Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity 老是浮浮沉沉於腦海裡 有時頭搖一搖就消散於腦霧中 那不是點子 那只是個泡影 宇宙已經厭煩了我都不動、不執行 三番兩次的提醒 ~ 該動手了 該執行了 該動了 該做了 知道啦 開始行動!! Always floating in and out of my mind, Sometimes shaking my head makes it disappear into the mist, That's not an idea, It's just a bubble. The universe is tired of me being idle, not taking action, Repeated reminders, It's time to act, It's time to execute, It's time to move, It's time to do. Got it, Let's start taking action! #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #失望

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57) 問題：我5/24的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 太棒了！總算來到「未來日記」的最後一天。 長達五十七天的塔羅實驗，近兩個月的時間來到尾聲。 呼！ 不算短的時間。 五十七天，應有五十七篇，最後產出五十篇。 沒有產出的七篇，其中有五篇因身體或時間狀況無法寫出，剩餘二篇，塔羅預先抽出的牌卡與當日沒有事項連結，實在不知要如何下筆，因此就空著。 而產出的五十篇中，有二篇，預先抽出的塔羅牌卡與當天的實際日記無法互相呼應，思索後，決定就不進行記錄，其實應該也是要寫下，這樣實驗的過程和紀錄才能夠完整，可實在是太忙了，忙到每天睡眠不足又太疲憊了。 這次實驗表格的紀錄需要再調整，再精進。 有的時候就是這樣，計畫的時候，不是沒有考慮周全，而是經驗值不夠，所以有需要紀錄的項目沒能去設想到，直到現在要整個資料整理、回顧時，才發現，紀錄不夠完整，不夠詳盡。 有點可惜。 可也無法再多著墨什麼。 對於是實驗主題的最後一天來說，今天的塔羅牌『憤怒』，實在不是一個美好的句點。 轉個彎思考，今天，是一年三百六十五天的其中一天，並不特別，是我迄今歲數近一萬八千天的其中一天，並不稀奇。 不是美好的句點，感覺也就沒有那麼可惜或需要多較真了。 不過，也驗證了今天的很多事情，都是不順利，且現在回想是有一點點情緒產生的。 首先，原本週五課程的老師突然離職，換了一位新老師，是錯愕。 再來，新老師教學內容是我個人已經付費購買的軟體，花了不少錢，現在可以用老師分享的學生權益使用二個月，感覺這兩個月的費用像是被坑了，心情有點不美麗。 學習內容是自己沒有時間，也不會研究的使用方式，有收穫，卻又敗在其他軟體搞不懂的項目裡，好難過，對自己失望了。 請助教老師協助了解一些事情，被打馬虎呼巄過去。對於工作如此不盡心的人，想起前一段時間他說他被以前的學員投訴工作狀態，對照他今日的情況，突然覺得他沒被冤枉。 對這樣的情況，我非他同事或主管，無法評斷也不想臆測，只覺可惜了。 緣分是要俱足。 俱足之前看自己是佈施呢，還是結怨？ 現在栽種的是什麼，日後也就結什麼果。 根據磁石法則來論，以後，只怕會跟他爭論、爭執，進而衍生出爭議的事情，可能會層出不窮。 這做人做事的道理，難言明。 燈不能點亮，話不能說白。 道，貴在自悟，痛在自誤。 想吃的晚餐，今天沒有營業，小難過。 隨意找家燒烤店，簡單點了幾樣，要價竟然是一天的伙食費用，覺得自己真不會持家，挫折不已。 年紀大了，往昔的大怒，大聲責罵，已難再有了。 除了心裡面不想以外，身體狀況也不允許如此高起低跌般的刺激。 頂多就是心口，有點堵，小塞一下。 過了，也就沒事了。 因為知道『憤怒』 ~ 憤怒的情緒就像杯子那般脆弱，稍微大力一碰撞，就裂了，碎了。 憤怒讓自己像是一隻持續噴出火焰的恐龍，眼睛睜紅，感覺血腥、爆力、兇殘，讓人害怕，膽懼。 惹不起，講不得，那躲可以吧，避也可以吧。 像渾身扎滿仙人掌刺，不讓人靠近，久了，也就沒有人想靠近。 如果說，這股火熱的怒氣，能夠試著轉為正面能量，成為激勵心智的動力，那也就不浪費這次被老天安排的”跨坎的試煉”。 只是，有時難免覺得老天好煩，讓人好生地安穩平靜過日子，不可嗎？ 非得要餵食人生毒藥，然後再評估每個人的自癒能力？ 這分數是要幹嘛呢！ 未來？此世？ 來生？下一世？ 搞不懂。 也不想懂。 果然，我今天的狀態真的是『憤怒』。 現在竟然跟老天叫起板來了。 老天啊！別這個自我情緒的宣洩也要搞個評估與計分，未過與補考，然後造成人間慘兮兮。 福兮？禍兮？禍福相攜，可別搞得慘慘兮兮。 Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot: Anger (57-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/24 Card Drawn: Anger Great! Finally, the last day of the "Future Diary" experiment. A fifty-seven-day Tarot experiment, nearly two months, is coming to an end. Whew! Not a short period. In fifty-seven days, there should be fifty-seven entries, but only fifty were completed. Seven entries were not produced: five due to health or time constraints, and two because the Tarot cards drawn didn't connect with the day's events, leaving me unsure how to proceed, so I left them blank. Among the fifty completed entries, two had Tarot cards that didn't correspond to the actual diary, and after some thought, I decided not to record them. Ideally, I should have written them down to make the experiment more comprehensive, but I was too busy, too tired, and sleep-deprived. The record of this experiment needs adjustment and refinement. Sometimes, it's not about not considering everything thoroughly during planning but lacking enough experience. Some items that needed to be recorded were overlooked. Only when organizing and reviewing the data now do I realize the records are incomplete and insufficiently detailed. It's a bit regrettable. But there's no more to add. For the final day of the experiment theme, drawing the Tarot card "Anger" is not a pleasant ending. Turning the corner in my thoughts, today is just one of the three hundred sixty-five days in a year, not particularly special. It's one of the nearly eighteen thousand days of my life so far, not unusual. Since it's not a beautiful ending, it doesn't feel as regrettable or worth fussing over. However, it did confirm that many things today were indeed unsmooth, and in retrospect, some emotions did arise. First, the originally scheduled Friday class teacher suddenly resigned, replaced by a new teacher, which was shocking. Then, the new teacher's course content was about software I had already paid for, costing quite a bit. Now, I can use the teacher-shared student access for two months, making me feel like I got scammed out of those two months' fees, leaving me a bit upset. The learning content involved methods I didn't have the time or ability to research. While there were gains, I also struggled with other software aspects I couldn't understand, feeling disappointed in myself. Asking the teaching assistant for help on some issues, only to be brushed off, made me think of the time he mentioned previous students complaining about his work attitude. Comparing it to his behavior today, I suddenly felt he wasn't wrongly accused. For such situations, since I'm neither his colleague nor superior, I can't judge or speculate, just feel it's a pity. Fate needs to be complete. Before completeness, am I sowing goodwill or resentment? What I plant now will bear fruit in the future. According to the law of attraction, I fear future disputes and conflicts may arise, leading to endless issues. These principles of conduct and work are hard to articulate. The light can't be lit, and words can't be said plainly. The way is to understand it oneself, the pain lies in misunderstanding it. The dinner I wanted wasn't open today, a small disappointment. Randomly chose a barbecue place, ordered a few items, only to find it cost an entire day's meal budget, feeling I can't manage a household, deeply frustrated. With age, the days of great anger and loud scolding are gone. Besides not wanting to in my heart, my health doesn't allow for such highs and lows of stimulation. At most, a slight chest congestion. Once it's over, it's done. Because I know "Anger" ~ Anger is as fragile as a glass; a slight bump shatters it. Anger makes me like a dragon spewing flames, eyes bloodshot, feeling bloody, violent, ferocious, making people fearful and apprehensive. Unapproachable, unspeakable, can only avoid and evade. Like a cactus covered in spikes, preventing closeness, over time, no one wants to approach. If this burning anger can be transformed into positive energy, becoming a motivational force, then it wouldn't waste this "crossing the threshold" trial arranged by heaven. But sometimes, it's hard not to feel heaven is annoying, can't people live a peaceful life? Must we be fed life's poison, then evaluated on each person's healing ability? What's the point of these scores! Future? This life? Next life? The following life? Can't understand. Don't want to understand. Indeed, my state today is "Anger." Now I'm even arguing with heaven. Oh heavens! Don't evaluate and score even this emotional outburst, causing misery in human life. Blessing? Curse? Blessings and curses come hand in hand; don't let it turn into a miserable situation. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57) 問題：我5/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：倒吊者 Hanger Man 今天早上聽到了鬧鐘響，關掉後，起床煮咖啡，用電鍋蒸熱饅頭和水煮蛋，所有動作如同開始上課的每一天，也會持續這樣的動作直到課程學習結束。 看著還有點時間，能多瞇幾分鐘，對精神，對眼睛都是好的。 於是半躺在床上。 直到下次睜開眼，時間已過了一個多小時。 教室裡已開始上課，而我還在家裡。 遲到的時間超過十五分鐘，得請假了。 一進教室的課程，聽著老師說的內容，有點印象，但不是很記得。 果然，實務操作時間完全不知所措。 還好我位置的後面是個高手，他是我自己內定為我的小老師。 因有他的幫助，我在休息時間趕上了班上學習進度。 我同意今天我降伏在身體疲憊不已的事實裡。 於是每堂休息時間，我不聊天，沒有走出教室，就是在位置上休息。 每次靜態的停留與休息，都是在等待，等著精神恢復多一些，等著腦力可順利運轉，吸收課堂上的學習。 在今日課程結束後，我決定去操場散步走走。 雨滴開始落下，打溼了車子前檔窗玻璃。 運動，還去不去？ 去。 這雨勢不大，天不夠黑暗，應這雨不會下太久時間。 果然，雨來得突然，也走得匆忙，不到一刻的時間，停了。 操場繞圈走著走著，也走了二公里多。 雨滴又落下。 精神疲憊得呼喊著回家休息。 身體因久坐，筋骨不舒坦地各處都痠痛，走路，是讓壓力釋放，是讓身體舒展。 還是繼續走吧。 走著走著，累積距離有五公里。 過與不及都不好。 五公里是我給自己設定的基本目標。 這樣的運動量，不夠我減重所需，可這段時間的我需要充足能量以應付每日的學習。 絆住我的現實狀況，與期望目標的差距，加上學習所需的耗能，及考量心情變化等因素，調降目標，調整心態，調動策略，接受此時的限制，接納此時卡住的狀態。 魚與熊掌無法兼得。 要專注在當下，當下的目標和當下的狀況。 倒吊人提醒 ~ 此時是重生和新生命的準備階段。 我自己也是這樣看待近年內所有重大事情的背後含意。 順勢，是在被困住，停滯，被絆住時一個重要的心法。 有時急著打破眼前的凍結或凝結，會造成失焦，且距離真正的目標反而更遠。 慎思。慎行。 晚上的我因疲累，在沙發上不小心睡著了。 在沙發上休息前的我，對於今日塔羅抽牌實在是沒有精神和力氣可以進行。 最後反而因短暫時間的休息，讓我完成今日的功課，這不也是倒吊人的驗證。 Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot: The Hanged Man (54-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 5/21 Card drawn: The Hanged Man This morning, I heard my alarm ring, turned it off, got up to make coffee, steamed buns and boiled eggs with an electric cooker. All these actions were as routine as starting a school day and will continue until my course ends. Seeing I had a bit of time left, I decided to take a short nap to rest my eyes and mind. So, I half-lay on the bed. The next time I opened my eyes, more than an hour had passed. Class had already started, but I was still at home. Being over fifteen minutes late, I had to take a leave of absence. When I entered the classroom, I recognized what the teacher was saying but couldn't fully remember. As expected, I was completely lost during the practical session. Fortunately, a skilled student behind me, whom I had unofficially appointed as my little tutor, helped me catch up with the class progress during the break. I acknowledged that today I was defeated by my sheer exhaustion. Thus, during every break, I did not chat or leave the classroom but stayed at my desk to rest. Each static pause and rest was a wait—for my energy to recover a bit more, for my brain to function smoothly, to absorb the lessons in class. After today’s classes ended, I decided to take a walk on the sports field. Raindrops started falling, wetting the car's windshield. Should I still go for a walk? Yes. The rain wasn’t heavy, the sky wasn’t too dark, and it probably wouldn’t last long. Sure enough, the rain came suddenly and left quickly, stopping in less than a moment. I walked around the track, covering over two kilometers. Raindrops fell again. My weary mind called for home and rest. My body, stiff from prolonged sitting, ached all over. Walking helped release the tension and stretch my muscles. So, I kept walking. By the end, I had walked a total of five kilometers. Neither too much nor too little is good. Five kilometers is my basic goal. This amount of exercise is not enough for weight loss, but I need enough energy to cope with daily learning. The gap between my reality and my desired goals, combined with the energy demands of learning and mood fluctuations, required me to lower my goals, adjust my mindset, shift my strategies, accept the current limitations, and acknowledge the stuck state I was in. You can't have your cake and eat it too. I need to focus on the present, the current goals, and the present situation. The Hanged Man reminds us ~ This is a preparatory stage for rebirth and new life. I view the underlying significance of all major events in recent years in this way. Going with the flow is an important mindset when feeling trapped, stagnant, or stuck. Sometimes, urgently trying to break through the current freeze or solidification can cause you to lose focus, making the real goal even more distant. Think carefully. Act cautiously. In the evening, due to fatigue, I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa. Before resting on the sofa, I was too tired to even conduct today's tarot reading. In the end, the brief rest allowed me to complete my tasks for the day, which is also a validation of The Hanged Man's message. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #HangerMan

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57) 問題：我5/15的未來日記主題 抽牌：憤怒 Anger 今天，就如同一般日常，認真努力學習，休息時間站起身，喝點水，休息一下。 有什麼憤怒的事情發生嗎？ 除了凌晨無法順利入眠，且眩暈又發作以外，沒有其他特別的不同。 憤怒，是我非常熟悉的情感和情緒的其中一種。 過往長久的時光裡，因較真，因比較，因計較，讓自己像是生活在炸藥庫裡，隨時園地爆炸，誰點炸誰，沒人點火，也因自己易燃自炸。 氣憤，生氣，不甘，不堪，常在我心頭裡繞。 繞得我眼盲，耳聾，不識人，識不清人。 我把人當寶，人把我當草。 我把人捧在掌心疼，人把我踩在腳底，沒人疼。 沒被看見。 說實了，就是自己沒入任何人的眼。 即使我使命地吹著號角，響徹雲霄。 裝睡的人，聽也聽不見。 長久累積的情緒，一觸就燃，炸了。 炸得粉身碎骨，炸得支離破碎，炸得痛徹心扉，炸得愁雲慘霧。 站在毀損破磚殘瓦的土堆上，我喊著，只要有人讓我覺得心情不舒服，我就讓 全部的人一起不舒服。 這些是昔日我的憤怒的展現。 今日，沒有呀。 情緒的起伏只有當趕不上課程時，微微皺了眉頭。 其他時候，就是可以，還可以，不錯。 『憤怒』 ~ 情緒像玻璃杯，那般脆弱。 遇熱，手無法舉唄。 遇冷，越冷越炸裂。 憤怒是血紅色的，猙獰的大口，張揚舞爪地想用牙齒狠狠地撕咬對方。 憤怒讓人張揚過了頭，咄咄逼人了。 憤怒像是生氣的河豚，全身是刺，身體內部同時也產生了毒素。 憤怒，傷人，亦傷己身。 可能，今日有些事情，若是過去的我，已會不開心了。 今日的我，沒那麼敏感，沒那麼脆弱，沒那麼尖銳，沒那麼易怒，所以，沒事。 今天，不符合「未來日記」的塔羅抽牌預測。 可，開心，沒有事情需要發火、生氣，甚至還嚴重到憤怒，是值得原地站起，轉圈，灑花得。 Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/15 Card Drawn: Anger Today, just like any other day, I diligently studied, stood up during breaks, drank some water, and rested a bit. Did anything angering happen? Other than not being able to fall asleep smoothly early in the morning and experiencing dizziness again, nothing particularly different happened. Anger is one of the emotions and feelings I am very familiar with. In the long past, due to being serious, comparing, and calculating, I felt like living in a powder keg, ready to explode at any moment. Anyone could light the fuse, and even if no one did, I would ignite it myself because of my flammable nature. Resentment, anger, unwillingness, and intolerance often swirled in my heart. These feelings blinded me, deafened me, and made me unable to recognize people clearly. I treated people as treasures while they treated me like grass. I held people in the palm of my hand, cherishing them, but they trampled on me without care. I was unseen. To put it bluntly, I was unnoticed by anyone. Even if I blew my horn loudly, it went unheard by those pretending to sleep. Long-accumulated emotions ignited easily, causing explosions. Explosions that left me shattered, fragmented, deeply hurt, and surrounded by sorrow. Standing on the debris of destruction, I shouted, if someone made me feel uncomfortable, I would make everyone uncomfortable. This was how my anger manifested in the past. Today, however, there was none of that. The only emotional fluctuation was a slight frown when I couldn't keep up with the lesson. Other than that, it was okay, still okay, not bad. Anger ~ Emotions are like a glass cup, so fragile. When heated, it’s hard to hold. When cold, the colder it gets, the more it shatters. Anger is blood-red, with a ferocious mouth, aggressively showing its claws, wanting to bite the other fiercely. Anger makes people overextend, becoming overbearing. Anger is like an angry pufferfish, covered in spikes, and its body generates toxins simultaneously. Anger harms others and also oneself. Perhaps today, some things that would have upset the old me didn't affect me. Today, I am not as sensitive, not as fragile, not as sharp, not as easily angered, so nothing happened. Today, the Tarot card draw prediction of "Anger" does not match the reality of my future diary. But this is a cause for happiness. Not having anything that needs me to get angry, even severely angry, is worth standing up, spinning around, and scattering flowers for. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Anger

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57) 問題：我4/17的未來日記主題 夢中她今年剛離世的父親用著有點憂愁的眼神一直看著我同學。 我帶著同學和她及她的兩個孩子去海邊走走。 走在海灘礁石上，螃蟹在石縫中橫著走。 一邊叮嚀著小孩注意安全，我們兩人都沒說話，只是吹著海風，看著海。 白天的時光，我一直掛念著想詢問宇宙要傳達什麼訊息給我同學。 可，太忙了，沒有時間和機會。 倒是幫課程老師抽了塔羅牌。 她詢問是否要回去接手媽媽的企業。 抽到的是「時空」這張牌。 而這也是我今日的「未來日記」的副標。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147025012 下課時，看著老師需要走近三十分鐘的路程道車站。 我將車子迴轉，開到她旁邊，跟她說”上車，我載妳一程，去哪？” 我想到最近好像很常有機會捎人載一程的緣分。 老師下車後，手機閃著光，臉書跳出來過去幾年的今天的回憶。 一瞬間，我愣住了。 一剎那，思緒還沒反應過來，淚先流下。 三年． 三年了。 爸爸離開，三年。 爸爸已離開，三年了。 姪子彈奏吉他，唱著送給他阿公的話。 我的淚，如雨下。 姪子的女朋友是爸爸離世後才認識的。 好多次姪子和女朋友聊天時，都會說”我阿公很喜歡 … 。””妳這些話，我阿公聽到會很開心 …。” 「時空」 ~ 過去、現在、未來。 有繼承，有傳承。 有想念，有盼望。 披著獻祭者人皮的「阿茲特克的春之神」 ~ 面對舊有因果業力，迎接著新生。 思緒超越時空，不侷限於現在。 過去和現在，思想與行為模式有著因果關係。 看著過去如何成就了現在，進而思考，未來的光景，是想要的嗎？ 若不想，調整一下，讓業力轉向。 若想，繼續努力，再多堅持一下。 今日享有的，有過往的拼命、計較與繼承。 未來希望擁有的，需倚仗現在的業力去實現。 「時空」這張塔羅牌，讓我現在更想家，更想念爸爸了。 Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot: Space (20-57) Question: My theme for 4/17's future journal Card drawn: Space This morning, I had a dream, a dream about a good classmate. In the dream, her recently departed father looked at my classmate with a somewhat sorrowful gaze. I took my classmate and her two children for a walk by the seaside. As we walked on the beach rocks, crabs scuttled between the crevices. While cautioning the children to stay safe, neither of us spoke; we simply enjoyed the sea breeze and watched the ocean. Throughout the day, I kept thinking about what message the universe might have for my classmate. But, I was too busy, and there wasn't any time or opportunity. Instead, I drew tarot cards for the course teacher. She asked if she should go back to take over her mother's business. The card drawn was "Space." And this was also the subtitle for today's entry in my "future journal." After class, I watched the teacher, who needed to walk about thirty minutes to the station. I turned my car around, drove up beside her, and said, "Hop in, I'll give you a ride. Where to?" I've noticed lately that there have been many opportunities to give someone a lift. After the teacher got off, my phone flashed, and Facebook popped up memories from the past few years. In an instant, I froze. In a moment, before my thoughts could catch up, tears flowed. Three years. It's been three years. Dad left, three years ago. Dad has been gone for three years. My nephew played the guitar and sang words he wanted to say to his grandpa. My tears fell like rain. Thinking about how nephew's girlfriend only met Dad after he passed away. Many times when my nephew and his girlfriend chat, she'd say, "My grandpa would have loved... " "Your words would have made my grandpa very happy..." "Space" ~ Past, present, future. Inheritance, legacy. Yearning, hope. Clad in the skin of a sacrificer, the "Aztec god of spring" ~ Facing old karmic forces, embracing new life. Thoughts transcend space and time, not confined to the present. The past and present, thoughts and behaviors, are causally related. Watching how the past has shaped the present, and then considering, is this the future we want? If not, adjust and redirect the karmic forces. If yes, keep striving, persevere a little longer. What we enjoy today is the result of past efforts, calculations, and inheritances. What we hope for in the future depends on the karmic forces we possess now. The "Space" tarot card makes me miss home and Dad even more now. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Space

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57) 問題：我5/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 今天與朋友討論的事情與今日的塔羅牌非常吻合 ~ 改變。 一個多月以來，每天持續學習新技能，希望能夠累積更多的學習經驗。 一邊學習，一邊思考，該怎麼做可以持續學習與練習，可以如何運用呢。 與同學討論與交換想法，並請教同學之後她會如何持續練習我們現在所學習的技能。 我們都朝著自己設定的未來前進，這樣的感覺，很是不錯。 前幾日才知道昔日有位同事今已成為理財名人，還有雜誌專訪。 我沒有投資理財的知識與技術，雖然非常羨慕，可終究不是適合我的路。 我沒有投資創業的機遇與財力，真的很是羨慕，可總是得面對現實的路。 可，我知道，我也是許多人羨慕的對象目標。 擁有選擇權，已屬幸運與幸福。 我現在要創造的是未來的平穩和豐盈。 如果我想要協助更多人，那我需要具備更多的能力。 我清楚明瞭，我的這一世，是需要不停動手勞動，動腦勞心的。 學習，是不二法門。 累積學習，多元學習，有效學習，融會學習，聰明學習是我這幾年得多加努力，且戰且實驗且調整的策略。 我首先改變的是執行力。 過往想比做的多，我的塔羅老師，我的前主管，都比我還著急。 他們怕我的大運勢都快已經過去了，我仍還在拖遲，在猶豫。 而我擔憂的是，每日我都距離我的大限更靠近一點，再不加緊腳步，如何完成我這一世的使命，對我的英雄之旅，又該如何論結局。 我也改變了思考邏輯。 我不再問怎麼辦，也不問為什麼。 看到學習機會的資訊，時間允許，就立即報名參加。 時光不為誰停留，機會也是，時機更是。 接著我改變我的筆觸。 從提問句，改變為肯定句。 從主觀詞，改變為客觀詞。 從無病呻吟的調性，希望能夠改變為晴朗輕鬆的陽光類型。 最近這段期間，真的是我這輩子最用功，最認真，最癡迷於學習的時光了。 很忙，很累，很是疲倦。 收穫滿滿。 獲益滿滿。 學習滿滿。 喜悅滿滿。 『改變』 就是要如同變色龍，隨著情勢、季節而不斷改變。 改變，是從內心開始營造，非長髮剪成短髮，原是蘿莉風改為清新脫俗風。 改變，最棒的情境是自然地發生，但有時還是得逼迫一下。 停滯不動，如同蟬寶寶變成蛹，若不想使勁地破繭而出蛻變成蝴蝶，死亡也就成了另一個必然的結局。 在改變之前，我做了以下的事情 ~ 第一、 確定目標，重新導航。 第二、 做功課，瞭解實現目標的選擇種類。 第三、 檢視自己，更加了解自己，並明白欠缺甚麼，也就是要學習補足的事情。 第四、 衡量評估自己當下現況可以擔起哪一項選擇。 第五、 行動，學習。 第六、 通告家人、親人、好友們，生活比重因學習而要調整。 這是我這世最後一次志向與職業大翻盤，需下猛藥，需認真面對。 第七、 享受不足，享受吸收知識的過程，像是飢腸轆轆時吃著一口口的美食，那滿足感和喜悅，讓人感到幸福，開心不已。 第八、 一邊學習，一邊審視現實，擬定及調整學習步調、節奏與方向。 第九、 不斷鼓勵、激勵自己並適時犒賞自己。 學習，除了動力，也要不停添加柴火，維持動能。 該休息時，休息。 該獎勵時，獎勵。 第十、 接受唯有現在才是最需重視與珍惜。 當下該怎麼辦，就怎麼辦，別再問怎麼辦。 Alyson's 5/15 Tarot: Change (47-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 5/14 Drawn card: Change The topic I discussed with friends today aligns perfectly with today’s tarot card ~ Change. For over a month now, I have been continuously learning new skills daily, hoping to accumulate more learning experience. While learning, I think about how I can sustain my practice and how I can apply what I've learned. I discussed and exchanged ideas with classmates, asking them how they plan to continue practicing the skills we are currently learning. We are all moving towards our self-set futures, and it feels great. A few days ago, I learned that a former colleague has become a financial celebrity and has been featured in a magazine interview. I don’t have the knowledge or skills in investment and finance. Although I am very envious, it is ultimately not the path for me. I lack the opportunities and financial means for investment and entrepreneurship. I am indeed envious, but I must face the reality of my own path. However, I know that I am also an object of envy for many. Having the power of choice is already a blessing and a happiness. What I need to create now is future stability and abundance. If I want to help more people, I need to acquire more abilities. I clearly understand that in this life, I need to continuously work hard and think diligently. Learning is the only way. Accumulating learning, diversified learning, effective learning, integrated learning, and smart learning are strategies I must diligently pursue, experiment with, and adjust in the coming years. The first thing I am changing is my execution. In the past, I thought more than I did. Both my tarot teacher and my former supervisor were more anxious than I was. They worried that my major opportunities were slipping away while I hesitated and delayed. What I worry about is that every day brings me closer to my final deadline. If I don’t pick up the pace, how will I fulfill my life’s mission and complete my hero’s journey? I have also changed my thought process. I no longer ask “What to do?” or “Why?” When I see learning opportunities and if time permits, I immediately sign up. Time doesn’t wait for anyone, nor do opportunities or timing. Next, I changed my writing style. From questioning sentences to affirmative ones. From subjective words to objective words. From a tone of lamentation to a bright and relaxed sunshine type. Recently, this has been the most hardworking, earnest, and obsessive learning period of my life. Very busy, very tired, very exhausted. But filled with abundant harvests, benefits, learning, and joy. “Change” means being like a chameleon, constantly changing with the situation and the seasons. Change starts from within, not merely cutting long hair into short or switching from a cute style to an elegant one. The best change happens naturally, but sometimes it needs to be forced. Stagnation, like a cicada larva turning into a pupa, if it doesn’t strive to break out of its cocoon and transform into a butterfly, death becomes the inevitable outcome. Before making a change, I did the following: 1.Confirmed my goals and re-navigated. 2.Did my homework to understand the options for achieving my goals. 3.Examined myself to understand my deficiencies and what I need to learn to fill those gaps. 4.Assessed what choices I can handle given my current situation. 5.Took action and started learning. 6.Informed family, relatives, and friends that my life balance would need adjusting due to my learning. This is my last major ambition and career overhaul in this life, requiring serious effort and a serious approach. 7.Enjoyed the process of learning, akin to savoring delicious food when hungry, bringing satisfaction and joy, making me feel happy. 8.Continuously reviewed reality while learning, adjusting the pace, rhythm, and direction of my learning. 9.Constantly encouraged and rewarded myself appropriately. Learning requires not only motivation but also the continuous addition of fuel to maintain momentum. Rest when needed, reward when deserved. 10.Accepted that only the present moment is most crucial and should be cherished. Do what needs to be done now without asking what to do. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望 對於現在深居簡出，簡單生活的我 會有什麼事情讓我感到失望呢？ 目前想到的有2個可能事情 1.農曆年節前與獵人頭公司談的工作 2.體重飆升 生活想愜意 莫為未知擾了神 塔羅牌 是重點提示 是茫霧中的指引 是千頭萬緒裡的提醒 終究，時間，會將答案帶到我們眼前 For me, who currently lives a simple life of seclusion, what might disappoint me? Two potential scenarios come to mind: 1. The job discussions with the headhunting company before the Lunar New Year. 2. A sudden surge in weight. Life is meant to be tranquil, Let not the unknown disturb your peace. Tarot cards are significant prompts, guidance through the fog, reminders amidst the myriad threads. Ultimately, time will bring forth the answers before us. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #權杖 #失望

Alyson’s 3/12 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 3/12 Tarot：失望 Disappointment 問題：報名學習課程，能有好的學習成果嗎 抽牌：Five of Cups 失望 Disappointment 閱讀： 抽到了”失望”這張塔羅牌。 宇宙說，失望，是情感抓住不放的期望落差。 真是貼切又寫實，一句道盡失望的心情及造成的原因。 「下」，有降、落、跌的涵義，總帶有點輸的感覺。 股價下跌，降職，都不是讓人開心的。 「下」，也有踏實的延伸感。 下山，從山頂裊裊雲霧的曲高寒寡往山下走入人間繁華及生活。 下樓，從一扇門的走出，有”出發”的心情。 大家說，過去，不可追，未來，不可數，唯有當下。 腦及心，活在當時，當場，當下，這是務實，珍視人生的極致體現。 就如同，享受打開禮物時，無預期心的高興及喜悅。 日子，可期待，但不要設定期盼。 目標，可設定，但不要設想期望。 計畫，可執行，但不要設限期許。 I drew the "Disappointment" tarot card. The universe says that disappointment is the gap between expectation and reality, where emotions cling and refuse to let go. It's remarkably apt and realistic, succinctly capturing the feeling of disappointment and its underlying causes. The word "下down" (xià) in Chinese carries meanings of descent, decline, and a sense of loss. Stock prices dropping, demotions—it's never a cause for celebration. Yet "下 down" also suggests a grounded extension. Descending a mountain from its misty summit into the vibrant world below, or stepping out of a doorway with a sense of departure—it's about moving forward with a sense of purpose. People say the past is unattainable, the future is uncertain, only the present is within our grasp. Living in the moment, both mentally and emotionally, is pragmatic and the ultimate expression of cherishing life. It's like the unexpected joy and excitement when unwrapping a gift. While we can anticipate the days ahead, let's not set expectations. We can set goals, but let's not form expectations around them. Plans can be executed, but let's not impose restrictive expectations. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #失望 #聖杯 #情緒

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57) 問題：我4/18的未來日記主題 抽牌：聰穎 Brilliance 如果是在清晨時聽到天空下起了豪大雨，趕緊起床把電風扇關掉，避免因太濕冷而著涼的即時反應是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天想著下豪大雨，路上鐵定塞車，提早出門，所以沒有嚴重遲到的即時行動是聰穎，那我同意我今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相結合。 如果是因今天課程內容是以照片編輯、修圖、美化為主，而因之前喜歡用手機拍照並分享在社群媒體，所以有一小部分基礎較知道的熟練操作是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因午前看到教室外的地面已乾燥不少而於中午休息時間在外面大樹下小散步，所以有呼吸到清新空氣並哼唱著歌的即時開心是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 如果是因連續幾日準備餐盒已覺疲乏，跟同學聊到明天就帶泡麵，輕便又香氣十足，所以有適時放過自己的偷懶態度是聰穎，那我同意今日的「未來日記」與這張塔羅牌相符合。 https://www.popdaily.com.tw/forum/diary/1494166 「聰穎」這張塔羅牌是水晶王牌，是Ace喔。 「聰穎」裡有象徵心智上覺醒的黃水晶。 洞見，豁然開朗與頓時明白。 如同我今日ㄧ連串的直接反應，直覺行為，Ace是象徵單純意識轉化為想法。 而我今日不只是轉化為想法而已，每個決定都馬上用行動直接回應。 如果，今日的這些，都是”聰穎”的想法、覺醒與行動。 我認為，今日是貼附在「未來日記」的塔羅牌上的分享。 「聰穎」還有提醒，與生俱來的天賦已展現，相信自己獨特的天賦，並從中去創造。 改變自己總是想太多，執行太少的巢臼。 改變自己總是丟三落四，記憶太弱的慘狀。 改變自己總是忍不住與人抬槓，然後分心，忘了重心的窘況。 聰穎，提醒了我 ~ 相信自己的直覺。 記得自己的直觀。 做出自己的直力。 日後可以收割的成果，會碩大且甜美。 Alyson's 4/19 Tarot: Brilliance (21-57) Question: The theme of my diary for 4/18 Card Drawn: Brilliance If waking up to a heavy rain in the early morning and quickly turning off the electric fan to avoid catching a cold due to the damp and cold is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If anticipating heavy rain today and expecting traffic jams on the road, leaving early to avoid being severely late is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" is aligned with this Tarot card. If having a small portion of basic skills in photo editing, retouching, and beautification due to a previous interest in taking photos with a smartphone and sharing them on social media is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. If feeling happy instantly during the lunch break while taking a short walk under the big tree outside after noticing that the ground outside the classroom had dried considerably is considered brilliant, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" aligns with this Tarot card. If feeling tired of preparing lunch boxes for several days in a row and deciding with classmates to bring instant noodles tomorrow, which are convenient and fragrant, is considered a timely indulgence in laziness, then I agree that today's "diary of the future" corresponds to this Tarot card. The Tarot card "Brilliance" is the Ace of Crystals. "Brilliance" contains a yellow crystal symbolizing awakening in the mind. Insight, enlightenment, and sudden understanding. Just like my series of immediate reactions today, intuitive actions, the Ace symbolizes the transformation of pure consciousness into ideas. And today, it's not just a transformation into ideas; every decision is immediately followed by action. If all of today's thoughts, awakenings, and actions are considered "brilliant." I believe today's entries are shared on the Tarot card attached to the "diary of the future." "Brilliance" also reminds us that innate talents have been revealed, believe in your unique talents, and create from them. The rut of thinking too much and doing too little when it comes to changing oneself. The plight of always being scatterbrained and having a weak memory when it comes to change. The awkwardness of always unable to resist arguing with others, then getting distracted and forgetting the main focus when it comes to change. Brilliance reminds me ~ Trust your instincts. Remember your intuition. Act with your direct strength. The fruits to be harvested in the future will be substantial and sweet. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Brilliance

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57)

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57) 問題：我4/14的未來日記主題 抽牌：隱士 Hermit 今天總算可以睡飽一點。 天呀！我竟然將自己美好無所事事的時光給終結了。 每天充實的課程內容，收穫很多，卻也讓人疲憊。 越是這樣忙碌的日子，越是要注意飲食。 今天的主要需完成的任務是食物採買。 而今天的塔羅牌是「隱士」。 若以十二星座，是屬處女座。 若以處女座給大家最深的印象就是該做什麼事情，就會安排好時間好好進行。 這就是我今日「未來日記」的內容。 「未來日記」的第三週主題是「隱士」。 除了上面提到的與處女座有直接關係以外，這張塔羅牌有療癒者的意涵。 真是與我生活的觀念是貼近的。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146906047 我一直認為，與其吃各種的營養食品、保健食品，倒不如好好吃飯，從天然的食物裡獲取一大堆的營養。 「隱士」在山林間，自己種植著五穀，吃著從土壤吸收的元素，讓身體獲取大地之母的營養，如同我們在母親的子宮裡那樣，富足而心神安穩。 如同「隱士」之名 ~ 踏實地生活。 充實地日子。 富實地心靈。 飽實地休息。 這週，身體微恙，上週一整個地腳步匆忙，都忘了好好地看看天空，好好地嗅著空氣中春天花開的芬芳，好好地吃一頓飯。 這週，除了學習以外，也要注意好好地生活，不庸碌地生活。 「未來日記」的第三週，「隱士」有著歸隱於山間，不太與陌生的人交集，不太往熱鬧喧囂的地方趕集。 在自己生活的一方，過著簡單的生活，並同時向內進入自己的內在，獲得自我覺察，並透過與神性連結，透過這股力量，經過雙手，帶出療癒，帶出創造，帶出引導。 我，尚在學習。 我是接受他人的療癒，感受他人的溫暖，並且放鬆太過緊繃的身體。 「隱士」，是我這週的「未來日記」主調，與我為自己設定的生活模式同調。 宇宙事先安排提供的訊息與我內心渴求的現況一致，真的是很美妙的事情。 Alyson's 4/15 Tarot: Hermit (17-57) Question: My 4/14 future diary theme Card drawn: Hermit Today, I finally managed to get some extra sleep. Oh my, I actually put an end to my blissful idle moments. The packed schedule every day brings a lot of learning, but it also leaves me exhausted. The busier the days, the more important it is to pay attention to eating well. The main task for today is grocery shopping. And the Tarot card drawn for today is "Hermit." In terms of the zodiac, it corresponds to Virgo. If there's one thing that stands out about Virgo, it's their knack for scheduling and executing tasks efficiently. This aligns with the theme of my "future diary" for today. The theme for the third week of the "future diary" is "Hermit." Besides its association with Virgo mentioned earlier, this Tarot card signifies healing. It resonates closely with my philosophy of living. I've always believed that rather than consuming various nutritional and health supplements, it's better to eat well and derive a plethora of nutrients from natural foods. The Hermit resides in the wilderness, cultivating grains and consuming elements absorbed from the soil, nourishing the body with the essence of Mother Earth, much like how we are nourished in our mother's womb, feeling abundant and spiritually serene. Just like the name "Hermit" suggests, Live solidly. Live fulfilling days. Nourish the soul abundantly. Rest abundantly. This week, with a slight physical discomfort and the rush of last week, I forgot to gaze at the sky, inhale the fragrance of spring blossoms in the air, and have a proper meal. This week, besides learning, it's also important to focus on living well, living without haste. In the third week of the "future diary," "Hermit" entails withdrawing to the mountains, avoiding interactions with strangers and bustling places. Living a simple life in one's own space, while delving inward to gain self-awareness, and connecting with the divine, channeling healing, creativity, and guidance through this power, manifesting through one's hands. I am still learning. Accepting healing from others, feeling their warmth, and relaxing my overly tense body. "Hermit" sets the tone for my "future diary" this week, aligning with the lifestyle I've set for myself. The message the universe provided in advance resonates perfectly with what my heart desires—it's truly a marvelous thing. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Hermit

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Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/25 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (57-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/22 Tarot：倒吊者 Hanger Man (54-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 5/16 Tarot：憤怒 Anger (48-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 4/18 Tarot：時空 Space (20-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 5/15 Tarot：改變 Change (47-57)

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 2/15 Tarot：失望

Alyson’s 3/12 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 3/12 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/19 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance (21-57)

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57)

Alyson’s 4/15 Tarot：隱士 Hermit (17-57)