2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot

2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot 今天會是很有幹勁、活力的一天。 今天的塔羅牌是『火戰車』。 主牌人物是阿波羅。 阿波羅是誰？ 是戰神。 是光明之神，也是文藝之神。 是月亮女神阿提米斯的雙胞胎弟弟。 是太陽神啊。 阿波羅的形象很典型的是，右手拿七弦的里拉琴，左手拿象徵太陽的金球。 是音樂家、詩人和射手的保護神。 因是光明之神，所以從不說謊，光明磊落，也被稱為真理之神。 且非常聰明，通曉世事，是預言之神。 聽說，醫術是他傳給人類的，所以也是醫藥之神。 在希臘神話裡，阿波羅最多才多藝，精通箭術，也掌管音樂。 『火戰車』在阿波羅的駕領下 ~ 如同開著最大渦輪引擎的車，高速往前衝去。 對於喜歡的人事物，就是直接下手，沒有遲疑或猶豫。 在喜歡講究效率的人，火戰車的一天讓他們感覺像是坐上噴射機般，很快地抵達目標地，且成功，感覺特別爽快，特別興奮。 火戰車也有著強大的征戰力。 不攻下，勢不回頭似的急躁，這點讓人擔心，怕衝太快，沒看清楚情勢，沒稍作評估，就一頭栽進去，尤其是投資，有可能這樣造成了損失，然後悔不當初。 如同開車，平面道路的紅綠燈，就是讓我們煞車，提高冷靜意識所用。 阿波羅是講真理，阿波羅裡的左眼裡閃耀著火光，是磊落，是勇敢，可也是衝動。 如同我們的神祉三太子，腳踏風火輪，孩子習性，熱情卻也因衝動致其行事莽撞。 太衝太撞，總是耗心耗力也耗神。 今天雖然很適合果決的行動，可也需要適時休息，吃飯的時候，好好吃飯，有時間就休息一會，別讓”衝”和”火”快速耗竭了能量和心志。 Tarot of the Day for 2024-05-22: The Chariot Today will be a day full of energy and vigor. Today's tarot card is 'The Chariot.' The main character on the card is Apollo. Who is Apollo? He is the god of war. He is the god of light and the arts. He is the twin brother of Artemis, the moon goddess. He is the sun god. Apollo is typically depicted holding a lyre with seven strings in his right hand and a golden orb symbolizing the sun in his left hand. He is the patron of musicians, poets, and archers. As the god of light, he never lies, is honest and upright, and is also known as the god of truth. He is very intelligent, knowledgeable about worldly affairs, and the god of prophecy. It is said that he imparted the art of medicine to humans, making him the god of medicine as well. In Greek mythology, Apollo is the most versatile, skilled in archery, and in charge of music. Under Apollo's guidance, 'Chariot' moves forward like a car with the most powerful turbo engine. For the things and people you like, you act directly without hesitation or doubt. For those who value efficiency, a day under the influence of 'Chariot' feels like riding a jet, quickly reaching their goal and succeeding, feeling especially refreshed and excited. 'Chariot' also has strong conquering power. The impatience to not turn back until victory is achieved can be worrying, as it may lead to rushing forward without fully assessing the situation, especially in investments, potentially causing losses and subsequent regret. Just like driving, traffic lights on flat roads are there to make us brake and stay calm. Apollo speaks the truth, and the fire in his left eye symbolizes his integrity and courage, but also his impulsiveness. Similar to the Chinese deity Nezha, who rides on wind and fire wheels, his childlike enthusiasm can lead to reckless actions due to impulsiveness. Being too impulsive and aggressive can be mentally and physically exhausting. Although today is suitable for decisive actions, it is also important to take timely breaks. Eat well during meals and rest when you have time, so that the 'rush' and 'fire' don't quickly deplete your energy and willpower. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Chariot

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57) 問題：我4/06的未來日記主題 抽牌：死亡 Death 今天的塔羅牌是我未來日記第二週的主題：死亡Death。 死亡，對我來說，很多時候，不是肉身是否存在。 死亡，對我來說，大部分時，是心，是靈魂，是意識是否已不在。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145751290 曾經，不只一次，我問 ~ 為何，我在這世上？ 為何，我還在這世上？ 既然讓我活著，為何要把我很愛的人都帶走？ 既然讓我活在，為何讓我沒能擁有很愛的人，而對方也很愛我？ 去年認識的朋友說，在相識過程中，他看到我的努力，但認為沒看到我的盡力，即使是面對朋友，我都像是保有大部分的清醒，沒因友情而感到微醺。 我微笑以對。 心，早已支離破碎，已無餘心可盡力。 一次一次被人辜負的重傷。 一次一次家人離去的心傷。 傷痕累累，還有一些心力讓我苟延殘喘的活著。 我休著長假。 不明白的人好生羨慕。 家人好友是心疼呵護。 他們理解，我在試著原諒自己。 他們懂得，我在盡情釋放自己。 他們包容，我在允許任性自己。 他們明白，我在辛苦拼湊自己。 他們體諒，我在努力修復自己。 經歷過類似死亡的心情，很多事情，不再憂鬱。 在死亡的面前，還有什麼，足以為懼。 死神說，別哭泣！ 你們人間看似無常，宇宙運作有法則，只是人們不懂，當然人們也不需太懂。 天災不是禍，是造物主的提醒，是老天的提醒。 人們看似有情，其實是最冷漠，最無情，最自私的。 人，何時能贏過天？勝過天？ 天底下，宇宙間，從來就沒有在論輸贏。 萬物，共生，共存，共好。 這是造物主的呼喚。 可，人，卻老是想要拚勝敗，爭英雄。 宇宙裡的奧秘能量，此消彼長，平衡是秩序。 死亡是自然。 蛻變是自然。 失落是自然。 失去是自然。 釋放是自然。 我在一次又一次愛的呼喚中，清醒。 我在一圈又一圈愛的意識裡，修復。 我在一池又一池愛的池水裡，生息。 我在一個又一個愛的浸潤裡，愛著。 於是，在愛的迴旋中，一邊的愛消弭，另一邊的愛滋長，平衡了。 今日我的「未來日記」，呼應著「死亡」。 今天跟老友們前往秘境探巡。 經歷了看著地圖依然找不到店家的窘境。 看著路邊一畝畝的菜，巧遇主人，一起聊天拔菜。 小吃店裡的辣蘿蔔讓人吃驚，老闆娘說喜歡，送一些給妳們回家吃。 想去行走步道，卻找不到路口，結果，我們早就已在步道上卻不知。 一路與偶遇的人群聊聊天，笑笑鬧鬧。 抬頭看似快要成為下雨天，下山找熱咖啡喝去。 一回頭，憑空出現停車格，迴轉，倒車，入庫，一切順利。 咖啡廳裡的氛圍輕鬆愜意。 一杯咖啡，一個貝果，一客布丁，胃飽心滿足。 又遇店家活動送餅乾，一人一包伴手禮。 我因陌生人的善而開心。 我因朋友的愛而幸福。 我因一切眾緣，善緣而欣喜。 死亡之後，是什麼？ 是改變。 是演進。 是釋放。 是放下。 是重生。 是自由。 是對新的旅程，從心底感到期待的渴望。 而至此，應該明瞭，〝死亡〞與〝希望〞的主體可能是一樣，但卻是一前一後的連續性。 是造物主讓人們的崇高意識生生不息的安排。 Alyson's 4/07 Tarot: Death (9-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 4/06 Card Drawn: Death Today's tarot card is the theme for the second week of my future diary: Death. Death, for me, often isn't about the physical presence. Death, for me, most of the time, is about whether the heart, the soul, the consciousness are still there. I've asked more than once: Why am I in this world? Why am I still in this world? If you let me live, why take away the people I love? If you let me live, why not let me have the one I love dearly, who loves me back? A friend I met last year said that during our acquaintance, he saw my efforts but felt he didn't see me giving my all. Even in front of friends, I seemed to retain most of my clarity, not even slightly intoxicated by friendship. I smiled in response. The heart had long been shattered, with no remnants left to give. Repeatedly wounded by betrayal. Repeatedly hurt by the departure of family. Scarred, yet with some strength left to cling to life. I'm on an extended break. Those who don't understand envy me. Family and friends are tender and caring. They understand that I'm trying to forgive myself. They know that I'm releasing myself. They accept that I'm allowing myself to be willful. They understand that I'm painstakingly piecing myself together. They empathize with my efforts to heal myself. Having experienced emotions akin to death, many things no longer depress me. In the face of death, what else is there to fear? The Grim Reaper says, "Don't cry! To you humans, things seem capricious, but the universe operates on laws; it's just that people don't understand, and of course, they don't need to understand too much. Natural disasters aren't curses; they're reminders from the Creator, reminders from Heaven. People seem sentimental, but they're actually the most indifferent, the most heartless, the most selfish. When can people win over the heavens? Conquer the heavens? In this world, in the universe, there has never been a debate about winning or losing. All things, coexist, thrive together, for the greater good. This is the call of the Creator. Yet, people always want to fight battles, vie for heroism." The mysterious energy of the universe, ebb and flow, balance is order. Death is natural. Transformation is natural. Loss is natural. Letting go is natural. Release is natural. In the repeated calls of love, I am awake. In the circles of love's consciousness, I am repairing. In the pools of love's water, I am thriving. In the immersion of love, I am loving. Thus, in the whirl of love, as one love diminishes, another flourishes, achieving balance. Today in my "future diary," it echoes "Death." Today, I went with old friends to explore a hidden place. Experienced the embarrassment of still not finding the shop despite looking at the map. Stumbled upon the owner while admiring the vegetables by the roadside, chatting and picking vegetables together. The spicy radish in the snack shop surprised me; the landlady said she liked it and gave us some to take home. Wanted to walk the trail but couldn't find the entrance, turns out we had already been on the trail without realizing it. Chatted and laughed with the people we encountered along the way. Looked like it was about to rain, so we went down the mountain to find hot coffee. Turned around and found a parking space out of nowhere, reversed, parked, everything went smoothly. The atmosphere in the coffee shop was relaxed and cozy. A cup of coffee, a bagel, a serving of pudding, stomach full and heart content. And then encountered a shop promotion giving out cookies, one pack per person. I'm happy because of the kindness of strangers. I'm happy because of the love of friends. I'm joyful because of all the connections, the good karma. What comes after death? It's change. It's evolution. It's release. It's letting go. It's rebirth. It's freedom. It's the eager anticipation from the depths of the heart for a new journey. And by now, it should be clear that "death" and "hope" may share the same essence, but they are sequential, one before the other. It's the arrangement by the Creator to keep people's noble consciousness perpetually alive. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Death

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment 昨天的我，頭痛了整天。 前一晚，又是一個難以入眠的夜。 連清晨幾點開始落下的豪雨都意識清明，聽得清清楚楚。 這樣的日子有點難熬。 下一回，還會不會讓自己落入如此窘境？ 難說，難說。 人，很辛苦的體驗是從經驗中學習。 我，很笨著的老是未能從經驗中的學習，讓自己下次要避免這樣的事再發生。 昨晚跟多年不見的朋友碰面，兩人一起吃個飯，聊著近況，很舒服的時光。 輕鬆的心情，讓人不想面對明天，還有後天，還有好幾個後天的緊湊學習日子。 矛盾的人呀！ 沒事時，覺無聊。 要忙的事情堆擠一起時，又期盼趕緊結束這沒完沒了的感覺。 日子總是有時匆忙，有時從容。 生活總是有時恬淡，有時張揚。 滿足，有時是因接受，有時則是因付出。 豐富的美食佳餚，好酒甜果，美麗盛開的花朵，知足的心情，在與他人情感交流後，滿滿。 滿足，在豐收後。 人緣好。 財富豐。 事業通。 生活足。 好好享受這樣的美好。 這是辛勞的你，應得的。 這是很棒的你，值得的。 2024/05/29 Today's Tarot: Fulfillment Yesterday, I had a headache all day long. The night before was yet another sleepless night. I was fully aware of the heavy rain that started to fall early in the morning, hearing every drop clearly. Days like this are a bit tough to endure. Will I let myself fall into such a predicament again next time? Hard to say, hard to say. People often learn through tough experiences. I, on the other hand, am rather slow in learning from experience, always failing to prevent such things from happening again. Last night, I met up with a friend I hadn't seen in years. We had dinner together, chatted about recent events—it was a very comfortable time. A relaxed state of mind makes one not want to face tomorrow, the day after, and the many packed days of learning ahead. How contradictory! When there's nothing to do, I feel bored. When tasks pile up, I can't wait for this endless feeling to end. Some days are rushed, some are leisurely. Life sometimes feels calm, other times, exuberant. Fulfillment can come from acceptance at times, and from giving at others. With rich delicacies, fine wine and sweet fruit, beautifully blooming flowers, and a contented heart, one feels fulfilled after connecting emotionally with others. Fulfillment comes after a harvest. Good relationships. Abundant wealth. A thriving career. A life well-satisfied. Enjoy this beauty to the fullest. This is what you, who work so hard, deserve. This is what you, who are so wonderful, are worthy of. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fulfillment

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth 平常工作日的學習課程接近尾聲，這週是最後一週。 不確定是否因這課程期間蠻長的，且每天都很是充實，這週的心情沒有同學有產生的離情依依，我正好相反，我迫切渴望週五趕快到來，學習盡快結束。 我累了。 好想念悠悠哉哉的生活步調。 好想念腦袋不需裝很滿的空。 好想念細嚼慢嚥節奏的從容。 我挺不適合生存在講求效率的現代。 我想找個生活步調悠閒的地方窩居。 走路就可以到傳統市場。 在接近中午時分，拖著小菜籃車慢步走去。 一邊看著鮮菜水果，一邊找著美食。 午餐順便一起在採買中解決。 回到家，整理採買的食物，該分裝的，要放冰箱或裸放於室內，一項項處理好。 順手用杯冷飲，在忙完之後，緩口氣，坐在沙發上，一口口慢慢地飲用。 哈！多舒服的日子。 看著電腦裡一個個已完成的作業，心中滿滿的成就感，從啥都不會，完全沒接觸過的門外漢，如今也有個幾分顏色，能夠產出幾個小作品。 得意不？ 那是一定得意的。 給自己用力得鼓掌和喝采。 不容易。 突破自己的心智框架，學習與過往完全沒接觸過的新知識，新技能。 學習過程，心智泰然換新，眼界更是打開了。 新知識的世界，挺好玩的，很有趣。 雖然學習過程嗑嗑碰碰地，這就是用心學習的人才會有的體會呀。 今日塔羅牌是『成長』 ~ 像大樹一樣朝上成長，茁壯。 像大樹一樣朝旁擴張，壯碩。 想大樹一樣往下扎根，盤住。 坦然接受自己的不安，支持自己的成長。 直率包容自己的過往，面對自己的渴望。 大樹朝光長，人往高處走。 在知識上，在專業技能上，在財富上。 慕強，是接納自己不足的現實。 模仿，是接近偶像的可愛手法。 學習，是讓成為自己想要模樣。 高處，雖不勝寒，但有光。 成功，需先代價，但味美。 高位，雖較辛苦，但有權。 成長，需先努力，但回味。 課程即將要結束了。 我也於上週安排了新的學習課程迎接艷陽高照的夏天。 我的人生，繼續學習，持續成長，挺好。 Tarot Reading for Today, June 19, 2024: Growth The regular weekday study course is nearing its end; this week is the last week. I'm not sure if it's because the course has been quite long and every day has been so fulfilling, but unlike my classmates who are feeling reluctant to part, I feel the opposite. I eagerly await Friday's arrival, hoping for the course to end soon. I'm tired. I miss the leisurely pace of life. I miss having a mind that's not crammed full. I miss the slow and steady rhythm of savoring each moment. I'm not very suited to life in this efficiency-driven modern world. I want to find a place with a relaxed pace of life to settle down. A place where I can walk to the traditional market. Around noon, I would slowly walk there with my little shopping cart, browsing the fresh vegetables and fruits while looking for delicious food. I'd also take care of lunch during this shopping trip. Upon returning home, I would organize the groceries, dividing what needs to be stored in the fridge or left out at room temperature, handling everything one by one. Then, I'd grab a cold drink, take a breath after finishing my chores, sit on the sofa, and slowly sip it, savoring each moment. Ah! What a comfortable life. Looking at the completed assignments on my computer, I feel a sense of accomplishment. From knowing nothing and being a complete novice, now I can produce a few pieces of work. Proud? Absolutely. I give myself a round of applause and cheers. It wasn’t easy. Breaking through my mental barriers, learning new knowledge and skills that I had never encountered before. Through the learning process, my mindset has been refreshed and my horizons have expanded. The world of new knowledge is quite fun and interesting. Although the learning journey had its bumps, this is the experience of someone who is genuinely engaged in learning. Today's tarot card is "Growth" ~ Grow upwards like a tree, becoming sturdy. Expand outwards like a tree, becoming robust. Root downwards like a tree, becoming grounded. Calmly accept your anxieties and support your growth. Embrace your past with honesty and face your desires. Trees grow towards the light; people strive upwards. In knowledge, in professional skills, in wealth. Admiring the strong means accepting one's own inadequacies. Imitation is a charming way to get closer to idols. Learning is becoming the person you want to be. High places may be cold, but they have light. Success requires effort first, but it is sweet. High positions are tough, but they have power. Growth requires effort first, but it is rewarding. The course is about to end. I also arranged a new study course last week to welcome the sunny summer. My life continues to learn and grow, which is great. PS.AI生成圖的指令：這是一幅水彩材質、插畫風格的作品，描繪了一位女子。有中短、微卷的頭髮，披著紅色斗篷。場景捕捉了她反思和滿足的片刻，靈感源自成長和學習的主題。背景是一個舒適而寧靜的環境，反映了她對悠閒生活節奏的渴望。她坐在一張舒適的沙發上，慢慢地啜飲著一杯冷飲。氛圍平靜祥和，溫暖的燈光增強了放鬆和內省的感覺。女子的表情深思而寧靜，體現了文章中提到的成就感和成長。水彩質感為插畫增添了柔和、藝術的感覺。 #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Growth

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity 昨天的你，好嗎？ 天氣有點不穩定，有點濕，有點涼，身體習慣這樣嗎？ 我們的心情很容易就掉進死胡同裡。 在豔陽烘烤下，想念著有點微涼的舒適。 在灰暗天色中，回憶著天晴爽朗的希望。 應該說，我們總是太過貪婪，太不懂得”現在”的美好。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145943527 今天的塔羅「純淨 Purity」就是在提醒著 ~ 在純淨的白色燭光照撫下， 讓我們的內心回到真誠，自然的情境， 讓我們的思慮回到初衷，原本的設定。 看事，看本質。 察人，看初心。 我們應努力去看到事情真實的樣貌。 先入為主的偏見，我們應該用智慧擯棄。 自以為是的偏愛，我們應該用智慧去除。 在人生道路上，我們景仰的人，可能成為指引我們的一道亮光。 而我們，也很有可能在無意中，成為了指引他人的一道燭光。 「純淨」讓我們回歸至”心”，至”善”，至”好”。 若有點迷茫，也是提醒著”莫忘初衷”。 這樣也就能慢慢找回繼續努力的動能。 2024 0409 Today's Tarot: Purity How are you doing yesterday? The weather seems a bit unstable, a bit damp, a bit chilly. Is your body getting used to this? Our moods easily fall into dead ends. Under the scorching sun, we long for a bit of cool comfort. In the gray sky, we reminisce about the sunny and clear hope. Perhaps, we are always too greedy, too unaware of the beauty of the "now". Today's Tarot, "Purity," reminds us ~ Under the soothing light of pure white candles, Let our hearts return to sincerity, to natural circumstances, Let our thoughts return to the original intentions, the original settings. See things, see the essence. Observe people, see the original intentions. We should strive to see the true appearance of things. Preconceived biases, we should discard them with wisdom. Self-righteous favoritism, we should eliminate it with wisdom. On the journey of life, the people we admire may become a guiding light for us. And we, inadvertently, may also become a guiding candle for others. "Purity" brings us back to the "heart," to "goodness," to "virtue". If feeling a bit lost, it also reminds us not to forget our original intentions. This way, we can slowly regain the energy to continue striving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength 昨天，又是充滿挫折的一天。 學習了那麼多時數，實際練習也好幾次，但記憶好像僅限於當天存在似的，當需要運用時，腦袋空空。 又完成了一份不是自己獨立作業的作品。 老師笑得無奈，我也微笑得回應了我的無力感。 我很認真學習，真的。 但我卻始終記不住。 現在甚至回頭在翻看講義，陷入像看其他語言書籍或天書，那般難懂，看了數次，也未能勾起一點點回憶。 老師問我說，你都還給我了嗎？ 我尷尬地回應說，是你的，我始終都沒有拿走過。 聽到的同學們哄堂大笑。 難受，無力，難過，無法跨過。 這電腦圖層的變化技巧，我跨不過去。 跟同學分享說，我覺得人工智能的文字生圖方式還是比較適合我。 同學笑說，她同意。她說，我還是比較擅長發號司令，找厲害的人來執行。 原來，我今日的和諧是，我與自己的能力不足和解。 我終究還是放棄了我實在是無法勝任的圖層概念。 於是繳交作業，老師說，這作品，真美。他做的。 我也說，這作品，真的很美。我想的。 我們合作無間。 套句最近我常說的一句話，「我很有想法，但我就是沒有辦法。」 還好，我還有個優點，懂求救，坦率接受也向他人表示自己的無能力情況，並親切拜託他人的協助及指導。 這樣的情況，我認為也能呼應到今日的塔羅牌『力量』。 我們總會覺得，力量是存在在自己的身體裡，肌肉裡，還有意志裡。 這次的學習，我明白，力量，不一定是陽剛，不一定是陰柔，且不一定是發自自己的身體和內心裡。 力量，也可來自於他人。 只要我們能夠尋求協助，並真誠請求他人的協助。 各種不同的力量，串聯在一起，團體在一起，發揮的不會只是團結的力量，還有共同心願的能量。 在『力量』這張牌的圖案裡，有一位輔助祭祀的人，雙肩和頭頂，扛著和頂著一個圓弧底的玉石，玉石中間放著一顆像是會滾動的蛋，若沒能保持平衡，沒能全心專注，很容易就會發生蛋掉落。 而這顆蛋象徵著什麼？ 象徵著每個人心中珍惜，視為珍寶的人事物。 有的人是名聲，有的人是家人孩子，有的人是做人做事的原則，也有的人是日日變動增加的銀行存款。 當認知到自己珍惜的事情，更會花費一百二十個心思去保護，維持，甚至也有可能發生搶奪。 為了保守自己的所愛，所堅持，需要力量。 力量的形容詞是強大。 強大的力量可幫助我們保護好，也有助於我們取得想要的。 為了擁有力量，需要做好多努力。 群體中，是領導者，統御者，擁有力量。 擁有了力量，需繼續堅持原則，並且莫忘初衷。 力量，若沒有慎用，傷人，誤己，又壞事，不得不小心。 在我們平凡人的人生裡 ~ 因被需要，而激發力量。 因被愛著，而產生力量。 因擁有，而擁抱力量。 因失去，而渴求力量。 因力量，得以守護。 因力量，得以展現。 因力量，得以自在。 因力量，得以駕馭。 要溜走的，不甘願留下的，緊握，不放手，不是力量，是蠻力，是暴力。 溫柔的力量，才能直搗人心，才能讓人交心，託付真心，給予真心。 Tarot for Today, June 14, 2024: Strength Yesterday was yet another day full of frustrations. Despite putting in countless hours of study and practice, it felt as though my memory only lasted for the day. When it came time to use that knowledge, my mind went blank. Once again, I completed a project that wasn’t entirely my own work. The teacher smiled wryly, and I responded with a smile that conveyed my sense of powerlessness. I truly am studying diligently. But I just can’t seem to remember. Now, even when I look back at my notes, it feels like I’m reading a foreign language or some incomprehensible text. No matter how many times I review them, they fail to jog any memories. The teacher asked me, “Did you return everything to me?” I awkwardly replied, “It’s yours. I never took it.” The classmates around us burst into laughter. I felt distressed, powerless, and sad, unable to overcome these feelings. This technique of altering computer layers is beyond my grasp. I told my classmates that I find AI-generated text-to-image more suitable for me. One classmate agreed, joking that I’m better at giving orders and finding skilled people to execute them. It turns out, my harmony today is about making peace with my limitations. In the end, I had to give up on the concept of layers that I simply couldn’t master. When I submitted the project, the teacher said, “This work is beautiful. He did it.” I replied, “Yes, it’s truly beautiful. I thought of it.” We collaborated seamlessly. As I’ve often said lately, “I have many ideas, but I just can’t execute them.” Fortunately, I have one advantage: I know how to ask for help, accept my limitations frankly, and sincerely request assistance and guidance from others. This situation, I believe, also resonates with today’s tarot card, Strength. We often think that strength resides within our bodies, muscles, and willpower. Through this learning experience, I’ve come to understand that strength doesn’t have to be masculine or feminine, and it doesn’t always come from within ourselves. Strength can also come from others. As long as we can seek help and sincerely request assistance from others. Different strengths can come together, forming a collective that not only manifests the power of unity but also the energy of shared goals. In the imagery of the Strength card, there is an assistant priest who carries and balances a curved jade stone on their shoulders and head. Inside the jade stone is an egg that seems like it could roll out at any moment. If the balance is lost, if full concentration is not maintained, the egg can easily fall. What does this egg symbolize? It represents the things we cherish and hold dear in our hearts. For some, it’s reputation; for others, family and children; for some, it’s principles in life and work; and for others, it’s the ever-increasing balance in their bank accounts. When we recognize what we cherish, we are more dedicated to protecting, maintaining, and sometimes even fighting for it. To preserve what we love and stand for, we need strength. The adjective for strength is powerful. Powerful strength helps us protect and obtain what we desire. To possess strength, we need to put in a lot of effort. In a group, the leader, the commander, possesses strength. Once we have strength, we must continue to adhere to our principles and never forget our original intentions. Strength, if not used carefully, can hurt others, mislead oneself, and cause harm, so we must be cautious. In our ordinary lives, strength is sparked by being needed. Strength arises from being loved. Strength grows from having something to hold on to. Strength is sought after in loss. Because of strength, we can protect. Because of strength, we can shine. Because of strength, we can be free. Because of strength, we can control. What wants to slip away, what is unwilling to stay, if we grasp it tightly and refuse to let go, that’s not strength; it’s brute force, it’s violence. Gentle strength can touch hearts, build trust, and foster genuine connections and true kindness. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57) 問題：我4/20的未來日記主題 抽牌：成就者 Achiever 回顧今天的所有時光，哪一個與『成就者』這張塔羅牌有關連呢？ 與朋友們交流，與哥哥聊天，上課，這麼多的人和事情，沒有哪一個是跟『成就者』有關聯。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147355321 『成就者』象徵： 土星般的紀律 – 沒有因疲憊而偷懶，沒有因失眠而遲到的準時抵達上課教室。 木星般的擴展 – 自我察覺到今日精神不佳，能給予的回應太少。日後這是需要承擔起責任的工作，該如何保持好的狀態，該如何避免異常狀況的發生。 工蜂般的勤勞 – 幾月都是得這樣度過的，週一到週六，一大早到傍晚的整天時光，都要不停地學習，練習。 跑者的意志力 – 如果時間允許，下課後轉換地方，進行身體的洩壓與放鬆，我認為，散步是很好的選擇。尤其在這幾日，春風正涼爽，月兒正明亮，有點靜謐的學校操場，遠遠的前方透著一縷縷白色銀絲的光芒，很有一番朦朧美。 只有宇宙知道我的前方有什麼。 現在的我只能一直跑，一直奔跑。 好好運用木星的拓張，維持紀律與意志力，往前跑。 Alyson's 4/21 Tarot: The Achiever (23-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/20 Card drawn: Achiever Reflecting on all the moments of today, which ones are associated with "Achiever" Tarot card? From conversing with friends, chatting with my brother, attending classes—amongst all the people and events, none seem to directly relate to "Achiever." Symbolism of "Achiever": Saturn-like discipline – Arriving punctually to class despite fatigue and sleeplessness. Jupiter-like expansion – Recognizing today's mental fatigue and minimal responsiveness. Understanding the responsibility to maintain well-being and prevent abnormal conditions in the future. Worker bee-like diligence – Months spent in a similar manner, dedicating entire days from Monday to Saturday to continuous learning and practice. Runner's willpower – If time allows after class, changing locations to release and relax physically. Walking seems like a good option, especially during these cool, breezy days with a bright moon illuminating the serene schoolyard, distant lights shining faintly ahead, creating a surreal beauty. Only the universe knows what lies ahead for me. For now, I can only keep running, utilizing the expansiveness of Jupiter, maintaining discipline and willpower, and moving forward. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Achiever

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬 回饋 Reward

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬 回饋 Reward 這幾週家裡的小家電接二連三地繳械投降，不再繼續工作，搞得我很不習慣。 猶豫著是否要採買新的設備。 沒有這些設備，目前不至於造成生活的不方便。 沒有這些設備，改用其他方式料理，就是需要多洗一些鍋盆。 又考量到執行斷捨離已數年，就趁這機會，讓自己挑戰另一個層次好了。 過段時間，可能我也就忘記了曾經擁有過這幾個小家電的生活方式了。 可是，電腦滑鼠就不同了。 壞了，真的很難做事情。 之前買的雖然不是高價位，可也有中價位，怎老是用不到一年就壞掉了呢。 今日是十顆木星環繞著我們的日子。 擴張，擴張，再擴張，再擴張，擴張到最大值，擴張到無限大。 今天的集體塔羅牌是『報酬/回饋』。 這是一張物質牌，是地球牌的第十張，是象徵著確實、落地的報酬與回饋。 你喜歡甚麼樣的回饋？ 想必很多人希望能有實質性的回饋，比如錢、獎金。 應該也有人期盼自己的情感獲得回應，所以希望獲得到的回饋是”我也喜歡你”，”我也愛你”。 認真用功的孩子們，想要的回饋單純許多，獲得好成績，同學多喜歡我一點，如此這樣，就感覺像要飛上天，快樂似神仙。 可以肯定地說，今天，值得高興，甚至可以慶祝。 心中所求的，會有正向且美好的回應。 這是最好，最棒的禮物，也是你我心中期望想要獲得的禮物。 今天適合”成功”，適合”心想事成”。 享受豐盛甜美的時光。 犒賞自己和心愛的人。 享受被十顆木星環繞的無限制能量擴張，再擴張。 今朝有酒今朝醉，不先管明日了吧，反正，明日愁來明日愁，想那麼多，盡折騰，無用也無功。 跟隨自己內心裡的願景彩虹，朝著目標邁進。 Today's Tarot: Reward In recent weeks, my household appliances have been giving up, one after another, refusing to work anymore, which has left me feeling quite unsettled. I'm contemplating whether to invest in new equipment. Without these devices, life isn't necessarily inconvenient at the moment. Managing without them just means doing more dishes by hand. Considering I've been practicing minimalism for years, I see this as an opportunity to challenge myself on another level. In a while, I might even forget what it was like to have these few small appliances in my life. However, the computer mouse is a different story. When it breaks, it truly hinders productivity. Even though the ones I've bought weren't top-of-the-line, they were still in the mid-range, so why do they keep breaking within a year? Today, Jupiter surrounds us with its tenfold energy. Expansion, expansion, further expansion, reaching its maximum, expanding infinitely. Today's collective Tarot card is "Reward." This is a material card, the tenth card of the Earth element, symbolizing tangible, grounded rewards and feedback. What kind of rewards do you like? Undoubtedly, many people hope for tangible rewards, like money or bonuses. Some may also long for emotional validation, seeking responses like "I like you too" or "I love you too." For diligent students, their desired reward is simpler - achieving good grades and being liked by their classmates a bit more. With that, they feel like they're flying high, as happy as can be. It can be confidently said that today is a day to rejoice, even to celebrate. What your heart desires will receive positive and beautiful responses. This is the best, most wonderful gift, the one we all hope to receive. Today is suitable for success, for wishes to come true. Enjoy the abundant and sweet moments. Reward yourself and your loved ones. Bask in the unlimited energy expansion surrounded by Jupiter's tenfold influence. Carpe diem, let's not worry about tomorrow for now. After all, tomorrow's troubles will come regardless, and thinking too much, worrying too much, is futile and unproductive. Follow the rainbow of your inner vision, and move towards your goals. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Reward

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2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot

2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬回饋 Reward

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬回饋 Reward

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people-and...搜尋結果

2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot

2024 0522今日塔羅：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0529今日塔羅：滿足 Fulfillment

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0619 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0409 今日塔羅：純淨 Purity

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

2024 0614 今日塔羅：力量 Strength

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

Alyson’s 4/21 Tarot：成就者 Achiever (23-57)

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬 回饋 Reward

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬 回饋 Reward

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2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬回饋 Reward

2024 0509今日塔羅：報酬回饋 Reward