2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity 即將成為新娘的霜霜 聽到妳滿是煩躁的心情，沒有了即將成為新娘的喜悅和幸福，有點替妳擔心。 妳說，剛跟父母吵了架，為了婚禮。 可，妳自己知道，父母的建議才是好的。 妳就是感到很煩，胸口很堵，很想大聲地發脾氣，可又找不到正當理由，所以就只能在討論婚禮的事情上，找大家的麻煩。 妳說，妳擔心著婚禮還沒舉行，大家的情感都吵散了。 我問了妳，當初答應結婚的決定是什麼？ 妳說，男友想結婚，雙方談了未來的一些事情，妳回家問妳爸媽的意思，家人也覺是結婚的好時機，所以妳也就答應。 我說，以為是因男友求婚浪漫，當下衝動Say了”Yes”。 妳說，妳自己是個理智的人，求婚感覺也沒多浪漫，且妳不喜歡很多人注視下的求婚，還好妳男友夠了解妳，沒有做這些安排，不然妳可能當場的反應會傷到很多人的心，情況會變得很尷尬。 我問，結婚，為何讓妳覺得很煩？是婚禮的瑣碎覺得厭煩？還是其他什麼？ 妳說，妳也不知道，就感覺結婚後，妳不能再成為妳，光是想到這點就覺煩躁不已。 我再深入地詢問，妳說，結了婚後，沒有了自由，像是被綁住，無法呼吸。 我微笑著跟妳回應說，我單身，沒有類似經驗的可跟妳分享。不過從家人、朋友、電視、小說裡，有記得一些事情可以分享。 聊到後來，妳說了一句話，我笑了出來。 妳說，妳知道了，妳陷入了煩躁的情緒裡，但沒有好好想過到底為什麼煩躁，所以好像問題很多，其實，現在冷靜想想，原本糾結的事情，有些，連”事”都稱不上，根本就不是問題。 最後我們的結論就是，溝通，跟現在的未婚夫，未來的老公溝通。 妳跟男友之間的愛很濃，妳擔心婚後吵架會把情感吵薄了，可忘了先思考你們會為什麼事情吵架？吵架之前，是否有什麼想法，就提出來先討論，互相了解呢。 最後，妳說，今晚可以好好睡覺了。 然後我們就結束了談話。 妳，感覺像是位女漢子，一但不糾結，就放下。這樣的個性，挺好。 送給妳祝福的塔羅牌：【負面性Negativity】。 來自宇宙的訊息是，提醒碧霜，遇到糾結的事情時，負面思緒和情緒會先慣性地湧現，這部分要注意。在發生這樣的情況時，適時地與相關的人進行討論、分享，有助於卡住的思緒或情緒。 預祝霜霜 新婚幸福 百年好合！ 2024-08-26 Blessings to Bishuang: Dear Bishuang, who is about to become a bride, Hearing your anxious feelings, lacking the joy and happiness of becoming a bride, I feel a bit worried for you. You mentioned that you just had an argument with your parents about the wedding. But you know that your parents' suggestions are well-intentioned. You just feel annoyed, like there's a weight on your chest, wanting to vent loudly but without a proper reason, so you end up taking it out on the wedding discussions. You said you're worried that even before the wedding happens, everyone's emotions will already be scattered by the arguments. I asked you, what was your initial reason for agreeing to get married? You said your boyfriend wanted to get married. Both of you talked about the future, you went home and asked your parents' opinion, and your family also thought it was a good time to get married, so you agreed. I thought it was because of a romantic proposal from your boyfriend, and in a moment of impulse, you said "Yes." You replied that you are a rational person and the proposal wasn’t particularly romantic. Moreover, you don’t like being the center of attention during a proposal. Fortunately, your boyfriend knows you well and didn’t plan anything like that; otherwise, your reaction might have hurt many feelings, making things awkward. I asked why getting married makes you feel so annoyed. Is it the trivialities of the wedding that you find frustrating, or something else? You said you don’t really know; you just feel that after getting married, you can no longer be yourself, and just thinking about it makes you feel uneasy. I probed a little deeper, and you said that after marriage, there would be no more freedom, like being tied down and unable to breathe. I smiled and responded that, as a single person, I don’t have similar experiences to share. However, from family, friends, TV, and novels, I do recall some things that might be worth sharing. As our conversation continued, you said something that made me laugh out loud. You mentioned that you realized you were caught up in your anxious emotions without really thinking about why, so it seemed like there were many problems. However, upon calmly reflecting, some of the things that were troubling you weren’t even real "issues" at all. Our final conclusion was communication—communicating with your current fiancé, your future husband. The love between you and your boyfriend is strong. You worry that arguments after marriage might dilute your feelings, but you forgot to consider what you might argue about. Before arguing, why not bring up your thoughts and discuss them openly to better understand each other? In the end, you said you could finally have a good night's sleep tonight. And then we ended our conversation. You seemed like a strong woman, someone who, once they let go, truly lets go. That’s a great personality to have. The Tarot card drawn for you: Negativity. The message from the universe is to remind you, Bishuang, that when you encounter tangled situations, negative thoughts and emotions might habitually surface first, and you should be mindful of this. When this happens, it is helpful to discuss and share with the relevant people to clear the blocked thoughts or emotions. Wishing you a happy marriage and a lifetime of love! #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57) 問題：我4/29的未來日記主題 抽牌：純淨 Purity 是說我最近的信念有多動搖呀？ 不管是集體意識還是個人塔羅牌，都抽到權杖牌組。 看來，身心疲憊，是會影響能量、訊息的接收。 所以，宇宙一直透過塔羅提醒我 ~ 注意自己。 反觀自己。 內省自己。 求諸自己。 『純淨』這張塔羅牌 ~ 是權杖牌。 要回歸內在，反觀自我。 牌卡圖案中央是點燃的蠟燭，閃著白色燭光，這象徵著純淨，象徵無汙染的白雪靄靄，象徵無瑕疵的白色蓮花。 真誠地面對自己，猶如白光、水晶、蓮花、白雪，代表著覺察上的純淨。 看見事物真實的樣貌。 看見未被扭曲的真相。 而我是那道白色的，純淨的光，指引別人的那道光。 我需要記錄寫下真實的今日，沒有被編織過的真實。 今天的我，白天忙著學習課程，時間充實但乏善可陳。 同學們個個比我厲害許多，在這群體裡，我並沒有機會成為那道指引他人的光；反而同學們是指導我的光，在我驚慌失措時，在我搞不清楚狀況時，在我卡住繞不出來時，在我已覺疲乏不知該如何繼續時。 我今日的「未來日記」與我月前先抽的塔羅牌「純淨」，沒有連結。 若硬是要連在一起，那就是 ~ 今天的我，在白天課堂上，於自己的內心裡下一個重大決定。 為了讓自己的精神能更飽足。 為了讓自己的狀態能更有元氣。 無論是否能夠入睡，皆要早睡。 塔羅，沒能於睡覺時間前完成，那就擱下吧。 在有機會指引別人之前，得先顧好自己的狀況，無論是學習、鍛鍊或是身體、精神。 我誠實地面對自己，面對現在的狀況。 該調整自我的時刻已來臨。 不可惜，不傷感，不遺憾。 事情，沒有那麼複雜的。 回歸最一開始的出發心與初發心。 Alyson's 4/30 Tarot: Purity (32-57) Question: The theme of my diary on 4/29 Card drawn: Purity It seems my recent beliefs have been quite shaken, huh? Whether it's the collective consciousness or personal tarot readings, it's all wands. It appears that exhaustion, both physical and mental, can affect the reception of energy and messages. So, the universe keeps reminding me through tarot cards— Pay attention to yourself. Reflect on yourself. Examine yourself. Seek within yourself. The tarot card "Purity"~ It's a wand card. It calls for inner reflection, self-examination. In the center of the card is a lit candle, emitting a white candlelight, symbolizing purity, akin to the untainted white snow or flawless white lotus. Facing oneself sincerely, like white light, crystal, lotus, or snow, represents purity in awareness. Seeing things for what they truly are. Perceiving the unadulterated truth. And I am that white, pure light guiding others. I need to record today's reality, unadorned and unedited. Today, I busied myself with coursework during the day, time filled but mundane. My classmates are all much more accomplished than me. In this group, I didn't have the opportunity to be the guiding light; instead, they guided me when I was flustered, confused, stuck, or fatigued. Today's "diary of the future" and the tarot card "Purity" I drew months ago have no connection. If I were to force a connection, it would be this—today, during daytime classes, I made a significant decision within my own heart. To nourish my spirit more fully. To invigorate my state more vibrantly. Regardless of whether I can fall asleep, I must retire early. If the tarot reading couldn't be completed before bedtime, then let it be. Before I can guide others, I must tend to my own condition, whether it's through learning, training, or caring for my body and mind. I face myself honestly, facing my current situation. It's time to adjust myself. No regrets, no sadness, no remorse. Things aren't that complicated. Return to the original intentions and motivations. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57) 問題：我4/30的未來日記主題 抽牌：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play 昨兒半夜的天氣悶得讓人有點難呼吸。 躺在床上翻來覆去就是無法入睡。 電費已漲價。 對沒有正職收入的人來說，更是痛到要將荷包破洞縫縫又補補。 心痛地拿出冷氣機遙控器。 不能太多想，只管按下開啟鍵。 最後在一陣陣的涼意裡入睡。 真好。 今天傍晚開始，我感到快樂與開心。 天空突然下起了大雨。 風吹過樹枝，葉子互相撞擊地沙沙作響，像是好幾個人笑談的聲音，有點悅耳，有點吵，有點熱鬧，有點節奏。 雨水打在教室旁邊的榕樹上，滴滴答答 ~ 答。 今晚，夜不會再那麼沉悶了。 微涼，是最剛好入睡的溫度了。 這樣的開心，不算是『魔鬼之樂』呀。 關於這張塔羅牌 ~ 圖面是希臘酒神節的兩個表演者，勾肩搭臂地，且露出愉快的酣笑。 感覺酒喝了不少，步履有一點點蹣跚，心情因酒伴、因好酒、因開心高揚不少。 今天，有甚麼值得慶祝呢？ 明天休假一天，不用上課學習，值不值得舉杯慶祝一番？！ 今天到下課前，進度勉強趕上大家，值不值得慶祝一下？！ 明天要跟朋友們出去玩，因為下雨，不用運動，不用爬山，可以耍廢整整一天，可絕對要好好慶祝。 今天早一點將「未來日記」的塔羅寫好，沒有中斷，又能早點休息睡覺，效率啵棒，不害躁的話，也可以慶祝的。 魔鬼之樂 ~ 透過歡笑，送走悲傷和恐懼。 生命如同農神所賦予的豐收，釀好的酒，適當的機會享用喝掉，如同回味自己一生的辛勞與努力時，也享受著豐盈的生活。 因為 ~ 你、我都值得。 在美麗的生命時光長河裡，為我們豐富且多采的歲月，歌頌舉杯。 乾杯！ Alyson's 5/01 Tarot: Devil’s Play (33-57) Question: Theme of my future diary for 4/30 Card Drawn: Devil’s Play Last night, the stifling weather made it hard to breathe. Tossing and turning in bed, sleep eluded me. The electricity bill has gone up, a painful reminder for those without stable income, pushing us to mend the holes in our wallets. With a heavy heart, I reached for the air conditioner remote. Too many thoughts crowded my mind, so I just pressed the power button. Eventually, I drifted off to sleep in the cool breeze. It felt good. This evening, joy and happiness engulfed me. Suddenly, the sky poured rain. The wind rustled through branches, leaves colliding, sounding like multiple conversations, a bit pleasant, a bit noisy, somewhat lively, with a rhythm of their own. Raindrops pattered on the banyan tree beside the classroom - drip, drip, drip. Tonight, the night won't be as oppressive. It's pleasantly cool, the perfect temperature for falling asleep. This happiness doesn't quite fit the description of "Devil's Play". About this Tarot card— Depicting two performers at a Dionysian festival, arm in arm, sharing hearty laughter. They seem to have indulged in quite a bit of wine, their steps a tad unsteady, their spirits lifted by the company, the wine, and the joy. What's worth celebrating today? Tomorrow is a day off, no classes to attend. Is it worth raising a toast? Managed to catch up with everyone's progress before class ended—is that worth celebrating? Planning to hang out with friends tomorrow, no outdoor activities due to the rain, just a day of lounging around—definitely worth celebrating. Devil's Play—laughing away sadness and fear. Life, like the bountiful harvest bestowed by Demeter, is akin to well-aged wine, to be savored at the right moments, reminiscent of the toil and effort of a lifetime, yet enjoying the richness of life. Because we both deserve it. Let's raise our glasses to the colorful and abundant years that flow in the river of beautiful life. Cheers! #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Devil’s Play

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57) 問題：我4/10的未來日記主題 抽牌：信任 Trust 傻眼了。今天的塔羅副牌抽到的是「信任」。 今天過得很忙碌，上完白天課程後，晚上繼續聽線上講座，購買的課程還未開始學習，就又導致今日的講座聽不懂，這算是惡性循環。 今天若要說有不同的事情發生的話，確實有一件。 前公司老闆提供了工作機會。 要回去嗎？不回去嗎？ 又開始陷入選擇。 宇宙說，信任的象徵是光。 在認知上要信任家人，並擴大道社群。 在自己的允許下展開合作協議及合作關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146272414 於是我請宇宙指引，關於「信任」，我是要相信什麼？ 是相信我兩年多前從職場離開的決定，還是信任前老闆？ 信任自己抽到的塔羅牌是「衝浪者Surfer」，是情緒感受的塔羅牌，是重視自己心情的方面。 信任前主管抽到的塔羅牌是「成功Success」，是物質牌，是落實，可靠的地球，是會有不錯收入的選擇。 說白了就是，看我是要選擇風花雪月沒有固定收入生活的西北風，還是缽盆會有進帳的務實收入地球。 最後我又再抽牌詢問要如何選擇，宇宙給了我這樣的回覆 ~ 權杖牌「明朗/通透」，意思就是要怎麼選擇，我自己的內心比誰都明白。 我也很想選擇兩者都要，可現實骨感通常就是一桶桶冷水的澆灌，讓我們明白別太過貪心。 要如何選擇呢？ Alyson's 4/11 Tarot: Trust (13-57) Question: The theme of my 4/10 future diary Card drawn: Trust I'm baffled. Today's Tarot card draw is "Trust." Today has been hectic. After finishing daytime classes, I continued with online lectures in the evening. Despite purchasing courses, I haven't started learning yet, leading to a lack of understanding in today's lectures. It feels like a vicious cycle. If there's one thing different that happened today, it's that my former boss offered me a job opportunity. Should I go back? Should I not? Once again, I'm stuck in a dilemma. The universe says that the symbol of trust is light. In terms of cognition, trust family and expand within the community. Under your own permission, engage in cooperation agreements and relationships. So, I asked the universe for guidance on what to trust regarding "Trust." Do I trust my decision to leave the workplace over two years ago, or do I trust my former boss? The Tarot card I drew for myself is "The Surfer," representing emotional perception and focusing on my own feelings. The Tarot card drawn for my former supervisor is "Success," representing material aspects, practicality, and reliable stability, implying a choice with decent income. In other words, it's about choosing between the romanticized yet financially unstable lifestyle represented by the northwest wind, or the practical income provided by the bowl, ensuring financial security. Finally, I drew another card to ask how to make the choice, and the universe responded with the "Illumination" card, meaning clarity and transparency. It suggests that deep down, I know best how to choose. I would love to choose both, but reality often douses us with buckets of cold water, reminding us not to be too greedy. So, how should I choose? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Trust

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57) 問題：我5/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：平靜 Equanimity 需要誠實說，昨晚寫完未來日記的塔羅抽牌後，不經意地看到在一個多月前抽到今天的塔羅牌是『平靜』。 當下，我第一個湧入的想法是，不可能。 我現在學習的課程是我過往從未接觸過的軟體，且在短時間內一次須要將三個軟體系統都要學會。 不誇張的說，每堂課我都是在驚慌失措下度過，每天都在腦袋崩潰成泥、右手像是癱軟無力程度下結束課程。 別說『平靜』已非我近期生活裡會出現的情景，輕鬆的時光，早就不復相見。 怎麼可能呢？ 宇宙與塔羅牌又再次驗證了”奇妙”。 今天老師有放緩了步調，課堂進度慢慢地跟上，是第一喜。 如期成功繳交了作業，是第二喜。 今日最後一堂課大家都有達到繳交第二份作業的進度，第三喜。 目睹同學心情上有點狀況發生，拍拍他的肩膀，分享一顆糖，再多送他一個微笑，點點頭，沒有言語。 他有接收到我的關心和打氣的聲音，第四喜。 另一同學，好像被事情困擾著，上課時，電話鈴響，他跟老師打聲招呼到外頭接聽電話，中間傳來一陣激烈的聲音。 辛苦了，希望事情能夠順利。 休息時間，悄悄地，送他一顆糖，一樣沒有言語。 今日課程結束，他主動跟我微笑說再見。 看來已調整不少，佩服這年輕孩子，若是我，可能無法如此快速平息原激動的情緒。 看到別人成熟的模樣，我欣賞，也算一喜。 今日，真的一切都壟罩在『平靜』氛圍下。 『平靜』 ~ 有水晶的硬度，像沉著的心智。 平靜，是自我覺察的結果。 不帶批判，不做分析，不給建議。 就如同另一培訓課程裡所提的，這是諮商志工的工作三要素。 我們是旁觀者，非袖手旁觀，非冷漠疏遠，而是指，陪伴，支持，客觀，不評價，不論斷，不指導。 當我們非當事人時，又怎有資格、立場對他人給與評論呢。 當我們非當事人時，又怎清楚是非、對錯，何況，這世上大部分的事情是無關對錯。 今天，我做到了理性、客觀、沒有言語但溫暖的打氣。 Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot: Equanimity (46-57) Question: Theme for my future journal entry on 5/13 Card Drawn: Equanimity To be honest, after drawing the Tarot card "Equanimity" for my future journal entry on May 13th, I couldn't help but recall that over a month ago, I drew the same card for today. At that moment, my immediate thought was, it couldn't be. The course I'm currently studying involves software I've never encountered before, and I have to learn three different systems within a short period. It's not an exaggeration to say that I've been navigating through each class in a state of panic, with my mind feeling like mush and my right hand feeling limp and powerless by the end of each day. Needless to say, "equanimity" hasn't been a recent occurrence in my life, and carefree moments have long been absent. How could it be possible? Once again, the universe and the Tarot cards have affirmed the "wonders." Today, the instructor slowed down the pace, which was the first delight. Successfully submitting assignments on time was the second delight. In the final class today, everyone made progress on submitting their second assignment, which was the third delight. Seeing a classmate feeling a bit off, I patted his shoulder, shared a candy, gave him an extra smile, nodded without saying a word. He received my concern and encouragement, which was the fourth delight. Another classmate seemed troubled by something; during class, his phone rang, and he excused himself to take the call outside, where I could hear intense voices. "Hang in there, hope everything goes smoothly." During break time, quietly, I gave him a candy, still without words. As today's class ended, he smiled and said goodbye to me voluntarily. It seems he has adjusted quite a bit. I admire this young man; if it were me, I might not have been able to calm down my excitement so quickly. Seeing others mature, I admire, which is also a delight. Today, everything truly enveloped in an atmosphere of "equanimity." Equanimity ~ Has the hardness of a crystal, like a composed mind. Equanimity is the result of self-awareness. Without criticism, without analysis, without giving advice. Just like what was mentioned in another training course, these are the three elements of a counseling volunteer's work. We are observers, not bystanders, not indifferent, but rather, companions, supporters, objective, non-judgmental, non-evaluative, non-directive. When we are not the ones involved, how can we have the qualifications or position to comment on others? When we are not the ones involved, how can we be clear about right and wrong? Moreover, most things in this world are irrelevant to right or wrong. Today, I achieved rationality, objectivity, and warm encouragement without words. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equanimity

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

2024 0424 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0424 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress 昨日是『挫折』，今日的塔羅牌是『皇后』。 像是在外面受了委屈，不開心，回家需要媽媽的安慰般。 大地之母，就像我們的媽媽，和善卻也很嚴厲，溫暖卻也很冷靜。 『皇后』就更不用說了，母儀的尊貴與嚴謹，是讓人無法開玩笑地鬼扯一番。 『皇后』是我們的後盾，是我們的後背，是我們的後援，是當有事情發生的時候會將我們保護在她的羽翼下。 她，平時是溫柔的。 她，突發意外時是嚴肅且眼神肅殺的。 『皇后』有時，就是會像媽媽那般的嘮叨，可能還有一點點囉嗦。 若今日身邊有這樣的人出現，請多一些耐心，情緒上不要太過抗拒，因她的出發點是關心，是善意。 今日，若有美女在同一空間出現，就好好地欣賞一下。 但這欣賞不是要你用雙眼直瞪著人家瞧，或者是興起甚麼邪惡小心機。 欣賞的是，給予讚賞的眼神和微笑。 如果是認識的人，就直接言語稱讚。 美女們，聽到他人的讚嘆和接收到他人興嘆的眼神，心花仍會開，即使這已是她們的日常。 不過，沒人會覺讚賞是多餘的。 今日，如果有機會，你也可以有執行”母親”的任務。 傳承與分享，總是要在平日裡發芽，經過長久時間後才會茁壯。 教導，不可能說一次話，問了問題就懂大半。 當不耐煩的時候，請想起大地之母對我們的慈愛笑顏。 今日，請記得 ~ 是溫暖的陽光色調。 若趕到快凍僵了，請趕快逃離該區域，去尋求溫暖的抱抱。 Alyson's 4/24 Tarot: Empress Yesterday was "setback," and today's Tarot card is "Empress." It's like feeling wronged outside, unhappy, needing the comfort of a mother when you return home. The mother of the earth, just like our own mothers, gentle yet stern, warm yet calm. The "Empress," needless to say, her maternal dignity and rigor make it impossible for anyone to joke lightly. The "Empress" is our support, our backing, our backup, protecting us under her wings when something happens. She is gentle in ordinary times. She is serious and her gaze is stern in case of unexpected occurrences. Sometimes, the "Empress" will nag like a mother, perhaps a little bit more. If someone like this appears today, please be more patient, don't resist too much emotionally, because her intention is care, is goodwill. Today, if a beautiful woman appears in the same space, appreciate it properly. But this appreciation isn't about staring directly at someone, or having some evil ulterior motive. Appreciation means giving approving looks and smiles. If it's someone you know, give compliments directly. Ladies, hearing others' praises and receiving admiring glances will still make their hearts blossom, even if it's their daily routine. However, no one would think appreciation is redundant. Today, if you have the opportunity, you can also undertake the "mother's" task. Nurturing and sharing always need to sprout in everyday life and grow strong over time. Teaching cannot be done in one go, asking a question doesn't mean understanding half of it. When you feel impatient, please remember the loving smile of the mother of the earth towards us. Today, please remember ~ it's a warm sunny tone. If you're about to freeze, hurry to leave the area and seek warm hugs. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Empress

2024 0702 今日塔羅：狂喜 Ecstasy

2024 0702 今日塔羅：狂喜 Ecstasy 昨天閱讀好多身心靈者的臉書分享文，想著，她們好厲害，怎有辦法可以這樣寫？怎有辦法可以有這麼多想法？怎有辦法可以這樣運用？ 回看自己的堅持，過去半年，每次就是一張圖，一小篇文。 沒有抽牌，沒有互動。就是一篇篇共時性的小品。 可，共時性是誰說的？我說的。有證據證明那張塔羅是共時性嗎？還真沒有。 那大家又怎可能認同呢？ 所以單純的請宇宙給予祝福，大家並沒有收到這樣的祝福。 這是多讓我我覺得可惜又遺憾的情況。 一般而言，身心靈工作者不應該展露灰色的情緒，藍色的憂愁，紅色的憤怒給大家看到。 忘了嗎？ 身心靈工作者也是人，是高敏感人，是更容易接收到許許多多複雜訊息的人。 身心靈工作者應該要更努力保守一切，守護好自己的心靈，守護好自己的意志，守護好自己波瀾不經的情緒。 隨著我越來越高頻率地接觸塔羅，與宇宙連結，我就越容易受到月亮陰晴圓缺的影響，我的思緒、文筆一一被牽引著。 我不會演戲，我也無法演戲，沒思緒，沒想法時，就是沒辦法之際。 可，這樣不可以的。 我不只是身心靈工作者，我對於自己之前承諾的年度工作，每個工作日抽一張塔羅牌，寫一篇短文這檔事，得照實完成。 我確實得再好好思考一下，要如何製作每日塔羅的內容。 而今日的塔羅是『狂喜』。 現在的時間是中午時分，今天已過了整整一半的時間。 你好嗎？今天。 是否如宇宙給我的消息 ~ 狂喜。喜悅。開心。快樂。 狂喜 ~ 享受甜美和喜悅。 像輕飄飄地在雲端上玩耍，沒有太多煩憂。 享受當下的快樂。 對財富，對未來，感受到美好的氛圍，是期待，是盼望，是覺得快要成真、實現，迫不及待地開心。 今天的我們，情感很豐沛，會關心身旁的人，會想將身上的積極、樂觀因子分享給旁人，希望大家可以跟我們一樣幸福。 Tarot of the Day: Ecstasy (July 2, 2024) Yesterday, I read many posts shared by those in the spiritual community on Facebook. I wondered, how do they write so well? How do they come up with so many ideas? How can they use their skills so effectively? Looking back at my own persistence, for the past six months, each time I only posted a picture and a short passage. No card drawing, no interaction, just little pieces of synchronicity. But who said they were synchronous? I did. Is there any evidence to prove that the Tarot card is synchronous? There really isn't. So how can everyone agree? Thus, I simply asked the universe to give blessings, but everyone did not receive such blessings. This makes me feel quite regretful and unfortunate. Generally speaking, spiritual workers should not show gray emotions, blue sorrows, or red anger to everyone. Have we forgotten? Spiritual workers are also human beings, highly sensitive individuals who can easily receive many complex messages. They should work harder to protect everything, safeguard their minds, guard their willpower, and maintain their emotions. As I connect more frequently with Tarot and the universe, I become more easily influenced by the phases of the moon. My thoughts and writing are guided by this. I can't pretend; I can't act. When I have no thoughts or ideas, I simply can't write. But, this can't be. I am not just a spiritual worker. I must fulfill my previous commitment to draw a Tarot card every workday and write a short piece about it. I really need to think carefully about how to create daily Tarot content. And today's Tarot card is "Ecstasy." It is now midday, and half of the day has already passed. How are you today? Is it as the universe has conveyed to me ~ ecstasy, joy, happiness, and delight? Ecstasy ~ Enjoying sweetness and joy. Playing lightly on the clouds, without too many worries. Enjoying the happiness of the moment. Feeling a beautiful atmosphere towards wealth and the future, with expectations, hope, and a sense of realization about to come true, eagerly happy. Today, our emotions are abundant. We care about the people around us and want to share our positivity and optimism with others, hoping everyone can be as happy as we are. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Ecstasy

Alyson’s 5/18 Tarot：智者 Knower (50-57)

問題：我5/17的未來日記主題 抽牌：智者 Knower 今日，一邊忙著課堂上的實作練習，休息時間也在思考著。 思考甚麼？ 時間的安排 何時需要處理好生活上的柴米油鹽家事、瑣事 有些線上學習課程需安排時間進行 有許多書都還沒安排時間閱讀 想去陽明山上那個山谷裡的咖啡廳 想去朋友介紹的茶行 有段時間沒去看爸媽了，很想很想他們倆。 這兩週都有夢見他們，早上起來時，明明依稀記得，可得趕著出門上課。 經過一整天課程內容的摧殘，晚上回到家，連一個鏡頭都沒記起來，夢 … 已消散在我匆忙的腳步裡。 總算，昨天，我的「未來日記」與塔羅抽牌的實驗進入第七週，也是最後一週。 我不禁鬆口氣。 在忙碌不已的日子，每天兩篇塔羅抽牌閱讀和紀錄的文章，這工作量蠻重的。 你們不知，花不到五分鐘看完的文章，從抽牌，到文章完成，心情紀錄卡完成，上傳至臉書、部落格，所有整個流程做完，一篇至少要九十分鐘。 而兩篇，花費了幾乎我每個夜晚的所有時間。 可是得堅持，得努力完成。 今天我個人的塔羅牌就是在告訴我，不能中斷，不能停止，繼續學習，繼續前進，繼續進行手上的事情。 老天不會讓你決定了或白忙一場那些跟你毫無關係的事情。 現在辛苦的，努力的，積累的，很快地，就會覺知到，先前的準備原來是為了這一刻，這一個日後會刻印在你心裡的時刻。 『智者』 ~ 你的心智像水晶，歷經萬年所形成，是帶著過往所學知識總和的水晶球。 因天賦，因智慧，因知識，比許多人看見得多，思慮得多，計畫得多。所以有人認為你是智者，是可預見未來趨勢的人，是能夠創造出新觀點的人。 你知道自己的能耐，能做甚麼，做到甚麼，需要甚麼，擁有甚麼，缺乏甚麼。 所以你會是個指導者，領導者，整合者，協調者。 今天的我，對同學分享著我塔羅閱讀的學習與專業。 今天的我，對同學分享著我塔囉閱讀的創業與計畫。 現在的我，只要有機會就會傳播塔羅現在是我生活中很重要的事情，且是可以協助他們，指引他們，當他們有需要的時候。 現在的我，開始站在最前面，宣揚著塔羅和我的事業。 挺喜歡這樣的改變。 「山不會就我，當然是我去就山。」 "If the mountain won't come to Muhammad, then Muhammad must go to the mountain." Alyson’s 5/18 Tarot: The Knower (50-57) Question: The theme of my future journal for 5/17 Drawn card: The Knower Today, while busy with practical exercises in class, I was also reflecting during breaks. Reflecting on what? 1.Managing my schedule 2.When to handle daily chores and household tasks 3.Allocating time for some online courses 4.Making time to read many books I've yet to start 5.Visiting the coffee shop in the valley of Yangmingshan 6.Going to the tea shop recommended by a friend It’s been a while since I visited my parents, and I miss them a lot. I've dreamt about them for the past two weeks, and although I vaguely remember the dreams when I wake up, I have to rush out to class. After a whole day of demanding coursework, by the time I get home in the evening, I can’t recall a single scene; the dreams … have dissipated in my hurried steps. Finally, yesterday, my “future journal” and Tarot drawing experiment entered the seventh week, which is also the last week. I couldn’t help but breathe a sigh of relief. In these busy days, writing and recording two Tarot draw readings daily has been quite a workload. You wouldn’t know that an article that takes less than five minutes to read actually requires at least ninety minutes to complete the whole process—from drawing the cards, to finishing the article, mood journal, and uploading to Facebook and the blog. And two articles took up almost all my evenings. But I had to persist, had to strive to complete it. Today, my personal Tarot card is telling me that I cannot interrupt or stop; I need to keep learning, keep moving forward, and keep working on what I have at hand. Heaven will not let you decide or waste effort on things that have nothing to do with you. The hardships, efforts, and accumulation of today will soon make you realize that all the prior preparation was for this moment, this moment that will be etched in your heart. The Knower ~ Your mind is like a crystal, formed over millennia, encompassing the sum of all past knowledge. Due to talent, wisdom, and knowledge, you see more, think more, and plan more than many others. Hence, some consider you a knower, a person who can foresee future trends, and someone capable of creating new perspectives. You know your abilities, what you can do, what you need, what you have, and what you lack. Thus, you will be a guide, a leader, an integrator, and a coordinator. Today, I shared my Tarot reading learning and expertise with my classmates. Today, I shared my Tarot reading entrepreneurship and plans with my classmates. Now, whenever there’s a chance, I will spread that Tarot is a crucial part of my life, and it can assist and guide them when they need it. Now, I am starting to stand at the forefront, promoting Tarot and my business. I quite like this change. "The mountain won’t come to me, so I must go to the mountain." "If the mountain won't come to Muhammad, then Muhammad must go to the mountain." #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Knower

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

2024 0826 給霜霜的祝福：負面性 Negativity

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 4/30 Tarot：純淨 Purity (32-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 5/01 Tarot：魔鬼之樂 Devil’s Play (33-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 5/14 Tarot：平靜 Equanimity (46-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

2024 0424 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0424 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0702 今日塔羅：狂喜 Ecstasy

2024 0702 今日塔羅：狂喜 Ecstasy

Alyson’s 5/18 Tarot：智者 Knower (50-57)

Alyson’s 5/18 Tarot：智者 Knower (50-57)