2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘
2024 0208 我個人的塔羅牌：狹隘
哎呀！
我的惰性就是如此
明明知道應該要忙碌什麼
卻耽淫於美好的無所事事
一點也不知進取的重要
明明上了許多課程
也知道應要一項項整理重溫
筆記寫了一堆
有本子的
有紙張的
有便條紙的
雜堆在書桌上
佔據了一大半
也許就是因為如此懶散
所以該評估的、該了解的、該分析的
一件啥也沒做
朋友說
那是因底氣足所以可如此傲慢
真相是
物質欲望真不高
饅頭、水煮蛋、一杯熱咖啡
有時覺不夠飽足就加點水果或餅乾
這樣的早餐組合已吃一年半也沒覺得膩口
基本花費還是有一定金額得應付
偶爾想過點不一樣的生活
就找家咖啡館，吃頓早午餐
回家後用點青菜，蒸個饅頭當晚餐
就這樣又過了一天
春節年假就是讓人脫胎換骨的過渡期
我可以成功嗎？！
Oh no!
That's just my laziness.
I know exactly what I should be busy with,
But I indulge in delightful idleness,
Without understanding the importance of being proactive.
Even though I've taken many courses,
And I know I should review and organize them one by one,
I've got piles of notes,
Some in notebooks,
Some on loose sheets,
Some on sticky notes,
All cluttered on my desk,
Taking up most of the space.
Perhaps it's because of this laziness.
That I haven't done anything that needs to be evaluated, understood, or analyzed.
My friend says, It's because I'm so confident that I can afford to be so arrogant.
But the truth is, I don't have high material desires.
A steamed bun, a boiled egg, and a cup of hot coffee,
Sometimes supplemented with fruit or cookies if I'm still hungry,
This breakfast combo has been satisfying for a year and a half without getting boring.
There's still a certain amount of basic expenses to cover,
And occasionally I think about living differently,
So I'll find a café, have a brunch,
Then come home and steam some vegetables, have a bun for dinner,
And that's how another day goes by.
The Lunar New Year holiday is a transitional period that transforms people.
Can I succeed?!"
