Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57) 問題：我4/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：力量 Strength 昨天參加一個培訓課程，關於協談，關於志工，關於自殺議題。 課程內容是嚴肅的，同學是親切的，老師們與主辦單位的人們很是溫柔。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146682463 上午滿滿的四小時，有數據分析，有現況分享，有醫師專業知識的傳授。 下午滿滿的四小時，是團體課程，有遊戲，有認知，有分享。 上完一天課程結束後，回到家要寫功課，將一天的學習心得與團體體驗一一回饋。 將所有指定作業完成已凌晨。 太累了，沒有精神再提筆寫「未來日記」的塔羅日誌。 今天補上。(然後今天的，卻又得明天補了，希望明天我可以將進度趕上，別再拖延。) 今天「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌是「力量」。 完完全全地貼切著我今日一整天的學習課程。 我報名參加一個志工培訓課程。 這是『1995』是防治自殺專線志工培訓。 經過三階段的學習與評量後，方能成為志工，才能開始進行協助他人的事情。 若問我，那麼多的志工，為何選擇『1995』？ 很難回答這個問題，因沒有仔細酌量與思考過。 二十多年前知道『1995』，覺得這是很有意義的，且真摯佩服這些大愛的志工們。 這些是無名英雄，協助他人，是不留名，不現身的。 一直有想貢獻能力予社會的想法，在朋友號召下，連同我和幾位朋友就一起報名了。 曾有過想哭卻哭不出來的痛嗎？ 曾有過痛到心已麻痺，只覺空洞嗎？ 找不到生命的出口，眼前雖不是黑暗，但確實是看不清楚的。 在迷濛裡，沒有方向，心，虛浮著，恐懼驟升，無法停歇地慌。 可以跟誰說？ 會讓人擔心的。 會被人責罵的。 不安穩的心，煩憂的事情不間斷，何時可安歇？何處可安息？ 生命的幽谷，這路，多長？多窄？多暗？多讓人害怕？ 不經意掉下的小石，打在無處可躲藏的身心上，痛得眼淚逼出，沒人知道傷痕累累又疲乏的靈魂，早已蒼白無力。 如果，因為我短短的陪伴，靜靜的凝聽，電話那頭的陌生人，在這段時間裡放心地坦述，願意再多走一點點的路，我就會感受到值得。 疼惜每個受傷的靈魂，疼惜每個傷痕，疼惜每個痛苦和難過。 不懂，這世上為何就是有人忍心傷害他人？ 不懂，為何有時施暴者是那些受害者最親近，最親密的人？ 在這麼多不懂和問題下，解題或找到答案從來我就不擅長。 但我能”傾聽”，我能”陪伴”，我能”理解”。 我曾踏上山巔，我也曾走在山坡丘陵與小低谷裡。 低谷就已讓我難受與心傷，那些在幽谷小徑中走不出來的人，又是承受多少的傷和痛。 我認為能有幫助別人的機會，是幸運，是緣分。 我覺得能夠擁有能力去幫助別人，是幸福的人。 我想擁有幫助他人的能力並且也擁有幫助別人的機會，這是福氣，這是福報。 我會珍惜這堅守心智的”力量”。 我會守護好想要付出與貢獻的”心力”。 這是我的寶貝，要更加珍惜保護的寶貝。 「力量」這張塔羅牌，在埃及祭祀人員的頭上頂著一個大盤，上面有顆蛋型狀的寶物，這是讓人用生命，用誓言，用心保護守護的。 如同，我想保守住自己堅強的心志，保守住自己內心的信念與期盼。 ”將愛傳下去” ~ 傳給需要的人。 親愛的宇宙，請賜予我溫柔的力量，堅定的力量，希望的力量。 Alyson's 4/14 Tarot: Strength (16-57) Question: My theme for the diary of 4/13 Card Drawn: Strength Yesterday, I attended a training course on negotiation, volunteering, and suicide prevention. The content of the course was serious, the classmates were friendly, and the teachers and organizers were very gentle. The morning session was packed with four hours of data analysis, current situation sharing, and imparting professional knowledge from doctors. The afternoon session, also four hours long, consisted of group activities, cognitive exercises, and sharing. After completing a full day of classes, I returned home to do my homework, diligently reflecting on the day's learning and group experiences. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to complete all the assigned tasks. I was too exhausted to muster the energy to write the Tarot journal for the "Future Diary" yesterday. Today, I'm catching up. (And then, today's, which will have to be postponed until tomorrow, hoping I can catch up with my progress tomorrow and not procrastinate anymore.) Today's Tarot draw for the "Future Diary" is "Strength," perfectly reflecting my entire day of learning. I signed up for a volunteer training course. It's the "1995" Suicide Prevention Hotline Volunteer Training. After three stages of learning and assessment, one can become a volunteer and start helping others. If you were to ask me why I chose "1995" out of so many volunteer opportunities, it would be difficult to answer because I hadn't carefully considered or thought about it. More than twenty years ago, I learned about "1995" and felt it was meaningful. I truly admire these selfless volunteers. They are unsung heroes who assist others without seeking recognition or fame. I've always had the desire to contribute to society. At the urging of friends, a few of us signed up together. Have you ever experienced pain so intense that you couldn't cry? Have you ever felt so numb to the point of emptiness? Unable to find an exit from life's struggles, although not in darkness, everything seems blurry. Lost and directionless, with a floating heart, fear rises abruptly, and the panic is relentless. Who can you talk to? It would worry them. You'd be blamed. The restless heart, the continuous worry, When will it find peace? Where can it find solace? How long and narrow is the valley of life? How dark and terrifying is it? The small stones that fall inadvertently, hitting the body and mind with nowhere to hide, the pain forces tears out, but no one knows the soul, battered and weary, has long been pale and weak. If, because of my brief company, quiet listening, the stranger on the other end of the phone feels comfortable enough to confide and is willing to walk a little further, I feel it's worthwhile. Caring for every wounded soul, every scar, every pain and sorrow. Why is it that some people can hurt others without remorse? Why is it that sometimes the perpetrators are the ones closest to the victims? Under so many questions and uncertainties, I've never been good at finding solutions or answers. But I can "listen," I can "accompany," I can "understand." I've walked on mountain peaks, I've walked in hills and valleys. The valleys were already painful and heartbreaking for me. How much pain and hurt do those who can't find their way out of the dark paths of the valley endure? I believe having the opportunity to help others is fortunate, it's fate. I feel that having the ability to help others is a blessing. I want to have the ability to help others and also have the opportunity to help others; this is good fortune, this is karma. I will cherish the "Strength" of my perseverance. I will guard the "heart and soul" I want to contribute and give. It's my treasure, a treasure I must cherish and protect even more. The Tarot card "Strength" depicts a large disk resting on the heads of Egyptian priests, with an egg-shaped object on top, something to be protected with life, vows, and heart. Just as I want to preserve my strong determination and safeguard my inner beliefs and hopes. "Pass on the love" ~ Pass it on to those in need. Dear universe, please grant me gentle strength, firm strength, and hopeful strength. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage 面對內心的黑洞 瞧見了啥？ 看見了啥？ 找到了啥？ 糾結很久且以為的問題， 其實，只是感受， 無關對錯，無論大小， 難過是真，傷心是真，痛哭也是真。 往事不可諫，來者猶可追。 過去的以為，如今看來有點傻氣，可也別苛責自己。 今日的放下，如昔看開有點豪氣，該讚賞鼓勵自己。 過去的以為，不是錯。 今日的明白，不是過。 有時是機緣未到， 不過，其實常多是智慧沒到的問題。 這一路，沒白走。 滿臉淚，沒白流。 敬 過去一路走來的自己！ 致 提出勇氣面對內心黑洞的自己！ Facing the abyss within, What did you glimpse? What did you see? What did you find? Entangled in issues thought to be profound for so long, In truth, they're just emotions, Irrelevant of right or wrong, Regardless of magnitude, Sadness is real, Heartache is real, Shedding tears is real. The past cannot be disputed, but the future can still be pursued. What was once believed, now appears somewhat naive, but don't be too hard on yourself. Today's letting go, seems somewhat bold, and should be appreciated and encouraged. What was once believed, was not a mistake. Today's understanding, is not a failure. Sometimes it's just that the opportunity hasn't arrived yet, But, often it's simply a matter of lacking wisdom. This journey hasn't been in vain. The tears shed, were not for naught. Cheers to the self who has come this far! To the self who bravely confronts the abyss within! #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Courage #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #勇氣 #權杖 #信念

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune 你會喜歡今天的 ~ 今天是週五。 今天的天氣很好。 今天有時間跟朋友聚聚，吃個飯，喝點酒，聊個天。 放鬆、愜意又休息的夜晚，很是迷人。 好好享受 ~ 我的朋友們。 沒有要外出約會的朋友，也不著急。 在家，跟家人，也是能享受美食，享受歡樂。 訂個披薩，鹹酥雞，準備一些啤酒。 這樣的夜晚，讓人期待。 若朋友跟我一樣，是一個人，是獨居。 週五晚上只想放空、發呆，這也是一種享受。 今天晚餐，若可以，想吃披薩，下課後，若還有力氣，就去買瓶啤酒或梅酒。 若沒體力，泡杯熱茶，也是很可以。 今天的塔羅牌是『財富/命運』。 今天，會很精采。 今天，會很愉快。 今天，會很豐富。 今天，會很流動。 今天有黑財神坐鎮，感覺好運銳不可擋。 如果有投資，可能會有不錯的獲利。 所謂的獲利，是要實際進了你口袋才算數，不然都只是帳面上的浮雲。 如果今天在職場上有機會表現，用力伸出手，抓住吧。 想要有所表現，除了日日學習與累積，最後的東風就是，出手表現。 今天的情感滿滿。 想到大家的微笑，想到自己今天也會很開心，連肝臟都微笑了起來。 要注意，別貪心，別好高騖遠，別逞強。 事情沒有絕對。 許多的成功帶著高風險。 在喜悅下，危機意識，保守思維還是要擁有。 祝福今日的我們，在夜晚睡神來臨時，都能有個好夢。 You will enjoy today ~ Today is Friday. The weather is great. You have time to hang out with friends, have a meal, drink some wine, and chat. A relaxed, leisurely evening is very charming. Enjoy it well ~ my friends. For those not going out on a date, don’t worry. At home, with family, you can also enjoy good food and happiness. Order a pizza, some salted crispy chicken, and prepare some beer. Such a night is something to look forward to. If you’re like me, living alone, a Friday night of just zoning out and dazing off is also a form of enjoyment. For tonight's dinner, if you can, have some pizza. After class, if you still have energy, buy a bottle of beer or plum wine. If you’re too tired, a cup of hot tea will also do just fine. Today's tarot card is 'Wealth/Fortune.' Today will be wonderful. Today will be pleasant. Today will be abundant. Today will flow smoothly. With the Black God of Wealth presiding today, good luck feels unstoppable. If you have investments, you might see some nice profits. These profits count only when they actually reach your pocket; otherwise, they are just paper gains. If you have opportunities to perform at work today, reach out and seize them. To shine, apart from daily learning and accumulation, the final push is all about taking action. Today is full of emotions. Thinking about everyone's smiles, thinking about how happy you will be today, even your liver will smile. Be careful not to be greedy, not to aim too high, not to overextend. Nothing is absolute. Many successes come with high risks. In joy, maintain a sense of crisis and a conservative mindset. Bless us all today, and may we have sweet dreams when the night and sleep come. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fortune

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity 這幾日，與一位朋友討論著計劃和時間。 之前他曾允諾可等待我確定的日期。 這兩日與他確認與敲定日期時，他表示，希望可以提早。 我這邊卻有難度。 當初討論出來的日期就是我比較可以進行的時候。 現，他因自己的一些規畫，所以時間有點困難，希望我調整。 並非我不願意，真的是有困難，無法調整。 於是，他一咬牙說，既然當初說好是那一日，那就不變吧。 我謝謝他的體諒，也知道他是沒有辦法才會提出是否可調整的想法。 因我們都是重然諾的人。 我們一旦承諾了，不管經過多少時間，也許中間會有許多變數，甚至自己吃虧或者是會有其他的影響，可是，我們的承諾品質不會改變，承諾的內容不會改變，承諾的價值不會改變。 過去，我寧願讓人辜負我，我也重然諾。 結果就是被當猴子耍弄，被辜負，被欺壓，搞得自己像是個呆瓜般，受人嘲笑。 而，我們的良善不應該被欺負得。 我們的善良應該要發揮在值得的人身上，不然我們就是另類的”幫兇”，因我們默許他們的欺凌，而沒有反抗，沒有反擊。 於是，我再也不沉默。 我還是會做到我的誠信，我還是會遵守我的承諾，但，我也不再讓人隨意揮霍我的好，我的溫柔，我的關心呵護和我對朋友的愛。 今天是『誠信』的一天。 如果你遺忘很久了，請趕緊想起來。 如果你遺失很久了，請趕緊找回來。 如果你遺棄很久了，請趕緊撿回來。 我個人認為『誠信』是身為一個人的基礎。 沒有了誠信，管你位置有多高，管理權勢有多大，都是讓人在心底裡瞧不起。 況且，世事輪迴，世道有報。 若你不怕，跟天抗吧。 畢竟，這世間很多的道理，只要是君子，知悉了，不須人管自然自律；非君子者，知悉也好，不知也罷，不管天道地道與人道，他只有承認他自己的道。 面對這樣的人，我們不跟他爭論，不與他辯駁。 惡人，就讓老天收拾吧。 我們良善之人的誠信陽關道，建立在互諒、互持、互挺、互懂之上。 妥協，是因想求得共好，而非爭輸贏。 誠信，是內心裡正直的道路，是行走在現實社會中的自律標準。 誠信，是美德，非惡魔的謊言所能遮蔽的恆久之光芒。 誠信，是正直信念，是我們須捍衛的信念。 我，誠信，為自己，為家人，為朋友，為眾生，為萬物。 我，誠信，為遵從自己內在的光與聖道。 我，誠信，為遵從自己發願的善與行願。 我，誠信，為遵從世界美好的大同。 Tarot Reading for 2024-07-17: Integrity These past few days, I've been discussing plans and timing with a friend. He had previously promised to wait for me to confirm the date. When I checked and finalized the date with him these past two days, he expressed a desire to move the date up. However, it is difficult for me. The date we initially agreed upon was the one that worked best for me. Now, due to his own plans, he finds the date difficult and hopes I can adjust. It's not that I am unwilling, it’s just genuinely challenging and unfeasible for me to adjust. So, he gritted his teeth and said, "Since we originally agreed on that date, let's stick to it." I thanked him for his understanding, knowing that he wouldn't have asked for an adjustment if it wasn’t necessary. We both value keeping our promises. Once we make a commitment, no matter how much time passes, no matter the variables or personal sacrifices involved, our promise's quality, content, and value remain unchanged. In the past, I would rather be wronged than break my promises. The result was that I ended up being toyed with, betrayed, oppressed, and made a fool of, ridiculed by others. But our kindness should not be taken advantage of. Our kindness should be directed toward those who deserve it; otherwise, we become accomplices by tolerating their bullying without resistance or retaliation. Therefore, I will no longer remain silent. I will maintain my integrity and keep my promises, but I will no longer allow others to squander my kindness, my gentleness, my care, and my love for friends. Today is a day of 'Integrity.' If you have forgotten it for a long time, please remember it quickly. If you have lost it for a long time, please retrieve it quickly. If you have abandoned it for a long time, please pick it up quickly. Personally, I believe that 'Integrity' is the foundation of being human. Without integrity, no matter how high your position or how great your power, you will be despised in people's hearts. Moreover, the world follows cycles, and there are consequences for our actions. If you are not afraid, then challenge the heavens. After all, many truths in this world are self-evident to a gentleman, requiring no external enforcement for self-discipline; for those who are not gentlemen, it makes no difference whether they know or not. They will acknowledge only their own path, regardless of divine or human principles. In dealing with such people, we do not argue or dispute. Let heaven deal with the wicked. Our integrity as kind-hearted people is built on mutual understanding, support, and empathy. Compromise seeks common good, not victory or defeat. Integrity is the path of righteousness within our hearts, the standard of self-discipline in society. Integrity is a virtue, an everlasting light that cannot be obscured by the devil's lies. Integrity is a belief in righteousness that we must defend. I uphold integrity, for myself, for my family, for my friends, for all beings, and for all things. I uphold integrity to follow my inner light and holy path. I uphold integrity to follow the good I have vowed and the actions I have committed to. I uphold integrity to follow the ideal of a harmonious world. #DreamCatchTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Integrity

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium 問題：龍抬頭日，希望土地公伯伯會喜歡我。 抽牌：Two of Cups 均衡 Equilibruim 閱讀： 放縱與謹守，我總走在兩邊的極端。 好久沒有去探望，是不應該。 今年開始要做好這件事情，定期探望土地公伯伯。 於是我呼請宇宙，告訴宇宙，我內心的期望。 宇宙說， 別瞎折騰了。 穩定的情緒避萬病。 想要穩定，先要做好均衡。 飲食要均衡。 生活要均衡。 情感要均衡。 人生要均衡。 老因偏愛，造成失控。 會因縱容，造成偏頗。 宇宙也說了，偏愛，會帶來窒礙，造成阻礙。 地球之母，因四季豐饒，人經歷過四季，品藏過春夏秋冬的美好，讚嘆自然的神奇奧妙，隨著自然的律動而順流著。 輕輕，青青，清清。 輕舟，青衫，清心。 淡泊自在。 不勉強。 不強求。 不求有。 「色不異空，空不異色，色即是空，空即是色。受想行識亦復如是。舍利子。」。 Question: On Dragon Head Raising Day, I hope the Earth God will favor me. Draw: Two of Cups - Equilibrium Reading: Indulgence and restraint, I always walk on both extremes. It's been a while since I visited, which shouldn't be the case. Starting this year, I must make regular visits to the Earth God. So I call upon the universe, telling it my inner expectations. The universe says, "Stop fooling around. Stable emotions prevent a myriad of ailments. To achieve stability, one must first achieve equilibrium." Diet must be balanced. Life must be balanced. Emotions must be balanced. Life must be balanced. Preferring one thing over another leads to loss of control. Indulgence leads to bias. The universe also says that favoritism will lead to hindrances and obstacles. As the Mother Earth, with its bountiful seasons, humans experience the beauty of spring, summer, autumn, and winter, admiring the wonders of nature and flowing with its rhythms. Gently, verdantly, clearly. Light boat, green robe, clear heart. Detachment brings freedom. No coercion. No insistence. No craving for existence. "As colors in space are inseparable from space itself, and space is inseparable from colors. So, too, are sensation, perception, volition, and consciousness inseparable from space. O Shariputra." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear 問題：一個起步的機會，是否承接。 抽牌：聖杯7 恐懼 Fear 閱讀： 噁心的黑暗，空氣很是稀薄。 很想躲起來，卻已無歸處。 聞不到安心的味道，聽不到安撫的聲音。 是被遺忘了？還是被遺棄了？ 天，何時會亮？ 光，何時會來？ 到底，是要走進恐懼裡，還是要走出光？ 深思後的心情不是興奮，是害怕，擔心。 我，還有過往的能力嗎？ 我，還能像過去那樣強嗎？ 這是從來沒有過的經驗，該怎麼辦？ 怕表現不如人意，怕結果不順利，該怎麼辦？ 經過兩三天的考慮，心中是一陣陣的慌亂，該怎麼辦？ 看見花兒的綻放，聽見鳥兒的歌唱， 聽完好幾次的”大夢”，大哭了幾場。 “恐懼”牌卡說，將害怕轉化為紅色有勁的能量，要成長，就要走進恐懼裡，去感受，去學習，去曉得該怎麼辦。 恐懼的另一面，就是”財富”。 Question: Will you embrace an opportunity to start? Card Drawn: Seven of Cups - Fear Reading: A nauseating darkness, the air thin. Yearning to hide, yet nowhere to go. No scent of peace, no soothing sound. Forgotten? Abandoned? When will the day break? When will the light come? Should one delve into the fear, or step towards the light? After deep contemplation, the feeling isn't excitement, it's fear, worry. Do I still possess my past abilities? Can I still be as strong as before? This is an unprecedented experience, what should one do? Fear of underperforming, fear of unfavorable outcomes, what should one do? After two or three days of consideration, the mind is in turmoil, what should one do? Seeing the blossoming of flowers, hearing the birds' songs, After listening to "Dream Big" several times, crying profusely. The "Fear" card says, transform fear into potent red energy, to grow, one must step into fear, to feel, to learn, to understand what to do. The flip side of fear is "wealth." #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Fear #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #恐懼 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection 是該好生地反省反省 這日子已經進入了春 怎腦子還留存在冬呢 假期已結束 百業都已於這幾日敲鑼打鼓開工大吉迎財神 自己卻還在沒理出頭緒 日子過於舒適 腦子也就殘了 此刻的現實反映著過去數月的荒蕪 是該面壁思過，檢討改進了 It's time for some serious self-reflection. Spring has already arrived, yet my mind seems stuck in winter. The holidays have ended, and businesses have resumed with enthusiasm, welcoming the God of Wealth. Meanwhile, I'm still feeling lost. Life has been too comfortable, and my mind has grown sluggish. The current reality reflects the barrenness of the past few months. It's time to face the wall, reflect, and make improvements. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Reflection #Words #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #地球 #物質 #反映

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance 稍早朋友來家裡坐坐。 說著擔憂孩子這幾天的身體狀況。 我喜歡的涼爽天氣，原來對支氣管較欠佳的人，尤其是孩子，是段需要較細心呵護的時光。 同理心，在我未有周全的認知情境裡，消失無蹤跡。 原來，有時候不是沒有同理心。 因為認知狹小而侷限了思考範圍。 因為懂得甚少而阻礙的思慮周全。 這部分需要再加強生活層面的敏銳度和覺察力。 今天的塔羅牌是『平衡』。 平衡，在我的以為裡，與均衡是同一個意思。 營養均衡。 發展均衡。 生活均衡。 人生均衡。 均衡，內心沒有空缺或空洞處，人生圓滿。 失衡，不是不好，而是總有那麼一點點的遺憾。 也許是沒有機會有哪一個角色，甚至或許是曾擁有過而喪失了。 人生不圓滿，不幸福嗎？ 很多時候，這兩件事情被放在一起畫上等號。 大部分的人生，這兩件事情雖放在一起，但中間是緊密關係，未必只有等於關係。 平衡 ~ 糾結與掙扎，為難與堅持，消耗了人與人之間的情感。 可惜。 天秤在心中，成為行動的基準，成為做人做事的原則。 很多時候，堅持，很艱難，尤其孤軍奮戰。 世間上有許多的吵吵鬧鬧，起因很多是因為，不公平。 一碗水兩手端，平，也得費力與盡心。 有時求快，單手拿，離”穩”的程度相近無幾，但手會痠，不是最佳的狀態。 達成平衡，少不了分析及冷靜。 評估、權衡、企畫、調整、協調。 一長串流程所需的耐心及用心。 平衡，不是一件簡單的事情。 完美，更是需要費盡心思。 更需要十足十的行動力一起。 否則，一切只是空想、空談，是空洞啊。 行動起來 ~ 即使是連假的前一天，也不影響我們行動的腳程。 Tarot for Today: June 7, 2024 – Balance Earlier, a friend came over for a visit. They expressed concern about their child’s health over the past few days. The cool weather I enjoy turns out to be a time that requires extra care for those with weaker bronchial systems, especially children. Empathy vanishes in situations I do not fully understand. It turns out that sometimes it's not a lack of empathy. Limited understanding restricts the range of our thoughts. A lack of knowledge impedes comprehensive thinking. This is an area where I need to enhance my sensitivity and awareness in life. Today's tarot card is "Balance." In my mind, balance is synonymous with equilibrium. Nutritional balance. Balanced development. Balanced life. Balanced existence. Balance means no gaps or voids within, leading to a fulfilling life. Imbalance is not necessarily bad, but it often leaves a hint of regret. Maybe it's the absence of a particular role or perhaps something once possessed and then lost. Does an incomplete life mean unhappiness? Often, these two concepts are equated. In most lives, although these concepts are placed together, they are closely related but not necessarily equal. Balance ~ Entanglements and struggles, dilemmas and persistence, all deplete the emotions between people. What a pity. The scales in our hearts become the standard for our actions and the principles for our conduct. Often, holding onto something is difficult, especially when fighting alone. Many conflicts arise from unfairness. Balancing a bowl of water with two hands is fair but requires effort and dedication. Sometimes in haste, using one hand brings stability but leads to strain, not the best state. Achieving balance requires analysis and calmness. Assessment, weighing options, planning, adjusting, and coordination. A long process requiring patience and dedication. Balance is not an easy task. Perfection demands even more effort and thought. It also requires substantial action. Otherwise, it’s all just empty talk. Let’s take action ~ Even on the day before a holiday, our pace of action remains unaffected. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Balance

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment 這週末週日，很靜。 靜得連門都沒走出去。 想到外面赤熱的太陽，想著自己很難承受溫度急冷急熱的變化，還是別出門找罪受了。 在家，有冷氣，有食物，雖沒有奢華享受，可自己的窩，怎麼待怎麼舒服。 曾有人跟我說，沒出門的日子，怎是過充實的生活呢？ 這道理，其實我是比較沒有辦法接受的，但不評論。 雖然我認為充實生活，為何一定要出門才能擁有。 不過，大家對於充實生活的定義不同，那也就不奇怪想法不一致了。 只是，今天恐會讓大家失望的是，今天的塔羅牌，沒有抽到直接的，顯而易見的正向牌卡。 今天的塔羅牌是『失望』。 對什麼失望呢？ 對人？ 對事？ 對自己？ 對結果？ 我查看了自己今日的行事曆，沒有大事，難道這樣就不擔心會發生失望的情況嗎？ 非也。 我對自己失望的，不會只有今天。 課程結束之後這些天來，蠻多天我都因自己的消極感到失望。 明明，需要做的事情那麼多。 明明，塔羅閱讀師的事情目前是半吊子狀態，還欠一些資料沒提供給老師，可就是沒開始進行。 但我卻仍沒重整好自己。 維基百科裡寫道，「失望是人類情緒的一種，是由於沒有達到某種期望或實現希望的情況而產生的不滿足而導致的情緒。失望和後悔有類似之處，不同之處在於後悔的情緒是由先前的選擇導致了令人不滿的結果而造成，而失望情緒則更多是由於令人不滿的結果，與造成這種結果的原因關聯不大。失望是人的心理壓力的來源之一。研究失望情緒的起因、表現和對人行為、意識的影響是心理學的課題之一。」 失望，是對現況，對當下的情緒。 要如何跨越失望？ 是要等時間過去？ 還是已想好如何主動出擊？ 失望，也會積累。 我曾因積累了太多的失望，對人雖沒產生絕望的心情，可也距離不遠了。 因那時的我對任何人都不感興趣，也不想交流。 是很大的打擊之後的正常反應。 是被背叛欺負之後的正常反應啊！ 於是學習到了，不將自己的情感寄託在他人身上。 先愛自己，且是很愛很愛的程度。 別人如何待我，不好的態度，那就笑看唄，可若是彼此開心互動與往來，當然就是歡喜接受。 不受別人惡意的行徑給困擾。 失望因此就減少。 既然今天塔羅牌是『失望』，那就讓我們小心點行事。 在沒能力對抗或衝破之前，我們躲，我們閃，總可以做到的，是吧。 2024/07/01 Today's Tarot: Disappointment This Sunday was very quiet. So quiet that I didn't even step outside. Thinking of the scorching sun outside and knowing I can hardly withstand sudden changes in temperature, I decided not to go out and suffer. At home, there's air conditioning, food, and while it's not luxurious, my own space is always the most comfortable. Someone once told me, how can you live a fulfilling life without going out? Honestly, I can't quite accept this notion, but I won't argue. I believe that a fulfilling life doesn't necessarily require going out. However, everyone has a different definition of a fulfilling life, so it's not surprising that opinions vary. But today, I might disappoint everyone because today's tarot card is not directly and obviously positive. Today's tarot card is "Disappointment." Disappointed by what? People? Things? Oneself? Results? I checked my schedule for today and there are no major events. Does that mean there's no worry of being disappointed? Not really. I'm often disappointed in myself, and today is no exception. For many days after my course ended, I've been feeling disappointed in my own passivity. Clearly, there's so much to be done. Clearly, I'm still halfway through my tarot reading assignments, with some materials still pending for my teacher, yet I haven't started. But I still haven't managed to pull myself together. Wikipedia states, "Disappointment is a type of human emotion, arising from unfulfilled expectations or hopes. It is similar to regret, but while regret is caused by unsatisfactory results due to previous choices, disappointment is more related to unsatisfactory outcomes, regardless of the cause. Disappointment is a source of psychological stress. Studying the causes, manifestations, and effects of disappointment on human behavior and consciousness is one of the subjects of psychology." Disappointment is an emotion tied to the current state, to the present moment. How do we overcome disappointment? Do we wait for time to pass? Or have we already figured out how to take the initiative? Disappointment can also accumulate. I once accumulated so much disappointment that, although I didn't become completely hopeless about people, I wasn't far from it. At that time, I had no interest in anyone and didn't want to interact. It was a normal reaction after a significant blow. It's a normal reaction after being betrayed and bullied! So I learned not to place my emotional reliance on others. First, love yourself, and love yourself deeply. How others treat me—if it's negative, I'll just laugh it off, but if we have happy interactions, then I'll gladly accept. Don't let others' malicious actions bother you. This way, disappointment decreases. Since today's tarot card is "Disappointment," let's be cautious in our actions. Until we have the ability to confront or overcome it, we can avoid it. We can dodge it, can't we? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Disappointment

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57) 問題：我4/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 再次驗證了塔羅的神奇。 在10天前計畫將塔羅抽牌與撰寫未來日記兩者結合在一起。 那天晚上呼喊宇宙，請宇宙指引未來四週的每週主題。 接著抽出每個主題各七天的副題。 昨天寫著第二週的主題是「死亡Death」時，我還未發覺。 直到剛剛，看了之前塔羅抽牌紀錄，看到今天的副題是「宇宙Universe」，我的心情再度激動，又想流淚哭泣了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145838932 今天我們一群朋友去探望一位已遠去的朋友。 在今年的三月中旬我們才知道他已離去許久。 陸陸續續我們討論著要去看他，大家橋著可以一同前往的日期，今日。 我還是像過往一樣，工作的事情與私人的事情，思緒是分開，沒有連結在一起。 其實這是個很難說明清楚的狀態。 明明，兩個面向是共用同一顆腦袋，同一個人的思緒，和在同一個行事曆角逐著各自可以佔有的比例。 對我來說，兩者之間能有機會串連在一起也就只有敲時間，橋行事曆上的空白處而已。 所以，在這稍早之前，我從未注意到今日塔羅的牌卡，與今日的私人行程連在起來。 今天早上，我並沒有時間去想，去寫今日的「未來日記」。 除了急著出門以外，最主要的是我沒有那份心情。 我不敢想像朋友長眠所在的樹葬地方情景，也不知道自己會是怎樣的心情。 我只記得包包裡要多放衛生紙，帶點餅乾、巧克力一起去。 原本計畫搭乘大眾交通工具去，卻在出發前兩天敵不過非常懶惰的自己。 這兩年多來，我把自己寵得是越來越嬌氣。 不想太辛勞的事情，就不勉強自己。 另一位朋友在臉書上寫著想念。 過往的對話，大部分我都想不起來。 我只記得我今天的哥斯大黎加，大嘴鳥莊園手沖咖啡，因另一朋友去詢問老闆關於咖啡的問題，打亂了老闆的節奏，結果我成了苦主，喝到一杯又苦又澀的咖啡。 就像是想到朋友已離開這件事情的心情。 我在自己挖掘的情緒坑洞裡掙扎。 我在樹梢被風吹過的搖晃裡擺盪。 宇宙說，這都是過程。 存在，是還在路上。 曾存在，是已完成。 死亡與再生，在宇宙奧妙平衡裡，分秒持續運動著。 他一人的離去，你幾人的難過，是滄海一粟，是江海一滴。 我的心情低落，是蒼白。 在浩瀚中，根本看不出來。 宇宙說， 有感受，有覺知，是存在與擁有，非失落。 應該要明白，要懂得，因擁有才會感到痛。 花開花落。 潮起潮落。 有機會能說聲”再會”，是很好的告別。 走過人間，終會一別。 不枉相遇相識這一場。 Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot: Universe (10-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/07 Card drawn: Universe Once again, the magic of tarot is validated. Ten days ago, I decided to combine tarot card drawing with writing my future diary. That evening, I called out to the universe, asking it to guide the themes for each week of the next four weeks. I then drew sub-themes for each week, spanning seven days each. Yesterday, as I wrote that the theme for the second week was "Death," I didn't realize its significance. It wasn't until just now, as I reviewed my previous tarot card draws and saw that today's sub-theme is "Universe," that my emotions were once again stirred, and tears threatened to fall. Today, a group of friends and I went to visit a friend who has already departed. It wasn't until mid-March of this year that we learned of his passing. We had been discussing visiting him intermittently, bridging the dates when we could all go together, which happened to be today. As usual, I compartmentalized my thoughts between work and personal matters. It's a difficult state to articulate. Although both aspects share the same mind and calendar, they seem disconnected, with the only opportunity for connection being the occasional overlap in my schedule. Thus, until just earlier, I hadn't noticed the connection between today's tarot card and my personal agenda. This morning, I didn't have the time or the mindset to think about or write today's "future diary." Aside from rushing out the door, I simply wasn't in the right headspace. I dare not imagine the scene at the tree burial site where our friend rests, nor do I know what emotions to expect from myself. All I remember is to pack extra tissues in my bag and bring some biscuits and chocolate along. Originally, I planned to take public transportation, but two days before departure, my overwhelming laziness got the better of me. Over these past couple of years, I've grown increasingly pampered. If it's something I don't feel like exerting effort for, I simply won't force myself. Another friend wrote on Facebook expressing their longing. Most of our past conversations escape my memory. All I can recall is my time in Costa Rica, at the Toucan Rescue Ranch, hand-brewing coffee, while another friend asked the owner coffee-related questions, disrupting the owner's rhythm and resulting in me being served a bitter cup of coffee. It's akin to the feeling of realizing that a friend has departed. I'm struggling within the emotional pits I've dug for myself. I sway amidst the swaying of the treetops in the breeze. The universe says, this is all part of the process. Existence is still on its journey. What once existed is now complete. Death and rebirth, within the mysterious balance of the universe, continue to move forward. The departure of one person, the sorrow of a few, is but a drop in the ocean. My melancholy is insignificant amidst the vastness. The universe says, to feel, to be aware, is to exist and possess, not to lose. One should understand, should comprehend, that pain comes from having had something. Flowers bloom and wither. Tides rise and fall. The chance to say "farewell" is a gracious parting. Having traversed this earthly realm, farewells are inevitable. Our meeting and acquaintance were not in vain. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 3/04 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

2024 0717 今日塔羅：誠信 Integrity

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 3/11 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 3/08 Tarot：恐懼 Fear

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection

Alyson’s 2/16 Tarot：反映 Reflection

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune