2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success 這個週末假日，你好嗎？ 週六早上我完成了一個培訓第一階段的考核評量。 前一晚的用功讀書獲得了直接的回饋。 這真是再簡單不過的成功定律了。 考試後，和朋友一起去吃午餐，下午茶，聊聊天。 美好時光啊！ 我們總希望時光都是如此充盈，開心和快樂。 可，人生，哪會總是如此美麗。 每次的選擇與決定，讓我們認識新朋友，很幸運，有時會遇到幾個路程與我們相同的，一起搭車前往下一站，再到下一站。 我們永遠都不知道哪一站的停車，會有誰下車。 也許，下車的會是我們自己。 “成功”，可以很複雜，也可以很簡單。 一切都在我們的心之所向。 若求平靜與平安，平凡是條康莊道。 若求永垂不朽與榮耀，披荊斬棘在所難免。 享受獎勵的快樂，支持我們不斷前進的腳步。 個人小提醒 ~ 我們對於”成功”的慾望，是不是層出不窮，永無止盡？ 就像在滾輪裡的小倉鼠，每天一直跑，以為前進了幾萬步，實際上卻始終在原地。 追尋過後，也要抬頭看看，現在頂著的天，是曾經嚮往的那一片嗎？ 不要成為了為了跑而跑的小老鼠呀。 Today's Tarot: Success How's your weekend going? Mine kicked off with a sense of accomplishment as I wrapped up the first stage assessment of a training program bright and early on Saturday morning. The diligent study session from the night before paid off with immediate feedback. It was the epitome of the simple law of success. Post-exam, I caught up with friends over lunch and afternoon tea, indulging in conversations that added warmth to the already lovely day. Moments like these make us wish time could always be so fulfilling, joyful, and happy. But life, as we know, isn't always a picturesque scene. Each choice and decision introduces us to new acquaintances; some share our journey for a while, riding alongside us to the next stop, and maybe the next after that. We never quite know who'll disembark at which station. Perhaps, sometimes, it's us. "Success" can be complex or straightforward, depending on the perspective. It's all within the realm of our desires. If seeking tranquility and peace, the path of simplicity is noble. If aiming for immortality and glory, navigating obstacles is inevitable. Today's success serves as tomorrow's incentive to persevere. Enjoy the bliss of rewards, supporting our continuous stride forward. A personal reminder: Is our desire for success unending, akin to a hamster on a wheel, running incessantly but making no progress? After the pursuit, let's remember to look up and assess if the sky above matches the one we once yearned for. Let's not become like the little rodent, running for the sake of running. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Success

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57) 問題：我4/13的未來日記主題 抽牌：力量 Strength 昨天參加一個培訓課程，關於協談，關於志工，關於自殺議題。 課程內容是嚴肅的，同學是親切的，老師們與主辦單位的人們很是溫柔。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146682463 上午滿滿的四小時，有數據分析，有現況分享，有醫師專業知識的傳授。 下午滿滿的四小時，是團體課程，有遊戲，有認知，有分享。 上完一天課程結束後，回到家要寫功課，將一天的學習心得與團體體驗一一回饋。 將所有指定作業完成已凌晨。 太累了，沒有精神再提筆寫「未來日記」的塔羅日誌。 今天補上。(然後今天的，卻又得明天補了，希望明天我可以將進度趕上，別再拖延。) 今天「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌是「力量」。 完完全全地貼切著我今日一整天的學習課程。 我報名參加一個志工培訓課程。 這是『1995』是防治自殺專線志工培訓。 經過三階段的學習與評量後，方能成為志工，才能開始進行協助他人的事情。 若問我，那麼多的志工，為何選擇『1995』？ 很難回答這個問題，因沒有仔細酌量與思考過。 二十多年前知道『1995』，覺得這是很有意義的，且真摯佩服這些大愛的志工們。 這些是無名英雄，協助他人，是不留名，不現身的。 一直有想貢獻能力予社會的想法，在朋友號召下，連同我和幾位朋友就一起報名了。 曾有過想哭卻哭不出來的痛嗎？ 曾有過痛到心已麻痺，只覺空洞嗎？ 找不到生命的出口，眼前雖不是黑暗，但確實是看不清楚的。 在迷濛裡，沒有方向，心，虛浮著，恐懼驟升，無法停歇地慌。 可以跟誰說？ 會讓人擔心的。 會被人責罵的。 不安穩的心，煩憂的事情不間斷，何時可安歇？何處可安息？ 生命的幽谷，這路，多長？多窄？多暗？多讓人害怕？ 不經意掉下的小石，打在無處可躲藏的身心上，痛得眼淚逼出，沒人知道傷痕累累又疲乏的靈魂，早已蒼白無力。 如果，因為我短短的陪伴，靜靜的凝聽，電話那頭的陌生人，在這段時間裡放心地坦述，願意再多走一點點的路，我就會感受到值得。 疼惜每個受傷的靈魂，疼惜每個傷痕，疼惜每個痛苦和難過。 不懂，這世上為何就是有人忍心傷害他人？ 不懂，為何有時施暴者是那些受害者最親近，最親密的人？ 在這麼多不懂和問題下，解題或找到答案從來我就不擅長。 但我能”傾聽”，我能”陪伴”，我能”理解”。 我曾踏上山巔，我也曾走在山坡丘陵與小低谷裡。 低谷就已讓我難受與心傷，那些在幽谷小徑中走不出來的人，又是承受多少的傷和痛。 我認為能有幫助別人的機會，是幸運，是緣分。 我覺得能夠擁有能力去幫助別人，是幸福的人。 我想擁有幫助他人的能力並且也擁有幫助別人的機會，這是福氣，這是福報。 我會珍惜這堅守心智的”力量”。 我會守護好想要付出與貢獻的”心力”。 這是我的寶貝，要更加珍惜保護的寶貝。 「力量」這張塔羅牌，在埃及祭祀人員的頭上頂著一個大盤，上面有顆蛋型狀的寶物，這是讓人用生命，用誓言，用心保護守護的。 如同，我想保守住自己堅強的心志，保守住自己內心的信念與期盼。 ”將愛傳下去” ~ 傳給需要的人。 親愛的宇宙，請賜予我溫柔的力量，堅定的力量，希望的力量。 Alyson's 4/14 Tarot: Strength (16-57) Question: My theme for the diary of 4/13 Card Drawn: Strength Yesterday, I attended a training course on negotiation, volunteering, and suicide prevention. The content of the course was serious, the classmates were friendly, and the teachers and organizers were very gentle. The morning session was packed with four hours of data analysis, current situation sharing, and imparting professional knowledge from doctors. The afternoon session, also four hours long, consisted of group activities, cognitive exercises, and sharing. After completing a full day of classes, I returned home to do my homework, diligently reflecting on the day's learning and group experiences. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to complete all the assigned tasks. I was too exhausted to muster the energy to write the Tarot journal for the "Future Diary" yesterday. Today, I'm catching up. (And then, today's, which will have to be postponed until tomorrow, hoping I can catch up with my progress tomorrow and not procrastinate anymore.) Today's Tarot draw for the "Future Diary" is "Strength," perfectly reflecting my entire day of learning. I signed up for a volunteer training course. It's the "1995" Suicide Prevention Hotline Volunteer Training. After three stages of learning and assessment, one can become a volunteer and start helping others. If you were to ask me why I chose "1995" out of so many volunteer opportunities, it would be difficult to answer because I hadn't carefully considered or thought about it. More than twenty years ago, I learned about "1995" and felt it was meaningful. I truly admire these selfless volunteers. They are unsung heroes who assist others without seeking recognition or fame. I've always had the desire to contribute to society. At the urging of friends, a few of us signed up together. Have you ever experienced pain so intense that you couldn't cry? Have you ever felt so numb to the point of emptiness? Unable to find an exit from life's struggles, although not in darkness, everything seems blurry. Lost and directionless, with a floating heart, fear rises abruptly, and the panic is relentless. Who can you talk to? It would worry them. You'd be blamed. The restless heart, the continuous worry, When will it find peace? Where can it find solace? How long and narrow is the valley of life? How dark and terrifying is it? The small stones that fall inadvertently, hitting the body and mind with nowhere to hide, the pain forces tears out, but no one knows the soul, battered and weary, has long been pale and weak. If, because of my brief company, quiet listening, the stranger on the other end of the phone feels comfortable enough to confide and is willing to walk a little further, I feel it's worthwhile. Caring for every wounded soul, every scar, every pain and sorrow. Why is it that some people can hurt others without remorse? Why is it that sometimes the perpetrators are the ones closest to the victims? Under so many questions and uncertainties, I've never been good at finding solutions or answers. But I can "listen," I can "accompany," I can "understand." I've walked on mountain peaks, I've walked in hills and valleys. The valleys were already painful and heartbreaking for me. How much pain and hurt do those who can't find their way out of the dark paths of the valley endure? I believe having the opportunity to help others is fortunate, it's fate. I feel that having the ability to help others is a blessing. I want to have the ability to help others and also have the opportunity to help others; this is good fortune, this is karma. I will cherish the "Strength" of my perseverance. I will guard the "heart and soul" I want to contribute and give. It's my treasure, a treasure I must cherish and protect even more. The Tarot card "Strength" depicts a large disk resting on the heads of Egyptian priests, with an egg-shaped object on top, something to be protected with life, vows, and heart. Just as I want to preserve my strong determination and safeguard my inner beliefs and hopes. "Pass on the love" ~ Pass it on to those in need. Dear universe, please grant me gentle strength, firm strength, and hopeful strength. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Strength

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune 你會喜歡今天的 ~ 今天是週五。 今天的天氣很好。 今天有時間跟朋友聚聚，吃個飯，喝點酒，聊個天。 放鬆、愜意又休息的夜晚，很是迷人。 好好享受 ~ 我的朋友們。 沒有要外出約會的朋友，也不著急。 在家，跟家人，也是能享受美食，享受歡樂。 訂個披薩，鹹酥雞，準備一些啤酒。 這樣的夜晚，讓人期待。 若朋友跟我一樣，是一個人，是獨居。 週五晚上只想放空、發呆，這也是一種享受。 今天晚餐，若可以，想吃披薩，下課後，若還有力氣，就去買瓶啤酒或梅酒。 若沒體力，泡杯熱茶，也是很可以。 今天的塔羅牌是『財富/命運』。 今天，會很精采。 今天，會很愉快。 今天，會很豐富。 今天，會很流動。 今天有黑財神坐鎮，感覺好運銳不可擋。 如果有投資，可能會有不錯的獲利。 所謂的獲利，是要實際進了你口袋才算數，不然都只是帳面上的浮雲。 如果今天在職場上有機會表現，用力伸出手，抓住吧。 想要有所表現，除了日日學習與累積，最後的東風就是，出手表現。 今天的情感滿滿。 想到大家的微笑，想到自己今天也會很開心，連肝臟都微笑了起來。 要注意，別貪心，別好高騖遠，別逞強。 事情沒有絕對。 許多的成功帶著高風險。 在喜悅下，危機意識，保守思維還是要擁有。 祝福今日的我們，在夜晚睡神來臨時，都能有個好夢。 You will enjoy today ~ Today is Friday. The weather is great. You have time to hang out with friends, have a meal, drink some wine, and chat. A relaxed, leisurely evening is very charming. Enjoy it well ~ my friends. For those not going out on a date, don’t worry. At home, with family, you can also enjoy good food and happiness. Order a pizza, some salted crispy chicken, and prepare some beer. Such a night is something to look forward to. If you’re like me, living alone, a Friday night of just zoning out and dazing off is also a form of enjoyment. For tonight's dinner, if you can, have some pizza. After class, if you still have energy, buy a bottle of beer or plum wine. If you’re too tired, a cup of hot tea will also do just fine. Today's tarot card is 'Wealth/Fortune.' Today will be wonderful. Today will be pleasant. Today will be abundant. Today will flow smoothly. With the Black God of Wealth presiding today, good luck feels unstoppable. If you have investments, you might see some nice profits. These profits count only when they actually reach your pocket; otherwise, they are just paper gains. If you have opportunities to perform at work today, reach out and seize them. To shine, apart from daily learning and accumulation, the final push is all about taking action. Today is full of emotions. Thinking about everyone's smiles, thinking about how happy you will be today, even your liver will smile. Be careful not to be greedy, not to aim too high, not to overextend. Nothing is absolute. Many successes come with high risks. In joy, maintain a sense of crisis and a conservative mindset. Bless us all today, and may we have sweet dreams when the night and sleep come. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fortune

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57) 問題：我4/11的未來日記主題 抽牌：誠信 Integrity https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146354557 有點不知道要如何決定，難道要繼續這樣走下去？ 我在想，我很難成功吧！ 老是猶豫不定。 老是怕東憂西。 始終沒有拿出破釜沉舟的勇氣。 甚至，現在連「未來日記」都不知道如何進行。 塔羅，對我而言，到底是怎樣的存在？ 會在我快要失去信心時，神來一牌，把我感動得痛哭流涕。 卻也在原本滿滿的勇敢，因為一天天得看似沒有進展的情況，消磨殆盡。 是否因我尚未敞開心胸，全然接受宇宙會透過塔羅捎給我訊息，所以我依然半吊子似的，踽踽難行。 「未來日記」第二週的主題是「死亡Death」。 關於這張塔羅牌，有個含意，說”所有事物終究會結束的，接受他吧！” 而今日的副牌是「誠信 Integrity」，是隸屬於權杖牌。 宇宙希望我內觀自己的初衷，自己的內心。 啊！可我就是貪心呀。 我也想學習且取得證照成為一位職涯諮詢師，加上我的人力資源經驗，若能再與塔羅結合在一起，光是想到這個夢實現的那天，都覺自己會發散著是天下無敵的厲害光芒。 現實教育我要懂得低頭。 宇宙呼喊著要有所堅持。 「誠信」這張塔羅牌有一個意思，”遵循自己的路徑，不要害怕獨處，守住那些不會妥協和退卻的理想及價值觀，有骨氣地為自己和信念站出立場。” 宇宙呀！ 請容許我多些彈性，多加一些現實經濟考量。 許多人的修行，非持缽化緣的和尚，我們無法達到那樣高階層次。 我們會做的，能做的，都是在紅塵打滾，尚保有一點理想，還存在一絲靈性。 我不會被他人擊垮，但，當我自己都沒有把握時，擊潰我的方式何須外力，何須他人。 是啊！ 才上課第三天，已覺疲憊不已。 被限制在一個空間，一個位置，每天要花費那麼長的時間，這讓我極度不適應，抗議的不只有心情，還有身體。 今日是最後一天須決定是否要繼續。 抽張塔羅問問宇宙吧！ 抽到了「改變」，這是行動牌，有著落地務實的含意。 宇宙說，”繼續學習。這是有幫助的。” 繼續吧！不能放棄！ 塔羅牌是反應問牌的人的內心。 塔羅牌將你一直不願意直視，不願意接受的真相，藉由牌的抽取與閱讀，讓人無所遁形，無法逃避。 Alyson's 4/12 Tarot: Integrity (14-57) Question: My 4/11 Future Diary theme Card drawn: Integrity I'm a bit unsure about how to proceed. Should I keep going like this? I keep thinking, will I ever succeed? I'm always indecisive. Always worrying about everything. I never seem to muster the courage to take a stand. Even now, I'm unsure how to proceed with my "Future Diary." What does Tarot mean to me, really? Sometimes, just when I'm about to lose faith, a card comes and moves me to tears. But then, the courage I had, fueled by seemingly stagnant progress day by day, dwindles away. Is it because I haven't opened my heart fully to accept the messages the universe sends through Tarot that I'm still stumbling along like this? The theme for the second week of my "Future Diary" is "Death." About this Tarot card, there's a meaning: "Everything eventually ends, accept it!" Today's secondary card is "Integrity," belonging to the suit of Wands. The universe wants me to introspect my intentions, my inner self. Ah! But I'm greedy. I also want to learn and acquire certification to become a career counselor. Combined with my experience in human resources, just the thought of the day when this dream comes true makes me feel invincible. Reality teaches me to be humble. The universe calls for perseverance. The "Integrity" card has a meaning: "Follow your path, don't fear solitude, hold onto those ideals and values that won't compromise or retreat, stand up for yourself and your beliefs with integrity." Oh, universe! Please allow me some flexibility, some consideration for practical economic matters. Many people's spiritual pursuits don't reach the heights of begging for alms like monks. What we can do, what we are doing, is navigating through the mundane world while still holding onto some ideals, retaining a bit of spirituality. I won't let others defeat me, but when I don't even have confidence in myself, what's the need for external forces to crush me? Yes! It's only the third day of class, and I already feel exhausted. Being confined to one space, one position, spending so much time every day—it makes me extremely uncomfortable. My protest isn't just in my mind, it's in my body too. Today is the last day to decide whether to continue. Let's draw a Tarot card and ask the universe! I drew "Change," which is an action card, implying practical outcomes. The universe says, "Keep learning. It's beneficial." Let's continue! I can't give up! Tarot reflects the innermost feelings of the questioner. It exposes the truths you've been unwilling to face, unwilling to accept, through the draw and interpretation of the cards, leaving no room for evasion. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Integrity

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望 對於現在深居簡出，簡單生活的我 會有什麼事情讓我感到失望呢？ 目前想到的有2個可能事情 1.農曆年節前與獵人頭公司談的工作 2.體重飆升 生活想愜意 莫為未知擾了神 塔羅牌 是重點提示 是茫霧中的指引 是千頭萬緒裡的提醒 終究，時間，會將答案帶到我們眼前 For me, who currently lives a simple life of seclusion, what might disappoint me? Two potential scenarios come to mind: 1. The job discussions with the headhunting company before the Lunar New Year. 2. A sudden surge in weight. Life is meant to be tranquil, Let not the unknown disturb your peace. Tarot cards are significant prompts, guidance through the fog, reminders amidst the myriad threads. Ultimately, time will bring forth the answers before us. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #權杖 #失望

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/139741078 每天，我會抽2張塔羅牌 一張是我自己的，一張是大家的 而在”今日塔羅”裡的塔羅牌就是宇宙給大家的祝福 而Alyson’s date Tarot則是宇宙給我個人的訊息 從今年1月開始 每天我會請宇宙讓我收到給大家的祝福和給我的訊息 對於每日的塔羅抽牌 我是用尊敬的態度 沒有任何疑問 沒有任何探詢 大部分都是說 “親愛的宇宙，今天/明天，想送給我們什麼祝福？想告訴我們什麼？” 今天 是年假過後要補班的週六 是先甘後苦的結果 也就是等於這週只能休息一天之結果 然後 宇宙送給我們的祝福：悲傷 Every day, I draw two tarot cards - one for myself and one for everyone else. The tarot card in "Today's Tarot" represents the universe's blessing for everyone, while Alyson's date Tarot conveys the universe's message specifically for me. Since January this year, I have been asking the universe every day to send me blessings for everyone and messages for myself. When I draw the daily tarot cards, I do so with respect, without any questions or probing. Most of the time, I simply say, "Dear universe, what blessings do you want to send us today/tomorrow? What do you want to tell us?" Today is Saturday, the first day back to work after the New Year holiday, representing the outcome of hard work. Essentially, it means having only one day of rest this week. Then, the universe's blessing for us: sadness. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Sorrow #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #悲傷

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/144508831 在山林間，在鄉野裡，在一寸一寸黃土上用心耕耘。 天，遼闊。 樹，高壯。 水，甜美。 河水流淌，鳥兒在歡唱。 春、夏、秋、冬。 造物主的手，讓四季有不同雲彩和變化。 人，是這樣渺小，卻又那樣狂妄。 人定勝天？ 這”勝”，不在征服，不在玩弄，在”天酬勤道”。 落地與踏實。 別匆匆忙忙，別慌慌張張。 今天適合”大隱於市”。 思，靜。 人，緩。 心，安。 In the mountains, in the countryside, diligently cultivating on every inch of yellow soil. The sky, vast. The trees, tall and strong. The water, sweet. Rivers flow, birds sing merrily. Spring, summer, autumn, winter. The Creator's hand paints different clouds and changes for each season. Humans, so small yet so arrogant. Can humans conquer the heavens? This "victory" lies not in conquest, not in manipulation, but in "heaven rewarding diligent effort". Land and solidity. Don't rush, don't panic. Today is suitable for "concealing oneself in the city". Thoughts, calm. People, relaxed. Hearts, tranquil. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Hermit

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor 連續兩天都抽到同一張塔羅牌。 真的是讓我感到驚訝，且也深思有甚麼事情讓宇宙這樣提醒著我們。 昨天，上完最後一天的電腦培訓課程。 從完全不懂的小白，到現在，有些技能知道了，很多都還是懵懵懂懂。 過去在學校時，聽著那些搞不懂的專業科目，我到底是如何過關，如何仍對自己充滿自信，認為自己日後有能力可以在江湖上有風得走著。 年紀越長，看得越多，也曾走遠過，雖然也沒有走得太遠，就每天通勤到另一個城市而已，不過城市不同，屬性不同，看過廣闊的世界，認識很多很棒的人，深感自己的渺小，也覺自己的能力，可發揮的價值不多。 常會有”冒牌者心理”的感受浮上心頭。 我有像他們認為的那樣棒嗎？ 我值得被人好好對待嗎? 應該很快就會被人發現我是硬撐的吧？ 我總是佩服專業又有自信的人。 我總是欣賞能力強大又情緒穩定的人。 我總是靠近溫柔又善解人意的人。 我總是想要成為他們每一個人。 我也想成為創造者，創意者。 在我們的腦袋裡，每天激發龐大的能量，所以常常動腦後，會更覺疲憊，有些人會想吃東西，補充一下，有人則是會想睡覺。 心智，是東西嗎？ 可說是東西，但又不具體。 不具體，無形，卻有確確實實的存在。 心智，你在想甚麼？你想要做甚麼？你怎麼想？你想怎麼做？ 如何抓到腦中的飛逝而過的想法？ 如何鍛鍊心智？ 如何發揮心智？ 這都是創造者可以思考的事情。 在學習電腦平面插畫的過程裡，除了技能的學習，技巧的練習，我自己發現一開始的發想、構想、構圖，就已是影響成敗的關鍵了。 技能可以靠持續學習而獲得。 技巧可以靠不斷練習而熟稔。 想法，構想，更是需要長期的發覺、發想、連結。 美的眼光在日日的培養，薰陶。 創意也是。 作家，需要持續地練筆鋒，練筆觸，也需要容納百川地多閱讀，多吸收各種常識、知識。 藝術家，需要勇敢地嘗試不同材質或工法，也須從各種角度欣賞、挖掘美的不同姿態，不同風景。 學習課程今日要結訓了。 不過，自我學習的路，是沒有終點時間的。 繼續努力。 Tarot of the Day for June 21, 2024: The Creator – Inventor For the first time, I’ve drawn the same tarot card two days in a row. This really surprises me and makes me reflect on what the universe is trying to remind us. Yesterday, I finished the last day of a computer training course. From knowing nothing at all, now I’ve gained some skills, although many aspects are still confusing. In the past, when I was in school, I managed to pass those incomprehensible professional subjects. How did I do it? How did I remain confident, believing that I would be able to navigate the world successfully? As I’ve grown older, seen more, and traveled further, though not too far—just commuting to another city each day—the different city with its distinct characteristics broadened my horizons. I met many amazing people and deeply felt my own insignificance. I often questioned my abilities and the value I could offer. Feelings of being an "impostor" often surface. Am I as good as they think I am? Do I deserve to be treated well? Will people soon realize that I’m just faking it? I always admire people who are professional and confident. I always appreciate those who are highly capable and emotionally stable. I am always drawn to gentle and understanding individuals. I always want to become each of them. I also want to be a creator, an inventor. Our minds generate enormous energy daily, which often leaves us feeling exhausted after intensive thinking. Some people might want to eat to replenish themselves, while others may feel the need to sleep. Is the mind a tangible thing? It can be said to be a thing, yet it is not concrete. Intangible, invisible, but undeniably real. Mind, what are you thinking? What do you want to do? How do you think? How do you want to act? How can we capture fleeting thoughts in our minds? How can we train our minds? How can we utilize our minds? These are the questions that creators can ponder. During the process of learning computer graphic illustration, besides acquiring skills and practicing techniques, I’ve discovered that the initial idea, concept, and composition are crucial to success. Skills can be acquired through continuous learning. Techniques can be mastered through constant practice. Ideas and concepts require long-term discovery, brainstorming, and connection. Aesthetic appreciation is cultivated and nurtured daily. So is creativity. A writer needs to continuously practice their writing and touch, absorbing a wealth of knowledge and information from extensive reading. An artist needs to bravely try different materials and techniques, appreciating and exploring beauty from various angles and different landscapes. Today marks the end of the training course. However, the journey of self-learning has no end. Keep striving forward. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Inventor

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57) 問題：我4/19的未來日記主題 抽牌：抱負 Aspriration 經過將近兩週的煎熬與不停的練習，今天，總算沒有上週五的擔憂與恐懼。 有幾次都有跟上了老師教導的節奏，只是需要完全專注，稍微恍神，就糟糕了，整個歪掉的圖面，讓我哭笑不得。 休息時間跟同學聊著天，我說，很開心！今天有比上週進步了。且有些有跟上了。 突然有一個聲音說，聽到妳自己這樣說，我放心不少。替妳開心，這週的妳，進步不少，且都有跟上，也有聽懂了。 沒有注意到老師就在旁邊的我，被這突然的聲音嚇了一大跳。 笑著說，老師，休息時間不要這樣嚇人啊。我的精神只夠用在上課時間的。 這「未來日記」的第三週，主題是『隱士』。 我覺得『隱士』，是在山林間修行，做自己的高人，是率真的人，不太管別人怎麼說，怎麼想，怎麼講，他就做自己，做自己想做的事情，做自己喜歡的事情。 這樣的生活，有著踏實的安全，沒有高低起伏的絢爛與轉折，就是樸實的日子，是種可聽到時間在滴答過去的沉靜，不死寂，如何活動，如何證明活著，都自己決定。 在這樣的時光中，可以看山看雲看天空，聽雨聽水聽鳥叫聲。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147245104 在這樣低調內斂的主題下，『抱負」要如何連結與貼近呢？ 這是今天的副標題，是權杖的牌卡之一。 『抱負』有一隻象徵向上移動的火炬，這是實現崇高理想和最大潛能的渴望。 就如同我今天想要搞懂和學習現在卡住的課程一樣。 因為內心的渴望，因為內心的好勝心，也因為初衷，想要學習這項技能，所以才會報名這個課程，才會讓自己每天都微笑著迎接新課程內容。 今天，我有成為想要成為的樣子。 今天，我有獲得想要獲得的技巧。 今天，我有活躍想要活著的模樣。 用專注，用意志力，用努力，還有一顆放鬆的心，迎向每一個學習日。 老爸老媽知道這樣的情況，都會笑話我，說，真是反了，年紀大了，才認真學習，不年輕了，才拼命用功。 早個幾十年就這樣努力，今日應可在家躺平悠閒了。 我知道自己『聰穎』，這是對許多人事物的洞悉力，可我不『聰明』，老是學不起來學校教的那些甲乙丙丁戊己更辛。 我知道自己有『智慧』，這是對人有同理心，有耐心，可我不『勤勞』，老是背不起來歷史中誰跟誰打仗，會計科目借貸雙方要如何才能平衡，更不懂微積分要做甚麼用，搞不懂重力加速度對我的生活有什麼幫助。 如今，在我心中有著一些夢想。 有的已發芽，有的還在吸收土壤營養。 這些一項、兩項、三項加起來是我的一大『抱負』，一個大目標、大夢想。 現在學習的課程、知識和技巧，就是為了成就這個有點遙遠的理想及渴望。 加油！ 靠近目標更接近了。 Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot: Aspiration Question: Theme for my journal entry on 4/19 Card drawn: Aspiration After nearly two weeks of struggle and relentless practice, today, finally, I didn't have the worries and fears of last Friday. There were moments when I kept up with the rhythm taught by the teacher, but just a slight distraction could ruin everything, causing the whole pattern to skew, leaving me both laughing and crying. During break time, chatting with classmates, I said, "I'm so happy! I've made progress today compared to last week. And I've managed to keep up with some parts." Suddenly, a voice said, "Hearing you say that puts me at ease. I'm happy for you. You've made significant progress this week, keeping up and even understanding." I hadn't noticed the teacher standing nearby, and this sudden voice startled me. I laughed and said, "Teacher, don't scare me like that during break time. My focus is only for class." The theme for the third week of this 'Future Diary' is "Hermit." To me, the "Hermit" is someone who practices in the mountains, living as their own sage, honest and true to themselves, regardless of what others say, think, or speak. They do what they want and what they love. This kind of life offers a solid sense of security. It's not about highs and lows, but rather simple days, where one can hear the quiet ticking of time passing by. It's not dead silence; it's about deciding for oneself how to move and prove one's existence. In such times, one can watch mountains, clouds, and the sky, listen to rain, water, and bird songs. Under such a discreet and introspective theme, how does "Aspiration" connect and resonate? This is today's subtitle, one of the cards of the wands. "Aspiration" features a torch symbolizing upward movement, the desire to achieve noble ideals and maximum potential. Just like how today I want to understand and learn the current stuck course. Because of inner desire, competitiveness, and the initial intention to learn this skill, I enrolled in this course, smiling every day to embrace the new course content. Today, I've become who I want to be. Today, I've gained the skills I want to gain. Today, I'm active as I want to be. With focus, willpower, effort, and a relaxed heart, I face each day of learning. My parents joke about this situation, saying, "Isn't it backward? Getting serious about learning when you're older, not striving hard when you're young. If only you had worked this hard decades ago, you could be lounging comfortably at home today." I know I'm "perceptive," with insight into many things, but I'm not "smart," always struggling to grasp what schools teach. I know I have "wisdom," empathy, and patience with people, but I'm not "diligent," always failing to memorize historical battles, how to balance debits and credits in accounting, or understanding the purpose of calculus or how gravity affects my life. Now, I have some dreams in my heart. Some have sprouted, while others are still absorbing the nutrients of the soil. These one, two, three goals add up to my "aspiration," a big goal, a big dream. The courses, knowledge, and skills I'm learning now are all aimed at achieving this somewhat distant ideal and desire. Keep going! Getting closer to the goal brings us closer. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Aspriration

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor 這段時間，思慮太多，思考太少， 結果就是什麼也決定不了。 索性，不去想了。 生活，一天一天的計畫。 若可以，就計畫一週，若腦袋負荷不了，那就一天就好。 我在固定的日子創造不固定的生活內容， 讓幾乎一成不變的時光中，某些日子抹上淺淡的水彩。 During this period, I've been overthinking and under-thinking at the same time, resulting in an inability to make any decisions. So, I've decided to stop thinking altogether. Instead, I'm taking life one day at a time. If possible, I plan for a week ahead, but if my mind can't handle it, just one day will do. I'm creating varied content in my fixed routine, adding a touch of watercolor to some days in the otherwise monotonous passage of time. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Inventor #Crystals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #水晶 #創造者 #心智

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor

#Alyson搜尋結果

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

2024 0506 今日塔羅：成功 Success

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

Alyson’s 4/14 Tarot：力量 Strength (16-57)

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 4/12 Tarot：誠信 Integrity (14-57)

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow

2024 0217 補班的今日塔羅：悲傷 Sorrow

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0325 今日塔羅：隱士Hermit

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 4/20 Tarot：抱負 Aspriration (22-57)

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor

Alyson’s 2/23 Tarot：創造者 Inventor

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0517今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune