke up before started to participate actively today, which was a delightful change. The teacher selflessly shared their knowledge, and we eagerly took notes with fervor, actively participating and sharing. In such an atmosphere, there's no need to worry about criticism, judgment, correction, attack, or blame. We speak kindly, with gentle eyes, a soft tone, and warm words. Even though we are not discussing romantic or poetic subjects, we are learning serious courses. Being able to contribute, to assist others, to learn, and to share brings so much value to a single thing. I am very thankful and grateful to have the opportunity to participate and learn. When we give love, we are also loved. Love is the serene expression in our hearts, whether receiving or giving. Love is the beauty of flowers blooming, whether in exchange or interaction. Love is the adhesive that binds your heart, my heart, his heart, and everyone’s good hearts together into a powerful and unbreakable force. Love is having you and having me, weathering the wind and rain, as time passes, accompanying each other, and walking together. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Love

2024 0423 今日塔羅：挫折 Setback

2024 0423 今日塔羅：挫折 Setback 今日的塔羅牌是『挫折』。 有可能是因最近股市的不安。 有可能是近期的情緒較為高漲。 有可能是天氣忽涼忽悶，天空都陰陰暗暗的。 感覺上不舒坦，也就無法平靜地迎接今日會面臨的事情。 像天氣悶住的那股熱轉移到我們的胸口，無法順暢，無法輕鬆自在。 宇宙提醒著 ~ 今日，不好過。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147555538 今天，甚至近期，感到挫敗就像經歷一場心靈災難與浩劫，感到害怕、恐懼，怎麼辦？ 元氣大傷，心灰意冷，一蹶不振的灰暗，感覺心情無法展開，怎麼辦？ 貧瘠的能量，無法擔負起所需的熱能供應，怎麼辦？ 計畫被阻攔，被擱置，被忽視，踢到鐵板，痛到麻木，要如何突破？ 『挫折』這張塔羅牌也告訴我們 ~ 危機就是轉機。 被阻攔的計畫，再想想，也許有哪個環節沒有思慮周全；但實在是找不到毛病的完美報告，那今天就先放在一旁，明日再試。 別讓今日的挫折成為明日的憂愁。 別把精神浪費在抱怨，無法幫助事情的開展。 先處理自己可以著手進行的事情。 若還是不行，那就整理文件，進行資料歸檔，老舊的資料，備份後就清除掉。 將所處的環境進行整理、整頓、清掃、清潔與整齊。 也許，明日運勢就動起來了。 Today's Tarot: Setback Today's Tarot card is "Setback." It could be due to recent market instability. It could be because emotions have been running high lately. It could be the unpredictable weather, with the sky overcast and gloomy. Feeling uneasy, unable to face the day's challenges calmly. It's like the heat trapped in the stifling weather, unable to flow smoothly, unable to feel at ease. The universe reminds us—today won't be easy. Feeling defeated today, even in the recent past, is like experiencing a spiritual disaster and catastrophe. Feeling afraid, fearful, what to do? Energy depleted, spirits dampened, overwhelmed by darkness, feeling unable to lift one's mood, what to do? Barren energy, unable to provide the needed warmth, what to do? Plans blocked, shelved, ignored, hitting a wall, numb with pain, how to break through? The "Setback" Tarot card also tells us— Crisis can be a turning point. For plans that are blocked, reconsider; perhaps there's an aspect not fully thought out. But if a flawless solution can't be found, set it aside for today and try again tomorrow. Don't let today's setbacks become tomorrow's worries. Don't waste energy complaining, it won't help move things forward. Start with what you can do. If that's still not working, organize documents, archive data, get rid of outdated materials after backing up. Tidy up your surroundings, clean, and organize. Perhaps, tomorrow, fortune will start to turn. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Setback

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57) 問題：我4/10的未來日記主題 抽牌：信任 Trust 傻眼了。今天的塔羅副牌抽到的是「信任」。 今天過得很忙碌，上完白天課程後，晚上繼續聽線上講座，購買的課程還未開始學習，就又導致今日的講座聽不懂，這算是惡性循環。 今天若要說有不同的事情發生的話，確實有一件。 前公司老闆提供了工作機會。 要回去嗎？不回去嗎？ 又開始陷入選擇。 宇宙說，信任的象徵是光。 在認知上要信任家人，並擴大道社群。 在自己的允許下展開合作協議及合作關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146272414 於是我請宇宙指引，關於「信任」，我是要相信什麼？ 是相信我兩年多前從職場離開的決定，還是信任前老闆？ 信任自己抽到的塔羅牌是「衝浪者Surfer」，是情緒感受的塔羅牌，是重視自己心情的方面。 信任前主管抽到的塔羅牌是「成功Success」，是物質牌，是落實，可靠的地球，是會有不錯收入的選擇。 說白了就是，看我是要選擇風花雪月沒有固定收入生活的西北風，還是缽盆會有進帳的務實收入地球。 最後我又再抽牌詢問要如何選擇，宇宙給了我這樣的回覆 ~ 權杖牌「明朗/通透」，意思就是要怎麼選擇，我自己的內心比誰都明白。 我也很想選擇兩者都要，可現實骨感通常就是一桶桶冷水的澆灌，讓我們明白別太過貪心。 要如何選擇呢？ Alyson's 4/11 Tarot: Trust (13-57) Question: The theme of my 4/10 future diary Card drawn: Trust I'm baffled. Today's Tarot card draw is "Trust." Today has been hectic. After finishing daytime classes, I continued with online lectures in the evening. Despite purchasing courses, I haven't started learning yet, leading to a lack of understanding in today's lectures. It feels like a vicious cycle. If there's one thing different that happened today, it's that my former boss offered me a job opportunity. Should I go back? Should I not? Once again, I'm stuck in a dilemma. The universe says that the symbol of trust is light. In terms of cognition, trust family and expand within the community. Under your own permission, engage in cooperation agreements and relationships. So, I asked the universe for guidance on what to trust regarding "Trust." Do I trust my decision to leave the workplace over two years ago, or do I trust my former boss? The Tarot card I drew for myself is "The Surfer," representing emotional perception and focusing on my own feelings. The Tarot card drawn for my former supervisor is "Success," representing material aspects, practicality, and reliable stability, implying a choice with decent income. In other words, it's about choosing between the romanticized yet financially unstable lifestyle represented by the northwest wind, or the practical income provided by the bowl, ensuring financial security. Finally, I drew another card to ask how to make the choice, and the universe responded with the "Illumination" card, meaning clarity and transparency. It suggests that deep down, I know best how to choose. I would love to choose both, but reality often douses us with buckets of cold water, reminding us not to be too greedy. So, how should I choose? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Trust

#Tarot搜尋結果

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

2024 0510今日塔羅：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

Alyson’s 5/07 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (39-57)

2024 0520今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0520今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

2024 0423 今日塔羅：挫折 Setback

2024 0423 今日塔羅：挫折 Setback

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)