2024 0604 今日塔羅：豐收 Harvest

2024 0604 今日塔羅：豐收 Harvest 昨天的你，好嗎？ 我很喜歡昨天的天氣，微涼，有點灰色的天空，襯得車水馬龍的街道不顯得擁擠。 即使有點塞車，心情舒服下也就可靜靜等。 匆忙趕到上課教室。 同學看了我一眼，驚聲大呼說，你是昨夜裡打劫去嗎？眼睛怎麼了？頭髮怎麼了？ 我急喊，別說話，別看著我。請給我兩小時，給你另一個面容。 趕快坐進位置，掩藏起我剛睡醒的水腫臉，睡意惺忪的眼，亂翹不符貼的髮絲。 中午休息時間，雙十年華的女孩說著她想要的未來，家人不支持。 我給了建議，她說沒有說到她的心底裡。 噗哧！慘了，我開始不懂得新一代的年輕孩子了。 可是我好想午睡，就不糾結她的煩惱事情。 不能將她的問題變成是我另一種沉重包袱。 在茶水間跟另一位同學打招呼。 同學找我說他需要聊聊。 我看著我的位置一眼，難道找時間跟我的位置培養上課以外的感情，這樣地困難嗎？ 聽著同學說的事情，忍不住插入建議。 原來，我會因為想做其他事情而想要盡快給出建議或看法，好早點結束話題。 只剩六分鐘的休息時間。 瞇一下好了，我正這樣想著。 趴在桌上，羊圈的柵欄還未升起。 同學問，誰的手機遺忘在洗手間裡。 「我的。」我站起來回覆。 再回到位置後，很好，休息時間只剩一分鐘。 算了！ 罷了！ 休息時間就這樣溜過去了。 下完課後，抓緊時間完成週日課程後的作業，然後晚上繼續坐在電腦桌前聽著線上課程講座。 快結束這樣日夜都是課程，工作日及周末假日都是課程的狀態。 學習，挺充實。 課程，挺多元。 生活，挺繁忙。 今日塔羅牌是『豐收』。 多好啊！ 若能愛情、財富、職位、家庭都得意，人生須盡歡呀。 豐收 ~ 在愛情、情感上，獲得了滋養，幸福感爆棚。 物質上也不缺，感覺是情場、享受都得意。 財運旺旺旺，有投資有豐收。 只是，勿沉溺，勿得意，勿迷戀，勿貪心。 人生有度，才是幸福。 過與不及，都是缺。 Tarot for Today: Harvest How was your day yesterday? I really liked yesterday's weather. It was slightly cool, with a bit of a gray sky, making the bustling streets feel less crowded. Even with a bit of traffic, a good mood can make waiting feel peaceful. Rushing to the classroom. A classmate looked at me and exclaimed, "Did you go robbing last night? What happened to your eyes? Your hair?" I quickly replied, "Don't talk, don't look at me. Give me two hours, and you'll see a different face." I hurried to my seat, hiding my puffy just-awake face, sleepy eyes, and messy hair. During the lunch break, a girl in her twenties talked about her desired future, and how her family doesn't support her. I gave her some advice, but she said it didn't touch her heart. Oops! I realized I might not understand the younger generation anymore. But I really wanted a nap, so I didn't dwell on her troubles. I couldn't let her problems become another heavy burden for me. I greeted another classmate in the tea room. He said he needed to talk. I glanced at my seat, thinking, is it so hard to find time to bond with my seat outside of class? Listening to his issues, I couldn't help but interject with advice. It turns out, I tend to rush to give suggestions or opinions so I can get back to what I want to do sooner. Only six minutes left of the break. I thought about taking a quick nap. Lying on the desk, I hadn't even started to doze off when a classmate asked, "Who left their phone in the restroom?" "It's mine," I replied, standing up. After retrieving it, I found that only one minute of break was left. Forget it! It's gone! The break slipped away just like that. After class, I hurried to finish the homework due for Sunday’s course, then continued with an online lecture in the evening. I'm almost done with this schedule of non-stop courses day and night, weekdays and weekends. Learning is fulfilling. The courses are diverse. Life is busy. Today's Tarot card is "Harvest." How wonderful! If we could achieve success in love, wealth, career, and family, life would be a joyous celebration. Harvest In love and emotions, you receive nourishment, overflowing with happiness. Materially, you lack nothing, feeling satisfied both in romance and enjoyment. Financially, fortune is on your side, with investments bringing bountiful returns. However, do not get carried away, do not be complacent, do not become infatuated, do not be greedy. A balanced life is true happiness. Excess or deficiency, both are flaws. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

2024 0401 今日塔羅：沉著.冷靜 Equanimity

2024 0401 今日塔羅：沉著.冷靜 Equanimity https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145158556 天空很藍，雲朵很白， 是讓人看了會覺得欣喜的天氣。 雪山冰峰高聳，霧靄滿滿， 有點冷，有點凍，身體忍不住打起了哆嗦。 藍水晶在閃亮，紫水晶在發光， 礁石在海底暗沉，有一些些點點亮。 洞察力啟動，邏輯思維正強大。 思考前，深呼吸，靜靜心。 思考後，嘆口氣，淨淨心。 有些灰暗，看到，不說破。 有些陰沉，知道，不戳破。 有些漆黑，明白，不打破。 有些思慮，在心上惦兩，在腦中計畫。 有些考量，在腦中運轉，在心裡暫放。 就像在深海裡，暗暗亮的光，不驚不擾也不惱。 鑼鼓喧天熱鬧的遶境歡騰裡， 昨日凌晨磅礡大雷雨在提醒， 冷靜、理智、客觀的注意。 別被鬧騰的氛圍給歪了心。 凡事運作順利都是要回到基本原則與道理。 別被高漲的情緒給歪了心。 凡事思考周詳都是要回到最終目的與結果。 今天，不管環境多喧囂，要保持冷靜，要好好衡量與思考，避免因情緒影響客觀判斷與反應。 Today's Tarot: Equanimity The sky is blue, the clouds are white, a weather that brings joy to those who see it. Snow-capped peaks rise high, shrouded in mist, a bit cold, a bit freezing, causing the body to shiver involuntarily. Blue crystals shine brightly, amethysts emit light, rocks lie dark at the bottom of the sea, with occasional dots of brightness. Insight is activated, logical thinking is strong. Before thinking, take a deep breath, calm the mind. After thinking, sigh, cleanse the mind. Some darkness, seen but not exposed. Some gloominess, understood but not prodded. Some pitch-blackness, comprehended but not shattered. Some considerations linger in the mind, while plans form in the brain. Some deliberations turn in the mind, while temporarily held in the heart. Like dim lights in the deep sea, neither startled nor disturbed nor annoyed. Amidst the lively procession amid the noisy celebrations, the mighty thunderstorm early yesterday morning serves as a reminder, to stay calm, rational, and objective. Don't let the bustling atmosphere sway your heart. Smooth operations in all matters require a return to basic principles and truths. Don't let surging emotions sway your heart. Careful consideration in all things requires a return to ultimate goals and outcomes. Today, no matter how noisy the environment, maintain equanimity, carefully weigh and consider, and avoid letting emotions affect objective judgment and response. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equanimity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity 昨日有小小的不開心。 上課教室空調因過去空間配置與現在的方式不一樣，導致左右兩邊像是冰山和赤道。 左邊舒適宜人時，右邊得穿上戴帽外套，冷風還會從袖口、褲管口灌進，冷吱吱的。 若是右邊溫度感受舒服，那左邊就會像被掐喉般，悶得透不過氣來。 因此，右邊同學去調整了空調設定，左邊同學不開心，自己又不想說這事，用一個很可笑的理由要我去跟右邊同學溝通。 我拒絕了。 我表示，這是小事，你可以直接跟他溝通的。 這與我跟那位同學交情比較好，無關。 沒把這事放在心上的我，在休息時間跟左邊同學打招呼，被他刻意忽視，不理會。 我就這樣被列入他冷暴力的名單裡。 多無辜呀。 對於不成熟、不理智的人，我們很多時候真的是莫可奈何。 我當然可不以為意，但同學的態度確實有讓我感到難過和不舒服。 在過去幾週一起上課的期間裡，這位同學很常找我協助他，在休息時間一直拉著我要聽他說一些負面心情的話。 他說，他沒有可以說說話的人。 他今天的反應讓我反思過去幾週我對他的包容與體諒是不是太多了。 不過這樣多次互動，也就較清楚知道，課程結束後與他不會成為朋友我也不會有小小的難過。 結果，今天的塔羅牌抽到『負面性』。 若你也有這樣的情緒，不妨抽絲剝繭一下，想想是甚麼事情，甚麼原因造成的。 我現在的這課程蠻吃力的，週一確實會是大家要為新的一週學習課程重新調整步調，週二大部分同學都已可進入狀況。 不過，週二的課程內容很繁瑣，非常細緻的各種人工智能指令。 還沒上課，我的心已感到比平時多些煩躁。 可能積累了這段時間的疲憊，也沒能找到時間好好休息，我的心情就也輕鬆不起來，直盼望著這週趕緊結束，趕快過去。 我好再度迎接”無所事事的美好歲月”。 『負面性』 ~ 總看到對方的缺點。 昨天的我，是。 總覺得對方過於負面。 昨天的我，是。 最近開始抱怨自己，批評別人。 關於自己，我是。 關於他人，有一點點 … 其實也就是有。 學習 ~ 學習對負面思緒說”不”。 學習對負面情緒說”滾”。 學習對負面腦袋說”斷”。 學習對負面體驗說”捨”。 學習對負面批判說”離”。 學習看見光，享受光的明亮。 學習感受愛，沉浸愛的溫暖。 學習辨真實，相信實的穩固。 學習悟真理，了解真的坦率。 Tarot for Today, 2024-06-18: Negativity Yesterday, there was a bit of unhappiness. In the classroom, the air conditioning setup didn't match the current space layout, causing the left and right sides to feel like an iceberg and the equator, respectively. When the left side felt comfortable, people on the right had to wear hooded jackets, with cold air seeping in through sleeves and pant legs. If the right side felt comfortable, the left side would feel suffocatingly hot. As a result, a student on the right adjusted the air conditioning settings, which made the students on the left unhappy. Instead of voicing this issue, one of them asked me to speak to the student on the right, using a ridiculous excuse. I refused. I said this was a small matter that they could handle directly. This had nothing to do with the fact that I was better friends with the student on the right. I didn't dwell on this, but during the break, when I greeted the student on the left, they deliberately ignored me. Just like that, I was added to their silent treatment list. How innocent I am. Dealing with immature and irrational people often leaves us helpless. While I can shrug it off, the student's attitude did make me feel sad and uncomfortable. Over the past few weeks of class, this student often sought my help and constantly pulled me aside during breaks to vent their negative feelings. They said they had no one else to talk to. Their reaction today made me reflect on whether I had been too tolerant and understanding over the past few weeks. However, after these repeated interactions, it's clear that once the course is over, I won't feel sad about not becoming friends with them. As it turns out, today's tarot card is "Negativity." If you also have such emotions, try to dissect and analyze what events and reasons caused them. This course I'm taking is quite challenging, and Mondays are when everyone has to readjust to the new week's learning pace. By Tuesday, most students are already in the groove. However, Tuesday's course content is very detailed and intricate with various AI commands. Even before class started, I felt more restless than usual. Perhaps due to accumulated fatigue and not finding time to rest properly, I haven't been able to lighten my mood, and I'm just hoping this week will end quickly so I can return to "the beautiful days of doing nothing." Negativity Always seeing others' flaws. Yesterday, that was me. Always feeling that others are too negative. Yesterday, that was me. Recently starting to complain about myself, criticize others. About myself, yes. About others, a little bit...actually, yes. Learning Learn to say "no" to negative thoughts. Learn to say "go away" to negative emotions. Learn to say "cut off" to negative thinking. Learn to say "let go" to negative experiences. Learn to say "leave" to negative criticism. Learn to see the light, enjoy the brightness of light. Learn to feel love, immerse in the warmth of love. Learn to recognize truth, believe in the solidity of truth. Learn to understand truth, appreciate the honesty of truth. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Negativity

2024 0620 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0620 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor 昨白天搞砸了兩件事情，精神因前天的晚上，為了準備充裕點好面對昨晚塔羅面談，複習相關資料到凌晨兩點多，後又因太晚去睡覺而遲遲無法順利入睡，導致睡眠不足而恍惚。 第一件事，每天我會在第一聲鬧鐘醒來，起床準備早餐。 早餐準備很簡單兩步驟，按下咖啡機，按下電鍋蒸蛋和饅頭。 然後回去床上賴床一下。 結果昨早上，我忘記了。 想起來時趕緊跑進廚房，要出門時，發現饅頭的中間仍是冷凍狀態，當下沒想那麼多，將蛋放進去午餐袋後，就出門。 等紅綠燈的時候，肚子有點餓，想拿出雞蛋吃，發現只摸到熱呼呼的液狀物質。 看。 我的媽呀！沒有熟的蛋，破殼了，蛋黃流淌在袋子裡，又透過袋子網隙縫滴到車子椅墊上。 顧不了課程已開始進行，清潔、整理要先進行，否則下課時開車門，經過高溫曬過的蛋液，不臭也腥。 今天老師要搭乘火車回台北。 想說順路，載她一程。 到了車站，老師沒下車，繼續在車上跟我聊天。 我不知道車站前停車有科技執法的攝像機，等發現時，已不知道拍了多少照片，罰單會有幾張？罰款會有多少？ 我害怕，卻也無能為力。 自己沒有留心、留意，能怪誰。 晚上要進行面談考試了。 資料好多，頭好痛，肚子好餓，怎麼辦？ 早餐的內容，晚上再吃一次，最是省時，省力，省心。 電鍋蒸著，人先睡著，資料放著，二十分鐘後，醒了，頭不痛了，有食物吃了，可專心讀書了。 今晚有點苛刻自己，無妨。 畢竟，經年累月的積累出來的胖，很久才這樣精簡的一頓，撼動不了已穩若磐石肥肉的。 完成一件拖延二年多的事情。 總算，完成。 原本的一手好牌，被我的漫不經心，拖延至情勢轉變了，不怪誰，但必須得責罰自己。 錯誤的代價，沒上心，等於沒學到，白搭，白費。 如何責罰呢？ 要求自己接下來的暑假，得兢兢業業地整理過往學習資料、資訊，不得延遲。 畢竟，現在是在耕種未來的福田。 現若偷懶，來日，哪來的收成。 今日塔羅牌是『創造者』。 多好啊。 生活的便利起始於創造。 創造的起因於人性。 怎樣的人性會讓人想創造，點子發想。 有時是為了討好他人。 有時是為了拯救世界。 很多時候是為了賺大錢。 更多時候是因為想偷懶。 不管是為了什麼，總之這些的因素轉化成了動力。 動力放在行動十足的人身上，那根本就是上緊發條，加足馬力的情景。 源源不絕的創造力，讓人羨慕不已。 創造力，加上科技產品的應用，生活便利，哄人開心，製造驚喜，製造更多時間得以享受生活，享受人生。 新創意，可落實，會帶來龐大財富。 想法很多，是好事。 想法太多，無法落實，是恐怖的落差，會讓人焦躁，心煩。 有想法，要整理，要釐清，要評估自身能力，要評估輕重緩急，要計畫，要落實。 思慮太多，腦瓜子受不了，會抗議。 若依然沒調整作法，腦袋小宇宙大爆炸，那就糟糕了。 所以，別貪心，別著急，別心慌。 心急吃不了熱豆腐，急躁無法品味細雕慢啄的精緻。 檢視一下。 有時汰換老舊設備，更新老派思維，調整老式觀點，也許就茅塞頓開，發現有時候，想太多了，不知不覺中思緒早就扭歪了卻不自知。 梳理思緒，有助於將創造力發揮價值，並創造價值。 2024-06-20 Today's Tarot: The Inventor Yesterday, I messed up two things. My mind was hazy due to staying up until 2 AM the night before to prepare for last night's tarot reading. I couldn't fall asleep easily, resulting in a lack of sleep and a state of confusion. The first incident happened in the morning. I usually wake up to the first alarm and prepare breakfast. The process is simple: press the coffee machine button, and then the electric cooker button to steam the eggs and buns. Then, I go back to bed for a while. However, I forgot yesterday morning. When I remembered, I rushed to the kitchen, only to find the buns still partially frozen. Without thinking much, I put the eggs into my lunch bag and left the house. While waiting at a traffic light, feeling hungry, I reached for an egg only to find a warm, liquid substance. Oh no! The eggs weren't cooked and had cracked, with the yolk leaking into the bag and dripping onto the car seat. I had to clean up immediately before attending my class, otherwise, the egg liquid would become unbearable under the sun by the time class ended. Today, my teacher is taking the train back to Taipei. I offered her a ride to the station. At the station, she continued chatting with me in the car. Unbeknownst to me, there were surveillance cameras enforcing parking regulations. By the time I noticed, I didn't know how many photos had been taken or how many fines I would receive. I felt helpless and scared, but it was my own negligence. In the evening, I had an interview exam. With so much material to review, my head hurt and I was starving. The simplest solution was to have the same breakfast again for dinner. I set the electric cooker and took a nap. Twenty minutes later, I woke up feeling better, with food ready and a clearer head for studying. I was hard on myself, but it was necessary. After all, years of accumulated weight can't be shed by a single meal. I finally completed a task that had been delayed for over two years. It was my own lack of diligence that allowed the situation to change, and I must hold myself accountable. The cost of a mistake is not learning from it, which is a waste. To penalize myself, I committed to diligently organizing past study materials and information over the summer, with no delays. After all, the present is the time to cultivate future blessings. Slacking off now means no harvest later. Today's tarot card is 'The Inventor.' How wonderful. The convenience of life begins with creation, which is rooted in human nature. Different motivations drive invention—sometimes to please others, sometimes to save the world, often to make money, and more frequently out of laziness. Whatever the reason, these factors convert into motivation. When such motivation drives a proactive person, it's like winding up a clockwork mechanism and boosting its power. Endless creativity is enviable. Combined with the application of technological products, it brings convenience, joy, surprises, and more time to enjoy life. New ideas, if implemented, can bring great wealth. Having many ideas is a good thing. However, too many unimplemented ideas can lead to anxiety and frustration. It's important to organize, clarify, assess one's abilities, prioritize, plan, and execute ideas. Overthinking can overwhelm the brain, leading to protests. If not adjusted, it might result in a catastrophic mental explosion. Therefore, don't be greedy, anxious, or panic. Haste makes waste, and impatience can't savor the finesse of delicate work. Sometimes, replacing outdated equipment, updating old thoughts, and adjusting old perspectives can provide clarity. Often, overthinking leads to distorted thoughts without us realizing it. Organizing thoughts helps maximize creativity and create value. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Inventor

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57)

Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57) 問題：我5/09的未來日記主題 抽牌：皇帝 Emperor 今日下課時，我的學習實作演練因不知哪個步驟操作錯誤致最後成果不正確，累積一天疲憊的我，沒忍住，唉嚎的聲音大了點。 結果吸引了四位同學前來關心與協助。 那時，整張桌子前圍滿了人。 大家的關心與協助，真的是讓我好感動，也驚訝於大夥的熱情。 我像是皇帝般在過去一個月，在這個班，藉由我的笨拙，我的笨，我的聽不太懂，學不太會，操作不順利，又常亂了套，一天天地累積，慢慢地將大家的熱情給熬了出來。 這感動可是比皇帝還感到富有。 今天的我，在班裡有鯨魚般的情感實力。 不過，擁有這點特質，生活也是會挺累的。 午休時間我好想午睡，被同學拉著聊他的內心。 我不忍拒絕，因昨日知道他有多不容易才踏進這個班級裡。 參加了一個課程培訓，講師說，「傾聽是最好的陪伴」。 我懂。也深刻體會。 同學說，「他也不知道為什麼，就是想要跟我說說話。讓他覺得自在。」 在「未來日記」第六週主題『守護者』特質下的『皇帝』是什麼樣子呢？ 甚麼是皇帝保守於心的寶物？ 甚麼是皇帝堅持於心的理想？ 甚麼是皇帝堅守於心的期盼？ 若你是皇帝，你的世界大同觀是甚麼？ 不管在甚麼環境裡，我管理的王國是情感交流頻繁且豐盈的。 我成為一位導引者，也是牽線者，就像月老牽紅線那樣，我也會串連起同事友誼的橋樑。 即使到了今日，只有是群體，即使相處時間短暫，我總會不由主地營造可放鬆、可信任、不評價的群組氛圍。 我是一位鼓動者，鼓勵者。 我是一位行動者，協調者。 在群體中，我展現了膽色與組織能力。 我對自己的目標有熱烈的期待，我對自己的特質有熱情的施展。 我今日是皇帝，掌管著情感，掌管著交通，掌管著傾訴。 我今日這個皇帝，就是，傾聽與鼓勵。 Alyson's 5/10 Tarot: The Emperor (41-57) Question: My future diary theme on 5/09 Card drawn: The Emperor After class today, during my practical learning exercises, due to an incorrect step in my operation, the final result wasn't correct. Exhausted from a day's worth of accumulation, I couldn't help but let out a louder sigh. As a result, four classmates came over to offer concern and assistance. At that moment, the entire table was surrounded by people. Their care and assistance truly moved me, and I was amazed by everyone's enthusiasm. Over the past month, I've been like an emperor in this class, using my clumsiness, my confusion, my inability to understand, my inability to learn, my inability to operate smoothly, and my often confusion to gradually bring out everyone's enthusiasm. This emotion is richer than that of an emperor. Today, I have the emotional strength of a whale in class. However, having this trait also makes life quite tiring. During lunchtime, I really wanted to nap, but I was pulled by a classmate to talk about his inner thoughts. I couldn't bear to refuse, knowing how difficult it was for him to step into this class yesterday. In a training course I attended, the instructor said, "Listening is the best companionship." I understand. And I deeply appreciate it. My classmate said, "He doesn't know why, but he just wants to talk to me. It makes him feel comfortable." What does the Emperor look like under the theme of "Guardian" in the sixth week of the "Future Diary"? What are the treasures guarded by the Emperor in his heart? What are the ideals upheld by the Emperor in his heart? What are the expectations guarded by the Emperor in his heart? If you were the Emperor, what would your world view be? Regardless of the environment, the kingdom I manage is rich in emotional communication. I become a guide, a matchmaker, just like the matchmaker connecting people destined for each other. I also connect bridges of friendship among colleagues. Even today, in any group, even if the time spent together is short, I always inadvertently create an atmosphere of relaxation, trust, and non-judgment. I am a motivator, an encourager. I am an actor, a coordinator. In the group, I demonstrate courage and organizational skills. I have a fervent expectation for my goals, and I passionately exhibit my qualities. Today, I am the Emperor, in charge of emotions, traffic, and consultations. Today, this Emperor is all about listening and encouraging. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Emperor

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression  (45-57)

Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression (45-57) 問題：我5/12的未來日記主題 抽牌：壓抑 Oppression 有一些事情，即使到老可能都不習慣。 有一種心情，即使到老可能都仍無法平靜。 人生難就難在”奢求”。 奢求在無法改變的事情面前是那樣蒼白無力。 只能”躲”或是”避”降低衝擊的力道。 隨著時間的堆砌，表面越來越可以平面如鏡。 幸福的是，今天，有好友。 一起吃早餐，聊聊近況，很久沒見，總是有許多話想說。 在這樣特別的日子裡，在自己已是局外人的現實中， 有人陪伴，很是美好。 「陪伴，是最好的協助。」 若是一個人，不至於情緒崩潰，但壓抑的內心，會在不自覺中襲擊。 在壓抑的日子裡， 一個人的時光，我不會出門。 我會在自己的小窩裡，也許發呆，也許閱讀。 煮一些菜，感覺餓的時候吃一些。 啃食蘋果，告訴自己好像健康有多一點點。 在自己的小窩，自在，隨心。 讓『壓抑』在分秒針旋轉不停的時間中，慢慢消散，退去。 被束縛住，掙脫不開。 有時是自己不想解開，自己靠上了腳銬手鍊，在柔軟的心窩打上許許多多的結，無法輕易解開。 有的時候，束縛，是因想牢牢惦記。 在烏鴉鴉的小黑屋裡，阻斷了交流，阻斷了感受。 而這樣，好嗎？ 甜美的生活，誰都想。 清新的日子，誰都愛。 沒有對照，哪來的觸動。 逃避不了的時候，也可不用逼自己一定要勇敢面對。 情緒、心情，不管是喜樂還是生氣、悲傷，都會因時間而平息下來。 感覺壓抑的時候，放過自己吧，這段時間就當作自己在進行心靈大掃除，然後面對的大魔王是抽油煙機。 慢慢地梳理，慢慢地清洗。 累了，倦了，乏了，那就歇息吧。 Alyson's 5/13 Tarot: Oppression (45-57) Question: My theme for 5/12's future journal Card Drawn: Oppression There are things, even in old age, that one may never get accustomed to. There's a state of mind that may never find peace, even in old age. The difficulty of life lies in "yearning." Yearning feels so feeble when faced with the unchangeable. One can only "hide" or "avoid," diminishing the force of impact. With time, the surface becomes as smooth as a mirror. Thankfully, today, there are good friends. Having breakfast together, catching up on recent events. It's been a while since we've seen each other, always plenty to talk about. On such a special day, in the reality where I'm already an outsider, having someone accompany me is truly wonderful. "Companionship is the best assistance." If one were alone, emotional breakdown might not occur, but the suppressed heart would strike unwittingly. On days of oppression, I won't venture outside alone. I'll stay in my own little corner, perhaps daydreaming, perhaps reading. Cooking some food, eating when hunger strikes. Nibbling on an apple, convincing myself I'm a little healthier. In my own cozy corner, at ease, carefree. Letting 'oppression' dissipate, slowly fade away in the relentless ticking of the clock. Bound, unable to break free. Sometimes it's because I don't want to untie myself, I've tied myself up in handcuffs, knots in the soft cocoon of my heart, not easily undone. Sometimes, bondage is because of a desire to cling tightly. In the dark little room, communication is cut off, feelings are blocked. Is this okay? Everyone wants a sweet life. Everyone loves fresh days. Without contrast, where's the stimulation? When escape is impossible, there's no need to force oneself to face it bravely. Emotions, moods, whether joy or anger, sadness, will all subside with time. When feeling oppressed, give yourself a break. Consider this time as a spiritual spring cleaning, facing the big boss being the kitchen exhaust fan. Slowly tidy up, slowly cleanse. If you're tired, weary, exhausted, then rest. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Oppression

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity 昨天午後，空氣中還有一絲正午的悶熱氣息尚未散去。 剛採買完一週食物，回到家，有點呃，有點累，有點倦。 又是一陣小忙碌，把東西整理好，坐在客廳沙發裡。 不想勞動了。 不想腦動了。 就先這樣靜靜地，呆呆地，空空地，讓時間溜過去。 睡著了。 醒了，因口渴。 繼續，又睡著了。 醒了，因在沙發上不舒服。 一身汗臭，不想弄髒床，繼續窩在沙發。 又睡著了。 再度醒來，半天時機間已過去，微微橘紅的雲邊在遠方，被灰階的雲朵遮蓋住，連光芒都迷濛。 再度忙碌起來，準備晚餐，準備便當，整理清潔。 這人煙火氣挺扎實的。 坐下來，吃了水果，喝了熱茶。 對我來說，一週的開始在週日夜晚打開塔羅的那一刻。 今日的塔羅牌是『創造力』。 今天的腦袋世界會很精彩。 『19 世紀的美國作家華萊士·D·沃特爾斯 (Wallace D. Wattles) 曾聲稱：「思考是所有勞動中最艱難、最累人的。」有項新研究表明，思考得太用力和時間太長真的會耗盡你的大腦，就像運動會消耗身體一樣。』 因此認為，創造力的發生在擁有充足的休息之後。 經過週末假日調養生息，全身細胞充滿了能量與營養，創造力也就蠢蠢欲動，急著想脫網衝出。 我認為，這是好事。 『法國巴黎 Pitié-Salpêtrière 大學的臨床心理學家 Mathias Pessiglione 解釋說：「在有影響力的理論中表明，疲勞是大腦製造的一種錯覺，讓我們停止正在做的任何事情並轉向更令人滿意的活動。但我們的研究結果表明，認知工作會導致真正的功能改變——有害物質的積累——所以疲勞確實是一個讓我們停止工作的信號，但目的是保持大腦功能的完整性。」』 創造力活絡是件讓我感到興奮的情景。 創造力，產生有趣的點子或巧思，讓愛情、感情加溫。 創造力，在無趣的工作裡創造一些小趣味，讓有趣的事情為平凡生活添加生動氣息。 創造力，是尚未被雕塑的水晶、寶石。 繽紛的色彩吸引人的注目，被期待著經過設計、切雕磨後的模樣。 創造力讓每個人生動活潑起來，眼神晶瑩，剔透，就像是閃閃發亮的希望。 今天，我們暫時拋開理智，拋下規則，試著用心智看世界。 也許我們會有很棒的收穫，關於創造力，關於新構想，關於打破舊習。 2024 0527 Tarot of the Day: Creativity Yesterday afternoon, the lingering heat of noon was still palpable in the air. After shopping for a week's worth of groceries, I came back home feeling a bit, well, tired and weary. After a brief period of busywork putting everything away, I sat down on the living room sofa. I didn’t want to do any more physical work. I didn’t want to think either. So, I just sat there quietly, blankly, letting time pass. I fell asleep. Woke up, thirsty. Continued, fell asleep again. Woke up, uncomfortable on the sofa. Sweaty and smelly, not wanting to dirty my bed, I continued to nestle on the sofa. Fell asleep again. Woke up again, half a day had passed. The edges of the clouds were tinged with orange-red in the distance, shrouded by gray clouds, making even the light look hazy. Got busy again, preparing dinner, preparing lunchboxes, cleaning up. This bustling human atmosphere felt solid. Sat down, ate some fruit, drank hot tea. For me, the week begins the moment I open my Tarot deck on Sunday night. Today's Tarot card is 'Creativity.' Today, my mind will be vibrant and lively. "The American writer Wallace D. Wattles claimed in the 19th century: 'Thinking is the hardest and most exhausting labor of all.' A new study suggests that thinking too hard and for too long can really exhaust your brain, much like physical exercise tires out the body." Therefore, it is believed that creativity occurs after ample rest. After a weekend of rest and recuperation, the cells in the body are brimming with energy and nutrients, making creativity eager to burst forth. I think this is a good thing. "Clinical psychologist Mathias Pessiglione from the Pitié-Salpêtrière University in Paris explains: 'Influential theories suggest that fatigue is a kind of illusion produced by the brain to make us stop whatever we are doing and turn to a more gratifying activity. But our results show that cognitive work leads to true functional alterations—accumulation of noxious substances—so fatigue indeed is a signal that makes us stop working but for the purpose of preserving the integrity of brain functioning.'" The excitement of active creativity is a scenario that excites me. Creativity generates interesting ideas or clever thoughts that can warm up love and emotions. Creativity brings little joys to dull work, adding vibrant touches to mundane life. Creativity is like unsculpted crystals and gems, their vibrant colors attracting attention, anticipated to reveal their designed and polished forms. Creativity makes every life vivid and lively, with sparkling eyes, clear and bright, like shining hope. Today, let's temporarily set aside reason, abandon rules, and try to view the world with our minds. Perhaps we will have wonderful harvests about creativity, new ideas, and breaking old habits. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Creativity

2024 0606 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0606 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress 前一天晚上，我與整個世界斷了連結。 看著塔羅牌，腦袋空空的。 翻轉塔羅牌，思緒空空的。 這是長期內耗造成的困境。 這次內耗的形成原因不在他人，在自己。 總是貪心地想要了解更多事情。 總是貪婪地想要知道更多知識。 尤其是身心靈這塊領域。 無論是古老的東方還是遙遠的西方。 無論是過去還是現在。 只要清醒著的時間，聽課、上課，幾乎佔了絕大部分的時間。 能吸收嗎？ 有消化嗎？ 時間不夠吸收，不夠消化。 但學習的機會都是唯一。 也許等有比較多時間可以進行時，課程已不再招開。 我們永遠不會知道未來是什麼情況等著我們。 所以，我珍惜當下的做法就是，若有需要學習的課程，只要時間允許，就排進時間表裡。 原來，我看似無所事事的休息期，被自己的恐慌和貪心給佔據了。 雖然我已跳離職場，卻又忍不住擔憂若不跟進相關議題和資訊，與職場的脫節，是否會造成封閉的自己。 這證明了我是平凡人啊。 自以為能夠淡定，可能是壓抑。 自以為能夠疏離，可能是逃避。 建立自己安全的情感狀態，迫在眉睫，得注意與面對。 想念溫暖的土壤。 想念清新的草地。 想念艷麗的花朵。 想念和煦的微風。 想念涓涓的小溪。 想念無際的天空。 想念我四處逍遙的自然風景。 今日的塔羅是皇后。 皇后，更深層的含意是大地。 大地，更直接的連結是母親。 你心中的母親是什麼模樣？ 我的姪子姪女分別落在兩個世代，一個世代現在剛大學畢業，另一個世代是落在青少年，他們彼此之間剛好相差十歲。 在年長姪子姪女世代，他們認為他們的母親是世上最棒的。 帶著他們一起玩，一起瘋狂。 帶著他們一起打遊戲，探索世界，學習成長。 進得了廚房，上得了廳堂。 進得了遊戲間，上得了學習殿堂。 較年輕世代的姪子姪女，對於媽媽，是溫柔、美麗、優雅的形像。 輕聲細語的溝通、交流與叮嚀。 跟他們一起研讀聖經，一起面對生命中的所有艱難。 他們知道，父母雖然是成人，是所謂的大人，也是會恐懼、害怕，想躲避，不想面對。 對我來說，我母親的形像，是堅忍的屹立不搖，是超猛的行動力，個子雖嬌小卻有著無比強大的力量。 母親的聲音，是爽朗的笑聲，是快速用力的切菜聲，是噗哧噗哧鍋上熱湯滾動的聲音。 皇后 ~ 是滋養與孕育。 是溫暖與安全。 是掌控與占有。 是守護與維繫。 是付出與傳承。 是依附與束縛。 Tarot of the Day for 2024/06/06: The Empress The night before, I disconnected from the entire world. Looking at the Tarot cards, my mind went blank. Flipping the Tarot cards, my thoughts were empty. This is the dilemma caused by prolonged internal exhaustion. The cause of this internal struggle lies not with others but within myself. I always greedily want to understand more things. I always greedily want to know more knowledge. Especially in the realm of body, mind, and spirit. Whether it is the ancient East or the distant West. Whether it is the past or the present. As long as I'm awake, most of my time is spent listening to classes and attending lectures. Can I absorb it? Can I digest it? There isn't enough time to absorb or digest it. But the opportunities to learn are unique. Maybe by the time I have more time to engage, the courses will no longer be available. We never know what the future holds for us. Therefore, my way of cherishing the present is that if there is a course I need to learn, as long as time permits, I schedule it. It turns out that my seemingly idle rest period was occupied by my own panic and greed. Although I have left the workplace, I can't help but worry whether not keeping up with relevant issues and information will lead to a disconnect that will close me off. This proves that I am an ordinary person. Thinking I can remain calm might just be repression. Thinking I can be detached might just be escapism. Establishing a safe emotional state for myself is urgent and must be addressed. I miss the warm soil. I miss the fresh grass. I miss the vibrant flowers. I miss the gentle breeze. I miss the trickling stream. I miss the boundless sky. I miss the natural scenery where I roamed freely. Today's Tarot is the Empress. The deeper meaning of the Empress is the Earth. The more direct connection to the Earth is the Mother. What does the mother in your heart look like? My nieces and nephews are from two generations: one has just graduated from college, and the other is in their teenage years, with a ten-year gap between them. The older generation of nieces and nephews believes their mother is the best in the world. She plays with them and goes crazy with them. She plays games with them, explores the world, and learns and grows together. She can handle the kitchen and manage the living room. She can navigate the game room and the hall of learning. The younger generation of nieces and nephews sees their mother as gentle, beautiful, and elegant. She communicates, interacts, and gently reminds them. She studies the Bible with them and faces all the challenges in life together. They know that although their parents are adults, they also experience fear, want to hide, and sometimes don't want to face things. To me, the image of my mother is one of unwavering resilience, incredible action, and immense strength despite her small stature. Her voice is the sound of hearty laughter, the swift and forceful sound of chopping vegetables, and the bubbling of hot soup on the stove. The Empress ~ Is nourishment and nurturing. Is warmth and safety. Is control and possession. Is protection and maintenance. Is giving and inheritance. Is attachment and restriction. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Empress

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space 端午連假總共三天，第一天，忙著跟朋友相約聊天。 第二天，忙著趕功課進度，整理電腦資料，清潔家裡。 第三天，睽違很久的睡到自然醒，中午跟家人吃飯相聚。 快樂時光好快就結束了。 接下來規律的學習日子也不錯。 今天哥哥說，他覺得我現在的生活模式挺好的。 有新知的學習，有與他人交流交際，有和朋友相約，有和家人相聚，有時間和心力照顧好自己。 我當下忘了回應他，我也很喜歡現在的生活和現在的自己。 慎終追遠，在端午節日是我們文化上的祭祀。 昨晚，不小心按到了平板，畫面跳出來2019年與老爸對話的視窗畫面。 我愣住了好幾分鐘，眼睛都沒眨一下，直盯著平板。 往上滑看了對話的內容，我貼了一個餐廳的連結，跟爸爸說，打算帶他去那個地方走走。 爸爸回應了我揮揮手。 於是，昨晚我看到時，驚愣住，因我以為爸爸又再跟我揮揮手，打招呼。 老爸，很想您，只是沒再跟任何人提起。 我努力生活，就是希望能讓您放心，沒有罣礙。 我明白，很多人微笑的背後都有不同的感傷故事。 我也是。 確實，自己的感受，心情，自己受，受得住，過得去，那就好了。 『時空』 ~ 情感，穿越了時間，跨越了空間。 愛與在乎，始終都在，不曾停止，不曾消逝，不曾退去。 人的一言一行一決定，總在〝因果業力〞法則上加減乘除。 今日的善，他日的果。 昔日的業，今日的劫。 現在遇到的困境，碰到的困難，遭到的難過，我就會回想著過去，到底，哪裡做錯了？是什麼行為讓別人不開心了？是說錯了話？表錯了情？還是要如何才能討人喜歡呢？ 多數時候是沒有獲得答案的。 是有多擔心害怕不被喜歡？ 有的時候就是需要回到過去，探討、了解，才能知道原因。 時空，就是這樣吸引人去回想過去。 畢竟，我們已經花費人生大部分的時間在想像未來，計畫未來了。 在時空裡，我們能夠有計畫性地規劃著許多事情，有人覺得這就是預言，其實這只是多份心去注意、觀察、思考，也就有了洞悉、卓見及計畫。 檢視過去，洗淨廢棄，在這時空的日子裡。 內觀現在，審度現在，在這時空的日子裡。 想像未來，計畫未來，在這時空的日子裡。 跨越時空的想著、念著、愛著。 願一切安好。 願事事順利。 願日日如意。 願希望實現。 在這『時空』的日子裡，我總忍不住想許願，想著世界和平，想著家國安康，想著大家都平安。 June 11, 2024 Tarot of the Day: Time Space The Dragon Boat Festival holiday lasts for three days. On the first day, I was busy meeting up with friends and chatting. On the second day, I was busy catching up on homework, organizing computer files, and cleaning the house. On the third day, I finally slept in and woke up naturally after a long time, and then had lunch with my family. Happy times pass by so quickly. The regular days of learning ahead are also quite nice. Today, my brother said he thinks my current lifestyle is quite good. I am learning new things, socializing with others, meeting up with friends, gathering with family, and have time and energy to take care of myself. At that moment, I forgot to respond to him, but I also really like my current life and myself as I am now. Honoring ancestors during the Dragon Boat Festival is a part of our cultural rituals. Last night, I accidentally pressed my tablet, and the screen showed a conversation window with my dad from 2019. I was stunned for a few minutes, staring at the tablet without blinking. I scrolled up to see the conversation. I had sent a restaurant link to my dad, telling him I planned to take him there for a visit. Dad responded with a wave emoji. So, when I saw it last night, I was shocked because I thought my dad was waving at me again, saying hello. Dad, I miss you very much, but I haven’t mentioned it to anyone. I am working hard to live well, hoping to put your mind at ease and have no worries. I understand that many people have different sad stories behind their smiles. So do I. Indeed, as long as you can bear and get through your feelings and emotions, that's enough. "Time Space" ~ Emotions transcend time and space. Love and care are always there, never stopping, never fading, never retreating. Every word, action, and decision a person makes is always subject to the law of "cause and effect". Today's good deeds are tomorrow's rewards. Past deeds are today's consequences. When I encounter difficulties and sadness now, I reflect on the past. Where did I go wrong? What actions made others unhappy? Did I say the wrong thing? Did I express the wrong emotions? How can I please others? Most of the time, there are no answers. How much do I worry about not being liked? Sometimes, you need to go back to the past, explore and understand, to find the reason. Time Space attracts people to reminisce about the past. After all, we spend most of our lives imagining and planning for the future. In Time Space, we can plan many things with foresight. Some call it prophecy, but it's really just paying more attention, observing, and thinking, leading to insight, foresight, and planning. Reviewing the past, cleaning up waste, in these days of Time Space. Observing the present, assessing the present, in these days of Time Space. Imagining the future, planning for the future, in these days of Time Space. Thinking, remembering, and loving across time and space. May everything be well. May everything go smoothly. May every day be satisfying. May all hopes be realized. In these days of "Time Space", I can’t help but make wishes, thinking about world peace, family and national well-being, and everyone's safety. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #TimeSpace

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57) 問題：我5/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：愛 Love 這週有兩天的塔羅牌是『愛』，感覺真是美好。 宇宙呼應著我發散出的愛。 宇宙回應著我播送出的愛。 宇宙說，我也愛妳，Alyson。 這週其實非常的忙碌，沒有一天可以睡飽，從週一到週日，每天都需要上課。 雖然非常疲憊，非常倦。 阻擋不了興奮與滿足愉悅的心情。 志工培訓課程第二階段昨日開始啟動。 第一堂課的課程內容就非常專業與艱澀。 我和朋友們之間開玩笑說，「第一階段的課程內容和第二階段的課程內容，這”階”一下子，跳好高，好大。看來，這是巨人的階梯呀。」 學習讓我們慢慢地成長，成長為也是巨人的模樣。 然後，我們再牽著別人的手，帶著，陪著成長。 支撐著這麼多的付出與分享，就是因”有愛”。 今天的老師，像是一座礦山，蘊藏豐富，引經據典。 每個人筆記寫滿滿。 之前較少發言的同學，在今天，開始主動，真是讓人覺得很開心的轉變。 老師在課堂上沒有藏私的教導，我們用熱切的眼神，振筆疾書的寫筆記，熱情踴躍的發言與分享。 在這樣的氛圍中，不用擔心被批判，被評價，被教育，被攻擊，被指責。 好好地說話，溫柔地眼神，溫和地語調，溫暖地用字。 即使我們在討論的不是風花雪月，我們在學習的是嚴肅地課程。 可以付出，可以協助他人，可以學習，可以分享，一件事情有這麼多的價值。 我很感謝，感恩。 有這樣的機會參與和學習。 當付出愛的時候，我們自己也是被愛著。 愛，是心中坦然的展現，不管是接收還是付出。 愛，是花朵綻放的美麗，不管是交流還是互動。 愛，是粘著劑，將你的心，我的心，他的心，大家善的心，緊緊黏在一起，化為一股強大的能量，且堅硬不可催。 愛，是你有我，我有你，風吹雨打，時光冉冉，陪伴對方，一起走下去。 Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot: Love (52-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/19 Card drawn: Love This week, two days featured the tarot card ‘Love’, which feels truly wonderful. The universe resonates with the love I emit. The universe responds to the love I broadcast. The universe says, "I love you too, Alyson." This week has been extremely busy, with no chance to get enough sleep from Monday to Sunday, as I have classes every day. Despite being very tired and exhausted, I can't help but feel excited and content. The second phase of volunteer training started yesterday. The first class was already very professional and challenging. My friends and I joked, "The content of the first phase compared to the second phase is like taking a huge leap. This seems like a giant's staircase." Learning helps us grow slowly, becoming like giants ourselves. Then, we can take others by the hand, leading and accompanying them in their growth. What sustains all this effort and sharing is ‘love’. Today's teacher was like a mine rich in resources, quoting extensively from various sources. Everyone took copious notes. Even students who rarely spoke up before started to participate actively today, which was a delightful change. The teacher selflessly shared their knowledge, and we eagerly took notes with fervor, actively participating and sharing. In such an atmosphere, there's no need to worry about criticism, judgment, correction, attack, or blame. We speak kindly, with gentle eyes, a soft tone, and warm words. Even though we are not discussing romantic or poetic subjects, we are learning serious courses. Being able to contribute, to assist others, to learn, and to share brings so much value to a single thing. I am very thankful and grateful to have the opportunity to participate and learn. When we give love, we are also loved. Love is the serene expression in our hearts, whether receiving or giving. Love is the beauty of flowers blooming, whether in exchange or interaction. Love is the adhesive that binds your heart, my heart, his heart, and everyone’s good hearts together into a powerful and unbreakable force. Love is having you and having me, weathering the wind and rain, as time passes, accompanying each other, and walking together. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Love

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2024 0604 今日塔羅：豐收 Harvest

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2024 0618 今日塔羅：負面性 Nagativity

2024 0620 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0620 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

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Alyson’s 5/10 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor (41-57)

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Alyson’s 5/13 Tarot：壓抑 Oppression (45-57)

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

2024 0527今日塔羅：創造力 Creativity

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2024 0606 今日塔羅：皇后 Empress

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space

2024 0611 今日塔羅：時空 Time Space

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)

Alyson’s 5/20 Tarot：愛 Love (52-57)