Alyson’s 3/31 Tarot：皇后 Empress

Alyson’s 3/31 Tarot：皇后 Empress 讓我熱淚盈眶，讓我溫暖力量滿胸膛 讓我謙卑跪下，讓我平靜祥和又安康 焚香，仰頭，靜心，凝視 向您呼喚，不敢高喊 您沉默，您不理 您低眉看似俯瞰紅塵，也許看人們的前世今生 只要您在哪，那兒就是我的家，我歸屬的地方 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145031173 生日快樂！觀世音菩薩 觀世音菩薩的聖誕日，我前往林口竹林山觀音寺幫觀音菩薩慶生，祝賀她的生日。 乾媽 ~ 我是神明的孩子 小時候非常羨慕哥哥和弟弟都有乾媽，我卻沒有。 曾問過媽媽，為何我沒有。 爸媽說，因為我小時候非常愛哭，又愛跟弟弟吵架，沒有大人喜歡我，沒有人想當我的乾爸或乾媽。 我在夜裡哭泣。 我覺得我很棒的呀！ 我太小了，不管是哭泣，或是因太愛哭被媽媽抱在懷裡睡覺的記憶。 羨慕現在的孩子，父母將他們成長，紀錄在相機裡，電腦裡，還有影片裡。 最後，觀世音菩薩成為了我的乾媽。 在我們的文化裡，許多與神明有緣分的孩子，會認神明做乾爸或乾媽。 我們是神明的孩子。 慶生 那天，我比原先預期的晚半個小時起床。 以前長輩和朋友們的睡眠是隨著年齡增長而遞減，我連這點都與眾不同，現在年紀多了，睡眠時間更長了。 沒有睡飽，無法清醒，頭會痛。 所以即使神識有點舒醒，但眼睛張不開，腦子無法運轉時，我就會繼續貪睡一下。 準備了水果，擺放在好看的竹籃裡，到時候就提著進廟裡，直接放在供桌就可以。 記得家裡在這樣的日子，媽媽會事先去買紅龜粿或壽桃這類中式糕點給神明慶生。 我想著自己愛吃的是蛋糕，於是就準備蛋糕。 直覺力 晚起，當天所有的時間都需往後延。 賴床時，腦海中曾閃過一個思緒，非常短暫，快得沒能抓住那訊息。 直到進入蛋糕店，聽著店家跟排在我前面的那位客人說，小型蛋糕已售完的話語，這時，早上沒能抓到的訊息，馬上連結到腦海，並清晰有了畫面與現在眼前發生的場景一樣。 我的直覺力慢慢得回來了，經過我散漫了六、七百天後，感動。 是觀世音菩薩和眾神明的庇佑。 祈禱與祝賀 取了六根香，在廟的右邊側門裡面有點香檯。 高舉點燃的香，然後從右邊側門走出。 走至天空爐前，頂禮，祈禱念詞，三拜。 將三根香插入廟大門正前方的香爐裡。 後退，頂禮，三拜。 從廟的左邊側門進入廟宇裡。 站在中心排，面向前方的神明佛像。 頂禮，祈禱念詞，三拜。 將手上還有的三根香插入前方香爐裡。 後退，雙掌合起，三拜。 從十幾年前，我前來廟宇，除了特別的三次以外，皆無任何的祈求。 第一次是請求指引工作選擇。 第二次是爸爸住院病危通知。 第三次是拜託照護奶奶爸媽。 今日目的是慶生，當然就是祝福生日快樂，然後國家安康。 小幸運，也是小福報 停車位 當我車子快接近廟宇附近的停車場時，前方塞車了。 將車子右轉，打算繞一圈，到後面馬路的停車格。 轉了一圈後，注意到原塞車的路口已無車，那就試試看，也許有比較近的停車位。 過了紅綠燈，馬上，右前方就有個停車格，還是最後一個。 就這樣輕易且順利將車停好。 供品位 進入廟宇，非常多人，供桌上滿滿的供品。 尋思要找空位擺放水果和蛋糕，走到白虎邊的第二排桌子，剛好看到有香客在收他們的供品。 超級幸運的呀！ 請他們慢慢來，我可以等一下時間的，沒關係的。 在這樣神聖的日子，許多人都面帶微笑與欣喜心前來。 我的竹籃和蛋糕盒，都是方型且盒子狀，可以疊起來擺放。 在這樣隆重日子，神明不會跟信徒、香客計較東西擺放是否有端正。 結緣品 第一次注意廟裡的活動情況，以前總是只有拜拜，沒有留意其他。 廟宇中間，出家師父們帶領信眾唱誦佛經。 正想往那裏靠近，突然聽到物品撒落的聲音，我趕緊前往協助撿拾。 以為是某信眾的供品，撿起來後才知道是中間師父們丟出來要送給有緣粉的信眾們的糖果。 我很幸運，撿到了兩顆。 在我不懂的情況下，不同的糖果繼續發送。 站在第一線的一位姐姐，突然轉身，將她手指攤開說，歡迎結緣，分享她掌中的糖果。 我拿了她的糖果，並用我撿到的另一種，送給這位姐姐，祝福她。 糖果繼續分送著。 我覺我有拿到兩種，已是非常幸運的事情，不須每一種都要拿到，更不須要拿到很多。 有好多人受到觀世音菩薩的協助，發送著還願品，跟大眾結善緣。 還有大悲咒水，經過觀世音菩薩的加持，回家加入飲用水，從身體內部，每一細胞都有著佛經的保護。 祈禱位 觀音菩薩聖誕日，廟宇的委員會請了師父前來唱誦佛經。 關於佛經，對我們來說很有距離，裡頭全是看不懂的梵文意思。 就如同基督教有讀聖經班，佛經也有讀經班，讓想要了解的人有機會可以研讀。 外圍發放著糖果餅乾，中間的唱誦佛經持續著，我站在一旁跟著頂禮，膜拜。 隨著師父唱誦的聲調，我的身體很輕鬆得輕微舞動。 那是讓我很沉浸的音律。 看到一位長輩也想頂禮膜拜，我側了身，讓她可以更為靠近一些。 我想，這也是一種志同道合吧。 在這樣近的距離，我與觀世音菩薩金身在同一個小空間裡，隨著唱誦聲音的流淌，我的心思只有佛經，只有當下。我的心中，溫柔燦燦。 回家 ~ 溫暖的溫柔 儀式告一段落。 觀世音菩薩的金身需要回到大殿之中。 這是第一次看到竹林山觀音寺觀世音菩薩的金身。 小小的，黑黑的，應是被長年鼎盛香火燻的。 原本想拿起手機拍攝或錄影。 在發現菩薩金身應該會經過身邊時，我一心只想好好看看菩薩，只想感受當下。 菩薩金身被人抱著朝我邊前進，我用右手跟觀音菩薩金身打招呼，輕聲對她說，『觀音菩薩，生日快樂。』 在菩薩金身從我眼前經過時，我瞬間熱淚盈眶，站在原地久久無法移身。 像是被光溫暖包裹著，擁抱著。 我像是被乾媽抱在懷中，她溫柔的撫慰我。 我在心中對觀世音菩薩說，我回來了。乾媽。 咖啡味 竹林寺大門旁的停車場邊邊開了一家小小咖啡廳。 一位年輕男孩的創業，裡面位置不多，也沒有洗手間。 我喜歡這地方的可愛，和老闆的親切。 詢問了併桌，獲得對方親和的回應。 老闆還記得我，我們聊了農曆春節他與廟宇如此近的距離，他的所見，所聞，所感，所想。 有時我們都需要像是朋友，可互相聊聊的人。 不熟悉但認識，這樣的淡淡，很好。 後記 離開了廟宇，將蛋糕分享給哥哥嫂嫂，分享給社區守衛和打掃大姊。 吃觀世音菩薩加持過的蛋糕，大家都平安，都沾染到溫暖的光。 回到自己的家中，想將慶生寫下紀錄，也想知道當觀世音菩薩經過我身旁時，她跟我說了什麼，讓我的高靈感動到情緒無法控制，即使過了一些時間，跟哥哥分享時，依然是想流淚，依然馬上紅眼眶。 塔羅抽到了『皇后Empress』。 我又哭了。 是媽媽。 張開雙手，等著我撲上前，抱著我。 是媽媽。 滋養孕育，等著我撲上前，餵飽我。 是媽媽。 溫暖守候，等著我撲上前，撫慰我。 是媽媽。 安慰支持，等著我撲上前，誇獎我。 是媽媽。 林口竹林山觀音寺： https://www.zlskyt.com.tw/ 紅龜粿： https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E7%B4%85%E9%BE%9C%E7%B2%BF 壽桃： https://www.klintainan.com/Goods/92 Alyson’s 3/31 Tarot: Empress Let my eyes brim with tears, let warm strength fill my chest, Let me kneel in humility, let me be serene, peaceful, and healthy, Burning incense, looking up, quieting my mind, gazing, Calling out to you, not daring to shout, You remain silent, you don't respond, With lowered brows, seemingly overlooking the mortal world, perhaps seeing people's past lives and present, As long as you are there, that's my home, the place I belong. Happy Birthday! Guanyin Bodhisattva On the birthday of Guanyin Bodhisattva, I went to the Guanyin Temple in Linkou Zhulin Mountain to celebrate her birthday and offer my congratulations. Godmother ~ I Am a Child of the Deities When I was young, I envied my brothers for having godmothers while I didn't. I once asked my mother why. My parents said it was because I used to cry a lot and argue with my younger brother, and no adults liked me or wanted to be my godparents. I cried myself to sleep at night. I thought I was great! I was too young to remember whether it was crying or being cuddled to sleep by my mother because I cried too much. I envied today's children, whose parents record their growth in cameras, computers, and videos. Finally, Guanyin Bodhisattva became my godmother. In our culture, many children who are destined to have connections with deities recognize them as godparents. We are children of the deities. Celebration That day, I woke up half an hour later than I originally planned. In the past, the sleep of elders and friends decreased with age, but I was different. As I grew older, I slept longer. Without enough sleep, I couldn't stay awake, and my head would ache. So even if my consciousness was somewhat awake, if I couldn't open my eyes or my brain couldn't function, I would continue to indulge in sleep. I prepared fruits and arranged them in a beautiful bamboo basket to take them into the temple and place them directly on the altar when the time came. I remember that on such days, my mother would buy traditional Chinese pastries like red turtle cakes or longevity peaches to celebrate the deities' birthdays. Since I loved cakes, I decided to prepare a cake. Intuition Waking up late meant that everything for the day would be delayed. While lying in bed, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, so brief that I couldn't grasp the message. It wasn't until I entered the cake shop and heard the shopkeeper telling the customer in front of me that the small cakes were sold out that the morning's missed message instantly connected in my mind, vividly matching the scene happening before me. My intuition was slowly returning, which moved me after my absent-mindedness for six or seven hundred days. It was the blessing of Guanyin Bodhisattva and the other deities. Prayer and Blessing I took six incense sticks. Inside the temple's right side door was an incense table. I raised the lit incense and walked out from the right side door. I walked to the sky furnace, paid respects, recited prayers, and bowed three times. Then, I inserted three incense sticks into the incense burner directly in front of the temple door. I stepped back, paid respects, and bowed three times. I entered the temple from the left side door. Standing in the center row facing the deity's statue in front, I paid respects, recited prayers, and bowed three times. Then, I inserted the remaining three incense sticks into the incense burner in front. I stepped back, clasped my hands together, and bowed three times. Since ten years ago, when I came to the temple, except for three special occasions, I had no requests during my visits. The first time was to seek guidance on job choices. The second time was when my father was hospitalized and critically ill. The third time was to ask for care for my grandparents. Today's purpose was to celebrate, of course, to wish for a happy birthday and the well-being of the country. Small Fortunes, Small Blessings Parking Space As my car approached the temple's parking lot, there was traffic ahead. I turned right, planning to go around and park in the parking spaces on the street behind. After making a circle, I noticed that the intersection where there was traffic before was now clear. So, I decided to try my luck and see if there was a closer parking space. After passing the traffic light, there was immediately a parking space on the right side, and it was the last one. So, I easily and smoothly parked my car. Offerings Entering the temple, there were many people, and the offering tables were full. I wondered where to find space to place the fruits and cake. I walked to the second row of tables on the side of the White Tiger and happened to see worshippers collecting their offerings. Super lucky! I asked them to take their time as I could wait. On such a sacred day, many people came with smiles and joy. My bamboo basket and cake box were both square and box-shaped, so they could be stacked and placed. On such an important day, the deities wouldn't mind how neatly offerings were placed by the worshippers and visitors. Bonds It was the first time I paid attention to the activities in the temple. Before, I only prayed without paying attention to anything else. In the middle of the temple, the ordained masters led the worshippers in chanting sutras. Just as I was about to approach them, I suddenly heard the sound of items being scattered. I hurried over to help pick them up, thinking they were offerings from worshippers. Only after picking them up did I realize they were candies thrown by the masters in the middle to be given to worshippers who were destined to receive them. I was very lucky to pick up two. Without understanding why, different candies continued to be distributed. A sister standing in the front suddenly turned around, opened her hand, and welcomed me to share the candies in her palm. I took her candy and gave her the other one I picked up, wishing her well. The candies continued to be distributed. I felt lucky to have picked up two kinds, which was already a very fortunate thing. There was no need to have every kind or to have many. Many people received help from Guanyin Bodhisattva, offering their gratitude and forming good karma with others. There was also the water blessed with the Great Compassion Mantra, which, when consumed at home, protected every cell of the body with the sutras. Prayer Space On the birthday of Guanyin Bodhisattva, the temple committee invited masters to chant sutras. The sutras were distant to us, filled with Sanskrit meanings we couldn't understand. Just as Christianity has Bible study classes, there are also sutra study classes for those who wish to understand. Candies and cookies were distributed on the periphery, while the chanting of sutras continued in the middle. I stood aside, paying respects and worshiping along. With the tones of the master's chanting, my body relaxed slightly, swaying gently. It was a melody that immersed me deeply. Seeing an elder wanting to pay respects, I stepped aside to let her get closer. I thought, this is also a kind of mutual understanding. At such a close distance, I and the golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva were in the same small space. Flowing with the chanting, my mind was filled only with the sutras, only with the present moment. My heart was warm and radiant. Going Home ~ Warm Gentleness The ceremony came to a close. The golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva needed to return to the main hall. It was the first time I had seen the golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva at the Zhulin Mountain Guanyin Temple. It was small and dark, likely imbued with the incense smoke of many years. I had initially thought of taking out my phone to capture or record it. However, when I realized that the golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva would pass by me, I focused solely on observing her, just wanting to feel the present moment. As the golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva was carried towards me, I greeted her with my right hand and softly said, "Guanyin Bodhisattva, happy birthday." As the golden statue of Guanyin Bodhisattva passed by me, tears welled up in my eyes instantly, and I stood there unable to move for a long time. It felt like being enveloped in warm light, embraced. It was as if I were being hugged by my godmother, her gentle comfort soothing me. In my heart, I said to Guanyin Bodhisattva, "I'm back, godmother." Coffee Flavor Next to the parking lot by the gate of the Zhulin Temple, there was a small coffee shop. It was started by a young man, with limited seating and no restroom. I liked the quaintness of this place and the friendliness of the owner. I asked to share a table and received a friendly response. The owner remembered me, and we talked about the proximity of the Lunar New Year to the temple, sharing perspectives and experiences. Sometimes, we all need someone to chat with, even if we're not familiar but acquainted. Such light connections are nice. Afterthought Leaving the temple, I shared the cake with my brother, sister-in-law, community guards, and the cleaning lady. Eating the cake blessed by Guanyin Bodhisattva, everyone was safe and bathed in warm light. Back at home, I wanted to write down the celebration and also find out what Guanyin Bodhisattva said to me as she passed by, which moved me to uncontrollable emotions. Even after some time had passed, I still felt like crying when I shared it with my brother, with tears in my eyes. I drew the Tarot card "Empress" again. And I cried. It was my mother. With open arms, waiting for me to rush into them, embracing me. It was my mother. Nurturing and feeding me, waiting for me to come to her. It was my mother. Warmly waiting, ready to comfort me when I rush to her. It was my mother. Offering solace and support, waiting for me to approach, ready to praise me. It was my mother. Zhulin Mountain Guanyin Temple: https://www.zlskyt.com.tw/ Red Turtle Cakes: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_tortoise_cake Longevity Peaches: https://www.klintainan.com/Goods/92 #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Empress

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance 稍早朋友來家裡坐坐。 說著擔憂孩子這幾天的身體狀況。 我喜歡的涼爽天氣，原來對支氣管較欠佳的人，尤其是孩子，是段需要較細心呵護的時光。 同理心，在我未有周全的認知情境裡，消失無蹤跡。 原來，有時候不是沒有同理心。 因為認知狹小而侷限了思考範圍。 因為懂得甚少而阻礙的思慮周全。 這部分需要再加強生活層面的敏銳度和覺察力。 今天的塔羅牌是『平衡』。 平衡，在我的以為裡，與均衡是同一個意思。 營養均衡。 發展均衡。 生活均衡。 人生均衡。 均衡，內心沒有空缺或空洞處，人生圓滿。 失衡，不是不好，而是總有那麼一點點的遺憾。 也許是沒有機會有哪一個角色，甚至或許是曾擁有過而喪失了。 人生不圓滿，不幸福嗎？ 很多時候，這兩件事情被放在一起畫上等號。 大部分的人生，這兩件事情雖放在一起，但中間是緊密關係，未必只有等於關係。 平衡 ~ 糾結與掙扎，為難與堅持，消耗了人與人之間的情感。 可惜。 天秤在心中，成為行動的基準，成為做人做事的原則。 很多時候，堅持，很艱難，尤其孤軍奮戰。 世間上有許多的吵吵鬧鬧，起因很多是因為，不公平。 一碗水兩手端，平，也得費力與盡心。 有時求快，單手拿，離”穩”的程度相近無幾，但手會痠，不是最佳的狀態。 達成平衡，少不了分析及冷靜。 評估、權衡、企畫、調整、協調。 一長串流程所需的耐心及用心。 平衡，不是一件簡單的事情。 完美，更是需要費盡心思。 更需要十足十的行動力一起。 否則，一切只是空想、空談，是空洞啊。 行動起來 ~ 即使是連假的前一天，也不影響我們行動的腳程。 Tarot for Today: June 7, 2024 – Balance Earlier, a friend came over for a visit. They expressed concern about their child’s health over the past few days. The cool weather I enjoy turns out to be a time that requires extra care for those with weaker bronchial systems, especially children. Empathy vanishes in situations I do not fully understand. It turns out that sometimes it's not a lack of empathy. Limited understanding restricts the range of our thoughts. A lack of knowledge impedes comprehensive thinking. This is an area where I need to enhance my sensitivity and awareness in life. Today's tarot card is "Balance." In my mind, balance is synonymous with equilibrium. Nutritional balance. Balanced development. Balanced life. Balanced existence. Balance means no gaps or voids within, leading to a fulfilling life. Imbalance is not necessarily bad, but it often leaves a hint of regret. Maybe it's the absence of a particular role or perhaps something once possessed and then lost. Does an incomplete life mean unhappiness? Often, these two concepts are equated. In most lives, although these concepts are placed together, they are closely related but not necessarily equal. Balance ~ Entanglements and struggles, dilemmas and persistence, all deplete the emotions between people. What a pity. The scales in our hearts become the standard for our actions and the principles for our conduct. Often, holding onto something is difficult, especially when fighting alone. Many conflicts arise from unfairness. Balancing a bowl of water with two hands is fair but requires effort and dedication. Sometimes in haste, using one hand brings stability but leads to strain, not the best state. Achieving balance requires analysis and calmness. Assessment, weighing options, planning, adjusting, and coordination. A long process requiring patience and dedication. Balance is not an easy task. Perfection demands even more effort and thought. It also requires substantial action. Otherwise, it’s all just empty talk. Let’s take action ~ Even on the day before a holiday, our pace of action remains unaffected. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Balance

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57) 問題：我4/21的未來日記主題 抽牌：更新者 Regenerator 今天中午參加了一場喜宴。 對於這兩週來的辛苦，身體升起了防衛機制。 早上很晚才醒過來，原本想去聽的簡報分享，就錯過了，很可惜。 昨晚有在心裡頭對今天的行程做了簡單的描繪和想像。 腦海中有浮現開車到喜宴餐廳的位置，但沒有細想，沒有想像到停車的情況，結果今天抵達餐廳時被告知四個停車場皆沒有停車位了。 對於早上的簡報分享是沒有進行任何想像。 昨晚應該潛意識就已經做好了決定，所以今早也就沒有早點起床的動力。 喜宴上，同桌的有一位長者，年屆八十歲。 她說，她是自己搭乘計程車前來喝喜酒的。 她分享了人生的知識與經歷 ~ 人生莫計較太多，身體健康是第一，後面的許多”零”才有意義。 要記得自己擁有的幸運，並珍惜老天的眷顧。 有能力付出，不要吝嗇。 夫妻相處要有共同興趣，夫妻，是老來伴。 父母對已婚孩子的事情要懂得放手，不過問太多，因陪孩子到老的是他的另一半。 朋友之間千萬別有金錢往來和利益關係。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/147442924 老人家在桃園一家關懷照顧植物人基金會擔任志工長達二十三年。 她看多很多人生故事。 她說，最近發生一件事情讓她很是難過，也曾經很生氣，甚至懷疑老天。 她分享，有一位志工，跟她一樣在那基金會服務多年，人很好，很付出，很努力。 但，有一天，這位志工朋友她都沒有再遇到過。 她也沒想太多，以為是有事情要忙，或者是值班時間錯開，所以才沒再看過。 直到有一天，基金會工作人員告知說等一下需要接收一位新的植物人患者。 當工作人員一邊說的時候，神情難過，眼眶紅。 沒想到，新的植物人患者就是那位志工朋友。 老人家說，這讓她懷疑了善良、付出自己，怎會落得這樣的結果。 老人家依然一邊做著志工工作，一邊思考這個問題。 直到她把這問題內觀到自己的身上。 她想到，曾經被醫生宣告粉碎性骨折，無法再站起來行走的她，現在雙腿有力且活動自如。 這就是老天對一直付出的她給予的回饋與呵護。 「更新者」這張塔羅牌，告訴我們 ~ 作為一位更新者及恢復者，在情感上是有豐富創造力，就像是滋潤生命的及時雨，豐富與灌溉著土地。 今日的喜宴上，當主持人請新郎給予新娘的父母承諾會好好照顧他們的女兒，會跟新娘攜手一輩子好好過的時候，我含著淚，坐在附近的新郎同事朋友們也都哭了。 最可愛的是新郎的雙胞胎姊姊，哭得唏哩嘩啦得，完全沒有在顧及臉上精緻的妝容。 這是一場很有愛的婚禮。 很榮幸被邀請。 很高興有前去。 「更新者」可以創造新的情感生活和生命力。 「更新者」是個治療者，像是不停冒出泡的湧泉水，洗滌著交流的心靈，平撫傷痛和被困擾，糾結著的心。 今天，我和哥哥很幸運，有緣分認識那位老人家，幸運地能聽到她的人生經歷與分享。 喜宴結束後，我們詢問老人家居住的地點，並邀請她搭乘我的車子，我開車，和哥哥一起送她回家。 因為今天的愛能量流動得很強勁，讓我很放鬆，心也被這麼多的愛給溫暖，結束喜宴回到家後，整個人疲倦，也就陷入休息睡眠狀態。 這兩週來的疲憊，經過這兩天的熟睡，消散不少，真好。 Alyson's 4/22 Tarot: The Regenerator (24-57) Question: Theme of my 4/21 journal entry Card drawn: Regenerator Today I attended a wedding banquet at noon. After the hard work of the past two weeks, my body has initiated a defense mechanism. I woke up late in the morning and missed the presentation I intended to attend, which was a pity. Last night, I briefly depicted and imagined today's schedule in my mind. There was a vague image of driving to the wedding banquet venue in my mind, but I didn't think it through, didn't imagine the parking situation, and as a result, when I arrived at the restaurant, I was informed that all four parking lots were full. I didn't engage in any imagination about the morning presentation. Subconsciously, I must have already made a decision last night, so I didn't have the motivation to wake up early this morning. At the wedding banquet, there was an elderly lady sitting at my table, eighty years old. She said she had come to the wedding banquet by taking a taxi. She shared her knowledge and experiences in life~ In life, don't worry too much, health is the most important, the many "zeros" behind only have meaning then. Remember the luck one possesses and cherish the blessings from above. If capable, do not hesitate to give. For a couple to get along, they must have common interests, for spouses are companions in old age. Parents should learn to let go of their married children's affairs, avoid asking too much, because the one accompanying the child to old age is their spouse. Never let money transactions and self-interest come between friends. The old lady has been volunteering for the Vegetative Care Foundation in Taoyuan for twenty-three years. She has seen many life stories. She said, something happened recently that made her very sad, even angry, and she even doubted the heavens. She shared that there was a volunteer, like her, who had served at the foundation for many years, a good person, very dedicated and hardworking. But one day, she never saw this volunteer friend again. She didn't think much of it, thinking the friend must be busy or their duty hours conflicted, so she didn't see them again. Until one day, the foundation staff informed her that they needed to receive a new vegetative patient later. As the staff spoke, they looked sad, their eyes red. Unexpectedly, the new vegetative patient was that volunteer friend. The old lady said this made her doubt kindness, selflessness, how could it lead to such a result? Yet, she continued her volunteer work while contemplating this question. Until she introspected on this question within herself. She thought of herself, who had been declared with a comminuted fracture by the doctor, unable to stand and walk, but now her legs are strong and agile. This is the reward and care from heaven for her continuous dedication. The Tarot card "Regenerator" tells us ~ As a regenerator and healer, there is abundant creativity emotionally, like timely rain nourishing and irrigating the land. At today's wedding banquet, when the host asked the groom to promise to take good care of the bride's parents and to live a good life with the bride, I sat nearby with tears in my eyes, and the groom's colleagues and friends also cried. The most adorable was the groom's twin sister, crying uncontrollably, completely disregarding the delicate makeup on her face. This was a wedding filled with love. I was honored to be invited. I was glad I went. "Regenerator" can create new emotional life and vitality. "Regenerator" is a healer, like bubbling spring water continuously cleansing the soul of communication, soothing pain and resolving the entangled heart. Today, my brother and I were lucky to meet that old lady, fortunate to hear her life experiences and sharing. After the wedding banquet, we asked where the old lady lived and invited her to ride in my car. I drove, and my brother and I sent her home together. Because the energy of love today flowed so strongly, I felt very relaxed, my heart warmed by so much love. After returning home from the banquet, I was exhausted and fell into a state of restful sleep. The exhaustion of the past two weeks, after two days of deep sleep, dissipated quite a bit, which was wonderful. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Regenerator

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment 這週末週日，很靜。 靜得連門都沒走出去。 想到外面赤熱的太陽，想著自己很難承受溫度急冷急熱的變化，還是別出門找罪受了。 在家，有冷氣，有食物，雖沒有奢華享受，可自己的窩，怎麼待怎麼舒服。 曾有人跟我說，沒出門的日子，怎是過充實的生活呢？ 這道理，其實我是比較沒有辦法接受的，但不評論。 雖然我認為充實生活，為何一定要出門才能擁有。 不過，大家對於充實生活的定義不同，那也就不奇怪想法不一致了。 只是，今天恐會讓大家失望的是，今天的塔羅牌，沒有抽到直接的，顯而易見的正向牌卡。 今天的塔羅牌是『失望』。 對什麼失望呢？ 對人？ 對事？ 對自己？ 對結果？ 我查看了自己今日的行事曆，沒有大事，難道這樣就不擔心會發生失望的情況嗎？ 非也。 我對自己失望的，不會只有今天。 課程結束之後這些天來，蠻多天我都因自己的消極感到失望。 明明，需要做的事情那麼多。 明明，塔羅閱讀師的事情目前是半吊子狀態，還欠一些資料沒提供給老師，可就是沒開始進行。 但我卻仍沒重整好自己。 維基百科裡寫道，「失望是人類情緒的一種，是由於沒有達到某種期望或實現希望的情況而產生的不滿足而導致的情緒。失望和後悔有類似之處，不同之處在於後悔的情緒是由先前的選擇導致了令人不滿的結果而造成，而失望情緒則更多是由於令人不滿的結果，與造成這種結果的原因關聯不大。失望是人的心理壓力的來源之一。研究失望情緒的起因、表現和對人行為、意識的影響是心理學的課題之一。」 失望，是對現況，對當下的情緒。 要如何跨越失望？ 是要等時間過去？ 還是已想好如何主動出擊？ 失望，也會積累。 我曾因積累了太多的失望，對人雖沒產生絕望的心情，可也距離不遠了。 因那時的我對任何人都不感興趣，也不想交流。 是很大的打擊之後的正常反應。 是被背叛欺負之後的正常反應啊！ 於是學習到了，不將自己的情感寄託在他人身上。 先愛自己，且是很愛很愛的程度。 別人如何待我，不好的態度，那就笑看唄，可若是彼此開心互動與往來，當然就是歡喜接受。 不受別人惡意的行徑給困擾。 失望因此就減少。 既然今天塔羅牌是『失望』，那就讓我們小心點行事。 在沒能力對抗或衝破之前，我們躲，我們閃，總可以做到的，是吧。 2024/07/01 Today's Tarot: Disappointment This Sunday was very quiet. So quiet that I didn't even step outside. Thinking of the scorching sun outside and knowing I can hardly withstand sudden changes in temperature, I decided not to go out and suffer. At home, there's air conditioning, food, and while it's not luxurious, my own space is always the most comfortable. Someone once told me, how can you live a fulfilling life without going out? Honestly, I can't quite accept this notion, but I won't argue. I believe that a fulfilling life doesn't necessarily require going out. However, everyone has a different definition of a fulfilling life, so it's not surprising that opinions vary. But today, I might disappoint everyone because today's tarot card is not directly and obviously positive. Today's tarot card is "Disappointment." Disappointed by what? People? Things? Oneself? Results? I checked my schedule for today and there are no major events. Does that mean there's no worry of being disappointed? Not really. I'm often disappointed in myself, and today is no exception. For many days after my course ended, I've been feeling disappointed in my own passivity. Clearly, there's so much to be done. Clearly, I'm still halfway through my tarot reading assignments, with some materials still pending for my teacher, yet I haven't started. But I still haven't managed to pull myself together. Wikipedia states, "Disappointment is a type of human emotion, arising from unfulfilled expectations or hopes. It is similar to regret, but while regret is caused by unsatisfactory results due to previous choices, disappointment is more related to unsatisfactory outcomes, regardless of the cause. Disappointment is a source of psychological stress. Studying the causes, manifestations, and effects of disappointment on human behavior and consciousness is one of the subjects of psychology." Disappointment is an emotion tied to the current state, to the present moment. How do we overcome disappointment? Do we wait for time to pass? Or have we already figured out how to take the initiative? Disappointment can also accumulate. I once accumulated so much disappointment that, although I didn't become completely hopeless about people, I wasn't far from it. At that time, I had no interest in anyone and didn't want to interact. It was a normal reaction after a significant blow. It's a normal reaction after being betrayed and bullied! So I learned not to place my emotional reliance on others. First, love yourself, and love yourself deeply. How others treat me—if it's negative, I'll just laugh it off, but if we have happy interactions, then I'll gladly accept. Don't let others' malicious actions bother you. This way, disappointment decreases. Since today's tarot card is "Disappointment," let's be cautious in our actions. Until we have the ability to confront or overcome it, we can avoid it. We can dodge it, can't we? #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Disappointment

Alyson’s 3/13 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor

Alyson’s 3/13 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor 問題：上週談的勞資爭議調解合作案，原本積極的客戶突然開始沒主動回應訊息，她的考量是什麼？ 抽牌：IV 皇帝 Emperor 閱讀： 今日讀牌，讓我學習到用另一個角度閱讀塔羅牌。 我詢問的是對方的態度與想法。 抽到了”皇帝”這張牌。 這就是對方目前心裡糾結的事情。 是什麼呢？ 錢。 掌控權。 這裡談論的”錢”有兩個部分，一部分是客戶被她的員工要求的請求支付部分，另一部份則是給予顧問的諮詢費用。 閱讀”皇帝”這張塔羅牌，可以知道： 客戶對於錢的態度。 客戶對於該支付給他人費用的態度。 客戶遇到事情，與他人溝通討論的態度。 所謂的態度，不是只言行舉止。 說話的語調、樣子是可以偽裝，可以演戲的。 但內心真實的樣貌卻很容易被看到，尤其是在曾經從事人力資源部門主管的我的面前。 何況我現在擁有塔羅這項好工具，更可驗證我內心裡的想法。 關於這部分，塔羅的神奇真是讓我驚豔，這是我原本沒有預期可以從塔羅牌去閱讀到的，畢竟，今天的問題我是問客戶當事人，且我只跟對方講過一次話，見過一次面，中間的聯絡是朋友進行的，我跟對方的接觸是非常單純，時間不長。 我觀察、感受到了。 宇宙也知道我觀察、感受到的部份。 沒有預料的是，塔羅竟然可以傳遞宇宙顯化我內心感受到他人隱藏在表皮之下的真實。 不可思議。 對於這次合作，我採消極路線，不強求，不勉強。 畢竟，客戶的要求不符合現況造成的結果。 我既非神，也非魔，沒有翻雲覆雨手的神力或魔法。 若合作，我的戰事不光只有客戶的勞工，甚至連客戶都是敵手。 Question: Last week, the mediation cooperation case regarding the labor dispute we discussed suddenly had the previously enthusiastic client stop responding actively to messages. What could be her considerations? Card Drawn: IV Emperor Reading: Today's tarot reading taught me to approach the cards from a different angle. I asked about the other party's attitude and thoughts. The card drawn was "Emperor." This represents what is currently troubling the other party. What could it be? First, money. Second, control. Here, "money" discussed has two parts. One is the portion the client is being asked to pay by her employees, and the other is the consulting fee for the advisor. Reading "Emperor" tarot card, we can understand: The client's attitude towards money. The client's attitude towards paying fees to others. The client's attitude towards communicating and discussing matters with others. Attitude isn't just about actions and words. Tone of speech and appearance can be disguised, can be acted. But the true face of the heart is easily seen, especially before me, having previously worked as a human resources department manager. Moreover, now that I have the tarot as a tool, it can verify my inner thoughts. Regarding this aspect, the magic of tarot is truly amazing. It's something I didn't expect to read from tarot cards, after all, today's question was directed to the client as the party involved, and I've only spoken to them once, seen them once, with all communication in between handled by friends. My contact with them has been very simple and brief. I observe, I sense. The universe also knows what I observe, what I sense. What I didn't anticipate is that tarot could convey the universe's manifestation of my inner feelings about others' hidden truths beneath the surface. Incredible. For this cooperation, I'm taking a passive approach, not insisting, not forcing. After all, the client's demands don't match the current situation's outcome. I am neither a god nor a demon, with no divine power or magic to change everything. If we cooperate, my battlefield won't just involve the client's labor force, but even the client herself is an adversary. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Emperor #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #皇帝

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57) 問題：我4/07的未來日記主題 抽牌：宇宙 Universe 再次驗證了塔羅的神奇。 在10天前計畫將塔羅抽牌與撰寫未來日記兩者結合在一起。 那天晚上呼喊宇宙，請宇宙指引未來四週的每週主題。 接著抽出每個主題各七天的副題。 昨天寫著第二週的主題是「死亡Death」時，我還未發覺。 直到剛剛，看了之前塔羅抽牌紀錄，看到今天的副題是「宇宙Universe」，我的心情再度激動，又想流淚哭泣了。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145838932 今天我們一群朋友去探望一位已遠去的朋友。 在今年的三月中旬我們才知道他已離去許久。 陸陸續續我們討論著要去看他，大家橋著可以一同前往的日期，今日。 我還是像過往一樣，工作的事情與私人的事情，思緒是分開，沒有連結在一起。 其實這是個很難說明清楚的狀態。 明明，兩個面向是共用同一顆腦袋，同一個人的思緒，和在同一個行事曆角逐著各自可以佔有的比例。 對我來說，兩者之間能有機會串連在一起也就只有敲時間，橋行事曆上的空白處而已。 所以，在這稍早之前，我從未注意到今日塔羅的牌卡，與今日的私人行程連在起來。 今天早上，我並沒有時間去想，去寫今日的「未來日記」。 除了急著出門以外，最主要的是我沒有那份心情。 我不敢想像朋友長眠所在的樹葬地方情景，也不知道自己會是怎樣的心情。 我只記得包包裡要多放衛生紙，帶點餅乾、巧克力一起去。 原本計畫搭乘大眾交通工具去，卻在出發前兩天敵不過非常懶惰的自己。 這兩年多來，我把自己寵得是越來越嬌氣。 不想太辛勞的事情，就不勉強自己。 另一位朋友在臉書上寫著想念。 過往的對話，大部分我都想不起來。 我只記得我今天的哥斯大黎加，大嘴鳥莊園手沖咖啡，因另一朋友去詢問老闆關於咖啡的問題，打亂了老闆的節奏，結果我成了苦主，喝到一杯又苦又澀的咖啡。 就像是想到朋友已離開這件事情的心情。 我在自己挖掘的情緒坑洞裡掙扎。 我在樹梢被風吹過的搖晃裡擺盪。 宇宙說，這都是過程。 存在，是還在路上。 曾存在，是已完成。 死亡與再生，在宇宙奧妙平衡裡，分秒持續運動著。 他一人的離去，你幾人的難過，是滄海一粟，是江海一滴。 我的心情低落，是蒼白。 在浩瀚中，根本看不出來。 宇宙說， 有感受，有覺知，是存在與擁有，非失落。 應該要明白，要懂得，因擁有才會感到痛。 花開花落。 潮起潮落。 有機會能說聲”再會”，是很好的告別。 走過人間，終會一別。 不枉相遇相識這一場。 Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot: Universe (10-57) Question: The theme of my future diary for 4/07 Card drawn: Universe Once again, the magic of tarot is validated. Ten days ago, I decided to combine tarot card drawing with writing my future diary. That evening, I called out to the universe, asking it to guide the themes for each week of the next four weeks. I then drew sub-themes for each week, spanning seven days each. Yesterday, as I wrote that the theme for the second week was "Death," I didn't realize its significance. It wasn't until just now, as I reviewed my previous tarot card draws and saw that today's sub-theme is "Universe," that my emotions were once again stirred, and tears threatened to fall. Today, a group of friends and I went to visit a friend who has already departed. It wasn't until mid-March of this year that we learned of his passing. We had been discussing visiting him intermittently, bridging the dates when we could all go together, which happened to be today. As usual, I compartmentalized my thoughts between work and personal matters. It's a difficult state to articulate. Although both aspects share the same mind and calendar, they seem disconnected, with the only opportunity for connection being the occasional overlap in my schedule. Thus, until just earlier, I hadn't noticed the connection between today's tarot card and my personal agenda. This morning, I didn't have the time or the mindset to think about or write today's "future diary." Aside from rushing out the door, I simply wasn't in the right headspace. I dare not imagine the scene at the tree burial site where our friend rests, nor do I know what emotions to expect from myself. All I remember is to pack extra tissues in my bag and bring some biscuits and chocolate along. Originally, I planned to take public transportation, but two days before departure, my overwhelming laziness got the better of me. Over these past couple of years, I've grown increasingly pampered. If it's something I don't feel like exerting effort for, I simply won't force myself. Another friend wrote on Facebook expressing their longing. Most of our past conversations escape my memory. All I can recall is my time in Costa Rica, at the Toucan Rescue Ranch, hand-brewing coffee, while another friend asked the owner coffee-related questions, disrupting the owner's rhythm and resulting in me being served a bitter cup of coffee. It's akin to the feeling of realizing that a friend has departed. I'm struggling within the emotional pits I've dug for myself. I sway amidst the swaying of the treetops in the breeze. The universe says, this is all part of the process. Existence is still on its journey. What once existed is now complete. Death and rebirth, within the mysterious balance of the universe, continue to move forward. The departure of one person, the sorrow of a few, is but a drop in the ocean. My melancholy is insignificant amidst the vastness. The universe says, to feel, to be aware, is to exist and possess, not to lose. One should understand, should comprehend, that pain comes from having had something. Flowers bloom and wither. Tides rise and fall. The chance to say "farewell" is a gracious parting. Having traversed this earthly realm, farewells are inevitable. Our meeting and acquaintance were not in vain. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Universe

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot 今天， 我是阿波羅，有著狠勁和決心， 我是火戰車，必達使命， 高昂的征戰力，亢奮的精神， 擴張的好運，吉星的高照， 我，要起飛了 ~ 像老鷹般，站在高峰上，準備飛翔。 宇宙一直在跟我說 ~ 動！ 動起來！ 這幾天，氣溫瞬間下降很多，帶著暖暖包，我還是毅然決心出發。 即使外面下著小雨，我沒有停下前進的步伐。 持續地，每天完成一兩個小目標。 這是與自己的對話，也是保守的承諾。 今日塔羅牌是”火戰車”。 這幾個月都沒有抽到的塔羅牌。 我很喜歡這牌。 這牌有著鼓舞振奮的動能量， 牌卡下方是一條筆直且延伸至前方寶藏的公路， 我們可以像戰車、像噴射機、像老鷹、像衝浪者般， 高速前進，只管衝，只管加速。 這種無畏的衝勁，打自心底的喜愛。 不過，卻時也得提醒，別衝過了頭。 過了界線，有可能就迎頭撞上，造成距離更加遙遠。 過了限制，有可能就失去控制，造成無法收拾殘局。 學習像老鷹，站在高峰上，綜觀全局。 確認目標，等待飛翔。 看準目標，俯衝而下。 拿下目標，凱旋而歸。 Today, I am Apollo, with fierceness and determination, I am the chariot of fire, destined to fulfill my mission, With soaring battle power and fervent spirit, Expanding good fortune, Blessed by auspicious stars, I am ready to take flight ~ like an eagle, standing on the peak, preparing to soar. The universe keeps telling me ~ Move! Get moving! In these past few days, the temperature has dropped significantly. Armed with a warm pack, I set out resolutely. Even as the rain falls outside, I don't halt my forward stride. Continuing to achieve one or two small goals every day. This is a conversation with myself, and also a commitment kept. Today's tarot card is the "Chariot". A card I haven't drawn in months. I really like this card. It carries an inspiring and invigorating kinetic energy, With a straight road extending to the treasure ahead, We can move forward like a chariot, like a jet, like an eagle, like a surfer, Speeding ahead, just pushing, just accelerating. This fearless drive comes from the depths of my heart. However, it's important to remember not to push too hard. Crossing boundaries may lead to a collision, distancing us further. Exceeding limits may result in loss of control, making it impossible to salvage the situation. Learn to be like an eagle, standing on the peak, observing the whole picture. Confirm the goal, await the flight. Take aim at the target, swoop down. Capture the target, return triumphantly. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Chariot #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #火戰車 #阿波羅

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage 昨天的改變，今日的勇氣。 宇宙，可以不要這樣懂我嗎？ 有點讓我驚訝呀！ 確實，我總是執行一些小事情後， 太陽下山後，很快速地我又躲回自己的小窩， 不再輕易走出。 不要害怕。 不要恐懼。 不要擔心。 身處黑暗，才有機會看見真相，看見光。 今天一位希塔療癒老師Grace跟我分享了一個小故事， 好多的小亮光擠在一起， 有聲音說道，要珍惜你們的亮光喔。 其中一個小亮光說，可是，什麼是亮光，看不到呀？ 啊！因為全都是亮光，也就沒有差別了。 這時，有一個小亮光說，那讓我變成黑暗吧，這樣就知道亮光是什麼。 於是，黑暗，讓宇宙，讓我們，讓大家看見了亮光。 這黑暗，也是亮光呀。 不是因原本是亮光，而是因為有黑暗才懂了亮光。 Yesterday's changes, today's courage. Universe, can you not understand me like this? It surprises me a bit! Indeed, after I carry out some small tasks, once the sun sets, I quickly retreat to my own little nest, hesitant to venture out again. Don't be afraid. Don't be fearful. Don't worry. It's in the darkness that we have the opportunity to see the truth, to see the light. Today, a healer named Grace shared a little story with me. Many little lights were crowded together, and a voice said, "Cherish your light." One of the little lights said, "But what is light? I can't see it." Ah! Because they were all light, there was no difference. Then, one little light said, "Then let me become darkness, so I'll know what light is." So, darkness allowed the universe, allowed us, allowed everyone to see the light. This darkness, too, is light. It's not because it was light originally, but because there was darkness that we understood light. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Courage #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #勇氣 #權杖 #信念

Alyson’s 2/17 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 2/17 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation 這幾日，天氣明顯回暖 春，已即將悄悄緩慢抵達了 只是在我的腦袋裡 被提早一步先到的春困給占領了 打開書本 關於人力資源的專業 關於商業管理的常識 已入不了眼 也進不了腦 經過思維後唯一被萃取出來的念頭 ~ 找家咖啡廳享受一下吧 既然停滯 既然困住 那就順勢 ~ 不動，好好吃飯，好好睡覺，這樣就好 These days, the weather has noticeably warmed up, Spring is quietly approaching. But in my mind, I am already overwhelmed by early spring drowsiness. Opening textbooks About human resources expertise About common sense in business management They just can't hold my attention Or penetrate my mind. After some pondering, the only thought that emerged ~ Let's find a café and enjoy a moment. Since I'm stuck, Since I'm trapped, Then let's go with the flow ~ Stay still, eat well, sleep well, that'll do. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Stagnation #Cups #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #聖杯 #停滯

Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57)

Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57) 問題：我4/08的未來日記主題 抽牌：改變 Change 清晨做了惡夢，不過醒來之後，忘了夢境，只記得那悶在胸口的鬱，那想要大吼的氣。 可，終究我什麼也沒有做。 應該不是成熟穩重的關係。 單純只是明白了，那畢竟只是沒有意義的夢，也就不花費心思去記得。 「死亡」主題下的「改變」，像是我們中文”置之死地而後生”的覺悟。 可能因明天開始就要整天上課，連週末週日也都被學習佔滿了時間，心裡頭早就明白今天是近幾個月最後的悠閒日。 這一天，並非如朋友們常做的把握最後一刻春宵那般的放縱。 我反而將該處理的生活瑣事一件一件的完成。 我今日的思考狀態，工作執行狀況直接反映了今日塔羅牌「改變」，且是從心，從腦袋的思維改變。 今日就像是在為明天開始的新路程做預熱，也像是為過去散漫做個較為完整的結尾。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145941382 改變是為了往前走。 人生的千山萬水， 時代的變化萬遷， 在紅塵翻滾中存在的人們，就是得調整自己。 辦完事情後，回到家，想好好休息一場。 看著地上有著前兩天帶回來一大袋的蔬菜， 今日不處理，明天開始更沒有時間搞這弄那的， 認分吧！ 趕快用好，爭取早點休息。 這心態就與昨日不同啦。 昨日總想著，不是還有明日嗎？ 每一日都是擁有著永遠的明日。 而今天懂了。 雖然都是明日，可意義不同呀。 能任性胡鬧的日子中就已到盡頭。 於是我在今天買了一束香水百合送給了自己。 謝謝過去辛苦的自己。 謝謝現在願意調整改變的自己。 謝謝宇宙、造物主、老天、眾神明還有我可愛的爸媽，讓我有機會可以選擇，可以改變，讓我能夠成為與往昔不一樣的模樣。 攪拌著鍋，收著玩樂的心。 炒鏟著菜，收起散漫的意志。 今晚，得早睡。 今晚，希望能好睡。 明天，是延續今日舊習的新的一天。 明日，是開展新希望新路程的一天。 明兒個，很可能會是一番不適應和雜亂無章的一天。 Alyson's 4/09 Tarot: Change (11-57) Question: My journal theme for 4/08 Card drawn: Change This morning started with a nightmare, though upon waking up, the dream faded, leaving only the heaviness in my chest, the desire to scream held within. Yet, ultimately, I did nothing. It doesn't seem like a mature and stable response. Simply put, I understood that it was just a meaningless dream, not worth dwelling upon. "Change" under the theme of "Death" feels like the realization of the Chinese saying "out of the ashes, a phoenix shall rise". Perhaps because tomorrow marks the beginning of a full day of classes, with even the weekends occupied by studies, I've long understood that today is the last leisurely day in months. It wasn't a day to indulge like my friends often do on their last moments of freedom. Instead, I tackled each household chore one by one. My mindset and productivity today directly reflect the Tarot card "Change," both from the heart and in terms of cognitive shift. Today feels like a warm-up for the new journey starting tomorrow, and also a more complete conclusion to the past laxity. Change is necessary to move forward. In the vast expanse of life's ups and downs, amidst the ever-changing times, those who exist in the hustle and bustle must adapt. After finishing my tasks, returning home, I wanted to rest properly. Seeing the large bag of vegetables brought back a couple of days ago lying on the floor, I realized if I didn't deal with them today, I'd have no time tomorrow. Let's get it done! Quickly use them up and aim for an early rest. This attitude is different from yesterday. Yesterday, I kept thinking, isn't there always tomorrow? Each day holds the promise of eternity. But today, I understood. Even though it's always tomorrow, the significance varies. The days of carefree revelry have come to an end. So today, I bought myself a bouquet of perfumed lilies. Thank you to my past self for enduring all the hardships. Thank you to my present self for being willing to adjust and change. Thank you to the universe, the Creator, the heavens, the divine, and my lovely parents, for giving me the opportunity to choose, to change, allowing me to become a different person than I was in the past. Stirring the pot, taming the playful heart. Stir-frying the vegetables, disciplining the scattered will. Tonight, I must sleep early. Tonight, I hope for a good rest. Tomorrow, it's a new day continuing the old habits from today. Tomorrow, it's a day to embark on new hopes and journeys. #DreamCatcherTarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYurSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Change

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Alyson’s 3/31 Tarot：皇后 Empress

Alyson’s 3/31 Tarot：皇后 Empress

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

2024 0607 今日塔羅：平衡 Balance

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

Alyson’s 4/22 Tarot：更新者 Regenerator (24-57)

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

2024 0701 今日塔羅：失望 Disappointment

Alyson’s 3/13 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor

Alyson’s 3/13 Tarot：皇帝 Emperor

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 4/08 Tarot：宇宙 Universe (10-57)

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/29 Tarot：火戰車 Chariot

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/27 Tarot：勇氣 Courage

Alyson’s 2/17 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 2/17 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation

Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57)

Alyson’s 4/09 Tarot：改變 Change (11-57)