Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57) 問題：我4/04的未來日記主題 抽牌：恐懼 Fear https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145565419 凌晨聊天過了頭，又搞亂了生理時鐘。 下次真的要有勇氣開口跟對方說，請停止，不要再說下去。 其實，我有說出口，對方像是沒聽到似的，只顧著自己一直說。 我明白，這樣的情況是不好的。 就是因不忍心在知道對方的心情正在撞牆情況，讓對方一人奮鬥著。 心想著，伸手拉人一把，就是在這樣寧靜的夜晚會是關鍵時刻。 畢竟，不能賭注得認為”不需想這麼多，這應該不會成為那個萬一的時刻”。 但若假設，我沒適時伸出手拉住，真成為了那”萬一”呢？ 我的心，會永遠過不了這坎的。 只是，陪了朋友，賠了自己。 這樣的事情，真不能太常發生。 於是今日，就從清晨兩點多才能睡覺的煩雜心情中開啟。 在害怕中，希望發出了芽 在擔憂中，自信閃著亮光 今日的未來日記從午後起了頭。 是要與朋友碰面聚會呀。 在一家一直很想前往的咖啡廳。 在老家附近。 車子啟動的瞬間，耳朵像是突然聽到非常尖銳的聲音，刺痛著，且連續兩次。 上次這樣的痛，心中的念頭一閃而過，我因犯懶，沒認真看待。 造成這輩子的後悔不已。 那是爸爸緊急急診的前一天晚上。 長程通勤多年的我，那晚，好累。 心中想著明日就要跟爸爸一起吃飯，於是發懶得沒回家探望。 再也沒有機會跟爸爸一起待在老家了。 今天又痛，不敢再輕忽。 我需要改變討厭麻煩的個性。 且，我知道是爸爸在我耳邊交待事情，提醒我要注意。 原本是計畫著將車子停放在老家，等聚會結束再進入屋內查巡，看看。 因耳朵痛，就打開大門，馬上就聽到奇怪的聲音。 真的是非常慶幸在聚會前趕緊先查看。 老家魚缸因地震龜裂，魚缸的水流了滿地。 裡面的魚，倒在淺淺的水哩，正在掙扎著呼吸。 趕緊打電話給家人，問，這要怎麼處理。 地震是能量的傳出，這是自然之道，避免不了。 老天把危險降到了最小，且也安排了一切。 因昨天我有先回老家一趟看看地震後有沒有造成損壞，所以有注意到空置的魚缸，今天就剛好可以運用上。 且過去有注意到家人都一直有準備去掉氯氣的水，在魚缸換水時可以使用。 今日，魚，得以繼續悠游，沒事。 我很開心。 沒有因討厭麻煩而忽視了魚的生命。 沒有忽略耳朵痛和心中的聲音，而忽視了隱藏的危機，因馬達一直空轉，若產生火花，後果很難預料會是怎麼樣。 我 ~ 在保守中學會謹慎 在謹慎中思考細心 在細心中實踐體貼 在體貼中發散著愛 學習了塔羅之後，老師提醒著我，在感官中，我的聽覺是最敏感，也是對於宇宙，對與天地萬物的連結，啟蒙最早的。 所以，我能”聽見”。 因聽不懂，故我得懂得”覺察”與”分析、判斷”。 將家裡的事情大約整理，不會有危險後，前往跟朋友約定的地點。 咖啡，濃郁，好喝。 甜點，甜而不膩，好吃。 洗手間，乾淨清爽，好舒服。 因事情都已妥善處理好，放鬆的心，也就更能享受當下與朋友相聚的快樂。 感恩造物主給予的天賦。 感恩靈魂的敏銳與提醒。 「隨風潛入夜，潤物細無聲。」 感恩造物主，爸爸一直與我們同在。 爸爸保護著我們，就像過去那樣。 爸爸，沒有離開。 是啊！每每想到這樣，淚，就流下。 Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot: Fear (7-57) Question: The theme of my journal on 4/04 Card drawn: Fear Staying up too late chatting, once again disrupting my circadian rhythm. Next time, I really need to gather the courage to speak up and say, "Stop, let's not continue this conversation." In truth, I did speak up, but it seemed like the other person didn't hear me and just kept talking. I understand that this situation isn't good. It's because I can't bear to see the other person struggling with their emotions, hitting a wall all by themselves. I think to myself, extending a helping hand might be crucial, especially on such quiet nights. After all, I can't gamble on thinking "I don't need to worry about it, it probably won't become that 'what if' moment." But what if, hypothetically, I don't reach out in time and it does become that "what if"? My heart wouldn't be able to overcome that hurdle. Just accompanying a friend, I've sacrificed myself. Such occurrences really shouldn't happen too often. So today begins with a cluttered mind from finally being able to sleep after 2 in the morning. In fear, hope sprouts. In worry, confidence shines bright. Today's journal about the future starts in the afternoon. It's about meeting up with friends. At a café I've been wanting to visit for a long time. Near my hometown. As the car starts, my ears suddenly perceive a sharp, piercing sound, twice in a row. The last time I felt this pain, a fleeting thought crossed my mind, but I didn't take it seriously. It led to regrets that haunt me till now. It was the night before my dad's emergency hospital visit. After years of commuting, that night, I was exhausted. I thought I'd see him the next day for dinner, so laziness kept me from visiting home. I never got the chance to be with my dad in our hometown again. Today, the pain returns, and I dare not ignore it. I need to change my dislike for trouble. And I know it's my dad reminding me to be cautious. Originally, I planned to park the car at home and inspect it later after the gathering. But due to the ear pain, I arrived home early. Opening the door, I heard a strange sound. I'm truly fortunate that I checked before the gathering. The fish tank at home cracked due to an earthquake, flooding the floor. The fish were lying in shallow water, struggling to breathe. I quickly called family to ask how to handle it. An earthquake is an energy transmission, a part of nature; it can't be avoided. The universe minimized the danger and arranged everything. Because I had visited home after the earthquake yesterday to check for damage, I noticed the empty fish tank, which I could utilize today. And because I had noticed that my family always prepared water with chlorine to replace the fish tank water, I could use it when changing the water today. Today, the fish are able to swim peacefully, unharmed. I'm happy. I didn't neglect the lives of the fish due to my aversion to trouble. I didn't overlook the ear pain and the voice in my heart, thus avoiding a hidden crisis; the motor kept running empty, and if sparks had occurred, the consequences would have been unimaginable. I ~ Learned caution through conservation. Contemplated carefully through caution. Practiced thoughtfulness through carefulness. Radiated love through thoughtfulness. After learning tarot, my teacher reminded me that among my senses, my hearing is the most sensitive and the earliest connection to the universe and all things. So, I could "hear." And if I can't understand, then I must learn to "perceive" and "analyze, judge." After roughly sorting out things at home, ensuring there was no danger, I headed to the meeting place with my friends. The coffee was rich and delicious. The desserts were sweet but not overwhelming, simply delicious. The restroom was clean and refreshing, very comfortable. With everything taken care of, my relaxed mind could fully enjoy the happiness of being with friends in the present moment. Grateful for the talents bestowed by the Creator. Grateful for the sensitivity and reminders of the soul. "Drifting into the night with the wind, nourishing everything silently." Grateful to the Creator, my dad has always been with us. Dad is still protecting us, just like before. Dad hasn't left. Yes! Every time I think of this, tears flow. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fear

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess 阿雄，你好，今天的你提早到。你問是否可提早開始，剛好我也沒其他事情，於是我們就馬上開始今日的約談，並且開門見山地直接了解你遇到的問題還是困難。 你說，工作非常忙，今天和同事有一點小糾紛。 你說，你討厭現在的上班氣氛，同事之間不互相幫忙，該認真工作都不認真，整天只知道嘻皮笑臉。 曾經擔任人力資源工作的我馬上先了解，「主管知道嗎？主管有清楚你們團隊現在的工作狀況嗎？主管有採取任何行動嗎？」 你說，「主管知道，但不管，你講到很多次狀況，可是都沒有什麼幫助。」 還說，「主管說，那些都是新人，一些時間熟悉工作後，就不會這樣散漫了。」可是，沒有人告訴新人應該要做到什麼工作，都已經來一個月來，還是新人？你說，你很想吐槽主管這句話。 阿雄，很多工作，到職一個月而已，真的還只能算是新人，甚至即使到職三個月，也還是只有新人的程度。 我說，「會不會在對於新人的定義，你和主管的想法不同。」「你覺得怎樣的工作表現不算新人 … 。」我還沒說完想要表達的，心情不好的你搶話說道，「我很想跟老闆說，〝你知道你在說什麼嗎？時間是不等人的，其他人不上手，工作要做比較多的是你。」 接著，你不太想聽我說了，你持續說著，「根本沒辦法好好工作。」「上班不喜歡被外物影響。」「業務工作很競爭，沒有時間可以浪費。」 我能感受到現在的工作環境讓你感覺到窒悶，沒有被重視，甚至有被同事拖後腿的感覺。 我試著詢問，「有沒有試著跟同事溝通，大家一起努力工作 … 」。 我的話還是沒有機會說完，你說，「不想說太多，不想牽扯太多。」「已經浪費太多時間在這裡了。」「做得夠多，說的也很多，沒人贊同。」「需要更好的工作環境。」「繼續這樣下去不知道我可以撐多久。」「真的倒楣，工作遇到這些隊友。」 我趕緊插話說，「今天要不要先從修改履歷開始？」 你說，「也是可以，不過想要明天才開始。明天休假。」 都好，終究是要開始，要有行動，才會有機會改變。 於是最後我建議了，「履歷修改好後，先放下一兩天，然後再拿出來看，思考可以再如何調整，哪裡要修改，這樣履歷的品質會更優。」 你道謝後，說「心態不好，做什麼事情都做不好，亂手亂腳的。」「討厭這樣的心態在工作。」 我說，「也許你的好運就在你轉換的地方等著你。」 情緒還有點上頭的你說，「或許真是這樣。很多事情沒遇到不知道。」 我說，「只有前進才知道前方有什麼等著我們。」 你說，「沒錯，原地踏步怎麼會有成長。」然後接著說，「其實我自己已經決定好了想怎麼做。就從明天開始做。」 宇宙給阿雄的塔羅牌祝福和消息：【女祭司 Priestess】。 情緒遲遲無法冷靜的阿雄，不佳的情緒狀況會影響我們的思緒和判斷。能明白在紛紛擾擾與不開心的狀況下，冷靜是多麼不容易的事情。 不過我們都知道，沒有了冷靜，就沒有辦法客觀的審視情況，事情或同事也許沒有你現在認為的那麼糟糕。 喪失了冷靜，也會造成無法平衡的評估自己。 有的時候看似積極進取的決定與行為，其實是另一種消極的逃避與抗議。 試著讓自己come down一點，再決定要如何改變，有的時候改變，不一定是指環境的不同，而是我們的觀念與態度不同。 Blessings for Ah Hsiung on September 2, 2024: Priestess Hello, Ah Hsiung. You arrived early today. You asked if we could start earlier, and since I had no other plans, we immediately began today's session, diving straight into understanding the issues or difficulties you are facing. You said that work has been very busy, and today you had a minor dispute with a colleague. You mentioned that you dislike the current work atmosphere, where colleagues don't help each other. Those who are supposed to work seriously don't, and they just fool around all day. Having worked in human resources before, I immediately inquired, "Does your supervisor know? Are they aware of your team's current work situation? Have they taken any action?" You said, "The supervisor knows but doesn't care. You've mentioned the situation many times, but nothing much has been done." You also mentioned, "The supervisor said that those are just new employees, and after some time getting familiar with the job, they won't be so lax." But no one has told these new employees what they are supposed to do. They've been here for a month; are they still considered new? You said you wanted to retort to the supervisor's comment. Ah Hsiung, in many jobs, after just one month, you are still considered a newcomer. In fact, even after three months, you might still be at the level of a newcomer. I said, "Perhaps your definition of a newcomer differs from your supervisor's. What kind of job performance do you consider to not be that of a newcomer...?" Before I could finish expressing my thoughts, you interrupted in your frustration, saying, "I really want to tell the boss, 'Do you even know what you're saying? Time waits for no one. If others don't get the hang of it, the ones who have to do more work are us.'" Afterward, you were not too keen on listening to me. You continued, "I can't work properly in such an environment. I don't like external influences at work. The business environment is highly competitive, and there's no time to waste." I can feel that the current work environment makes you feel stifled, undervalued, and even held back by your colleagues. I tried to ask, "Have you tried communicating with your colleagues, encouraging everyone to work hard together...?" Before I could finish, you said, "I don't want to say too much or get too involved. I've already wasted too much time here. I've done enough and said enough, but no one agrees. I need a better work environment. I don't know how long I can keep going if things continue like this. It's really unlucky to work with these teammates." I quickly interjected, "How about starting by updating your resume today?" You said, "That's also possible, but I'd rather start tomorrow. I'm off tomorrow." That's fine. The important thing is to start; actions lead to opportunities for change. Finally, I suggested, "After updating your resume, set it aside for a day or two, then review it again to see what can be adjusted or modified. This way, the quality of your resume will be even better." After thanking me, you said, "When my mindset is off, nothing I do goes well, and I feel clumsy. I hate having this kind of mindset at work." I said, "Maybe your good fortune is waiting for you at the place where you make a change." With your emotions still high, you said, "Maybe that's true. You don't know until you encounter it." I said, "Only by moving forward will we know what awaits us ahead." You replied, "That's right; there can be no growth by standing still." Then you added, "Actually, I've already decided what I want to do. I'll start tomorrow." The Tarot card blessing and message from the universe for Ah Hsiung: Priestess. Ah Hsiung, your lingering emotional turmoil can affect your thoughts and judgment. It's understandable how difficult it is to remain calm amidst turmoil and unhappiness. However, we all know that without calmness, it's impossible to objectively assess the situation. Things or colleagues may not be as bad as you currently perceive. Losing calmness can also lead to an imbalanced evaluation of yourself. Sometimes, decisions and actions that seem proactive are actually another form of passive avoidance and protest. Try to calm down before deciding on any changes. Sometimes, change doesn't necessarily mean a different environment but rather a shift in our mindset and attitude. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57) 問題：我4/01的未來日記主題 抽牌：停滯 Stagnation https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145281286 4/01的實際狀況挺順利，除了早上遲遲無法清醒，一直賴床，在外面吃完晚餐後，回家忍不住又吃了餅乾和水果。 其他的一切都很好。 停滯的是想法 停滯是因不理解 停滯是因卡住了 我突然搞不清楚『未來日記』的心願是要如何設定。 是每一天設定小幸運，還是整整四十九天就是一個大夢想？ 因為自己還沒決定好要怎麼做，所以從昨晚開始，對於今天的『未來日記』就是一片空白。 今天未來日記的大綱 4/01的早上一直無法清醒，整整睡了將近十一個小時，在我這樣的年紀，還能一次睡如此長的時間，也算是驚人。 果然，原本注意的股票跌了許多，雖是預期內，但看到帳面上損失了，還是有點難過。 這真的是完整地貼近『停滯』帶來的悶沉感受。 下午要去參加一個講座，記得那個飯店停車位不多，所以要早點出門比較好。 之前只記得一樓的停車位，前一台車搶走了，往地下室找停車位。 運氣好，電梯出口處的好位置尚是空著的。 這與原先設定的『未來日記』內容不符合，但喜悅的心情是沒有什麼差別的。 講座結束後，開車去找朋友。 他們夫妻開了一家韓食小餐館，一直想前往，可惜距離我住的地區有點遠，直至現在，總算一償宿願。 滿足！ 這不用在日記裡描述就一定會實現的想像。 看著朋友夫妻精神好，元氣足，替他們開心。 吃了好吃的，雖然停車費不是很便宜，但偶爾來一趟，可以承受的。 4/01抽牌：停滯 Stagnation 宇宙說是情感上感到疲勞，想怠惰，覺乏味了 停滯帶著死氣沉沉的黑壓壓感 停滯產生的沼氣是可運用的能量 想法，並非每日都可以產生迸裂，跳出火花的。 很多時候就是得等，再等等，有時這時候就有思緒可以開始寫了。有時得等到時間逼近了，心裡有點急燥，試著寫一些，看一下書，再寫一些得完成。 宇宙接收到我興奮過後的疲憊，讓我抽到『停滯』這張塔羅牌，說著， 持續高亢的情感是會加速熱情的消退，加快情緒的消逝，加重心情的厭煩感。 於是，昨日，我沒有將『未來日記』的內容明確顯化，只有將需要進行的事情大略地勾勒，並依賴直覺地避開一些不想遇到的問題。 休息一下。 讓情感的絨毛花些時間恢復蓬鬆，然後可以繼續輕盈舞動。 4/02的未來日記塔羅牌抽到『豐收』。 會是如何呢，明天揭曉。 Alyson's 4/02 Tarot: Stagnation (4-57) Question: Theme of my 4/01 Future Journal Card Drawn: Stagnation The actual situation on 4/01 went quite smoothly, except for having trouble waking up in the morning and staying in bed for a while. After having dinner outside, I couldn't resist eating cookies and fruits when I got home. Everything else was fine. Stagnation is in thoughts. Stagnation is due to misunderstanding. Stagnation is because of being stuck. Suddenly, I couldn't figure out how to set the wish for "Future Journal." Is it to set small fortunes every day, or is it a big dream for forty-nine days? Because I haven't decided how to do it, since last night, today's "Future Journal" has been blank. Outline of Today's Future Journal: On 4/01, I couldn't wake up in the morning and slept for nearly eleven hours straight. At my age, being able to sleep for such a long time at once is remarkable. As expected, the stocks I was paying attention to dropped significantly. Although it was within expectations, seeing the losses on the books was still a bit sad. This truly brings the heavy feeling of "stagnation" in full. In the afternoon, I have to attend a seminar. I remember that the hotel has limited parking spaces, so it's better to leave early. I only remembered the parking space on the first floor, and the spot was taken by the car in front of me, so I had to look for a parking space in the basement. Luckily, a good spot near the elevator exit was still available. This doesn't match the content originally set for "Future Journal," but the joyous mood remains the same. After the seminar, I drove to meet some friends. They, a couple, have opened a Korean restaurant, and I've always wanted to visit. Unfortunately, it's a bit far from where I live, but finally, I fulfilled that wish. Satisfied! This is an imagination that doesn't need to be described in the journal to come true. Watching my friends' high spirits and vitality, I'm happy for them. Although the parking fee wasn't cheap, eating good food occasionally is affordable. Card drawn on 4/01: Stagnation The universe says it's emotionally tired, feeling lazy and dull. Stagnation brings a heavy, oppressive feeling. The marsh gas generated by stagnation is usable energy. Ideas don't always burst forth every day. Many times, it's just waiting, waiting some more. Sometimes at this point, thoughts begin to emerge. Sometimes you have to wait until the deadline approaches, feeling a bit anxious, trying to write something, reading a book, then writing more to finish. The universe received my exhaustion after excitement, allowing me to draw the "Stagnation" Tarot card, saying that continuous high emotions will accelerate the decline of passion, hasten the disappearance of emotions, and increase the feeling of annoyance. So, yesterday, I didn't clearly manifest the content of "Future Journal," just roughly outlining the things that need to be done, and relying on intuition to avoid some problems I didn't want to encounter. Take a break. Let the fluff of emotions take some time to recover, then you can continue to dance lightly. Tarot card drawn for 4/02 Future Journal: "Abundance." How will it be? Tomorrow will reveal. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Stagnation

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57) 問題：我4/06的未來日記主題 抽牌：死亡 Death 今天的塔羅牌是我未來日記第二週的主題：死亡Death。 死亡，對我來說，很多時候，不是肉身是否存在。 死亡，對我來說，大部分時，是心，是靈魂，是意識是否已不在。 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/145751290 曾經，不只一次，我問 ~ 為何，我在這世上？ 為何，我還在這世上？ 既然讓我活著，為何要把我很愛的人都帶走？ 既然讓我活在，為何讓我沒能擁有很愛的人，而對方也很愛我？ 去年認識的朋友說，在相識過程中，他看到我的努力，但認為沒看到我的盡力，即使是面對朋友，我都像是保有大部分的清醒，沒因友情而感到微醺。 我微笑以對。 心，早已支離破碎，已無餘心可盡力。 一次一次被人辜負的重傷。 一次一次家人離去的心傷。 傷痕累累，還有一些心力讓我苟延殘喘的活著。 我休著長假。 不明白的人好生羨慕。 家人好友是心疼呵護。 他們理解，我在試著原諒自己。 他們懂得，我在盡情釋放自己。 他們包容，我在允許任性自己。 他們明白，我在辛苦拼湊自己。 他們體諒，我在努力修復自己。 經歷過類似死亡的心情，很多事情，不再憂鬱。 在死亡的面前，還有什麼，足以為懼。 死神說，別哭泣！ 你們人間看似無常，宇宙運作有法則，只是人們不懂，當然人們也不需太懂。 天災不是禍，是造物主的提醒，是老天的提醒。 人們看似有情，其實是最冷漠，最無情，最自私的。 人，何時能贏過天？勝過天？ 天底下，宇宙間，從來就沒有在論輸贏。 萬物，共生，共存，共好。 這是造物主的呼喚。 可，人，卻老是想要拚勝敗，爭英雄。 宇宙裡的奧秘能量，此消彼長，平衡是秩序。 死亡是自然。 蛻變是自然。 失落是自然。 失去是自然。 釋放是自然。 我在一次又一次愛的呼喚中，清醒。 我在一圈又一圈愛的意識裡，修復。 我在一池又一池愛的池水裡，生息。 我在一個又一個愛的浸潤裡，愛著。 於是，在愛的迴旋中，一邊的愛消弭，另一邊的愛滋長，平衡了。 今日我的「未來日記」，呼應著「死亡」。 今天跟老友們前往秘境探巡。 經歷了看著地圖依然找不到店家的窘境。 看著路邊一畝畝的菜，巧遇主人，一起聊天拔菜。 小吃店裡的辣蘿蔔讓人吃驚，老闆娘說喜歡，送一些給妳們回家吃。 想去行走步道，卻找不到路口，結果，我們早就已在步道上卻不知。 一路與偶遇的人群聊聊天，笑笑鬧鬧。 抬頭看似快要成為下雨天，下山找熱咖啡喝去。 一回頭，憑空出現停車格，迴轉，倒車，入庫，一切順利。 咖啡廳裡的氛圍輕鬆愜意。 一杯咖啡，一個貝果，一客布丁，胃飽心滿足。 又遇店家活動送餅乾，一人一包伴手禮。 我因陌生人的善而開心。 我因朋友的愛而幸福。 我因一切眾緣，善緣而欣喜。 死亡之後，是什麼？ 是改變。 是演進。 是釋放。 是放下。 是重生。 是自由。 是對新的旅程，從心底感到期待的渴望。 而至此，應該明瞭，〝死亡〞與〝希望〞的主體可能是一樣，但卻是一前一後的連續性。 是造物主讓人們的崇高意識生生不息的安排。 Alyson's 4/07 Tarot: Death (9-57) Question: The theme of my future diary on 4/06 Card Drawn: Death Today's tarot card is the theme for the second week of my future diary: Death. Death, for me, often isn't about the physical presence. Death, for me, most of the time, is about whether the heart, the soul, the consciousness are still there. I've asked more than once: Why am I in this world? Why am I still in this world? If you let me live, why take away the people I love? If you let me live, why not let me have the one I love dearly, who loves me back? A friend I met last year said that during our acquaintance, he saw my efforts but felt he didn't see me giving my all. Even in front of friends, I seemed to retain most of my clarity, not even slightly intoxicated by friendship. I smiled in response. The heart had long been shattered, with no remnants left to give. Repeatedly wounded by betrayal. Repeatedly hurt by the departure of family. Scarred, yet with some strength left to cling to life. I'm on an extended break. Those who don't understand envy me. Family and friends are tender and caring. They understand that I'm trying to forgive myself. They know that I'm releasing myself. They accept that I'm allowing myself to be willful. They understand that I'm painstakingly piecing myself together. They empathize with my efforts to heal myself. Having experienced emotions akin to death, many things no longer depress me. In the face of death, what else is there to fear? The Grim Reaper says, "Don't cry! To you humans, things seem capricious, but the universe operates on laws; it's just that people don't understand, and of course, they don't need to understand too much. Natural disasters aren't curses; they're reminders from the Creator, reminders from Heaven. People seem sentimental, but they're actually the most indifferent, the most heartless, the most selfish. When can people win over the heavens? Conquer the heavens? In this world, in the universe, there has never been a debate about winning or losing. All things, coexist, thrive together, for the greater good. This is the call of the Creator. Yet, people always want to fight battles, vie for heroism." The mysterious energy of the universe, ebb and flow, balance is order. Death is natural. Transformation is natural. Loss is natural. Letting go is natural. Release is natural. In the repeated calls of love, I am awake. In the circles of love's consciousness, I am repairing. In the pools of love's water, I am thriving. In the immersion of love, I am loving. Thus, in the whirl of love, as one love diminishes, another flourishes, achieving balance. Today in my "future diary," it echoes "Death." Today, I went with old friends to explore a hidden place. Experienced the embarrassment of still not finding the shop despite looking at the map. Stumbled upon the owner while admiring the vegetables by the roadside, chatting and picking vegetables together. The spicy radish in the snack shop surprised me; the landlady said she liked it and gave us some to take home. Wanted to walk the trail but couldn't find the entrance, turns out we had already been on the trail without realizing it. Chatted and laughed with the people we encountered along the way. Looked like it was about to rain, so we went down the mountain to find hot coffee. Turned around and found a parking space out of nowhere, reversed, parked, everything went smoothly. The atmosphere in the coffee shop was relaxed and cozy. A cup of coffee, a bagel, a serving of pudding, stomach full and heart content. And then encountered a shop promotion giving out cookies, one pack per person. I'm happy because of the kindness of strangers. I'm happy because of the love of friends. I'm joyful because of all the connections, the good karma. What comes after death? It's change. It's evolution. It's release. It's letting go. It's rebirth. It's freedom. It's the eager anticipation from the depths of the heart for a new journey. And by now, it should be clear that "death" and "hope" may share the same essence, but they are sequential, one before the other. It's the arrangement by the Creator to keep people's noble consciousness perpetually alive. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Death

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune 今天的塔羅牌是『財富/命運』。 親愛的 ~ 每當抽到這張塔羅牌時，我總是感到特別地開心和興奮。 你們是否也會跟我一樣呢？！ 『財富/命運』這張塔羅牌 ~ 黑財神抱擁著碩大鑽石，坐在半空中。 我們的金色手，張開著五指，正在吸收著黑財神的豐盈富貴之磁力。 命運之輪轉動著，西班牙鬥牛士旋轉著，接下來的命運會是如何？ 煙火提醒著富貴機會就在一瞬間，抓住，就是你的了。 而我們也可以是位慈善家，捨得施予我們的豐盈，我們的享有。 論愛 ~ 你的愛情像是八點檔連續劇，充滿張力，比電視劇更具戲劇性。 在愛情的世界裡，你是編劇，你是導演，你是製作人，你更是主角和八卦狗仔。 劇本走向，曝光內容，全都是你說了算。 這會讓你的另一半感到心慌慌。 請減少一些你的抓馬情節，免得還沒攻下入城，對方已先棄城逃跑避難去。 論財 ~ 聚財豐盈的法則，有掌握到嗎？ 看到機會不難，困難的是抓到機會。 機會如何抓，看平時是否有練功。 成功抓到機會的你，更要小心，別因大頭症讓你的財富成了瞬間煙火，眾人欣賞後，留下一空氣的焦味，讚嘆後的轉瞬，變成了唏噓。 Today's Tarot: Fortune Today's Tarot card is "Fortune." Dear, Whenever I draw this Tarot card, I always feel particularly happy and excited. Do you feel the same way as I do?! The "Fortune" Tarot card ~ Depicts the black god of wealth embracing a large diamond, seated in mid-air. Our golden hand, with fingers spread open, is absorbing the abundant wealth and prosperity of the black god of wealth. The wheel of fortune spins, and the Spanish bullfighter rotates. What will the next destiny be? Fireworks remind us that opportunities for wealth and prosperity are fleeting; seize them, and they are yours. We can also be philanthropists, generously sharing our abundance. In terms of love, your love life is like a prime-time drama series, full of tension and even more dramatic than a TV show. In the world of love, you are the playwright, the director, the producer, and above all, the protagonist and the gossip monger. The plot and revelations are all up to you. This may make your partner feel uneasy. Please tone down some of your dramatic tendencies, lest your partner flees before you even conquer the city. Regarding finances, do you grasp the law of accumulating wealth? Seeing opportunities is not difficult; what's difficult is seizing them. How to seize opportunities depends on whether you've been practicing. For those who successfully seize opportunities, be careful not to let your wealth turn into fleeting fireworks due to arrogance. After others admire it, it leaves behind only the taste of regret. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Fortune

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司 我請宇宙於大年初一送給我龍年的祝福塔羅牌 抽到了大祭司 與前兩週學姊們讀書會裡讓我們抽2024年的財富牌一樣 也是抽到了大祭司 這是一而再地傳遞與告知 2024年我需要 ~ 勤勤懇懇 扎扎實實 穩穩噹噹 日復一日 用熱情 用熱忱 發自內心的能量 發自內心的渴切 每日將宇宙送給大家的祝福或傳遞的訊息 透過塔羅牌 透過解讀 透過消化 一日又一日地寫出來 即使回應的訊息沒有期盼中的熱情 要像修行者 修，是習自己的內在 行，是律自己的行為 耕耘的一切 在該豐收的季節 宇宙自然會回饋到自己的身上 不急、不躁、不計較 On the first day of the lunar new year, I asked the universe to send me blessings for the Year of the Dragon through tarot cards. I drew “Hierophant” card. Similar to the fortune card draw during the study session with my senior sisters two weeks ago for 2024, I also drew “Hierophant” card. This is a repeated message and indication. In 2024, I need to be diligent, steadfast, and stable. Day after day, With passion and enthusiasm, I must emit energy from within, Fueled by inner eagerness. Every day, I will write down the blessings or messages the universe sends to everyone through tarot cards, interpretation, and digestion. Even if the responses lack the anticipated enthusiasm, I must act like a practitioner—cultivating my inner self and regulating my behavior. All the efforts put forth will naturally yield returns in due season. There's no rush, impatience, or comparison. #DreamCatcher #Alyson #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Dream #Hierophant #塔羅 #捕夢人 #大祭司

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony 我是個愚笨的孩子。 學習，不管是孩子時期，還是現在的半百年齡，都是件不容易的事情。 我記不住，背不來，腦筋更是常常轉不過來。 像是這次的電腦技能學習課程，在今天實務的發想演練，我就整個卡在電腦螢幕前，腦袋裡是空茫一片。 趕緊回頭請教同學。 年輕時學習管理方面的知識，那時沒有網路可以找資料，我用最笨的方式，每個工作日利用午休時間看報紙，最少看兩份，另外安排時間閱讀商業管理類的雜誌月刊，然後自費參加進修課程，再進而念夜間學院的學歷課程，多年的日積月累，一邊吸收，一邊消化，一邊內化。 現在回頭看，當時的我，勤勞，認真，努力也好學。 我這個人的運氣也不是挺好的。 辛勞工作，比不上貼心問候。 認真努力，比不上成群結隊。 苦心經營，比不上厚顏無恥。 失望、灰心。 告訴自己，日後，不再輕易被人踐踏。 委屈，和血水、淚水、口水一起吞進肚裡。 沒人心疼的孩子，即使哭，也沒人在乎。 可能因自己的人生這麼多的經歷，同理心、共情心，在成為人力資源工作者時，開始散發出來。 加上自己的個性特質，形成了今日朋友口中的溫暖人物。 我想，自己像是八爪章魚，爪中各項樂器合奏出和諧的樂曲。 我可以是嚴謹的人資主管，也可以是開心活動的企劃主辦。 我可以是字字珠璣的文字工作者，也可以使用人工智能玩文字生成圖畫。 我可以是團體中的調皮搗蛋者，也可以群體中溝通協調適時翻譯，統籌整體情況，同時也營造合作情感。 『和諧』 ~ 一起協力合作，互相支援，互相呼應，互相襯托。 穩定的，讓人放心的安全狀態。 讓人放鬆自在地導引力量。 在和諧的氛圍裡，溫柔的音符中，調整內心的陰陽，調適外在的言行與反應，內外合一，接收光明面，接納陰暗面，接受天地萬物共生共存的和諧能量。 深深吸氣。 緩緩吐氣。 活著，是一件美好的事情。 每個人的心中，只要願靜下來傾聽，會聽到屬於自己的和諧曲調，很優美，很溫柔，很讓人感動。 Tarot of the Day for 2024-06-13: Harmony I am a foolish child. Learning, whether in childhood or now at the age of fifty, is not an easy task. I can't remember, I can't recite, and my mind often fails to grasp things. Just like in today's practical computer skills exercise, I was completely stuck in front of the screen with a blank mind. I quickly turned to my classmates for help. When I was young and learning management, there was no internet for research. I used the most straightforward method: reading newspapers during lunch breaks every working day, at least two, and making time to read business management magazines and monthly publications. I also paid for further education courses and attended night school for formal education. Years of daily accumulation allowed me to absorb, digest, and internalize knowledge. Looking back now, I see that I was diligent, serious, hardworking, and eager to learn. I'm not particularly lucky. Hard work doesn’t compare to a thoughtful greeting. Serious effort doesn’t match up to being part of a group. Diligent management pales in comparison to shameless audacity. Disappointment, discouragement. I told myself that in the future, I would no longer let others trample on me easily. Swallowing grievances along with blood, tears, and saliva. A child that no one feels sorry for, even if they cry, no one cares. Perhaps due to my many life experiences, empathy and compassion began to emerge when I became a human resources worker. Coupled with my personality traits, I became the warm person my friends speak of today. I think of myself as an octopus, each arm playing an instrument to create a harmonious melody. I can be a meticulous HR manager, or a joyful event planner. I can be a precise writer, or use AI to generate illustrations from text. I can be the mischievous one in a group, or the communicator who coordinates and translates, organizing the overall situation and fostering cooperative relationships. "Harmony" ~ Working together, supporting each other, responding to one another, complementing each other. A stable, reassuring state of security. Guiding strength in a relaxed and natural way. In a harmonious atmosphere, amidst gentle notes, we adjust the yin and yang within, align our external words and actions with our inner state, and unite the internal and external. We receive the light and accept the dark, embracing the harmonious energy of coexistence with all things. Take a deep breath. Exhale slowly. Being alive is a beautiful thing. If each person is willing to quiet down and listen, they will hear their own harmonious melody—very beautiful, very gentle, and very moving. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Harmony

2024 0204 立春日適合行動&創造 ~ 今日牌卡：創造者

今日牌卡：創造者 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/136528627 因為是立春 特意地跟宇宙要祝福牌 ~ 宇宙給我們的訊息是"創造者" 這真是很奇妙的事情 農曆24節氣，立春是第一個，意義是指春天從此開始 網路查了，聽說從漢朝時代，就有立春日的一些禮俗 春天來臨，農民開始準備春耕了 塔羅"創造者"也具有行動的意義 腦力激盪，發揮創意，檢視思維&觀點，允許自己體驗與接受新行動 若天冷身乏，具體的行動可以從翻開一本書開始 ~ 進而走向越來越大的行動 Because it is the beginning of spring, I deliberately sought blessings from the universe, and the message from the universe for us is "Inventor." It's truly a fascinating thing. In the traditional Chinese lunar calendar, there are 24 solar terms, and "Li Chun" marks the first, symbolizing the beginning of spring. After doing some online research, I learned that there have been customs associated with Li Chun since the Han Dynasty. As spring arrives, farmers begin preparing for spring plowing. In Tarot, the card "Inventor" also signifies taking action. Stimulate your mind, unleash creativity, examine thoughts and perspectives, and allow yourself to experience and accept new actions. If the weather is cold and you feel sluggish, concrete actions can start with opening a book, leading to progressively larger actions. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Inventor #Crystals #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #創造者 #水晶

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician 我相信累世因果，相信每個人有著自己獨特的天賦，相信我們每一個人的出生，都帶著意義不凡的使命與任務。 在地球上，對全世界的所有人來說，最公平的不只有”時間”，每個人每天都是擁有二十四小時的這件事情而已；還有另一個公平的是”善意、溫暖的笑容”，不分國界，無論民族膚色，不管年齡性別，微笑，是每個人都擁有的溫柔，且是能夠帶給他人的正能量之一。 我認為，每個人都是療癒者，可惜許多人不自知，或者是排斥。 現在的我，寧願相信這世界上有魔法，有神奇，有奇蹟。 擁抱這樣的想法，讓人在絕境時有個希望，有個盼頭，有個念想。 時間走著，走著，也許就走出了愛麗絲夢遊仙境的奇幻時間魔咒，快樂的時光可能就走得慢了些，而悲傷的日子可能也有快速溜過的機會。 魔術與魔法，畢竟不是同一件事情。 『魔術師』 ~ 是指尖像是擁有魔法的人。 敏銳的感知力，這是第一項特質。 總能夠快速且精準地捕抓到他人的心思，當然，這人不會是擦肩而過的陌生人，或相敬如賓的同事那樣普羅程度。 在成為魔術師的這一天，應該可以且輕易地捉到愛情的聲音，來自於你的情人或愛人。 討人開心，這是魔術師的第二特質。 變換著花樣，用了巧思，平常日也能是值得慶祝的好日子。 多樣才華，是第三特質。 今天的自己，可以輕易轉換腳色，轉換對話方式，像川劇變臉那般快速、自然及生動。 當然，魔術師少不了豐富的想像力。 這是許許多多創意的起心動念，讓人驚喜的點子總是讓人記憶深刻。 驚奇、驚艷、絢麗，刻印到心坎，這心思用得極值得。 今天的你，下筆有如神助，文思泉湧，與人對話，反應靈敏，機智聰明，且字字珠璣，句句觸動人心。 天天天兒呀！ 莫不把握今日好時機，過關戰將贏功勳。 此時莫待花落空樓去，情逝心死空遺恨。 Today's Tarot: The Magician I believe in the law of karma, in the uniqueness of each individual's talents, and in the profound significance of our missions and tasks in life. On Earth, what's fair to everyone isn't just "time," as each person has the same twenty-four hours each day; there's also the fairness of "kindness and warm smiles," transcending borders, ethnicity, age, and gender. A smile is a gentle gift possessed by everyone, capable of spreading positive energy to others. I believe that everyone has the potential to be a healer, though many may not realize it or may resist it. As for myself, I prefer to believe that there is magic, wonder, and miracles in this world. Embracing such beliefs provides hope, anticipation, and solace in times of adversity. As time moves forward, perhaps we can break free from the enchantment of the time curse, as if stepping out of Alice's wonderland. Happy times may slow down, while moments of sadness may slip away quickly. Magic and sorcery are indeed not the same thing. "The Magician" ~ Is someone whose fingertips seem to possess magic. Sharp intuition is the first trait. Always able to quickly and accurately grasp the thoughts of others, though not of mere strangers passing by or colleagues with a formal relationship. On the day one becomes a magician, they should be able to easily detect the sound of love, whether it comes from their lover or partner. Bringing joy to others is the second trait of a magician. With creativity and ingenuity, even ordinary days can become worth celebrating. Versatile talents are the third trait. Today, you can easily switch roles and conversation styles, changing as swiftly and naturally as the rapid mask changes in Sichuan opera. Of course, the magician wouldn't be complete without a rich imagination. This is the source of countless creative inspirations, with surprising ideas that leave a lasting impression. Amazement, admiration, and brilliance engraved deeply in the heart, making every thought worthwhile. Today, your writing flows like magic, your mind brims with ideas, your conversations are sharp and witty, and every word touches the heart. Seize the opportunity today, for victory awaits those who overcome challenges. Do not let time pass in vain, leaving behind only regret and lost opportunities. #DreamCatcherTarot #Tarot #DCTarotreader #Tarotcards #BeYuSelfBOSS #BlessedDream #Alyson #Magician

2024 0215 今日塔羅：和諧

今日塔羅：和諧 https://dcalyson0110.pixnet.net/blog/post/139070974 今日開始上班囉！ 應該不少人有開工紅包可以領，恭喜呀！ 我以前工作的其中一家公司不發紅包，但會準備糖果。 在我到職前，那些糖果總是買最便宜的，最難吃的。 我總想著，既然這費用都得花，為何不採買大家比較喜愛的呢？ 大家在過年放假期間都已吃了一大堆甜食、點心、糖果。 公司準備的糖果，大家也不會是搶著拿回去屯著慢慢吃 其實就只是為了沾個喜氣，大家開心聊一下天，敘個話 總之 今天，一切都是穩定狀態的 不管是心情還是工作 就讓新氣象在這樣和諧柔和的氛圍中開啟吧 Today marks the start of work! Congratulations to those who received red envelopes! In one of my previous jobs, instead of red envelopes, the company would prepare candies. Before I joined, they always bought the cheapest and least tasty candies. I always wondered, since the expense was inevitable, why not purchase candies that everyone would enjoy more? During the Lunar New Year holiday, everyone would have indulged in plenty of sweets, snacks, and candies. The candies provided by the company wouldn't be eagerly taken home to hoard and slowly consume. It was just to spread some joy, have some pleasant conversations, and share some laughter. In any case, today, everything is in a stable state. Whether it's mood or work, let the new atmosphere unfold in this harmonious and gentle ambiance. #DreamCatcher #Tarot #Tarotreader #Tarotcards #Harmony #Wands #Dream #Alyson #塔羅 #捕夢人 #權杖 #和諧

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0204 立春日適合行動&創造 ~ 今日牌卡：創造者

2024 0204 立春日適合行動&創造 ~ 今日牌卡：創造者

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0215 今日塔羅：和諧

2024 0215 今日塔羅：和諧

#Alyson搜尋結果

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

Alyson’s 4/05 Tarot：恐懼 Fear (7-57)

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess

2024 0902 給阿雄的祝福：女祭司 Priestess

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/02 Tarot：停滯 Stagnation (4-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

Alyson’s 4/07 Tarot：死亡 Death (9-57)

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富 命運 Fortune

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司

Alyson’s 2/09 Tarot：大祭司

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0613 今日塔羅：和諧 Harmony

2024 0204 立春日適合行動&創造 ~ 今日牌卡：創造者

2024 0204 立春日適合行動&創造 ~ 今日牌卡：創造者

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0514今日塔羅：魔術師 Magician

2024 0215 今日塔羅：和諧

2024 0215 今日塔羅：和諧

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune

2024 0502 今日塔羅：財富命運 Fortune