Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment
Alyson’s 2/18 Tarot：失望 Disappointment
昨日將近中午才清醒
最近睡眠時間又亂掉了
從除夕守歲那晚開始
延遲了睡覺時間
加上現階段生活裡沒有一定要處理的事情
也就沒有太多動力
可以催動開啟動力引擎
走路慢悠悠
思考慢悠悠
整理慢悠悠
符合貼近了昨日的塔羅”停滯”
今日塔羅牌抽到”失望”
會是什麼事情?
人與人之間
有比較，就會有落差，也就會感到難過或驕傲
傷害也就爬滿了心底
折騰自己，也牽扯無辜的他人
生活裡
有期盼，就會有希望，也就會感到失落或失望
傷心也就佔據了心頭
勒緊自己，也牽動無事的他人
才剛凌晨
不知道今天會遇到什麼事情
只有時間
可以帶給我們最後的答案
今日，我因為什麼？因為誰？感到失望？！
Yesterday, I didn't fully wake up until nearly noon.
My sleep schedule has been erratic lately.
It started on New Year's Eve when I stayed up late, and since then,
I've been delaying my bedtime.
Coupled with the lack of pressing matters in my current life, there hasn't been much motivation to kickstart my engines.
I
walk slowly,
think slowly,
and
tidy up slowly,
embodying the tarot card "Stagnation" from yesterday.
Today's tarot card is "Disappointment".
What could it signify?
In interactions between people,
where there's comparison,
there's a sense of disparity,
leading to either sadness or pride.
Hurt accumulates in the heart,
tormenting oneself and innocently involving others.
In life,
where there's anticipation,
there's hope,
but there's also the potential for disappointment or disillusionment.
Sorrow fills the mind,
tightening oneself and inadvertently affecting others.
It's only just past dawn, and I don't know what today will bring.
Only time can provide the final answers.
Today,
what or who will make me feel disappointed?
