Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57) 問題：我4/10的未來日記主題 抽牌：信任 Trust 傻眼了。今天的塔羅副牌抽到的是「信任」。 今天過得很忙碌，上完白天課程後，晚上繼續聽線上講座，購買的課程還未開始學習，就又導致今日的講座聽不懂，這算是惡性循環。 今天若要說有不同的事情發生的話，確實有一件。 前公司老闆提供了工作機會。 要回去嗎？不回去嗎？ 又開始陷入選擇。 宇宙說，信任的象徵是光。 在認知上要信任家人，並擴大道社群。 在自己的允許下展開合作協議及合作關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146272414 於是我請宇宙指引，關於「信任」，我是要相信什麼？ 是相信我兩年多前從職場離開的決定，還是信任前老闆？ 信任自己抽到的塔羅牌是「衝浪者Surfer」，是情緒感受的塔羅牌，是重視自己心情的方面。 信任前主管抽到的塔羅牌是「成功Success」，是物質牌，是落實，可靠的地球，是會有不錯收入的選擇。 說白了就是，看我是要選擇風花雪月沒有固定收入生活的西北風，還是缽盆會有進帳的務實收入地球。 最後我又再抽牌詢問要如何選擇，宇宙給了我這樣的回覆 ~ 權杖牌「明朗/通透」，意思就是要怎麼選擇，我自己的內心比誰都明白。 我也很想選擇兩者都要，可現實骨感通常就是一桶桶冷水的澆灌，讓我們明白別太過貪心。 要如何選擇呢？ Alyson's 4/11 Tarot: Trust (13-57) Question: The theme of my 4/10 future diary Card drawn: Trust I'm baffled. Today's Tarot card draw is "Trust." Today has been hectic. After finishing daytime classes, I continued with online lectures in the evening. Despite purchasing courses, I haven't started learning yet, leading to a lack of understanding in today's lectures. It feels like a vicious cycle. If there's one thing different that happened today, it's that my former boss offered me a job opportunity. Should I go back? Should I not? Once again, I'm stuck in a dilemma. The universe says that the symbol of trust is light. In terms of cognition, trust family and expand within the community. Under your own permission, engage in cooperation agreements and relationships. So, I asked the universe for guidance on what to trust regarding "Trust." Do I trust my decision to leave the workplace over two years ago, or do I trust my former boss? The Tarot card I drew for myself is "The Surfer," representing emotional perception and focusing on my own feelings. The Tarot card drawn for my former supervisor is "Success," representing material aspects, practicality, and reliable stability, implying a choice with decent income. In other words, it's about choosing between the romanticized yet financially unstable lifestyle represented by the northwest wind, or the practical income provided by the bowl, ensuring financial security. Finally, I drew another card to ask how to make the choice, and the universe responded with the "Illumination" card, meaning clarity and transparency. It suggests that deep down, I know best how to choose. I would love to choose both, but reality often douses us with buckets of cold water, reminding us not to be too greedy. So, how should I choose? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Trust

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth 我上週過得超級充實，你們呢？ 踏出自己的小窩，試著參加自己完全陌生的課程，外面的世界真的是繽紛又很有趣。 有句話是這樣說，認真的男人最帥，認真的女人最美麗。 非常同意。 每個同學，不管是因為什麼緣因來參加學習課程，在課堂上大家認真地聽著老師教學，專注地進行實際練習，那氛圍是寧靜且肅穆。 沒人嘻笑著，沒人聊天著。 每人都抓緊時間，抓緊腳步，抓緊一絲絲與光明前景及未來的機會。 今天抽到的塔羅牌是「成長」。 這張是權杖的第十張牌。 權杖，象徵我們的靈性，來源是”光”和”火”。 光，是靈性，光，也是能量。而火，也是。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146676235 我認為， 人因現實社會所需而學習，知道的知識越多，對事情的認知及看法也會跟著調整。 靈性，也就跟著成長，跟著強韌。 靈性是光明面，與品格、覺知及能量息息相關。 權杖，象徵權勢，地位，能力與魔法。 今天，我們的靈性將像大樹朝向天空，朝向光那樣成長，擴張，發散。 經由成長，我們像玫瑰般綻放，像星星般閃耀，像大樹般高聳。 經由成長，我們會增加了一點聰慧，會增加了一點覺察，會增加了一點認知，且會因為越來越多的試煉而更加堅強，堅韌，堅忍不拔。 我們與世界那麼多人有一點點不同是在於，我們彼此在靈性的修煉，靈性的追求，靈性的成果不同。 所以，你是你，我是我，即使雙胞也無法擺在一起相比擬，相比較。 今天如果有機會，去抱一棵樹，聽樹說故事吧。 Today's Tarot: Growth Last week was incredibly fulfilling for me, how about you? Stepping out of my comfort zone and attending classes in subjects completely unfamiliar to me made me realize how vibrant and fascinating the world outside can be. There's a saying that goes, "Serious men are the most handsome, serious women are the most beautiful." I wholeheartedly agree. Every classmate, regardless of their reasons for attending the course, approached the lessons with seriousness, attentively listening to the teachers and diligently engaging in practical exercises. The atmosphere was serene and solemn; there was no laughter or chatting. Everyone was focused on making the most of their time, their steps, and seizing every bit of opportunity that leads to a brighter future. Today's Tarot card drawn is "Growth." This card is the tenth card of the Suit of Wands, which symbolizes our spirituality, sourced from "light" and "fire." Light represents spirituality and energy, as does fire. I believe that ~ As people learn what society demands of them, the more knowledge they acquire, the more their understanding and perspectives on things adjust accordingly. Spirituality also grows and becomes stronger along with it. Spirituality is the bright side, closely related to character, awareness, and energy. Wands symbolize power, status, abilities, and magic. Today, our spirituality will grow and expand like a big tree reaching towards the sky and the light. Through growth, we blossom like roses, shine like stars, and stand tall like trees. Through growth, we gain a bit more wisdom, a bit more awareness, a bit more understanding, and become stronger, more resilient, and more steadfast due to the increasing trials we face. What sets us apart from so many others in the world is that our spirituality, our pursuit of spirituality, and the fruits of our spiritual endeavors are unique to each of us. Therefore, you are you, and I am I, even if we were twins, we couldn't be compared or judged against each other. If you get the chance today, go hug a tree and listen to its stories. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Growth

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57)

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57) 問題：我4/16的未來日記主題 抽牌：純淨 Purity 今天課程休息時間，站在教室外面正在喝水的我，突然間有一位年輕女孩靠近過來。 她問了我對課程的學習狀況，也說了一些她自己的擔憂。 我們彼此交流了一些想法和建議。 女孩說，欣賞我的學習欲望，並說，希望以後當她處於我現在的年紀時，她對學習仍就會有渴望。 我想，這就是我持續學習最根本的初衷 ~ 內心對未知的、不懂的事物的渴望。 「純淨」這張塔羅牌，有著白色的燭光，這是象徵純淨，象徵著覺察上的純淨。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147021739 近日，因學習的挫折而疏忽了有機會、有時間、有能力可學習，這件事情的本身就已值得開心。 加上我自己有心想要將這課程內容學好。 這是萬事俱備，東風也吹來的好情景。 還有什麼可擔憂的？！ 「純淨」塔羅牌說 ~ 沒有人為的興奮或不天然的物品導致的情緒。 純粹就是自己的內心的現況。 享受這無汙染，無人工的初衷。 因你的熱情，也許會成為一道指引別人的光。 Alyson's 4/17 Tarot: Purity (19-57) Question: My theme for 4/16's future journal Card drawn: Purity During today's break in class, as I stood outside the classroom sipping water, a young girl approached me out of the blue. She inquired about my progress in the course and shared some of her own concerns. We exchanged thoughts and advice. The girl expressed admiration for my thirst for knowledge and mentioned her hope that when she reaches my current age, she'll still have the same eagerness for learning. I realized that this fundamental desire for the unknown, the unfamiliar, is what drives my continuous pursuit of learning. The "Purity" tarot card, with its white candlelight, symbolizes purity, representing purity of perception. Recently, despite setbacks in learning, the mere fact that there are opportunities, time, and capability to learn is reason enough to be happy. Coupled with my own determination to master the course content. Everything is in place, a perfect scenario unfolds. What else is there to worry about?! The "Purity" tarot card says ~ No artificially induced excitement or emotions caused by unnatural objects. Purity is simply the state of one's own heart. Enjoy this uncontaminated, natural essence. Through your passion, you might become a guiding light for others. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Purity

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57) 問題：我4/26的未來日記主題 抽牌：豐收 Harvest 總算又到了星期五之夜。 還沒累垮，太好了。 週五晚上的這個時間點，對我而言，就也表示這地獄週我已走到一半路途了，週六的此時，才是我完整走完整個地獄週。 然後，週日好好休息一天，下週一，繼續像苦行僧般的學習、學習、學習。 未來日記的第三週主題是隱士。 今天的副題抽到的塔羅牌是『豐收』。 這光是字面上的意思，就已讓我感覺到美好。 那今日，若真是有豐收的成就，可要好好地慶祝。 這週的課程，對我而言比上週吃力許多，很有壓力。 又有一位同學因覺得跟不上老師的教學進度，心理壓力很大而申請退訓。 本班學員數已是最後的雙位數 ~ 十人。 今晨，雨勢已減弱，路上車潮多，上課遲到，挺不好意思的。 今天課程的內容，聽得懂，跟不上，不管如何追趕，就是跟不上。 還好休息時間，同學來相助，非常有耐心將細節一個一個講解，讓我學習到更多。 這是豐收無誤。 豐收牌 ~ 就像大自然的四季輪迴，是過去努力的成熟結果，就等著我們辛勤收割去。 記得，豐收，不會從天上掉下來，是一路走來彎腰勞動才有的，且還有最後一哩路(勞動收割)，才是確確實實的成果豐收。 這張塔羅牌也是在訴說，結實累累的果實，在樹上，在地上，再不進行採收，果實會腐敗，會掉落，會腐爛，完全失去原有的價值。 提醒著，別貪心，有這些收成已是豐盈，已足夠。 再等待下去，收成不僅不會增加，反而會毀壞，最終是失去。 「想怎麼收穫，先看怎麼栽。」 曾有腦神經的科學研究： 「忍耐是與獎勵迴路有關聯的。獎勵迴路是大腦紋狀體、前額葉皮層和邊緣系統等區域負責處理的。當人完成充滿挑戰任務時，獎勵迴路會釋放多巴胺等神經傳導質，產生愉悅及滿足感，接著會強化人的行為，讓人更願意承擔忍耐。」 雅各書五章7節說：「弟兄們哪，你們要忍耐，直到主來。看哪，農夫忍耐等候地裡寶貴的出產，直到得了秋雨春雨。」 Alyson's 4/27 Tarot: Harvest (29-57) Question: My theme for 4/26 in my future diary Card Drawn: Harvest Finally, it's Friday night again. I'm not completely worn out yet, which is great. For me, this time on Friday night signifies that I've reached the halfway point of this hellish week, and by this time on Saturday, I'll have completed the entire week. Then, a well-deserved rest on Sunday, and next Monday, it's back to learning, learning, learning like a penitent monk. The theme for the third week of my future diary is the Hermit. Today's sub-theme drawn from the tarot is "Harvest." Just the literal meaning alone makes me feel good. So, if there's truly a harvest of achievements today, it's time to celebrate. This week's classes have been much more challenging for me compared to last week, very stressful. Another classmate applied for withdrawal due to feeling unable to keep up with the teacher's pace, experiencing significant psychological pressure. The number of students in our class has dwindled to the final double digits - ten people. This morning, the rain has subsided, but the traffic was heavy, making me late for class, which I felt quite embarrassed about. I could understand today's class content, but I couldn't keep up, no matter how hard I tried. Fortunately, during break time, classmates came to help, patiently explaining each detail to me, allowing me to learn more. This is definitely a harvest. The Harvest card – Like the cycles of nature's seasons, it's the matured result of past efforts, waiting for us to harvest diligently. Remember, the harvest won't fall from the sky; it comes from bending down and laboring along the way, and the final mile (the labor of harvest) is where the real harvest is. This tarot card also speaks of the abundant fruits on trees and on the ground. Without harvesting, the fruits will rot, fall, and decay, losing their original value entirely. It reminds us not to be greedy; having these harvests is already abundant, already enough. Waiting further will not increase the harvest but rather destroy it, ultimately leading to loss. "How you harvest depends on how you plant." There's a neurological study: "Patience is associated with the reward circuit. The reward circuit is responsible for processing in areas such as the striatum, prefrontal cortex, and limbic system. When a person completes a challenging task, the reward circuit releases neurotransmitters like dopamine, creating pleasure and satisfaction, reinforcing the behavior and making people more willing to endure patience." James 5:7 in the Bible says, "Be patient, therefore, brothers, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, being patient about it, until it receives the early and the late rains." #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harvest

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57) 問題：我4/09的未來日記主題 抽牌：均衡 Equilibrium 今天，感覺蠻忙碌的。 因為心上掛念著今天要上課，在清晨六點多醒來一次，然後就又造成八點多真正需要起床的時間，迷迷糊糊地，無法清醒起床。 這真的是有點傷腦筋。 明天開始要比今天更早起床一個多小時。 天兒呀！ 真的是自己給自己找事情，且會非常忙碌。 今天未來日記是第二週主題「死亡」中的「均衡」。 可，到現在晚上九點鐘，我只感受到學習的比重佔滿了腦袋，導致同樣的時間，卻比其他夜晚更為疲憊。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146079133 均衡，是表示情緒是平衡穩定的。 而今天，沒有太多的情緒起伏，雖然面對一些官僚式作法讓我心裡猛搖頭，但尊重，所以沒有顯露任何內心想法。 塔羅牌「均衡」圖案表示 ~ 若情緒卡在憂鬱或悲傷，要像鴨子花盆，漂浮在情緒水域之上，讓心智與身心達到沉靜的狀態，讓悲傷隨著流水，靜靜伴著你，靜靜地划過心海，慢慢地流向心底最深處，慢慢地進入你深處的記憶，存在，但盡量別引起強大衝擊，讓你的情緒起伏震盪，導致好不容易平靜下來的心，再度因此而狂亂。 今天的「未來日記」與塔羅抽牌，沒有連結之處，更無重疊的軌跡。 若硬要連結牽扯在一起，那就是晚上聽著瑞．強德蘭的「水晶骷髏頭」神秘教導的線上課程。 完全聽不懂，跟不上老師所說的，即使有翻譯的緩衝時間，仍很難了解。 但可能因試著聽，所以情緒是平坦無波的。 只有兩眼間的皮膚有著褶皺，因為聽不懂而一直皺眉。 Alyson's 4/10 Tarot: Equilibrium (12-57) Question: The theme of my journal for 4/09 Card drawn: Equilibrium Today feels quite busy. Waking up around six in the morning, feeling the weight of the day's classes ahead, I couldn't fully rouse myself until after eight, feeling groggy and unable to fully awaken. It's a bit of a headache. Starting tomorrow, I'll need to wake up over an hour earlier than today. Oh, boy! Seems like I'm finding ways to keep myself occupied, and it's going to be hectic. Today's journal theme is "Death" from the second week, focusing on "Equilibrium." However, as it nears nine in the evening, my mind feels consumed with studying, leaving me more fatigued than usual at this hour compared to other nights. Equilibrium implies emotional stability. Today, there haven't been many emotional highs or lows. Though faced with bureaucratic procedures that make me shake my head internally, I choose to respect them, thus not expressing any inner thoughts outwardly. The imagery of the Tarot card "Equilibrium" suggests that if emotions linger in sadness or melancholy, one should float like a duck on the emotional waters, achieving a state of calmness in mind and body. Let sadness drift along the currents, silently accompanying you, gently passing through the sea of your heart, slowly flowing into the deepest recesses of your being, existing but trying not to cause a significant impact that would disrupt the calmness you've painstakingly achieved. Today's "journal of the future" and the Tarot draw don't seem to have any connection or overlapping paths. If one were to forcefully link them, it might be the online course by Rue Quandlran on "Crystal Skulls" mysteries that I listened to in the evening. I couldn't understand it at all, struggling to keep up with the teacher's words, even with translation buffering time; comprehension remained elusive. However, perhaps the attempt to listen kept my emotions flat. The only wrinkles were between my brows, a result of my constant frowning due to the lack of understanding. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Equilibrium

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master 「DcreamCatcher-Tarot」是我未來塔羅工作室的英文名字。 工作室的中文名字是「捕夢人」。 每個工作天，我會抽兩張塔羅牌閱讀， 運用閱讀牌卡時的直覺力與洞悉能力， 設計當日的塔羅閱讀心靈記錄卡片，同時也將過程描述成文章。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為白色： 這張卡片記錄是，向宇宙呼喊，請宇宙傳遞給大家的祝福或提醒。 一張塔羅心靈記錄卡，底色為黑色： 這卡片記錄的是向宇宙提問後，根據抽到的塔羅進行閱讀的記錄。 "DreamCatcher-Tarot" is the English name for my future Tarot studio. The studio's Chinese name is "捕夢人". Every workday, I will draw two Tarot cards for readings, utilizing my intuition and insight while interpreting the cards. I will design Tarot reading soul record cards for the day and describe the process in articles. One Tarot soul record card, with a white background, records calling out to the universe, conveying blessings or reminders to everyone. One Tarot soul record card, with a black background, records the reading based on the Tarot drawn after asking questions to the universe. https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/143479882 一直想著，我的個人能力、經驗及專業，具有變現力嗎？ 要如何將這些成為具有變現價值的事情？ 休息期間有點長，快將近二年了，內在想要拚搏的野性和想無憂生存的獸性都消逝無蹤了。 這段時間裡，我瘦了很多，卻也又胖回了不少。 去年的此時，還在研究如何從自己的生活、飲食、運動且不吃藥的情況下，讓遺傳性膽固醇降低。 我還真有成功。 每當有類似成功的事情發生，即使再小的事情，我都想像著在自己心中撒滿了花朵，開心極了。 這種時候，還真會打心底對自己產生無比的信心，凡事，大事，小事，姐都不怕，只要給姐時間，姐能一件一件克服並成功。 靠著事情磨練技藝，這累積，不難。 最難的是觀念、想法、心態和思維。 就如同普通人不懂有錢人的思維那樣，一輩子打工族的我，要如何懂得創業者的心思呢？ 光是不驚覺的想到，就覺得頭殼開始冒煙。 若真深思熟慮、研究呢？ 若想老年生活更加無憂，現在的負重前行是必須的。 打工族難道就沒有出頭天？ 當然有，肯定有，絕對有。 只是這等好事從來輪不到我。 歷經二十多年工作經驗值，老闆們對我總是這樣表面看似重視，實則隨意呼悠。 只因我們做事態度總是使命必達。 只因我們問題處理總是迎刃而解。 只因我們關係應對總是進退有據。 只因我們關於自己總是不好爭取。 因此，我得學習，學習創造，學習建構，學習承擔自己的所有。 若你也想試試，一起加油。 I've been constantly pondering whether my personal abilities, experiences, and expertise have monetizable potential. How can I turn these into something of value? The break has been quite long, nearing two years now, and the wild ambition to strive and the beastly desire for carefree survival have vanished without a trace. During this time, I've lost a lot of weight, but also gained quite a bit back. This time last year, I was still figuring out how to lower my hereditary cholesterol without medication, solely through adjustments in my lifestyle, diet, and exercise. And I actually succeeded. Every time something similar happens, no matter how small, I imagine my heart blooming with flowers, feeling incredibly happy. In these moments, I truly develop immense confidence in myself from the bottom of my heart. I'm not afraid of anything, big or small; as long as I'm given time, I can overcome and succeed in anything. Skills are accumulated through the grind of tasks, which isn't difficult. What's most challenging are concepts, ideas, attitudes, and thoughts. Just like how ordinary people don't understand the mindset of the wealthy, how can someone like me, who's been a wage earner all their life, understand the mindset of an entrepreneur? Even just considering it absentmindedly makes my head spin. What if I truly delve into it and study? If I want a worry-free life in old age, bearing burdens now is necessary. Doesn't the working class ever succeed? Of course, they do, they definitely do, without a doubt. It's just that such good fortune never seems to come my way. With over twenty years of work experience, bosses always seem to superficially value me, but in reality, they just casually manipulate. Simply because we always approach tasks with a sense of duty, Solve problems effortlessly, handle relationships with tact, but when it comes to ourselves, we never advocate. So, I need to learn, learn to create, learn to construct, learn to take responsibility for everything. If you want to give it a try too, let's cheer each other on. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Equilibrium #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #均衡 #聖杯 #情緒

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor 連續兩天都抽到同一張塔羅牌。 真的是讓我感到驚訝，且也深思有甚麼事情讓宇宙這樣提醒著我們。 昨天，上完最後一天的電腦培訓課程。 從完全不懂的小白，到現在，有些技能知道了，很多都還是懵懵懂懂。 過去在學校時，聽著那些搞不懂的專業科目，我到底是如何過關，如何仍對自己充滿自信，認為自己日後有能力可以在江湖上有風得走著。 年紀越長，看得越多，也曾走遠過，雖然也沒有走得太遠，就每天通勤到另一個城市而已，不過城市不同，屬性不同，看過廣闊的世界，認識很多很棒的人，深感自己的渺小，也覺自己的能力，可發揮的價值不多。 常會有”冒牌者心理”的感受浮上心頭。 我有像他們認為的那樣棒嗎？ 我值得被人好好對待嗎? 應該很快就會被人發現我是硬撐的吧？ 我總是佩服專業又有自信的人。 我總是欣賞能力強大又情緒穩定的人。 我總是靠近溫柔又善解人意的人。 我總是想要成為他們每一個人。 我也想成為創造者，創意者。 在我們的腦袋裡，每天激發龐大的能量，所以常常動腦後，會更覺疲憊，有些人會想吃東西，補充一下，有人則是會想睡覺。 心智，是東西嗎？ 可說是東西，但又不具體。 不具體，無形，卻有確確實實的存在。 心智，你在想甚麼？你想要做甚麼？你怎麼想？你想怎麼做？ 如何抓到腦中的飛逝而過的想法？ 如何鍛鍊心智？ 如何發揮心智？ 這都是創造者可以思考的事情。 在學習電腦平面插畫的過程裡，除了技能的學習，技巧的練習，我自己發現一開始的發想、構想、構圖，就已是影響成敗的關鍵了。 技能可以靠持續學習而獲得。 技巧可以靠不斷練習而熟稔。 想法，構想，更是需要長期的發覺、發想、連結。 美的眼光在日日的培養，薰陶。 創意也是。 作家，需要持續地練筆鋒，練筆觸，也需要容納百川地多閱讀，多吸收各種常識、知識。 藝術家，需要勇敢地嘗試不同材質或工法，也須從各種角度欣賞、挖掘美的不同姿態，不同風景。 學習課程今日要結訓了。 不過，自我學習的路，是沒有終點時間的。 繼續努力。 Tarot of the Day for June 21, 2024: The Creator – Inventor For the first time, I’ve drawn the same tarot card two days in a row. This really surprises me and makes me reflect on what the universe is trying to remind us. Yesterday, I finished the last day of a computer training course. From knowing nothing at all, now I’ve gained some skills, although many aspects are still confusing. In the past, when I was in school, I managed to pass those incomprehensible professional subjects. How did I do it? How did I remain confident, believing that I would be able to navigate the world successfully? As I’ve grown older, seen more, and traveled further, though not too far—just commuting to another city each day—the different city with its distinct characteristics broadened my horizons. I met many amazing people and deeply felt my own insignificance. I often questioned my abilities and the value I could offer. Feelings of being an "impostor" often surface. Am I as good as they think I am? Do I deserve to be treated well? Will people soon realize that I’m just faking it? I always admire people who are professional and confident. I always appreciate those who are highly capable and emotionally stable. I am always drawn to gentle and understanding individuals. I always want to become each of them. I also want to be a creator, an inventor. Our minds generate enormous energy daily, which often leaves us feeling exhausted after intensive thinking. Some people might want to eat to replenish themselves, while others may feel the need to sleep. Is the mind a tangible thing? It can be said to be a thing, yet it is not concrete. Intangible, invisible, but undeniably real. Mind, what are you thinking? What do you want to do? How do you think? How do you want to act? How can we capture fleeting thoughts in our minds? How can we train our minds? How can we utilize our minds? These are the questions that creators can ponder. During the process of learning computer graphic illustration, besides acquiring skills and practicing techniques, I’ve discovered that the initial idea, concept, and composition are crucial to success. Skills can be acquired through continuous learning. Techniques can be mastered through constant practice. Ideas and concepts require long-term discovery, brainstorming, and connection. Aesthetic appreciation is cultivated and nurtured daily. So is creativity. A writer needs to continuously practice their writing and touch, absorbing a wealth of knowledge and information from extensive reading. An artist needs to bravely try different materials and techniques, appreciating and exploring beauty from various angles and different landscapes. Today marks the end of the training course. However, the journey of self-learning has no end. Keep striving forward. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Inventor

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩 蓋比蓋比

You make me so happy! Let’s be best friends. I’m Gabby Gabby, and I love you.認識妳我很快樂，我們來做好朋友吧！我是蓋比蓋比，我愛你。《玩具總動員4》 《玩具總動員》這部擄獲從大人到小孩心的大IP動畫電影，從第一集的阿薛、第二集的邋遢彼得與大魔王札克，以及到第三集的熊抱哥，皆出過不少經典反派角色，而這黑語錄系列主要想以壞女孩為主，所以今天想聊聊《玩具總動員》全系列中，唯一的女反派 —《蓋比蓋比》。 《蓋比蓋比》大概是目前為止最不像反派的反派人物，從她使壞的出發點與旁白，完全就只是一個想得到愛的純情少女而已，但或許當一個人太執著著某個事物，變得不擇手段時，那瘋魔的眼神確實很嚇人，不禁想起在追愛過程中的我們，不也曾如此做過那些現在回想起來儼然是段黑歷史的事😳？ 電影裡的蓋比總是被許多穿黑西裝的班森們保護著，就像是校園故事裡的女王蜂，或是更像是義大利黑手黨女教父（母）的感覺，經常坐著高級黑頭車⋯不！是嬰兒車出場，即使沒有黛格瑪說的傲人胸器、曼妙身材，只是個紅髮有著雀斑的小女孩，依然氣勢十足，就算她對愛過度執著到被寶貝稱為怪胎，但如果愛會使人變得怪裡怪氣的，那麼誰又能不愛那個有點奇怪的自己？ 你可能會想看看 【黑語錄】3號壞女孩 梅菲瑟 或許《蓋比蓋比》所飾演的反派，更像是藏在我們內心深處那個，總是揣揣不安、自卑與自我懷疑的自己，心裡偷偷地喜歡著一個人，卻因為不夠有自信，只敢遠遠的看著，活在隔著一層玻璃的幻想泡泡，安全舒適的愛戀象牙塔，關於對方的一言一行都是從想像中過度，不知不覺放大了他的美好，卻從未去真正認識對方的樣子與喜好，這種只活在想像中的暗戀，更像是一種偶像迷戀... 戀的是自己阿尼瑪斯、阿尼瑪，ㄧ個完美的理想對象，ㄧ套完美的戀愛劇本，但不論我們在心裡練習過幾百次，都不及現實突來冷耳光，ㄧ拳完勝的將我們長久以來的迷戀打趴在地，就像被哈莫妮丟進箱子裏的蓋比一樣，這就是關於愛的初級學習，誰沒有過如此的時刻？或許還不止一次，但就像胡迪說的，這世界不是只有一個哈莫妮一個孩子，我們需要的只是找到那個有著同樣感覺的人，好從象徵反派的自我黑暗面走出來。 2024 4月 第16號作品《等候的愛》 You can’t leave yet. You have what I need. Right inside there. 還不能讓你走，你有我要的東西，就在你的身體裏。 No. My Harmony is perfect. When my voice box is fixed… I’ll finally get my chance. 不，我的哈莫妮是完美的，只要等我的聲匣修好，我就能得到機會了！ You were left in the closet, feeling useless… wondering if you’ll ever get played with. 你獨自被留在壁櫥，感覺自己ㄧ無事處，懷疑著自己是否還有被青睞的一天。 也許你想來點 【黑語錄】1號壞女孩 黛格瑪皇后 Can we agree on just one thing? That being there for a child is the most noble thing a toy can do. ... 我們或許在這件事上達成共識，那就是能陪伴一個孩子長大，是做爲玩具最高尚的情操。 I was defective right out of box. I can only imagine what it must have been like for you… Be honest with me. Was it as wonderful as it sounds? ... 我一拆封就有缺陷，只能靠想像你曾擁有過的一切，跟我說實話，那些真的像聽起來的那麼棒嗎？ All I want is a 下chance for just one of those moments. I’d give anything to be loved the way you have. ... 我想要的只是一個能擁有那些片段的機會，為此我願意付出一切，只求像你那樣被某人真心愛著。 喜歡我們週二輕鬆小文章的朋友，記得按個讚或轉個分享給朋友！感謝支持😊 打字機 / 智美良奈 繪圖器 / AliceCoco IG & FB 童書與著作販售：亞馬遜 / 博客來 / 誠品 / 贊助我們 

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57)

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57) 問題：我4/12的未來日記主題 抽牌：慈悲 Compassion 今天要聊的是「慈悲」這張塔羅牌。 且主題是「死亡」裡的慈悲。 「死亡」這張牌並不是厄運的訊息，也不是大難來臨前的警告。 這張塔羅牌是在說，是時候要將過去老舊的匠氣丟棄掉。 何謂”過去”，想當然爾，就是說不是現在，更不用考量會與未來有關。 已踏上新的路程，選擇新的生活，過去的一些習慣，思維，還有技能，有可能都已成沉痾而不自知，卻還當寶貝珍惜著。 該醒醒囉！！ https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/146479027 「死亡」這張塔羅牌，我覺得還有大刀闊斧的意思，該斷得趕緊斷，該換得趕快換，該捨得的，就別再捨不得。 沒有將累贅放掉，卸掉，要如何前進。 沒有卸掉的，無用的舊包裹，只會拖住前進的腳程。 猶豫，從來就都不是個好態度。 趁早，還有趕上的機會，趕緊醒醒吧！ 我參加了完全不懂，沒接觸過的課程訓練。 每天都很吃力，我樂此不疲。 這是我在經歷我的「死亡」階段。 今天凌晨告知大家今日的集體塔羅牌是「大師」。 那時我是想不通的，現在我是沒有太多機會跟別人接觸的，哪有什麼時候可分享經驗呢。 結果事情的真相很讓我意外，也讓人開心。 原來，今天沒有成為「大師」的我，是那個享受被「大師」指導的學習者。 這是豐盈的果實。 是過往的善意積累的回饋。 這次學習的課程，我一直都很緊張，尤其是今天的電腦平面插畫學習，我一直用不好，老是找不到老師剛剛才講解過的樞紐，且電腦還因我過於急躁猛按滑鼠，直接當機，我原本就已經跟不上腳步了，現在被自己搞成直接休息，只能傻眼瞪著電腦螢幕。 經過觀察和注意，今天，我應是那個班級舉手跟老師求救最多次的學生了。 實在是詢問太多次了，後來我不好意思再請教老師了。 於是，轉過頭，請教坐在後面的同學。 哇！是一個年輕，清秀的男孩子。 前幾天的下課時間，他都是趴在桌上休息，都沒機會看他長的模樣呢。 我用誠懇的眼光請教著。 年輕人走到我位置幫我看電腦螢幕，然後告訴我問題點。 我第一次的電腦插畫，畫得真的是不好看，可是這位年輕人，很親切，很友善，很有愛心。 他很真誠地同意了我所說的，我的畫，真的有點奇怪。 然後鼓勵我，多加練習，會越來越好。 直到今天下課時，我問了後面同學好多次。 甚至在有一點點小小進步時，很開心地趕快轉頭跟他說。 很可愛的年輕人，竟然握起拳頭跟我說，太棒了！做得好！ 然後為我鼓掌，替我開心。 這孩子，真的是很溫柔呀。 我真摯回應說，現在的年輕孩子都像你這樣，說話很懂得鼓勵人，且好正向呀！ 他害羞得微笑了。 今天，我想應該不只是今天，應該說從今天開始，我像是擁有自己的小老師那般有人可以依賴。 今天晚上要喝杯啤酒，讓自己心情放鬆一下，也慶祝這週學習有點進步的成果，還有日後有人可以幫忙的幸福。開心呀！ 宇宙呀！ 塔羅呀！ 不僅知道會發生甚麼事情，甚至連心情要如何轉折都知道。 「未來日記」的塔羅紀錄，我都是晚上要寫當天發生的事情時才去翻看之前插牌記錄的筆記。 關於「未來日記」的當天早上或前一天晚上（若我有記得要先描繪日記想要如何寫的這件事情），這時我都是在腦海裡思考當天的預計行程，但只有寫在行事曆上面的事情才會去事先想像，學習、上課，這類事情，在我的觀念裡是日常，比較不會特別去思考和設想。 昨天發生讓人不愉快的事情，今天也就會有後續事情發展。 放過自己，是當陷入不開心的事情時要先做好的事情。 請記得 ~ 先照顧好自己的需求與情緒，不是自私的行為。 我們得先自己有能力，得有好情緒，好態度和健康的身體，才有機會付出。 否則，反而造成家人和旁人的麻煩及負擔。 今天早上，昨天用粗魯態度對待我的人前來解釋，但並非道歉。 我只說，多提醒的話語是我和朋友間都會做出的關心。 她還想說明，但我不想再聽了。 我沒有忘記昨天她的惡質態度，可也直接表達昨日被她那樣無禮對待後的我，生氣和不舒服。 我沒打算原諒，也沒想要再繼續糾結這事情。 遠離，就好。 我沒有惡面相向，但也不想勉強自己說〝沒關係＂之類的話，反過來安慰對方。 她道歉，是她該做的。 接受與否，是我自己可以選擇的。 有時候，就是有人很討厭的會說，＂對方都道歉了，且是小事，幹嘛還抓著不放？＂ 這真的是奇怪的論點。 ＂道歉＂是萬能的免死金牌嗎？ 道歉，是做錯事情的人要回應給受害者的基本禮貌，但並非道德綁架的工具。 她並非跟我熟識的人，我為何需要承擔她的愚蠢行為和事後解釋呢。 我認為我沒有以其人之道還其人之深，已是我對她的「慈悲」。 且，我也不想委屈自己，因此我認為不接受她的解釋是我對自己的「慈悲」。 Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot: Compassion (15-57) Question: Theme of my journal entry on 4/12 Card drawn: Compassion Today's discussion is centered around the Tarot card "Compassion," within the theme of "Death." The "Death" card doesn't signal doom or warn of impending disaster. It suggests it's time to discard outdated attitudes. By "past," it means not the present, let alone the future. Having embarked on a new journey, choosing a new life, some old habits, thoughts, and skills may have become stagnant, yet still cherished. It's time to wake up! I interpret the "Death" card as a call to make bold changes, to cut ties where needed, to let go of what no longer serves us. Holding onto burdens only hinders progress. Hesitation has never been a good attitude. It's time to wake up while there's still a chance! I enrolled in a completely unfamiliar training course. Every day has been challenging, yet I find joy in it. This is my "death" phase. Early this morning, I shared with everyone that today's collective Tarot card is "Master." At the time, I couldn't grasp its relevance, considering I have limited interaction with others these days. But the truth turned out unexpectedly delightful. Today, I, who didn't become "The Hierophant," found myself enjoying being guided by one. It's a rich harvest, a reward for past kindness. Throughout this course, I've been anxious, especially during today's lesson on computer graphic design. I struggled to follow along, often unable to locate what the instructor just explained. Then, my impatience led to a computer crash. I was already falling behind, and now I was stuck, staring at a blank screen. Observing closely, I realized I was the student who raised their hand the most for help. Eventually, I felt too embarrassed to ask the teacher again. So, I turned to the student behind me. Wow! He was a young, handsome guy. In previous days, he always seemed tired during breaks, and I never really got a good look at him. I asked him earnestly for help. He came over, looked at my screen, and pointed out the issue. My first attempt at computer art wasn't great, but this young man was kind, friendly, and compassionate. He agreed my drawing looked a bit odd but encouraged me to practice more, assuring me I'd improve. By the end of today's class, I had asked the student behind me for help countless times. Even when I made a tiny bit of progress, I eagerly turned to him to share. He was adorable, fist-bumping me, saying, "Great job!" and applauding me, genuinely happy for my improvement. What a gentle soul. I replied sincerely that young people like him nowadays are so good at encouraging others and being positive. He smiled shyly. Today, and perhaps from now on, I feel like I have my own little teacher to rely on. Tonight, I'll have a beer to relax, celebrating the progress I've made this week and the happiness of having someone to help in the future. How joyful! Universe! Tarot! Not only do you know what will happen, but you also predict how emotions will shift. I usually review my Tarot notes in the evening when writing about the day's events for my "Future Diary." In the morning or the night before (if I remember to plan my diary entry), I think about the day's schedule, but I only imagine things already written in my calendar. Learning, attending classes—these are part of my routine, so I don't usually dwell on them. Unpleasant events from yesterday will likely have consequences today. Being kind to oneself is essential when feeling unhappy. Remember—taking care of your needs and emotions isn't selfish. We must be capable, emotionally stable, and healthy ourselves before helping others. Otherwise, we'll only burden our family and others. This morning, the person who treated me rudely yesterday came to explain, not apologize. I simply mentioned that reminders like hers are a form of concern I share with friends. She wanted to explain further, but I didn't want to hear it. I haven't forgotten her disrespectful behavior from yesterday, nor have I concealed my anger and discomfort from being treated that way. I don't intend to forgive or dwell on it further. Moving on is best. I won't pretend it's okay or force myself to comfort her. Apologizing is her obligation. Accepting it is my choice. Sometimes, people might say, "She apologized, and it's a minor issue, why hold onto it?" That's a strange argument. Is an apology a cure-all? Apologizing is basic courtesy from someone who's done wrong, not a tool for moral coercion. She isn't someone I know well, so why should I bear the burden of her foolish behavior and subsequent explanations? I believe not retaliating in kind is my "compassion" toward her. And I don't want to feel resentful, so rejecting her explanation is my "compassion" toward myself. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Compassion

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon 每日累積的學習，我已較不慌張，也慢慢進入狀況。 雖然跟不上的時候居多，再多花些時間，也可已有明顯進展。 自己可掌控的感覺，慢慢地回到生活裡，很好。 這起頭得一個多月來，從陌生到有點適應的過渡期，不要輕易遺忘。 在這段不輕言放棄的日子裡，一堂一打擊，一天一失落，一堂一進步，一日一讚賞，堂堂、天天、日日、步步都是妙不可言的好時光。 若沒有好同學們的協助與鼓勵，恐被驚嚇幾天後就會萌生退意，或者是，即使繼續學習，可不會像今日這般享受著學習的過程，享受著累積經驗的過程，享受著倉皇失措，不知該如何是好的窘況，還成為我與同學們之間共同的記憶笑點。 我，情感豐沛。 我，敏感察覺。 每天都是我的月亮日，而農曆初一十五對我情緒的影響更是猛烈。 今天我們大家的塔羅牌是『月亮』。 而今天是農曆初九。 算是月兒半熟時，不是月缺，也非月圓。 『月亮』這張塔羅牌 ~ 女人當道日。 聽女人的話，鴻運當頭似榮錦。 讓女人說了算，低谷盡頭似退休。 女人當家，鬍鬚讓柳眉，日日逍遙似神仙。 今天，要相信你的直覺。 活躍得靈感，要記得緊緊抓牢。 敏銳的感知力，讓你有點疲於應付，但只要學會淨化，你就是勇者一枚。 月亮是週期的代表。 陰晴圓缺，既是潮汐漲退，也是情緒高漲與疏離。 有時，有人，莫名的冷淡，無關是非對錯，是月亮啊。 緣分，不分善孽，皆感覺是宿命的牽引，避不開，逃不了。 是真愛，是無法自拔的依戀。 是迷戀，是無法清醒的想像。 真實，需要靠智慧判斷。 《月亮惹得禍》 「我承認都是月亮惹的禍，那樣的夜色太美你太溫柔， 才會在剎那之間只想和你一起到白頭。 我承認都是誓言惹的禍，偏偏似糖如蜜說來最動人， 再怎麼心如鋼鐵也成繞指柔。」 都是月亮的錯，暈黃的朦朧太美讓人感到迷惑。 都是月亮的錯，月弦如勾太動人讓人感到衝動。 浪漫得無可救藥，期盼牽手到白頭。 在月亮的日子裡，夢幻是主調，理智、邏輯無法成為特效藥。 走錯了路，嚐到了人生的苦，才發現失控是瘋魔，自以為是成了無可救藥。 在掌控範圍裡瘋狂。 在理性殿堂裡抓狂。 這樣有界限的毀壞，是可承受的傷。 反覆無常，時而敏感，時而冷淡，若即若離，是人際之間最跨不過的坎。 今天，心情是陰天，可能常會有一點小感傷，但無妨。 若日日是豔陽，苗兒枯死，汗淌淌，腦沉沉，想跳進水裡泡個涼。 若感傷，淚未先留，已曬乾，臉頰像沙灘，淚水已成沙。 說到底，今天，月亮，就是廢話多一耙。 沒力了，散場，待明日再繼續談。 Tarot of the Day for 2024-05-16: The Moon The cumulative learning each day has made me less anxious, and I am gradually getting the hang of things. Although I often fall behind, spending a little more time has led to noticeable progress. The sense of being in control is slowly returning to my life, which is great. Over this past month or so, transitioning from unfamiliarity to a bit of adaptation should not be easily forgotten. During these days of not giving up, each lesson and each setback, each day and each disappointment, each lesson and each progress, each day and each praise, every class, every day, every step is a wonderful time. Without the assistance and encouragement of good classmates, I might have considered quitting after a few days of fright. Even if I continued learning, it wouldn’t be as enjoyable as it is now, enjoying the process of learning, the process of accumulating experience, and even enjoying the panic and confusion, which have become shared memories and jokes among classmates and me. I am emotionally rich. I am keenly perceptive. Every day is my moon day, and the lunar phases on the 1st and 15th of the lunar month have a strong impact on my emotions. Today's Tarot card for all of us is "The Moon." And today is the 9th day of the lunar month. It's a time when the moon is halfway through its cycle, neither new nor full. The Moon Tarot Card ~ A day for women to take the lead. Listening to women brings great fortune. Letting women take charge makes even the lowest points feel like a restful retirement. With women in charge, beards bow to eyebrows, and every day is a carefree delight. Today, trust your intuition. Hold tightly to your lively inspirations. Your acute sensitivity may be tiring, but if you learn to purify it, you are truly brave. The Moon represents cycles. Waxing and waning, it mirrors the ebb and flow of tides, as well as the peaks and valleys of emotions. Sometimes, someone might be inexplicably cold; it’s not about right or wrong, it’s the Moon’s influence. Fate does not distinguish between good and bad; it feels like a predestined pull, unavoidable and inescapable. True love is an irresistible attachment. Infatuation is an unbreakable illusion. Reality requires wisdom to discern. "The Trouble Caused by the Moon" "I admit it’s all the Moon’s fault, the beauty of the night and your tenderness, Making me want to grow old with you in an instant. I admit it’s all the promises’ fault, sweet as sugar, most touching, Even a heart of steel would become soft and pliable." It’s all the Moon’s fault, the hazy beauty is too enchanting, causing confusion. It’s all the Moon’s fault, the crescent is too captivating, causing impulsiveness. Hopelessly romantic, longing to hold hands until old age. In the days of the Moon, fantasy is the main theme, and reason and logic cannot be the cure. Taking the wrong path, tasting the bitterness of life, then realizing losing control is madness, and thinking oneself incurable. Being crazy within control. Being frantic in the hall of reason. This kind of limited destruction is a bearable wound. Inconsistent, sometimes sensitive, sometimes cold, close yet distant, this is the hardest hurdle in human relationships. Today, the mood is overcast, there may be some minor sadness, but it's okay. If every day were sunny, the seedlings would wither, sweat would pour, the brain would feel heavy, and you’d want to jump into water to cool off. If sad, before tears fall, they have dried, cheeks like a sandy beach, tears turned to sand. In the end, today, the Moon means more nonsense. I’m out of energy, show’s over, we’ll talk again tomorrow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Moon

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Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57)

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩蓋比蓋比

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩蓋比蓋比

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57)

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57)

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

With me搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

Alyson’s 4/11 Tarot：信任 Trust (13-57)

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

2024 0415 今日塔羅：成長 Growth

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57)

Alyson’s 4/17 Tarot：純淨 Purity (19-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/27 Tarot：豐收 Harvest (29-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

Alyson’s 4/10 Tarot：均衡 Equilibrium (12-57)

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0315 今日塔羅：大師 Master

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

2024 0621 今日塔羅：創造者 Inventor

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩 蓋比蓋比

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩 蓋比蓋比

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57)

Alyson’s 4/13 Tarot：慈悲 Compassion (15-57)

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

2024 0516今日塔羅：月亮 Moon

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩蓋比蓋比

【黑語錄】4號壞女孩蓋比蓋比