Alyson’s 2/22 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 2/22 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation 心裡感到疲乏、無趣。 心裡感到空洞、空虛。 我就像是秋末凋零的花朵、枯萎的樹枝， 沒有精神，沒有活力，沒有生氣，沒有靈魂。 “停滯”這張塔羅牌，最近是宇宙很頻繁給我的訊息，另一個多次抽到的塔羅牌是”恐懼”。 我真的知道自己應該要活動起來，要開始有所行動， 但，思緒就是常飄走，無法集中，無法專注，無法成事。 大家都不知道，最近我有多討厭自己。 在我的心裡，始終沒有做出最後的決定。 又想繼續有收入，又想維持現在的生活方式。 又想走進人群團體，過去受的傷又讓我感到恐懼。 以為把自己逼到一個程度，思緒就會開闊，未來會更清晰。 塔羅，當然有幫助。 可，當自己都不知道想要什麼的時候，誰又能給妳明確的訊息呢？ 去年年底時，跟朋友說，一切就看2024年。 今年一月時，腦袋裡跟自己說，一切等過完年再看。 現，春節已結束，大家都開工多日了，而我 …. 沒有決定。 Feeling weary and uninterested. Feeling hollow and empty. I'm like a flower wilting in late autumn, a withered branch, Lacking spirit, lacking vitality, lacking vigor, lacking soul. The "Stagnation" tarot card has been a frequent message from the universe lately, another card I've drawn multiple times is "Fear". I know I should get moving, start taking action, But my thoughts keep drifting, unable to focus, unable to concentrate, unable to accomplish anything. No one really knows how much I've been hating myself lately. In my heart, I still haven't made a final decision. Wanting to keep earning, wanting to maintain my current lifestyle. Wanting to step into crowds and groups, yet the past wounds make me feel fearful. I thought pushing myself to a certain point would broaden my thoughts, make the future clearer. Tarot, of course, has been helpful. But when you don't even know what you want, who can give you clear messages? At the end of last year, I told my friends, let's see how 2024 goes. In January this year, I told myself, let's wait until after the Lunar New Year. Now, the Spring Festival has passed, everyone has been back to work for days, and I... still haven't made a decision. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Stagnation #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #停滯 #情緒

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57) 問題：我4/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：更新者 Regenerator 今天中午參加了一場喜宴。 對於這兩週來的辛苦，身體升起了防衛機制。 早上很晚才醒過來，原本想去聽的簡報分享，就錯過了，很可惜。 昨晚有在心裡頭對今天的行程做了簡單的描繪和想像。 腦海中有浮現開車到喜宴餐廳的位置，但沒有細想，沒有想像到停車的情況，結果今天抵達餐廳時被告知四個停車場皆沒有停車位了。 對於早上的簡報分享是沒有進行任何想像。 昨晚應該潛意識就已經做好了決定，所以今早也就沒有早點起床的動力。 喜宴上，同桌的有一位長者，年屆八十歲。 她說，她是自己搭乘計程車前來喝喜酒的。 她分享了人生的知識與經歷 ~ 人生莫計較太多，身體健康是第一，後面的許多”零”才有意義。 要記得自己擁有的幸運，並珍惜老天的眷顧。 有能力付出，不要吝嗇。 夫妻相處要有共同興趣，夫妻，是老來伴。 父母對已婚孩子的事情要懂得放手，不過問太多，因陪孩子到老的是他的另一半。 朋友之間千萬別有金錢往來和利益關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147442924 老人家在桃園一家關懷照顧植物人基金會擔任志工長達二十三年。 她看多很多人生故事。 她說，最近發生一件事情讓她很是難過，也曾經很生氣，甚至懷疑老天。 她分享，有一位志工，跟她一樣在那基金會服務多年，人很好，很付出，很努力。 但，有一天，這位志工朋友她都沒有再遇到過。 她也沒想太多，以為是有事情要忙，或者是值班時間錯開，所以才沒再看過。 直到有一天，基金會工作人員告知說等一下需要接收一位新的植物人患者。 當工作人員一邊說的時候，神情難過，眼眶紅。 沒想到，新的植物人患者就是那位志工朋友。 老人家說，這讓她懷疑了善良、付出自己，怎會落得這樣的結果。 老人家依然一邊做著志工工作，一邊思考這個問題。 直到她把這問題內觀到自己的身上。 她想到，曾經被醫生宣告粉碎性骨折，無法再站起來行走的她，現在雙腿有力且活動自如。 這就是老天對一直付出的她給予的回饋與呵護。 「更新者」這張塔羅牌，告訴我們 ~ 作為一位更新者及恢復者，在情感上是有豐富創造力，就像是滋潤生命的及時雨，豐富與灌溉著土地。 今日的喜宴上，當主持人請新郎給予新娘的父母承諾會好好照顧他們的女兒，會跟新娘攜手一輩子好好過的時候，我含著淚，坐在附近的新郎同事朋友們也都哭了。 最可愛的是新郎的雙胞胎姊姊，哭得唏哩嘩啦得，完全沒有在顧及臉上精緻的妝容。 這是一場很有愛的婚禮。 很榮幸被邀請。 很高興有前去。 「更新者」可以創造新的情感生活和生命力。 「更新者」是個治療者，像是不停冒出泡的湧泉水，洗滌著交流的心靈，平撫傷痛和被困擾，糾結著的心。 今天，我和哥哥很幸運，有緣分認識那位老人家，幸運地能聽到她的人生經歷與分享。 喜宴結束後，我們詢問老人家居住的地點，並邀請她搭乘我的車子，我開車，和哥哥一起送她回家。 因為今天的愛能量流動得很強勁，讓我很放鬆，心也被這麼多的愛給溫暖，結束喜宴回到家後，整個人疲倦，也就陷入休息睡眠狀態。 這兩週來的疲憊，經過這兩天的熟睡，消散不少，真好。 Alyson's 4/22 Tarot: The Regenerator (24-57) Question: Theme of my 4/21 journal entry Card drawn: Regenerator Today I attended a wedding banquet at noon. After the hard work of the past two weeks, my body has initiated a defense mechanism. I woke up late in the morning and missed the presentation I intended to attend, which was a pity. Last night, I briefly depicted and imagined today's schedule in my mind. There was a vague image of driving to the wedding banquet venue in my mind, but I didn't think it through, didn't imagine the parking situation, and as a result, when I arrived at the restaurant, I was informed that all four parking lots were full. I didn't engage in any imagination about the morning presentation. Subconsciously, I must have already made a decision last night, so I didn't have the motivation to wake up early this morning. At the wedding banquet, there was an elderly lady sitting at my table, eighty years old. She said she had come to the wedding banquet by taking a taxi. She shared her knowledge and experiences in life~ In life, don't worry too much, health is the most important, the many "zeros" behind only have meaning then. Remember the luck one possesses and cherish the blessings from above. If capable, do not hesitate to give. For a couple to get along, they must have common interests, for spouses are companions in old age. Parents should learn to let go of their married children's affairs, avoid asking too much, because the one accompanying the child to old age is their spouse. Never let money transactions and self-interest come between friends. The old lady has been volunteering for the Vegetative Care Foundation in Taoyuan for twenty-three years. She has seen many life stories. She said, something happened recently that made her very sad, even angry, and she even doubted the heavens. She shared that there was a volunteer, like her, who had served at the foundation for many years, a good person, very dedicated and hardworking. But one day, she never saw this volunteer friend again. She didn't think much of it, thinking the friend must be busy or their duty hours conflicted, so she didn't see them again. Until one day, the foundation staff informed her that they needed to receive a new vegetative patient later. As the staff spoke, they looked sad, their eyes red. Unexpectedly, the new vegetative patient was that volunteer friend. The old lady said this made her doubt kindness, selflessness, how could it lead to such a result? Yet, she continued her volunteer work while contemplating this question. Until she introspected on this question within herself. She thought of herself, who had been declared with a comminuted fracture by the doctor, unable to stand and walk, but now her legs are strong and agile. This is the reward and care from heaven for her continuous dedication. The Tarot card "Regenerator" tells us ~ As a regenerator and healer, there is abundant creativity emotionally, like timely rain nourishing and irrigating the land. At today's wedding banquet, when the host asked the groom to promise to take good care of the bride's parents and to live a good life with the bride, I sat nearby with tears in my eyes, and the groom's colleagues and friends also cried. The most adorable was the groom's twin sister, crying uncontrollably, completely disregarding the delicate makeup on her face. This was a wedding filled with love. I was honored to be invited. I was glad I went. "Regenerator" can create new emotional life and vitality. "Regenerator" is a healer, like bubbling spring water continuously cleansing the soul of communication, soothing pain and resolving the entangled heart. Today, my brother and I were lucky to meet that old lady, fortunate to hear her life experiences and sharing. After the wedding banquet, we asked where the old lady lived and invited her to ride in my car. I drove, and my brother and I sent her home together. Because the energy of love today flowed so strongly, I felt very relaxed, my heart warmed by so much love. After returning home from the banquet, I was exhausted and fell into a state of restful sleep. The exhaustion of the past two weeks, after two days of deep sleep, dissipated quite a bit, which was wonderful. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Regenerator

Alyson’s 3/22 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance

Alyson’s 3/22 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/144167341 有人說，我還深陷在過去，並沒有前進。 這真實如何，我自己內心是清楚的。 有些的回應，一切只是習慣而已。 畢竟現在無所事事的我，也沒甚麼特別事情可分享， 唯有過去。 現在的我，怎麼說呢 ~ 猶豫，沒有積極目標想抵達。 迷茫，沒有確實地點想前往。 無勁，沒有具體夢想想實現。 我不想再重複往昔的生活模式。 那麼多的生死悲傷分離，慟！這麼多，還執拗什麼？！ 希望自己在也成為一把骨灰時，能減少遺憾。 愛，多說。 飯，多吃。 朋友，多聯絡。 家人，多團聚。 宇宙建議 ~ 先將意識轉化為想法。 我，心智已覺醒，比過去任何時分都要清醒。 我，洞見已獲悉，與過去任何思緒都要清晰。 吃得下。 睡得著。 笑得開。 然後加上信仰。 生活四大事。謹記。謹遵。謹奉行。 Some say I'm still deeply stuck in the past, not moving forward. Whether that's true or not, I am clear within myself. Some responses suggest it's merely a habit. After all, in my current state of idleness, there's nothing particularly noteworthy to share except for the past. As for me now, how should I put it? I hesitate, lacking active goals to reach. I'm lost, without a specific destination in mind. I'm listless, without concrete dreams to fulfill. I don't want to repeat the patterns of the past anymore. So much life and death, sorrow, and separation, alas! With so much, what's the point of being stubborn?! I hope that when I become ashes, I can reduce regrets. Love, speak more. Eat, more. Contact friends more. Reunite with family more. A universal suggestion – Transform consciousness into thoughts first. I, my mind is awakened, clearer than any past moment. I, my insight is gained, clearer than any past thoughts. Able to eat. Able to sleep. Able to laugh freely. And then, add faith. Remember the four major aspects of life. Adhere to. Obey. Practice diligently. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Brilliance

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot 今天， 我是阿波羅，有著狠勁和決心， 我是火戰車，必達使命， 高昂的征戰力，亢奮的精神， 擴張的好運，吉星的高照， 我，要起飛了 ~ 像老鷹般，站在高峰上，準備飛翔。 宇宙一直在跟我說 ~ 動！ 動起來！ 這幾天，氣溫瞬間下降很多，帶著暖暖包，我還是毅然決心出發。 即使外面下著小雨，我沒有停下前進的步伐。 持續地，每天完成一兩個小目標。 這是與自己的對話，也是保守的承諾。 今日塔羅牌是”火戰車”。 這幾個月都沒有抽到的塔羅牌。 我很喜歡這牌。 這牌有著鼓舞振奮的動能量， 牌卡下方是一條筆直且延伸至前方寶藏的公路， 我們可以像戰車、像噴射機、像老鷹、像衝浪者般， 高速前進，只管衝，只管加速。 這種無畏的衝勁，打自心底的喜愛。 不過，卻時也得提醒，別衝過了頭。 過了界線，有可能就迎頭撞上，造成距離更加遙遠。 過了限制，有可能就失去控制，造成無法收拾殘局。 學習像老鷹，站在高峰上，綜觀全局。 確認目標，等待飛翔。 看準目標，俯衝而下。 拿下目標，凱旋而歸。 Today, I am Apollo, with fierceness and determination, I am the chariot of fire, destined to fulfill my mission, With soaring battle power and fervent spirit, Expanding good fortune, Blessed by auspicious stars, I am ready to take flight ~ like an eagle, standing on the peak, preparing to soar. The universe keeps telling me ~ Move! Get moving! In these past few days, the temperature has dropped significantly. Armed with a warm pack, I set out resolutely. Even as the rain falls outside, I don't halt my forward stride. Continuing to achieve one or two small goals every day. This is a conversation with myself, and also a commitment kept. Today's tarot card is the "Chariot". A card I haven't drawn in months. I really like this card. It carries an inspiring and invigorating kinetic energy, With a straight road extending to the treasure ahead, We can move forward like a chariot, like a jet, like an eagle, like a surfer, Speeding ahead, just pushing, just accelerating. This fearless drive comes from the depths of my heart. However, it's important to remember not to push too hard. Crossing boundaries may lead to a collision, distancing us further. Exceeding limits may result in loss of control, making it impossible to salvage the situation. Learn to be like an eagle, standing on the peak, observing the whole picture. Confirm the goal, await the flight. Take aim at the target, swoop down. Capture the target, return triumphantly. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Chariot #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #火戰車 #阿波羅

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity 老是浮浮沉沉於腦海裡 有時頭搖一搖就消散於腦霧中 那不是點子 那只是個泡影 宇宙已經厭煩了我都不動、不執行 三番兩次的提醒 ~ 該動手了 該執行了 該動了 該做了 知道啦 開始行動!! Always floating in and out of my mind, Sometimes shaking my head makes it disappear into the mist, That's not an idea, It's just a bubble. The universe is tired of me being idle, not taking action, Repeated reminders, It's time to act, It's time to execute, It's time to move, It's time to do. Got it, Let's start taking action! #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #失望

2024 0326 今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0326 今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/144613378 親愛的， 今天的你，像是有魔法 ~ 不知道接下來會帶給大家什麼驚喜。 明明爽朗面容就在眼前， 卻讓人看不清真實樣貌。 像雲，像雨，又像霧，讓人感到迷迷濛濛。 像滔，像浪，又像霓，變化萬千讓人著迷。 今天的你， 是風，是雨，是太陽， 有才，有情，有力量， 在你的世界裡，你總是從容瀟灑，不見侷促不安。 在你的舞台上，你就是優雅自信，吸引所有人注意。 今天的你， 有著神秘，也帶著影響力。 別浪費了今日是主角的好時機。 Dear, You seem to have a magical aura today~ I wonder what surprises you will bring next. Your bright and cheerful countenance is right before us, Yet it leaves us unable to discern your true appearance. Like clouds, like rain, and like mist, you leave us feeling enchanted. Like tides, like waves, and like rainbows, your ever-changing nature captivates us. Today, you are the wind, the rain, and the sun, Talented, passionate, and powerful. In your world, you always exude grace and ease, free from constraint or unease. On your stage, you are elegance personified, captivating everyone's attention. Today, you possess mystery and wield influence. Don't waste this opportunity where today is your spotlight. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Magician

2024 0408 今日塔羅：反映 Reflection

2024 0408 今日塔羅：反映 Reflection 假期結束。 今日又要開始工作了。 已做好各項準備工作來迎接上班日。 濃郁熱咖啡來一杯。 點心零食也來一些。 可有些就是怎麼也都準備不好。 比如熱切想上班的心情，還有不賴床的好精神。 宇宙貼心的提醒大家 ~ 今日，務必要冷靜。 今日，務必別衝動。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145841674 今天，就當作是要開始面對一大堆的工作的熱身日吧。 休息這麼多天，已不是靈魂有沒有跟上我們的身體這個問題。 而是，心智、意識和靈魂，早已因休假多日而鬆渙。 要將它們喚醒，需要時間。 心智、意識及靈魂要有多些時間甦醒。 在腦子不是理智的時候，千萬別做任何重大決定。 所謂的重大決定是什麼呢？ 對以前曾經是上班族的我，中餐吃什麼，可就列在我的重大事件表內，且重要程度還是擺放在前三名以內的。 我判斷和考量的要素有幾樣， 第一，是否會影響心情？ 第二，是否會嚴重影響心情？ 第三，是否會嚴重影響當天心情？ 這是真實的。 就像每天早上出門前，我的頭髮一定要柔順，不能太過膨鬆和凌亂，不然一整天我都像是有蟲在咬我般的心寧不定，條理不清。 越是忙碌的日子，越是要讓自己保持理智與清晰。 尤其是剛辦完活動的隔一個工作日，或者是剛休完假期的上班第一天。 心情不是還處於興奮，就是尚在發懶，發條還未扭緊。 讓今天的情況簡單一些。 需要鑽研非常努力的事情，先緩緩。 今天，不宜過度激動，過於追逐的情緒和思緒。 Tarot Reading for April 8th, 2024: Reflection The holidays are over. Today marks the return to work once again. Preparations have been made to embrace the workday ahead. A rich, hot cup of coffee is in hand. Some snacks to nibble on are also prepared. Yet, there are some things that just can't be prepared for. Like the eager anticipation for work and the determination not to linger in bed. A gentle reminder from the universe~ Today, it is crucial to stay calm. Today, it is imperative not to act impulsively. Consider today as a warm-up day to face a pile of work. After so many days of rest, it's not about whether our souls have caught up with our bodies. It's more about how our minds, consciousness, and souls have loosened up due to the extended vacation. Waking them up will take time. Give the mind, consciousness, and soul some extra time to awaken. When the mind is not rational, refrain from making any significant decisions. What constitutes a significant decision? For someone like me, who used to be part of the workforce, deciding what to have for lunch could be classified as a significant event, ranking within the top three in terms of importance. My criteria and considerations include: Firstly, will it affect my mood? Secondly, will it significantly impact my mood? Thirdly, will it seriously affect my mood for the rest of the day? This is real. Just like every morning before leaving the house, my hair must be smooth; it can't be too fluffy or messy, or else I'll feel like bugs are crawling on me all day, feeling restless and disorganized. The busier the days, the more crucial it is to keep oneself rational and clear-headed. Especially on the first workday after completing an event or returning from a vacation. Feelings are either still excited or still lazy, like a spring not yet tightly wound. Keep today's situation simple. Save the hard-to-crack problems for later. Today, it's best not to get overly excited or chase after emotions and thoughts excessively. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Reflection

Alyson’s 2/24 Tarot：愛 Love

Alyson’s 2/24 Tarot：愛 Love 還須用文字說明嗎？ 一切盡在不言中。 結果 ~ 想說的還是很多 … 我今日的塔羅抽到”愛”這張牌。 也是，一切的努力不就都是為了”愛”嗎？！ 愛的家人。 愛的朋友。 愛的嗜好。 愛的事物。 愛的一切。 在”愛”的前面，一切辛苦都微不足道了。 在”愛”的面前，所有艱辛都不足以道了。 因為”愛”， 世間的一切都可愛了起來，豐盈了起來。 因為”愛”， 前進的腳步都輕盈了起來，敏捷了起來。 因為”愛”， 傳承是必須的，是延綿亙古的， 傳播是必要的，是廣泛周全的。 講到”愛”，我的思緒都輕鬆了。 今天，元宵，團團圓圓日。 若可以，跟妳愛的人，還有愛妳的人一起度過吧。 Do I still need to explain with words? Everything is said without speaking. Yet, there's still so much to say... Today, in my tarot reading, I drew the card of "Love." Isn't all our striving ultimately for "Love"? Love for family. Love for friends. Love for hobbies. Love for things. Love for everything. In the presence of "Love," all hardships seem trivial. Before "Love," all difficulties seem insufficient to express. Because of "Love," Everything in the world becomes lovable and abundant. Because of "Love," Steps forward become lighter and more agile. Because of "Love," Inheritance is necessary, eternal, And propagation is essential, comprehensive. Talking about "Love," my thoughts become light. Today, Lantern Festival, a day of reunion. If possible, spend it with the ones you love, and who love you. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Love #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #愛

Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment 昨日將近中午才清醒 最近睡眠時間又亂掉了 從除夕守歲那晚開始 延遲了睡覺時間 加上現階段生活裡沒有一定要處理的事情 也就沒有太多動力 可以催動開啟動力引擎 走路慢悠悠 思考慢悠悠 整理慢悠悠 符合貼近了昨日的塔羅”停滯” 今日塔羅牌抽到”失望” 會是什麼事情? 人與人之間 有比較，就會有落差，也就會感到難過或驕傲 傷害也就爬滿了心底 折騰自己，也牽扯無辜的他人 生活裡 有期盼，就會有希望，也就會感到失落或失望 傷心也就佔據了心頭 勒緊自己，也牽動無事的他人 才剛凌晨 不知道今天會遇到什麼事情 只有時間 可以帶給我們最後的答案 今日，我因為什麼？因為誰？感到失望？！ Yesterday, I didn't fully wake up until nearly noon. My sleep schedule has been erratic lately. It started on New Year's Eve when I stayed up late, and since then, I've been delaying my bedtime. Coupled with the lack of pressing matters in my current life, there hasn't been much motivation to kickstart my engines. I walk slowly, think slowly, and tidy up slowly, embodying the tarot card "Stagnation" from yesterday. Today's tarot card is "Disappointment". What could it signify? In interactions between people, where there's comparison, there's a sense of disparity, leading to either sadness or pride. Hurt accumulates in the heart, tormenting oneself and innocently involving others. In life, where there's anticipation, there's hope, but there's also the potential for disappointment or disillusionment. Sorrow fills the mind, tightening oneself and inadvertently affecting others. It's only just past dawn, and I don't know what today will bring. Only time can provide the final answers. Today, what or who will make me feel disappointed? #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Disappointment #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #失望

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57) 問題：我4/06的未來日記主題 抽牌：死亡 Death 今天的塔羅牌是我未來日記第二週的主題：死亡Death。 死亡，對我來說，很多時候，不是肉身是否存在。 死亡，對我來說，大部分時，是心，是靈魂，是意識是否已不在。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145751290 曾經，不只一次，我問 ~ 為何，我在這世上？ 為何，我還在這世上？ 既然讓我活著，為何要把我很愛的人都帶走？ 既然讓我活在，為何讓我沒能擁有很愛的人，而對方也很愛我？ 去年認識的朋友說，在相識過程中，他看到我的努力，但認為沒看到我的盡力，即使是面對朋友，我都像是保有大部分的清醒，沒因友情而感到微醺。 我微笑以對。 心，早已支離破碎，已無餘心可盡力。 一次一次被人辜負的重傷。 一次一次家人離去的心傷。 傷痕累累，還有一些心力讓我苟延殘喘的活著。 我休著長假。 不明白的人好生羨慕。 家人好友是心疼呵護。 他們理解，我在試著原諒自己。 他們懂得，我在盡情釋放自己。 他們包容，我在允許任性自己。 他們明白，我在辛苦拼湊自己。 他們體諒，我在努力修復自己。 經歷過類似死亡的心情，很多事情，不再憂鬱。 在死亡的面前，還有什麼，足以為懼。 死神說，別哭泣！ 你們人間看似無常，宇宙運作有法則，只是人們不懂，當然人們也不需太懂。 天災不是禍，是造物主的提醒，是老天的提醒。 人們看似有情，其實是最冷漠，最無情，最自私的。 人，何時能贏過天？勝過天？ 天底下，宇宙間，從來就沒有在論輸贏。 萬物，共生，共存，共好。 這是造物主的呼喚。 可，人，卻老是想要拚勝敗，爭英雄。 宇宙裡的奧秘能量，此消彼長，平衡是秩序。 死亡是自然。 蛻變是自然。 失落是自然。 失去是自然。 釋放是自然。 我在一次又一次愛的呼喚中，清醒。 我在一圈又一圈愛的意識裡，修復。 我在一池又一池愛的池水裡，生息。 我在一個又一個愛的浸潤裡，愛著。 於是，在愛的迴旋中，一邊的愛消弭，另一邊的愛滋長，平衡了。 今日我的「未來日記」，呼應著「死亡」。 今天跟老友們前往秘境探巡。 經歷了看著地圖依然找不到店家的窘境。 看著路邊一畝畝的菜，巧遇主人，一起聊天拔菜。 小吃店裡的辣蘿蔔讓人吃驚，老闆娘說喜歡，送一些給妳們回家吃。 想去行走步道，卻找不到路口，結果，我們早就已在步道上卻不知。 一路與偶遇的人群聊聊天，笑笑鬧鬧。 抬頭看似快要成為下雨天，下山找熱咖啡喝去。 一回頭，憑空出現停車格，迴轉，倒車，入庫，一切順利。 咖啡廳裡的氛圍輕鬆愜意。 一杯咖啡，一個貝果，一客布丁，胃飽心滿足。 又遇店家活動送餅乾，一人一包伴手禮。 我因陌生人的善而開心。 我因朋友的愛而幸福。 我因一切眾緣，善緣而欣喜。 死亡之後，是什麼？ 是改變。 是演進。 是釋放。 是放下。 是重生。 是自由。 是對新的旅程，從心底感到期待的渴望。 而至此，應該明瞭，〝死亡〞與〝希望〞的主體可能是一樣，但卻是一前一後的連續性。 是造物主讓人們的崇高意識生生不息的安排。 Alyson's 4/07 Tarot: Death (9-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 4/06 Card Drawn: Death Today's tarot card is the theme for the second week of my future diary: Death. Death, for me, often isn't about the physical presence. Death, for me, most of the time, is about whether the heart, the soul, the consciousness are still there. I've asked more than once: Why am I in this world? Why am I still in this world? If you let me live, why take away the people I love? If you let me live, why not let me have the one I love dearly, who loves me back? A friend I met last year said that during our acquaintance, he saw my efforts but felt he didn't see me giving my all. Even in front of friends, I seemed to retain most of my clarity, not even slightly intoxicated by friendship. I smiled in response. The heart had long been shattered, with no remnants left to give. Repeatedly wounded by betrayal. Repeatedly hurt by the departure of family. Scarred, yet with some strength left to cling to life. I'm on an extended break. Those who don't understand envy me. Family and friends are tender and caring. They understand that I'm trying to forgive myself. They know that I'm releasing myself. They accept that I'm allowing myself to be willful. They understand that I'm painstakingly piecing myself together. They empathize with my efforts to heal myself. Having experienced emotions akin to death, many things no longer depress me. In the face of death, what else is there to fear? The Grim Reaper says, "Don't cry! To you humans, things seem capricious, but the universe operates on laws; it's just that people don't understand, and of course, they don't need to understand too much. Natural disasters aren't curses; they're reminders from the Creator, reminders from Heaven. People seem sentimental, but they're actually the most indifferent, the most heartless, the most selfish. When can people win over the heavens? Conquer the heavens? In this world, in the universe, there has never been a debate about winning or losing. All things, coexist, thrive together, for the greater good. This is the call of the Creator. Yet, people always want to fight battles, vie for heroism." The mysterious energy of the universe, ebb and flow, balance is order. Death is natural. Transformation is natural. Loss is natural. Letting go is natural. Release is natural. In the repeated calls of love, I am awake. In the circles of love's consciousness, I am repairing. In the pools of love's water, I am thriving. In the immersion of love, I am loving. Thus, in the whirl of love, as one love diminishes, another flourishes, achieving balance. Today in my "future diary," it echoes "Death." Today, I went with old friends to explore a hidden place. Experienced the embarrassment of still not finding the shop despite looking at the map. Stumbled upon the owner while admiring the vegetables by the roadside, chatting and picking vegetables together. The spicy radish in the snack shop surprised me; the landlady said she liked it and gave us some to take home. Wanted to walk the trail but couldn't find the entrance, turns out we had already been on the trail without realizing it. Chatted and laughed with the people we encountered along the way. Looked like it was about to rain, so we went down the mountain to find hot coffee. Turned around and found a parking space out of nowhere, reversed, parked, everything went smoothly. The atmosphere in the coffee shop was relaxed and cozy. A cup of coffee, a bagel, a serving of pudding, stomach full and heart content. And then encountered a shop promotion giving out cookies, one pack per person. I'm happy because of the kindness of strangers. I'm happy because of the love of friends. I'm joyful because of all the connections, the good karma. What comes after death? It's change. It's evolution. It's release. It's letting go. It's rebirth. It's freedom. It's the eager anticipation from the depths of the heart for a new journey. And by now, it should be clear that "death" and "hope" may share the same essence, but they are sequential, one before the other. It's the arrangement by the Creator to keep people's noble consciousness perpetually alive. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Death

#Tarot搜尋結果

Alyson’s 2/22 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 2/22 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 3/22 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance

Alyson’s 3/22 Tarot：聰穎 Brilliance

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

Alyson’s 2/19 Tarot：創造力 Creativity

2024 0326 今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0326 今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0408 今日塔羅：反映 Reflection

2024 0408 今日塔羅：反映 Reflection

Alyson’s 2/24 Tarot：愛 Love

Alyson’s 2/24 Tarot：愛 Love

Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)