【黑語錄】2號壞女孩 荷莉伍德

為什麼要慢慢來？我現在就要得到所有想要的一切，你覺得誰能對荷莉我說不呢？人人都愛金髮尤物。Why would I slow down for? I’m gonna get everything I ever wanted. You think any these men are gonna say no to Holli? Gentlemen prefer blonds. 2024 3月 第12號作品《野心Ambition》 荷莉伍德Hoiil Would(音同”好萊塢”)，是來自1992年一部動畫與真人結合的動畫電影，主要描述一位漫畫家某日夢見一個叫《Cool world》的二次元世界，於是創作了同名漫畫冷酷世界《Cool world》，並創作了一位名叫荷莉伍德的絕世妖豔美女，是所有男人幻想中的夢幻女神，但荷莉不甘心只當一個二次元角色，她想要成為真人，想要成為眾所注目的明星，成為名副其實的宅男女神。於是透過平行宇宙的裂縫，將漫畫家誘騙到冷酷世界，勾引他並與之發生關係，好變成人類取得肉身，進入人類世界追逐她的明星夢，這也是為什麼這個角色取了個與好萊塢同音的名字，雖然說劇情是有點扁平，但在電影表現上卻是很有意思的，是當時少數幾部賽璐珞動畫與真人結合演出的電影動畫片，當然以現在3D動畫技術來說，根本不算不上精緻，但以當時來說卻是很具代表性，就算現在來看也頗有獨樹一格的風格。 《Cool world》電影海報 而我們的壞女人荷莉伍德，要跟迪士尼的反派們或是黛格瑪皇后比起來，她真的算是好傻好天真的妹子，至少她不是走嘴壞嘴丘路線，而是存心幹了壞事，推你下樓還裝B的那種角色，算是紅茶婊內藏綠茶婊的派查某，但她的騷浪賤舞姿確實是很吸引人，就像上篇黛格瑪的其中一個壞語錄說道：「要成為邪惡女王，最重要的就是，要穿上完美的裝扮，你的造型必須兼具誘惑與威嚇，好好展現出事業胸器。」，荷莉絕對是撐好撐滿，讓人很難對她感覺討厭，以32的年資來說，也稱得上德高望重，所以把她放在第二名的壞語錄中，撩撥一下大家的回憶殺，以下是她在電影中的代表語錄。 左為二次元的荷莉伍德，右則為變成真人的荷莉(金貝辛格Kim Basinger飾) I’ve got news for you, pel. I not your ordinary doodle. Since it’s only a dream, indulge your fantasies. Are you gonna follow the rules? Or follow your instincts? Why would I slow down for? I’m gonna get everything I ever wanted. You think any these men are gonna say no to Holli? Gentlemen prefer blonds. Really cool, Jack. I guess it’s tough driving and thinking at the same time huh? Here we sit and we chatter, what are we thinking of ? Let’s not make with the patter. Don’t turn TV on. Instaed turn me on.Baby, let’s make love. I light up like neon, just a tiny section of your affection. What to know what it is about you that really kicks my ass? You prance around here like you’re some big deal. And all this time, you could cross over to the real world, but you haven’t got the guts. You don’t have what it takes to be real. That makes you a wimp in my book. I’ve seen what these mood dames have got going in the real world, and I want it! They’ve got power. When they touch something, they feel it. And when they taste something, they really taste it. And when they do it with a man they really do it. + 喜歡我們文章的朋友，歡迎按讚或分享文章給更多朋友！ + 打字機 / 智美良奈 繪圖器 / AliceCoco IG& FB + 童書與著作販售：亞馬遜 / 博客來 / 贊助我們 

因為Facebook，在世界兩端的她們重新找回另一個自己，天生一對在現實中真實上演！

相遇的故事，宛如電影《天生一對》的電影情節，在現實生活中真實上演。分開近30年的他們，分居地球兩邊，在27歲的Anaïs Bordier，出生於南韓，後來被法國夫妻領養現居於英國倫敦的她，傳送一封Facebook的信開始說起‧‧‧ 在2013年二月的某一天，Anaïs Bordier一位居於倫敦的法國設計師，偶然在YouTube影片看到跟他長的一模一樣的美國女演員－Samantha Futerman。 在一番調查後，發現她不僅也出生南韓，兩人還同月同日生，Samantha也同樣是被領養的。於是Anaïs透過Facebook傳了封訊息‧‧‧ 原文 Hey, My name is Anaïs, I am french and live in London, About 2 months ago, my friend was watching one of your videos with Kevjumba on youtube, and he saw you and thought that we looked really very similar…like… VERY REALLY SIMILAR…we were making jokes about it etc. (I’m always being violent with people and hitting them too hahaha) Today, he saw the trailer of 21 & over and told me he saw you again, I then checked your name on the cast, stalked you A BIT, and found out you were born the 19th of november 1987. I checked more of your videos (which are hilarious) and then came upon how it feels to be adopted’… and discovered you were adopted too. So..I don’t want to be too Linday Lohan, well…but..how to put it..I was wondering where you were born? I was born on the 19th of November 1987, in Busan but my papers were made at the Holt Chuldren’s Institute, so “officially” I was born in Seoul. My korean name is Kim Eunwha. I arrived in France the 5th March 1988, so 3 months later. You can check my facebook if you want to check the pictures and videos. It’s more obvious on videos… Let me know…don’t freak out…Lots of love Anaïs 內容描述大致是說，她與朋友在YouTube看到她參與的影片《21 & over》，發現他們兩個真的長的太像了，在打探一番，發現她生日也在1987年11月19日。而Anaïs又不想太戲劇化嚇到她，只想知道他在哪裡出生。Anaïs闡述了一下自己的出生背景「我出生在釜山，1987年11月19日，身份證明是由Holt幼兒機構所發出，所以官方來說我是在首爾出生的，我的韓國名字叫Kim Eunwha，在出生3個月後，1988年3月5日來到法國。可以看我的Facebook，如果願意和我聯繫的話，請告訴我‧‧‧」 兩人很快的明白，雖然他們一位美國人一位是法國人，受不同的教育與文化薰陶，其實兩位是流著同樣血脈的雙胞胎。 （圖片來源: aplus,facebook） Anaïs與Samantha的第一次見面，連廁所都捨不得上的談上整整3小時。而這讓人感動又激動的故事，從目睹一切到第一次相見、做DNA測試，都將由Samantha Futerman 和 Ryan Miyamoto在Kickstarter上所募集的資金，拍攝成記錄片《Twinsters》。現在就來看看這場，從相認至相識，屬於雙胞胎姊妹的預告旅程。 資料來源： aplus,facebook 

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever

2024 0403 今日塔羅：成就者 Achiever 耶！過了今日，就又要開始好幾天連續休假。 春遊，正是現在很適合的事情。 天氣很舒服，心情也跟著鬆鬆然的飄著。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145382254 今日來個最後衝刺，達標！ 若沒有，怪自己太混，太磨譏，太散漫了。 放假前，把今日效率拉高，衝一波。 日子的盼望，在於平時的打拼。 有人說，不能把希望訂得太過薄弱，顯得志氣小，沒勁。 有人就是適合跳很高，飛很遠。 有人就是習慣靜靜地，慢慢地。 無論怎樣，都好。 大家的期盼，不同，只要欣喜，無論哪樣，都好。 長久以來 土星的紀律 木星的擴展 眾人的辛勞 團隊的合作 大家的共識 投入了資源、金錢、精神、心力和時間 勝利成就在不遠前方，等著成功歡呼聲！ 有時，沒到一定程度，實在看不出努力的方向對不對。 有時，像個天真孩子，只懂悶頭努力，反而更能等待到一片光亮。 成就，有很多樣貌。 財富是一種，人脈是一種。 職位是一種，名氣是一種。 我偏偏喜歡的不是上面列出的任何一種。 我喜歡的成就是，沒給父母丟臉，沒讓晚輩覺丟人。 當朋友想起我的時候是笑顏。 當敵人想到我的時候會汗顏。 我堅持的原則很傻。 傻得讓人覺可笑。 至今，我仍不後悔。 從事人力資源的工作，做到客觀、公正、沒有私心，很難，我很努力將自己的好名聲維持在一定的高度。 我追求的最高成就 ~ 無愧。 有了無愧，不怕偶遇。 達到無愧，不怕打雷。 做到無愧，不怕蓋棺論定。 既無愧，也就能坦然立於天地。 2024/04/03 Tarot Reading: Achiever Hey! After today, it's time for several consecutive days off. Spring outings are just right now. The weather is pleasant, and the mood is relaxed. Today, let's make a final push and reach the goal! If not, blame yourself for being too lazy, too procrastinating, too scattered. Before the holiday, let's increase efficiency for today and make a final push. The hope of days lies in the usual hard work. Some say, don't set hopes too weak, it shows a lack of ambition. Some are suited to jump high, fly far. Some are accustomed to quiet, slow progress. Whichever way, it's all good. Everyone's expectations are different, as long as they are joyful, it's all good. For a long time, The discipline of Saturn, The expansion of Jupiter, The hard work of everyone, The cooperation of the team, The consensus of everyone, Investment of resources, money, spirit, effort, and time. Victory and achievement are just ahead, waiting for the cheers of success! Sometimes, until a certain point, it's hard to see if the effort is right. Sometimes, like an innocent child, only head-down effort can wait for a bright future. Achievement comes in many forms. Wealth is one, connections are another. Position is one, fame is one. But what I like is none of the above. The achievement I like is not embarrassing my parents, not making the younger generation feel ashamed. When friends think of me, they smile. When enemies think of me, they sweat. The principle I adhere to is very silly. Silly enough to be laughable. Yet, to this day, I have no regrets. Working in human resources, achieving objectivity, fairness, and selflessness is difficult. I work hard to maintain my good reputation at a certain level. My ultimate pursuit - to be without regret. With no regret, I fear no encounters. Having reached a state of no regret, I fear no thunder. Being without regret, I fear no posthumous judgment. Being without regret, I can stand confidently in the world. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Achiever

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion 你是嚴格對待自己的人嗎？ 你是嚴肅要求他人的人嗎？ 你是凡事都認真看待的人嗎？ 你是每句話都在心裡牢牢記著的人嗎？ 當你沒達到自己設定的目標時，你有什麼感受？第一個冒出來的心情是哪一種？是否會分析失敗的原因？這樣的失敗又讓你如何看待自己？ 生自己的氣？ 對自己感到失望？ 當這麼多的負面情緒與想法在腦袋裡亂竄的時候，是否曾有過一絲絲的溫柔閃過？是否曾有想告訴自己一些體己話，「你做得很棒」，「你已盡了最大的努力」。 慈悲，我們會給予長者，給予弱者，給予父母，給予小孩，給予朋友。 慈悲，我們最常忘記給予自己。 在過去拼命的工作生涯中，當有臨時狀況發生的時候，我常會苛責自己，覺得自己能力太差，思慮粗糙，沒有事先設想好可能會發生的所有情況。 於是，在每次的專案活動結束後，我總是將剛結束的相關資料再翻閱一次，並將下次可注意的事情寫完整。 然後，在電腦資料夾裡預設一個下次類似專案的資料夾，裡面存放著我現在對於未來一年後類似活動的預設計劃草稿。 可能就是因為如此在那幾年裡我的身體每半年崩垮掉一次，每次需長達一週以上的時間才能慢慢恢復。 這幾天的身體和心理狀況，很是糟糕，無法進食，連藥粉或者是藥水，身體都會自主排斥的無法吞嚥，還會因過度抗拒而吐，體力更是無法支撐，只能昏睡。 多年後，我放過自己，離開了那個高壓的工作環境。 之前的嚴重內耗，身體反撲得厲害。 需付出的代價，直到今日仍未還清。 苦不堪言，也只能自己承受。 這真是自作虐，就難活的清爽自在。 看著身邊的朋友們，好多人對自己的要求始終都很高。 小說寫著霸道總裁總是很高、很帥、很冷漠，不管是哪項都是”很”這個最高等級。 現實生活中，在職場上，靠著自己拚到一個位置的人，都是很認真、很賣命、很勞碌，也是哪項都是”很”這個等級。 還會被要求高情商、高度協調、高度配合、高度抗壓、高度耐操。 看著社會上那麼多人拚著命，賣著健康的努力，也沒什麼事發生，自己也會是那個幸運兒吧。 可，誰又能保證誰不會是那個”萬中選一”的呢？ 在你的心中，你認為「慈悲」是什麼？ 你如何看待「慈悲」？ 在悲傷的時刻，還能惦記到別人的好，這是共情，是體貼，也是一種慈悲。 倘若在憤怒之際，怒火要噴天時，突然想到對方過去的貼心和彼此間曾有過的笑容，瞬間冷靜下來了，我覺這是一種對他人和對自己的慈悲。 我覺得若眼前的人是曾經欺侮過你，辜負過你的人，懇求你的協助和放下昔日的糾葛，而你，放下了，也放過了，這不只是慈悲；若用這幾年的網路小說用詞，這是聖母神佛層級的大愛，我自認為做不到。 領航者塔羅對於『慈悲』這張牌是這樣認為的 ~ 在愛的世界裡，你是善於為愛注入溫暖和祥和能量的，有你在的場子，大家都會感受到和樂和喜悅。 總是有強大的共情力和同理心，在你的心中及懷抱裡，總是有更多的諒解與更多的寬容。 慈悲有著一隻黃金佛手印，這手印賦予著抽到牌的人，運用慈愛、療癒力及安定力量，去協助與療癒跟你請求指引的人。 因為心懷慈悲，心胸寬大，財運總是會跟隨著善良的人。 財富，範圍不是只有金錢與俗稱的財產，還有許多非具體或實際的。 常有機緣與陌生之人有場愉快的邂垢，就是一種美好的財富。 佛教認為「慈悲」是複合詞，由四無量心的「慈」與「悲」合成，其意義相近。 在網路上看到一位佛教宗師對於「慈悲」的講解，與我內心的以為很是貼近。 「慈悲，原是佛教用語，拆開來看，「慈」是把快樂給人，「悲」是拔一切眾生苦。眾生有苦，我們幫助他解決，帶給他快樂，這個心就叫「慈悲心」。金菩提宗師教導大家：「真正的慈悲就是特別的愛，就像母親呵護孩子一樣的精神特質，包含關懷、包容、真誠、愛心，還有一顆善解人意之心。」慈悲所產生的愛是非常廣博的，他對所有生命都心懷慈悲，從自然界中的山川、河流、鮮花、動物，到任何需要幫助的人，都具有一種憐憫、慈悲之心。」 基督教 「慈悲是讓一個人得到比他應得的還更寬容的對待。 透過耶穌基督的贖罪，才可能有慈悲。 我們的天父知道我們有弱點和罪。 祂寬恕我們的罪，幫助我們回去與祂同住，這就是慈悲的表現。」 不管是哪一種信仰，或是沒有任何信仰。 我覺「慈悲」，是從小我，小愛出發，懂得愛自己的人，不須提醒，自然能夠覺察到別人的用心和難處，會因理解、體諒而溫柔。 慈悲就如同”善”，像漣漪一圈一圈擴散了出去，永不停歇。 資料來源：金菩提宗師 https://www.jinbodhi.org/79729/ Today's Tarot: Compassion Are you someone who holds yourself to strict standards? Are you demanding of others? Do you take everything seriously? Do you hold onto every word spoken? When you don't reach your set goals, how do you feel? What's the first emotion that surfaces? Do you analyze the reasons for failure? How does such failure make you see yourself? Do you get angry with yourself? Do you feel disappointed? Amidst the chaos of so many negative emotions and thoughts swirling in your mind, have you ever felt a hint of tenderness? Have you ever wanted to tell yourself some comforting words like "You did great" or "You've done your best"? Compassion, we give it to elders, to the weak, to parents, to children, to friends. Compassion, the one we often forget to give to ourselves. During my years of relentless work, whenever unexpected situations arose, I often blamed myself, feeling inadequate and poorly prepared, failing to anticipate all possible scenarios. So, after every project, I would review the relevant materials and jot down things to pay attention to next time. Then, I would create a folder in my computer for similar future projects, storing drafts of plans for activities similar to what I had just finished. Perhaps because of this, my body collapsed every six months during those years, taking over a week each time to slowly recover. These past few days, my physical and mental condition has been terrible, unable to eat, unable to swallow even powdered medicine or liquid without my body rejecting it, even vomiting due to excessive resistance, and my strength unable to sustain me, only able to fall into a deep sleep. Years later, I forgave myself and left that high-pressure work environment. The severe internal strain from before led to a strong backlash from my body. The price to pay, still not fully settled until today. It's unbearable, but I have to endure it myself. It's truly self-inflicted suffering, making it difficult to live comfortably and freely. Looking at my friends around me, so many of them have high demands on themselves. Novels depict dominant CEOs as tall, handsome, and aloof, everything being "very" to the highest degree. In real life, those who rise through the ranks in the workplace through their own efforts are very serious, hardworking, and diligent, also embodying "very" in every aspect. They are also expected to have high emotional intelligence, high coordination ability, high cooperation, high resistance to pressure, and high endurance. Seeing so many people in society striving and sacrificing their health without much happening, could I also be one of the lucky ones? But who can guarantee that one won't be the "one in a million"? In your heart, what do you think "compassion" is? How do you view "compassion"? In moments of sadness, being able to remember the good in others is empathy, thoughtfulness, and also a form of compassion. If in anger, when the flames are about to erupt, suddenly remembering the intimacy of the past and the smiles shared, instantly calming down, I think this is a form of compassion for both others and oneself. If the person in front of you is someone who has once mistreated you, disappointed you, and now seeks your help and forgiveness, and you, being able to let go and forgive, this is not just compassion; in terms of the internet novels of recent years, this is a level of great love akin to a saint or a deity, something I believe I couldn't achieve. According to the Navigator Tarot, this card "Compassion" is seen as follows ~ In the world of love, you are adept at infusing warmth and peaceful energy into love. Wherever you are, everyone will feel joy and happiness. You always possess strong empathy and compassion. In your heart and arms, there is always more understanding and tolerance. Compassion bears a golden Buddha's palm imprint. This imprint endows the one drawing the card with the ability to use love, healing, and stabilizing power to assist and heal those who seek guidance from you. Because of compassion and generosity, wealth always follows the kind-hearted. Wealth, its scope is not limited to just money and material possessions, there are also many intangible or abstract forms. There are often opportunities to have pleasant encounters with strangers, which is a kind of beautiful wealth. In Buddhism, "compassion" is a compound word, composed of the "loving-kindness" (maitri) and "compassion" (karuna) of the Four Immeasurables, with similar meanings. I saw an explanation of "compassion" by a Buddhist master on the internet, which resonated deeply with my inner thoughts. He said: "Compassion, originally a Buddhist term, when broken down, 'loving-kindness' is giving happiness to others, and 'compassion' is alleviating the suffering of all beings. When beings suffer, we help them solve their problems and bring them happiness. This heart is called 'compassionate.' Master Jin Bodhi teaches us: 'True compassion is a special kind of love, like the spirit of a mother caring for her child, including caring, tolerance, sincerity, love, and understanding of others.' The love generated by compassion is very extensive, with compassion for all life, from the mountains and rivers of the natural world, to flowers, animals, and any people in need, having a heart of compassion and mercy." In Christianity, "Compassion" is treating someone more leniently than they deserve. Compassion is only possible through the atonement of Jesus Christ. Our Father knows our weaknesses and sins. He forgives our sins and helps us return to dwell with Him, which is the expression of compassion. Regardless of the faith, or lack thereof, I believe "compassion" starts from loving oneself and understanding oneself, without needing reminders, naturally able to perceive others' intentions and difficulties, responding with gentleness due to understanding and empathy. Compassion is like "goodness," spreading out like ripples, never ceasing. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Compassion

2024 0402 今日塔羅：感知者 Sensor

2024 0402 今日塔羅：感知者 Sensor 今日，有著較為敏銳的能力。 善用。擅用。 要懂得善加運用。要落實運用，才更能擅長使用。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145277131 打開天線，接收 整個人，從頭到腳，從外到內，敏銳者，懂得者，都明白，都是能夠接收、感知的。 春風吹拂在臉上，我們感知到春天到了。 看著新發出的枝枒，看著粉紅，粉白的櫻花，眼睛也看到了春天。 風，是能量。 花，是能量。 我們感受到能量，欣賞到能量，也吸收著能量。 我個人覺得”吃東西”，是一件很美好的事情，且有著多重效果。 看著美色，聞著美味，吃著美食，身體從眼睛、鼻子至腸胃，是一連串吸收能量的動作。 吃飽了，身體儲備了能量，心情愉悅了，心靈上也充飽了動能。 想著，寫著，感覺，我的肚子又餓了。 相信直覺力，相信洞悉力 很多時候，不相信你的是你自己 很多時候，其實老天都在幫你 常聽身邊的人說，這不懂，那沒注意 … 尤其是在心靈與覺察這些部分。 我想，是把簡單的事情想得有點複雜了。 我總認為”開心、愉悅、幸福”，就是美好心靈的寫照。 而這，大家都很容易就覺察到了。 只是，你自己從未打開心靈接收 覺察，有時候就是靜一下心，感受一下，回想一些，內心湧現的情緒是什麼，也就明白對這件事，那樁事，心裡是如何認為的。 真相、覺知、接收、傳遞、祝福 靈性的真相是什麼？我不知道。 我正在學習的路上。 聽人家說的，看人家寫的，自己的思考，很是重要。 有的時候看似很簡單的名詞，若真要說明，還真不知道如何確切的描述。 何謂「覺知」？ 我喜歡chatgpt的回答：『覺知是指對於自身以及周圍環境的察覺和認知能力。包括對感覺、情緒、思想和身體狀態的觀察和理解。覺知也被描述為一種關注當下的方式，專注於當前的感受和經驗，而不是過去或未來的思考。在心理學和精神修煉中，覺知常常被視為一種重要的能力，可以幫助人們更好地應對壓力、情緒和生活挑戰。』 從每次書寫塔羅牌的內容，一個個名詞再次學習和認識，若過去不清楚的，現在開始明白了。若過去學習到錯誤的，現在開始是正確的。 學習，讓自己越來越好。 而，這是一種覺察。 Today's Tarot: The Sensor Today, there is a heightened sense of awareness. Utilize it. Master it. To understand it well is to make good use of it. Apply it in practice, and you will excel. Open the antenna, receive From head to toe, from outside to inside, those who are perceptive, those who understand, all comprehend, all can receive and perceive. As the spring breeze brushes against our faces, we sense that spring has arrived. Looking at the newly budding branches, seeing the pink and white cherry blossoms, our eyes also see spring. Wind is energy. Flowers are energy. We feel the energy, appreciate it, and absorb it. I personally think that "eating" is a wonderful thing, with multiple effects. Seeing beauty, smelling deliciousness, eating delicious food, from the eyes, nose to the stomach, it's a series of actions to absorb energy. After being full, the body stores energy, the mood becomes cheerful, and the soul is also filled with momentum. Thinking, writing, feeling, my stomach is hungry again. Trust intuition, trust insight Many times, it's yourself that you don't believe in. Many times, in fact, heaven is helping you. Often hear people around saying, "This isn't understood, that wasn't noticed..." especially in matters of the mind and awareness. I think we've made simple things a bit too complicated. I always believe that "happiness, joy, and happiness" are the epitome of a beautiful soul. And this, everyone can easily perceive. However, you've never opened your soul to receive. Awareness, sometimes it's just calming the mind, feeling, recalling some emotions that arise in the heart, then you understand how you feel about this matter, that matter. Truth, awareness, reception, transmission, blessings What is the spiritual truth? I don't know. I'm on the learning path. Listening to others, reading what others write, and one's own thinking are very important. Sometimes seemingly simple terms, if you really want to explain them, you don't know how to describe them accurately. What is "awareness"? I like ChatGPT's answer: "Awareness refers to the ability to perceive and understand oneself and the surrounding environment. It includes the observation and understanding of sensations, emotions, thoughts, and physical states. Awareness is also described as a way of paying attention to the present moment, focusing on current feelings and experiences, rather than past or future thoughts. In psychology and spiritual practice, awareness is often seen as an important ability that can help people better cope with stress, emotions, and life challenges." From every writing of the Tarot, I learn and understand each term again. If unclear in the past, I now understand. If learned incorrectly in the past, it's now corrected. Learning makes oneself better and better. And, this is a form of awareness. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Sensor

2024 0213 今日塔羅：時空

2024 0213 今日塔羅：時空 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/138257620 昨日、今日、明日 無法明確的區分 沒能注意到是從何時開始 常常會用問句為文章的第一句 這是怎麼樣的思維產生的結果？ 我想，不自信有可能是其中一個原因 像是在群體中發言 為了讓自己說出的話更具說服力 總是會拉出其他名字，像是為我們所說的話”背書”似的 不過 也有可能是為了強調 希望帶出來接下來的重要內容或訊息 但 我想跳出這樣的框架 於是將今日原本的第一句話給刪除了 “是預見還是遠見?” 在時空中發生的事情 很多沒能有個正確解釋說明的 有時候甚至搞不太清楚哪個是因，哪個是果 會讓人有著”怎會變成這樣呢？”的感嘆 時空像是黑洞 我是這樣覺得的 時空裡充滿著神祕，無法言說的秘密 甚至讓人有點恐懼 到底，是無重力的輕盈好？ 還是，每步皆踩在地上的實在好？ 時空，就是會讓我這樣 … 思緒很多，但都飄浮在空中 用力伸手一抓，有時像是抓到持續在指縫間流逝的沙子 無法留住 … Yesterday, today, tomorrow Blurry lines between them Unable to pinpoint when it began Often starting with a question How did this thought pattern emerge? I think, lack of confidence might be one reason Like speaking in a group To make our words more convincing We often name-drop, as if to "endorse" what we say However, It could also be to emphasize Hoping to bring out the important content or message to follow But I want to break out of this framework So I deleted the original first line of today "Is it foresight or hindsight?" Events unfolding in spacetime Many lack a clear explanation Sometimes it's hard to distinguish cause from effect Leaving us wondering, "How did it come to this?" Space feels like a black hole That's how I see it Filled with mysteries, unspeakable secrets It can even evoke a bit of fear Is weightlessness of zero gravity better? Or is it the solid ground beneath every step? Space, it makes me... Thoughts swirling, but all float in the air Trying to grasp, sometimes it feels like catching sand slipping through my fingers Unable to hold on... #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Space #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #時空

Alyson’s 3/01 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing

Alyson’s 3/01 Tarot：滋養 孕育 Nurturing 樹枝冒了芽，還沒能結成果 時間是聖誕老公公，帶來祝福和成果 春天，是到了， 充滿生機，充滿希望， 關於豐收，還需要時間，還需要耐心，還需要細心呵護和照望。 時機未到，說是期盼落空還太早。 我請宇宙送給我三月的塔羅牌。 宇宙說，莫操之過急，但，與豐收這個結果，還有一大段距離。 還需努力耕耘，還需細心呵護，還需用心良苦。 持續認真，一定是需要的心情。 像農夫般，每日關心著，關注著，觀察著。 需要剪枝調整時，莫猶豫。 需要澆肥給料時，莫遲疑。 繼續努力，Alyson。 現在這個時候，論成果一切都還算太早。 The branches have budded, but fruits have yet to form. Time is like Santa Claus, bringing blessings and outcomes. Spring has arrived, full of vitality, full of hope, regarding harvest, it still needs time, patience, careful nurturing, and care. The timing isn't right; it's too early to say hopes are dashed. I asked the universe for a tarot card for March. The universe said, don't be too hasty, but there's still a long way to go for the harvest. Effort is still needed, careful nurturing is still required, and it requires heartfelt labor. Continuing earnestly is definitely necessary. Like a farmer, paying daily attention, observing. When pruning is needed, don't hesitate. When fertilizing is required, don't delay. Keep striving, Alyson. At this moment, it's still too early to talk about results. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Nurturing #Worlds #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #滋養孕育 #物質 #地球 #行動

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57) 問題：我4/04的未來日記主題 抽牌：恐懼 Fear https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145565419 凌晨聊天過了頭，又搞亂了生理時鐘。 下次真的要有勇氣開口跟對方說，請停止，不要再說下去。 其實，我有說出口，對方像是沒聽到似的，只顧著自己一直說。 我明白，這樣的情況是不好的。 就是因不忍心在知道對方的心情正在撞牆情況，讓對方一人奮鬥著。 心想著，伸手拉人一把，就是在這樣寧靜的夜晚會是關鍵時刻。 畢竟，不能賭注得認為”不需想這麼多，這應該不會成為那個萬一的時刻”。 但若假設，我沒適時伸出手拉住，真成為了那”萬一”呢？ 我的心，會永遠過不了這坎的。 只是，陪了朋友，賠了自己。 這樣的事情，真不能太常發生。 於是今日，就從清晨兩點多才能睡覺的煩雜心情中開啟。 在害怕中，希望發出了芽 在擔憂中，自信閃著亮光 今日的未來日記從午後起了頭。 是要與朋友碰面聚會呀。 在一家一直很想前往的咖啡廳。 在老家附近。 車子啟動的瞬間，耳朵像是突然聽到非常尖銳的聲音，刺痛著，且連續兩次。 上次這樣的痛，心中的念頭一閃而過，我因犯懶，沒認真看待。 造成這輩子的後悔不已。 那是爸爸緊急急診的前一天晚上。 長程通勤多年的我，那晚，好累。 心中想著明日就要跟爸爸一起吃飯，於是發懶得沒回家探望。 再也沒有機會跟爸爸一起待在老家了。 今天又痛，不敢再輕忽。 我需要改變討厭麻煩的個性。 且，我知道是爸爸在我耳邊交待事情，提醒我要注意。 原本是計畫著將車子停放在老家，等聚會結束再進入屋內查巡，看看。 因耳朵痛，就打開大門，馬上就聽到奇怪的聲音。 真的是非常慶幸在聚會前趕緊先查看。 老家魚缸因地震龜裂，魚缸的水流了滿地。 裡面的魚，倒在淺淺的水哩，正在掙扎著呼吸。 趕緊打電話給家人，問，這要怎麼處理。 地震是能量的傳出，這是自然之道，避免不了。 老天把危險降到了最小，且也安排了一切。 因昨天我有先回老家一趟看看地震後有沒有造成損壞，所以有注意到空置的魚缸，今天就剛好可以運用上。 且過去有注意到家人都一直有準備去掉氯氣的水，在魚缸換水時可以使用。 今日，魚，得以繼續悠游，沒事。 我很開心。 沒有因討厭麻煩而忽視了魚的生命。 沒有忽略耳朵痛和心中的聲音，而忽視了隱藏的危機，因馬達一直空轉，若產生火花，後果很難預料會是怎麼樣。 我 ~ 在保守中學會謹慎 在謹慎中思考細心 在細心中實踐體貼 在體貼中發散著愛 學習了塔羅之後，老師提醒著我，在感官中，我的聽覺是最敏感，也是對於宇宙，對與天地萬物的連結，啟蒙最早的。 所以，我能”聽見”。 因聽不懂，故我得懂得”覺察”與”分析、判斷”。 將家裡的事情大約整理，不會有危險後，前往跟朋友約定的地點。 咖啡，濃郁，好喝。 甜點，甜而不膩，好吃。 洗手間，乾淨清爽，好舒服。 因事情都已妥善處理好，放鬆的心，也就更能享受當下與朋友相聚的快樂。 感恩造物主給予的天賦。 感恩靈魂的敏銳與提醒。 「隨風潛入夜，潤物細無聲。」 感恩造物主，爸爸一直與我們同在。 爸爸保護著我們，就像過去那樣。 爸爸，沒有離開。 是啊！每每想到這樣，淚，就流下。 Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot: Fear (7-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/04 Card drawn: Fear Staying up too late chatting, once again disrupting my circadian rhythm. Next time, I really need to gather the courage to speak up and say, "Stop, let's not continue this conversation." In truth, I did speak up, but it seemed like the other person didn't hear me and just kept talking. I understand that this situation isn't good. It's because I can't bear to see the other person struggling with their emotions, hitting a wall all by themselves. I think to myself, extending a helping hand might be crucial, especially on such quiet nights. After all, I can't gamble on thinking "I don't need to worry about it, it probably won't become that 'what if' moment." But what if, hypothetically, I don't reach out in time and it does become that "what if"? My heart wouldn't be able to overcome that hurdle. Just accompanying a friend, I've sacrificed myself. Such occurrences really shouldn't happen too often. So today begins with a cluttered mind from finally being able to sleep after 2 in the morning. In fear, hope sprouts. In worry, confidence shines bright. Today's journal about the future starts in the afternoon. It's about meeting up with friends. At a café I've been wanting to visit for a long time. Near my hometown. As the car starts, my ears suddenly perceive a sharp, piercing sound, twice in a row. The last time I felt this pain, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, but I didn't take it seriously. It led to regrets that haunt me till now. It was the night before my dad's emergency hospital visit. After years of commuting, that night, I was exhausted. I thought I'd see him the next day for dinner, so laziness kept me from visiting home. I never got the chance to be with my dad in our hometown again. Today, the pain returns, and I dare not ignore it. I need to change my dislike for trouble. And I know it's my dad reminding me to be cautious. Originally, I planned to park the car at home and inspect it later after the gathering. But due to the ear pain, I arrived home early. Opening the door, I heard a strange sound. I'm truly fortunate that I checked before the gathering. The fish tank at home cracked due to an earthquake, flooding the floor. The fish were lying in shallow water, struggling to breathe. I quickly called family to ask how to handle it. An earthquake is an energy transmission, a part of nature; it can't be avoided. The universe minimized the danger and arranged everything. Because I had visited home after the earthquake yesterday to check for damage, I noticed the empty fish tank, which I could utilize today. And because I had noticed that my family always prepared water with chlorine to replace the fish tank water, I could use it when changing the water today. Today, the fish are able to swim peacefully, unharmed. I'm happy. I didn't neglect the lives of the fish due to my aversion to trouble. I didn't overlook the ear pain and the voice in my heart, thus avoiding a hidden crisis; the motor kept running empty, and if sparks had occurred, the consequences would have been unimaginable. I ~ Learned caution through conservation. Contemplated carefully through caution. Practiced thoughtfulness through carefulness. Radiated love through thoughtfulness. After learning tarot, my teacher reminded me that among my senses, my hearing is the most sensitive and the earliest connection to the universe and all things. So, I could "hear." And if I can't understand, then I must learn to "perceive" and "analyze, judge." After roughly sorting out things at home, ensuring there was no danger, I headed to the meeting place with my friends. The coffee was rich and delicious. The desserts were sweet but not overwhelming, simply delicious. The restroom was clean and refreshing, very comfortable. With everything taken care of, my relaxed mind could fully enjoy the happiness of being with friends in the present moment. Grateful for the talents bestowed by the Creator. Grateful for the sensitivity and reminders of the soul. "Drifting into the night with the wind, nourishing everything silently." Grateful to the Creator, my dad has always been with us. Dad is still protecting us, just like before. Dad hasn't left. Yes! Every time I think of this, tears flow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fear

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57) 問題：我4/09的未來日記主題 抽牌：均衡 Equilibrium 今天，感覺蠻忙碌的。 因為心上掛念著今天要上課，在清晨六點多醒來一次，然後就又造成八點多真正需要起床的時間，迷迷糊糊地，無法清醒起床。 這真的是有點傷腦筋。 明天開始要比今天更早起床一個多小時。 天兒呀！ 真的是自己給自己找事情，且會非常忙碌。 今天未來日記是第二週主題「死亡」中的「均衡」。 可，到現在晚上九點鐘，我只感受到學習的比重佔滿了腦袋，導致同樣的時間，卻比其他夜晚更為疲憊。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146079133 均衡，是表示情緒是平衡穩定的。 而今天，沒有太多的情緒起伏，雖然面對一些官僚式作法讓我心裡猛搖頭，但尊重，所以沒有顯露任何內心想法。 塔羅牌「均衡」圖案表示 ~ 若情緒卡在憂鬱或悲傷，要像鴨子花盆，漂浮在情緒水域之上，讓心智與身心達到沉靜的狀態，讓悲傷隨著流水，靜靜伴著你，靜靜地划過心海，慢慢地流向心底最深處，慢慢地進入你深處的記憶，存在，但盡量別引起強大衝擊，讓你的情緒起伏震盪，導致好不容易平靜下來的心，再度因此而狂亂。 今天的「未來日記」與塔羅抽牌，沒有連結之處，更無重疊的軌跡。 若硬要連結牽扯在一起，那就是晚上聽著瑞．強德蘭的「水晶骷髏頭」神秘教導的線上課程。 完全聽不懂，跟不上老師所說的，即使有翻譯的緩衝時間，仍很難了解。 但可能因試著聽，所以情緒是平坦無波的。 只有兩眼間的皮膚有著褶皺，因為聽不懂而一直皺眉。 Alyson's 4/10 Tarot: Equilibrium (12-57) Question: The theme of my journal for 4/09 Card drawn: Equilibrium Today feels quite busy. Waking up around six in the morning, feeling the weight of the day's classes ahead, I couldn't fully rouse myself until after eight, feeling groggy and unable to fully awaken. It's a bit of a headache. Starting tomorrow, I'll need to wake up over an hour earlier than today. Oh, boy! Seems like I'm finding ways to keep myself occupied, and it's going to be hectic. Today's journal theme is "Death" from the second week, focusing on "Equilibrium." However, as it nears nine in the evening, my mind feels consumed with studying, leaving me more fatigued than usual at this hour compared to other nights. Equilibrium implies emotional stability. Today, there haven't been many emotional highs or lows. Though faced with bureaucratic procedures that make me shake my head internally, I choose to respect them, thus not expressing any inner thoughts outwardly. The imagery of the Tarot card "Equilibrium" suggests that if emotions linger in sadness or melancholy, one should float like a duck on the emotional waters, achieving a state of calmness in mind and body. Let sadness drift along the currents, silently accompanying you, gently passing through the sea of your heart, slowly flowing into the deepest recesses of your being, existing but trying not to cause a significant impact that would disrupt the calmness you've painstakingly achieved. Today's "journal of the future" and the Tarot draw don't seem to have any connection or overlapping paths. If one were to forcefully link them, it might be the online course by Rue Quandlran on "Crystal Skulls" mysteries that I listened to in the evening. I couldn't understand it at all, struggling to keep up with the teacher's words, even with translation buffering time; comprehension remained elusive. However, perhaps the attempt to listen kept my emotions flat. The only wrinkles were between my brows, a result of my constant frowning due to the lack of understanding. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equilibrium

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play

2024 0419 今日塔羅：魔鬼之樂 Devils Play 學習課程的內容對我來說實在是蠻困難的。 今天忍不住跟班主任說，看著大家的背影，追得好辛苦。 班主任苦笑回覆說，妳得繼續撐著。苦，得忍著。不然要賠錢的。 聽到這話，我也只能握緊拳頭，默默低著頭進教室裡繼續上課。 好久沒有這樣的心情了 ~ 開心迎接週五的心情。 真是太棒了！ 今天，是週五，地獄學習週我撐過了第二次。 下次，就是第三次需要再度經歷的苦熬日子了。 不過，那也是兩天後的事情。 今晚，就來歡樂放鬆一下啦。 昨天就計畫了，週五的晚餐要吃點不一樣的。 鹹酥雞？炸雞？還是披薩呢？ 好想念有夥伴，與朋友同公司工作的情景。 週五晚，可以相約吃晚餐，喝咖啡，聊得天南地北都不怕累。 現在，買了披薩還要考慮吃不完，怎麼辦。 宇宙知道我們經過一週的努力工作，認真學習，都挺累得。 宇宙說 ~ 魔鬼之樂之夜！開趴囉！ 就是歡樂，就是激情，就是興奮不已。 喝一杯，喝兩杯，喝得天花亂墜，小心危險，注意安全。 犒賞自己，慰勞自己，辛苦了！ https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147134758 當然可以慶祝的，自己身上經歷的辛勞，自己最清楚，自己不重視，不對自己好些，要等誰呵護妳呢？ 等一等，不可怕。 恐怖的是，慢慢等，慢慢等，等到花兒都謝落了，還沒等來。 慶祝生命力 ~ 慶祝辛勤努力 ~ 慶祝歡喜收穫 ~ 慶祝豐收喜樂 ~ 若要送走悲傷，就用歡笑與愉快吧。 若要提振精神，就用歡樂與開懷吧。 若要破除舊有，就用喜樂與更新吧。 今天是二十四節氣的穀雨。 據說是黃帝向全國百姓和丞相宣布倉頡造字的成就，在這一天，天空下起了一場雨，雨中帶著許許多多的穀米。 在這節氣裡，有些事情要注意： l 不要生氣 忽冷忽熱的天氣，讓我們的身體光是適應就耗費不少元氣，別再加重身體的負擔。 l 不要穿太少衣物 還沒到完全夏天，小心夜間露水重，別著涼。 l 不要去森林 冬眠的動物們已甦醒，肚子很空很餓的他們，單獨或成群結隊外出覓食了。別去驚擾他們的饗宴。 l 注意濕氣 雨下完了，太陽還沒來，青苔倒是先趕上了。 濕，讓環境增加了危險，讓身體增加了黏滯感，不清爽，不舒服。 l 注意傳染病 春風吹呀吹，吹到妳我的心窩，也吹起了無法斷絕根部的雜草及等待風起的病毒。 小心，還是戴起口罩，保護自己吧。 l 別輕易去山區 春雷動，春雨落。 在山中，在山谷，在溪河裡。 暴漲，不知會是何時何地。 不熟悉，別亂入。 熟悉，別輕忽。 在這個重要的節氣，請妥善照顧好自己的健康與安全。 Tarot Reading for April 19, 2024: Devils Play The content of my study course is quite challenging for me. Today, I couldn't help but tell the homeroom teacher that chasing after everyone's backs was so exhausting. The homeroom teacher smiled bitterly and replied, "You have to keep holding on. Endure the bitterness, or else you'll lose money." Hearing this, I could only clench my fists tightly, silently lower my head, and continue attending classes in the classroom. It's been a while since I felt like this - eagerly welcoming the mood for Friday. It's just great! Today is Friday, and I survived the second week of hellish learning. Next time, it will be the third time I have to endure such hardship again. But that's two days away. Tonight, let's relax and have some fun. I planned it yesterday; I want something different for Friday dinner. Fried chicken? Pizza? I miss having companions, working in the same company as friends. On Friday evenings, we could arrange to have dinner together, drink coffee, and chat endlessly without getting tired. Now, after buying pizza, I have to consider what to do if we can't finish it. The universe knows we've worked hard all week, studied seriously, and we're all quite tired. The universe says, "The night of devil's play! Let's party!" It's all about joy, passion, and excitement. Have a drink, have two, indulge until you're dizzy. Be careful, it's dangerous. Reward yourself, comfort yourself, you've worked hard! Of course, you can celebrate; you know best the hardships you've experienced, if you don't value yourself, who else will take care of you? Wait a moment, it's not scary. What's terrifying is waiting slowly, waiting until the flowers wither, and still not getting what you waited for. Celebrate vitality, Celebrate hard work, Celebrate joyous harvest, Celebrate abundant joy. If you want to bid farewell to sadness, use laughter and joy. If you want to boost your spirits, use joy and openness. If you want to break free from the old, use joy and renewal. Today is the Grain Rain, one of the twenty-four solar terms. It is said that on this day, Emperor Huang announced the achievement of Cangjie in creating characters, and it rained heavily with lots of grains. During this solar term, there are some things to note: *Don't get angry. The sudden changes in temperature make our bodies consume a lot of energy just to adapt, don't burden yourself further. *Don't wear too little clothing. It's not fully summer yet, be careful of heavy night dew, don't catch a cold. *Avoid going into the forest. Hibernating animals have woken up and are very hungry. They are going out alone or in groups to find food. Don't disturb their feast. *Watch out for humidity. After the rain, before the sun comes out, moss has already appeared. The dampness makes the environment more dangerous, and the body feels sticky and uncomfortable. *Be mindful of contagious diseases. The spring breeze blows, blowing into your and my hearts, also blowing up the weeds and viruses waiting for the wind. Be careful, wear your mask to protect yourself. *Don't easily go to mountainous areas. Spring thunder, spring rain. In the mountains, in the valleys, in the streams. Flash floods, we don't know when or where. If you're not familiar, don't enter. If you're familiar, don't underestimate it. During this important solar term, please take good care of your health and safety. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #DevilsPlay

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2024 0426 今日塔羅：慈悲 Compassion

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